I think i may have the desire to become a girl because of 4chan only.
I was a somewhat normal kid with no many issues.
But then, i've discovered 4chan. After 3 years of /lgbt/, i think the excess of information destroyed my concepts.
I don't know anything more about me, my mind is messed up.
If i never learnt about transsexualism, about all this, i would be a normal guy today, and would live 'till 50 with no worries. But not i fear living even 1 year without being a girl. At the same time i fear and don't want to be a girl.
Oh for fuck's sake.
>>5918367
>tfw the ghosts of your past have come back to haunt you
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
fucking gold
>>5918367
It could probably let you learn about it but make you? doubtful
>>5918367
bumping for interest
Considering transsexuallity and gender dysphoria is, factually, something learned and not something you're born with, yes, 4chan can make you become trans.
No youd be a hon dont do it
>>5918367
Just wait till tech will make this easily possible.
So far transpeople live a very hard life due to multiple reasons. There is no reason to become one if you can avoid it.
>>5918367
What the fuck?
This was my old thread, i've probably already killed myself/transitioned to a hon up to this day.
Here you go fags >>5571994
>>5928306
That's a weird coincidence
>>5918367
This is not a medical battery because it is filled with leading questions, but maybe it will help you figure yourself out.
>Past
1a. Were you a quiet and an obedient child?
2a. Did you lack a zest for life?
3a. Were you numb to life?
4a. In adolescence, were you detached from others, perhaps called "stoic"?
5a. Would you say your life has tended toward isolation?
6a. Would you say your life feels wasted?
7a. Was there ever a moment where you felt you might not be masculine enough for the situation?
8a. Did you ever associate yourself with what you saw in the mirror?
9a. Or was your attachment to your reflection a weak one?
10a How did looking at photos make you feel?
11a Did you like taking photos of yourself taken?
12a Did you have many photos of yourself taken after your early childhood?
13a Were you told to smile a lot, by strangers or people who knew you?
14a Were you depressed much of your life or told you look like it a lot?
15a Were you told to pick your shoulders up?
16a Did you hunch over?
17a Did you not care what you dressed in or how you looked in general?
18a Were you never told you were more like a girl in childhood?
19a Did you want to shave your arm or leg hair when it came in?
20a Did you ever envy girls or think they were luckier?
21a When a girl expressed interest in you, how did you feel?
22a Were you transphobic, or was your relationship with trans people more complicated than that?
23a Did you feel disgust for boys, feel disapproval for them, or feel unlike them because they were some way?
24a Did you ever think the reason you were a boy was because your parents wanted one, and if you told them you would rather be a girl, that they would be okay with it?
>Fantasies, hopes, or desires
1b. Did you have an interest in playing sports?
2b. Did you like to or ever want to play rough?
3b. Did you ever think that when puberty came around, you might develop as a girl then get taken to the doctor and find out that you had ovaries?
>>5918367
>>5935487
4b. Did you ever have a fantasy of finding out you were intersex in some way?
5b. Did you have a fantasy of having your genitals destroyed by accident or illness and then you "would just have to live as a girl" with the approval of doctors and acceptance of family and friends?
6b. Did you ever look at a cute girl and think you would rather be her?
7b. Did you ever desire to dominate a woman sexually?
8b. Did the extent of your sexual fantasies involving women only go as far as finding their bodies attractive?
9b. If you ever wanted a girlfriend, what did you imagine having a girlfriend would be like?
10b What was your sex life like?
11b Did you think sex was strange, something you could not see yourself wanting, or something you couldn't understand the desire for?
12b Did you enjoy pornography?
13b If you did, which did you prefer to envision yourself as, if at all?
14b Did you imagine having a family in the future? How did you imagine that life, if you did?
15b Did you have a ready preference of playing female characters without any coaxing?
16b If not, did you have an anxiety and/or an interest over playing or selecting a female character?
17b If you did, and then you played a female character (such as being forced to for RuneScape's "Recruitment Drive" quest) did you have a preference for playing female characters thereafter?
18b Did you have an interest in looking up things related to sex changes since childhood?
19b Did you have an interest in what you would have looked like if you were a girl?
20b Did you wonder what your life would have been like if you were a girl?
21b Would you describe this interest as curious, melancholic, or something else?
DELETE THIS THREAD NOW
>>5931653
What is a weird coincidence?
>>5935590
Stop bumping it, you people want another 2 months lasting thread?
>>5935487
>>5935491
I didn't did it in the last thread, i think i'll make this now if someone's wondering what would be my aswners in the last thread.
>>5935487
>>5935491
PATIENT DETAILS
Age: Enough to use this shit
My situation is in OP text.
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>Past
1- I was the devil himself until 6. Became EXTREMELY quiet, obedient, introvert after that.
2-No.
3- Uh, i don't think so
4- Yes and no, i had my nerdy 10-people gang/group, but didn't hanged out with no one else.
5- Pretty much yes
6- Pretty much yes2
7- Many times, specially when hanging out with other boys aka playing sports.
8- I think yes, and i had a pretty big mirror
9- At the same time yes, i've always lived in a delusional world. I think i have autism.
10- Ugly and terrible, shit i hate photos
11- Never
12- Nope. Maybe 1 or 2.
