A friend of my found out that I am attracted to the same sex. At first he lead me on saying it was ok to be gay, he literally asked me if I liked gay stuff, then I kinda admitted that I did like same sex(it's like he set me up by acting all "it's ok to be gay", which kinda just made me feel ashamed), then on instant message he started saying shit like "lol u a fag?" "u like men hahahah", " I can't be hanging around anymore", "do u want to fuck me?". He also said that he thought that I was coming on to him and thinking something might happen between us(which is absolutely absurd), he also said that he was afraid that I might rape him....(jesus christ) I couldn't tell when he was joking and when he was being serious. It's also like he lost a lot of respect towards me(if he had any since he's such a narcissist, he would call me a faggot all the time).
But when he said "I think we shouldn't see each other no more" my heart broke, maybe he wasn't being serious maybe he was, but knowing that people are ready to end their friendship with you just because you're gay really makes me want to stay in the closet.
Now I feel really anxious, ashamed, alone, sad, scared and depressed. I don't have many friends and I've known this guy since we were kids.
He didn't want to hear anything about me being confused, he said that being like that was straight up gay.
Now I see why there's such a high suicide rate within the lgbt community...
He's projecting hard.
>>5849901
If you were to hear every retarded comments people can make out of ignorance, then you would probably become insane.
I am sorry for your " friend ", but seeing that he is not ready to accept his " friend that he knows since he is a kid " to be gay, he is immature and wasn't really a friend in the first place. More like a person you spent time with.
If he is really your friend, he will realize his big and childish mistake, and will probably apologize, and will try to understand and be more informed about it.
Otherwise, then you're set. Turns out toxic people remove themselves from relationships before they have a chance to hurt you even more.
And don't worry, you'll find friends by being yourself, not acting like others want you to be. It might be a loss right now, but the only thing you lost was someone too immature to accept difference in a person as close as " a best friend ".
Have a hug, OP.
You were an obnoxious emasculating faggot and your friend is an insecure bigoted faggot. He's not longer your friend and you realised how retarded he is. Why are you upset that someone doesn't like you? I don't understand unreciprocated feelings. I think you probably have autism OP, normal people don't like people that don't like them.
But you sound like a whiny woman, so you're probably just another AGP tranny freak who's still in denial about their mental illness. No man is this big of a little bitch. Then again, no man is such a little bitch that he's scared of another little bitch "raping" him. So maybe you and your little faggot friend are more alike than you think.
stop being a little bitch faggot and grow a pair
>>5849901
You gotta understand that it's not your fault. If someone should be ashamed it's him. And if your "friends" can't accept you for who you are then they are not real friends. You don't want fake friends.
>>5849936
Should I even take this post half seriously? When will this meme stop?
>>5849936
>I don't understand why people are upset when longtime friends suddenly lose all respect for them and abandon them
>I think you probably have autism OP
You're the one with autism.
>>5849901
I'm still closeted with my white power friend, a guy who stopped listening to Gorgoroth in a heartbeat the moment I told him that Gaahl was a homo.
We're basically the only people either of us are still in semi-regular contact with since hitting adulthood, we sit around getting buzzed on homebrew and discussing how Muslims are a problem for Europe.
I've put feelers out there like, expressing openly with him how uncomfortable I am with how weird and degenerate the public LGBT movement is, and how I "know people" who are legbutts because they were born that way but don't want anything to do with the dildo waving rainbow parades.
He hasn't engaged further in that discussion though. I get the feeling he just doesn't want to think about it.
He's all bark and no bite when it comes to most of the ethnic minorities (who aren't Muslim) in our town, and I just hope that's the case when it comes to me. He knows me. He even expressed how I'm one of the only people he can discuss politics with and have someone on a level with him who understands what he's talking about. Transitioning doesn't HAVE to change that but if it's his choice, it's his choice.
Good luck if he wants to beat me up and curb stomp me though, I stand more than a head taller than him.
>>5849901
Anon your friend is gay too. He's just projecting his self-hate onto you.
>>5849901
How did he find out???
i'm really sorry to hear that dude, he sounds like he's being a dick. i've been through that kinda shit before but honestly it gets better !! and dont let this guy stop you coming out to others, because the more people you come out to, the easier it gets :) stay safe <3
>>5849901
>haha lol u a fag?
>haha ha ha u like men haha
>do u want to fuck me haha just asking
>wouldn't it be funny if you tied me down and raped me haha i drew a picture of you doing it
>haha you're coming onto me right haha oooh haha i'm scared you're going to put a ball gag in my mouth and rape me like in one of your disgusting gay porns haha
>>5850449
He was into tranny porn once, I remember he would show me tranny porn to shock me(or make me feel gay for getting a hardon seeing trap porn). Once he even told me that he actually did masturbate to shemale porn. He said it wasn't gay because it was only fantasy.
