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Please help me with my problems
2016-03-13 03:20:52 Post No. 5861210
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Please help me with my problems
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2016-03-13 03:20:52
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So... I dont know if this is the right place to post this guys? But anyway it seems like it fits so here. I need help. I have the growing urge to fulfill this dangerous fantasy inside my head.
I'm a straight cis f but ever since my last boyfriend cheated on me I have begun hating men. And recently this thought popped into my head, it was like out of nowhere and now I cant stop thinking about it :/
I really want to find a mtf trannie, pretend to be a lesbian or maybe pretend to be a guy or whatever I need to. Just as long as I can fuck... her? Idk its hard for me to call a mtf a "her" when she cleary still has a dick. Besides what I want it to hurt him. I want to seduce him, get in bed with him, turn out the lights, starts pleasing him, and then right before the climax i want to punch him hard in his balls and cut them and his dick off....
I know, sounds awful right? Im horified this popped into my head like this. I just got this strong desire to punish a man b/c my last bf cheated on me... with another man. So yeah.
And now im sure if i was a normal person this would be disturbing but fine. But I have a strong case of obsessive compulsive disorder and thought like these continue to repeat over and over and grow stronger and stronger in my head and im afraid that I will end up doing this just to make my brain stop.
Last time something like this happened It ended with me buying a puppy and throwing it into a lake because I was pissed that a dog had scared away this bird I was trying to draw. (love birds and nature! The picture is the drawing I tried making before the dog scared away the bird and I ran to chase the dog. It was coming out so well too. I wish i was a bird and didnt have to fight this crazy brain of mine my whole life...)
So please help me /lgbt/ 4chan. Ive heard you guys can be crazy too. Does anyone have any experience with this?