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2016-03-15 07:14:52 Post No. 5872797
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2016-03-15 07:14:52
Post No. 5872797
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I want to commit suicide and every night this feeling gets stronger and stronger. It's a long story on my life but the simple version is I was homeless for the second time not too long ago last year. I was in Iowa and I attempted to commit suicide. My parents denounced me and after I was released from the hospital I lived in my car for about a month untill I used that last bit of money I had to come down here too Alabama. This is the only state I had friends in cause I moved so much in my life. I cam down here and a previous friend let me stay for a few weeks untill they got upset over a game of bingo I won they took me too that I didn't want to go to. They eventually got very pissed off cause they were compulsive gamblers that I left to not make it any worse. I went to another friend who took me in. From there I got a job working in a pharmacy making decent money trying to pay rent to them. Untill they wanted more rent I couldn't afford then I left to go somewhere I could. I came to where I am now. They seemed like nice people but they have some issues with me (nothing illegal I want to add. I'm not someone who does drugs or steals). They have been uncomfortable with me for a while and they just told me tonight that I need to be gone in 15 days. I have no friends, no family, and no one too talk to. I called the suicide line but it's always busy and if someone answers it's someone who doesn't care. I have worked so hard to just get to where I am now. And I have also just recently found out I have Asperger's. It has just been enough.