13- I don't recall this.
14- Yes, since i was 14 things gone down.
15- Hah many many times, specially my my mother
16- Yes?
17- I still don't.
18- Actually i was told many times some things i was doing was only for girls so i always repressed myself
19- Yes how i miss the old shaved days
20- Yes
21- I literally told her to fuck off and almost got beaten up by her cousin who was nearby
22- I didn't knew about trans people until, like, very late
23- Yes and many times, i hate masculinity and boys, i also hate their hobbies n' shit.
24- Not as far as i recall. But my father always wanted a boy.
>>5924810
O really? What facts lead you to believe this?
>>5935852 Continuation
>>5935491
>Fantasies, hopes, or desires
1- Never and actually didn't played a sport until i was FORCED to do swimming, taekwondo and later started to like Skateboarding alot
2-Nope, this is shit and i can't deal with the others when they start playing rougher than me
3- I always though about the possibiity of having a vagina. But i checked many times and it's not here.
>4- Specially when i'm "high" with music, i keep imaginating situations where i "disappear" and come back as a girl or discover that my soul was feminine. This can be also autism.
5- A little bit. But if my genitals get destroyed i can't get srs
6- Many times
7- Never. Ever. I don't fill the hole of domination.
8- Didn't understood.
9- Welp, having someone i feel nice around. Tried 2 times and failed.
10- I had two girlfriends, one of them had sex multiple times with me. I never came.
11-Yes.
12- Alot in the past, almost none now.
13- Uh, at the submissive girl
14- Nope. It would be a small family for sure, i don't like -TAKING- care of kids
15- Every time it was an option
16- I also had the anxiety thing
17- -----
18- Yes, i did a research about body changes and all..
19- Yes. I hope i was a cute girl
20- Yes.
21- The same feel as anxiety, but at the same time melancholic, i don't know how to describe this...
Well i think i'm done, i'll think about what i've wrote here.
>>5935487
>Past
1a. hell no.
2a. well, I've always been kinda indifferent to everything
3a. see 2a.
4a. i'm kinda currently in adolescence (18), and yeah i'd say i'm kinda detached. i can't deal with any feelings without turning them into a joke, i can't cry, and i struggle to (though i can sometimes) make real connections
5a. i have a somewhat small group of friends, and i'm fairly lonely tee bee aich
6a. to some degree. i do really well in school (straight A student) and I'm going to a really good uni next year (edinburgh), but part of me feels like this potential is wasted on me, a lazy asshole who never puts any effort into anything
7a. that happens all the time. despite how i may appear, i don't feel very masculine.
8a. i see myself in the mirror, and i know it's me, but i don't really like it. idk if that's because i'm trans or just ugly tho
9a. i guess
10a. i'm not photogenic.
11a. nope.
12a. most of them against my will
13a. my parents often tell me to smile, because i tend to carry a scowl as my resting expression
14a. i had a period of depression when i was 14 but i think that was mostly teenage hormonal shit
15a. nah i've always had good posture
16a. see 15a
17a. i've always been obsessed with my ugliness (perceived, because i have received some compliments on my looks but i've always assumed they were sarcastic). i'd like to dress well, but i don't have the wardobe for it most of the time
18a. nope
19a. not when it came in, but i now shave my legs and armpits. not my arms, because that's harder to hide.
20a. all. the. fucking. time. i mean, it's true, right?
21a. i always feel like she's taking the piss out of me
22a. yeah, very transphobic. but as of late, hearing or reading people say shit like 'trans women will never be real women' makes me really upset.
23a. yeah, i've always hated the roughness of boys, and the borderline homoerotic play-fighting they do makes me cringe
24a. nah, the reason i'm a boy is my dick. i've never questioned that until now
>>5936498
cont'd:
>fantasies
1b. no, never have
2b. no, never have
3b. nope.
4b. nope.
5b. nope.
6b. i never used to except in porn, but i do now. it's pretty much all i think about when i see girls now.
7b. no, in fact i've always been sexually submissive. i've always imagined myself as a girl being dominated by another girl (and lately, a man)
8b. well i also have the fantasy of them dominating me, facesitting, that sort of stuff. but mostly yeah. i've never fantasized about fucking a girl or even watched normal porn (i can even fap to photos which my friends think is weird). usually the porn i fap to is in gif form, involving a girl in bondage / getting dominated / getting a facial, whom i self insert.
9b. i have absolutely no idea. i do want a girlfriend, but i have no idea what it'd be like to be in a relationship.
10b. i've never had penetrative sex, but i have reached 3rd base with a few girls.
11b. i can certainly see the appeal.
12b. see 8b. i enjoy certain kinds of porn but i exclusively imagine myself as the girl. it's been like that since i started masturbating, before any of this other shit came about.
13b. the submissive female, no question.
14b. i can't imagine ever having a family.
15b. i never did up until now, but i will now only play female characters (if i have the option).
16b. n/a
17b. yeah
18b. not since childhood but right now looking at trans related material takes up a lot of my time. it's becoming an unhealthy obsession.
19b. yeah, i've always wondered but it was always more curious than anything.
20b. see above, although that life is starting to feel more desirable.
21b. it's kinda melancholic because i feel like being an attractive girl is something that i really want but is unattainable