>>5850452
He was always calling me a faggot, and making lame 12 year old gay jokes, telling me to suck his dick. I would say shit like ok. He would call me gay and I'd jokingly say things like "I can't help it". I don't know how he figured it out, we just started hanging out together again recently after not being around each other for a year or more. I might have gave out hints that I was gay, but I didn't want im to actually find out(I did, but the way he reacted I wish I hadn't and that I had told him NO when he started to question my sexuality).
I still play with him through steam, he has kinda odd banter, he calls me a faggot and fag on instant message but when I talk to him through skype he seems like he's cool with it. But I definitely feel like something has changed in our friendship. He definitely has lost a lot of respect for me as a man, now i'll probably always refer to me as a faggot for now on, or make fun of me for being attracted to other men. He would call me a faggot before he knew I was gay, but now he still does it and does it in a more direct way(as in a irl gay faggot), it kinda hurts.
I know he's not a good friend, or even a good person for that matter(he probably has some sort of narsastic personality disorder), but I don't really have that many friends and I've always liked him because we could talk about almost anything with each other without it being weird.
>>5849901
>expecting tolerance from straight people
There's your mistake.
The only friend you can trust is the closet you hide in.
Better make it as cosy as possible.
>>5849901
Why don't you ask him if he's serious instead of 4chan?
>>5850964
This, you have nothing to lose.
The suicide rates are high because you lot are synonymous with being a pussy. Man the fuck up. You take it in the arse, so what , people might not wanna be your friend, so what. Tell em to get fucked and find a group of people that do respect you. Stop being a fag
>>5850997
>find a group of people that do respect you.
lone man in the desert.jpg
Live on your own then or move out of the desert. certainly don't wrap a rope round your neck and end it because you feel lonely. Fuck I feel lonely everyday I'm the only sane fag in a city full of regressive liberal SJW's but I never agree with en and i fight the good fight everyday and they all hate me. But it gives me fire in my belly, should give you fire in your belly to move too. Instead of winging and crying like a little girl
OP here:
He seems to be cool with me, I think all that "we shouldn't hang out anymore bro" was just banter. He has definitly lost a lot of respect for me as a man though, he keeps making crack shots about me being gay. But I don't get this vibe anymore that I don't want to be around me anymore(at least I hope not). I'm just so glad that he hasn't broken up our friendship, but I still have the feeling that thinks wont be the same as they once were.
I just don't understand why he's so bothered that I find men sexually attractive, it's like it repulses him. And he thinks it's funny that I turned out gay(like I said, lost of respect).
I even told im that I'm just bi, but he said that he heard that bi guys were even more gay than full blown homosexuals(don't understand that logic).
>>5851676
OP he's gay and terrified about it.
Wanking to she-male porn, "it's not gay ifs," and then being that weird about your friend coming outa the closet as gay.
That dude's in an iron closet.
OP if your "friend" has a history of violence, then please be very careful because he could go gay-panic defense on you.
>>5849901
>"do u want to fuck me?".
I find "str8" guys's self esteem hilarious.
>my heart broke
You were simply naive, people are stupid, period. He's just another person you should never have trusted in the first place. He's clearly worthless why do you even care about a breeder's opinion?
>>5850414
>understanding that people will betray your trust on the first time they are not 100% ok with any aspect of your personality or opinions is autism
You know, I really don't know if I should feel pity or jealousy of your ignorance.
>>5850997
>people are pussies for having feelings
Not everyone's strong anon, if women had people treating them half the way they threat gay people humanity would be doomed in less than one generation thanks to lack of females.
>>5849901
He sounds like a faggot. Any "friends" that leave you because you're gay or bi or whatever were bound to leave you sooner or later for some equally trivial bullshit. Move on, make actual friends.
>>5850333
You should send it to /dev/null where it belongs.
>>5850886
>He said it wasn't gay because it was only fantasy.
De Nile is deep.
>>5851676
You seem to be reading too much into it. Just get drunk together and suck his dick, m8.
OP here:
I'm meeting him irl within the hour or so, I really hope he doesn't make it weird for me like he did the other day, when he started going into my sexuality, it just felt perverted, made me hard and made him feel superior towards me for me ending up gay. He wants me to say that I'm gay and that I'm just coming out of the closet, put he does it in such a perverted belittling way(that kinda make me feel aroused). Thinking about it makes my dick hard... (is that normal?).
If he does start questioning my sexuality again(I now just thinks of me as gay, I'm not even bisexual in his mind), I'm afraid to open up to him again because I'm afraid that he might start acting like he acted on Instant message.
>>5852374
what
So, OP, what happened ?
>>5859615
He wasn't an asshole about it, he was just very surprised because he said we've known each other for so long and he found it shocking that I was gay/bi. I back tracked a little when he as asking me about my sexuality, I said that I might be a bit gay and that porn was partly to blame for this. He suggested that I layed of masturbation and maybe try to get a gf. We talked some more and he told me that I should just keep working on my self(in the gym) and go out there and fuck guys and girls(which I agree with cuz I have social phobia and try to avoid meeting new people).
>>5859730
your friend is really weird, no offense.
> I said that I might be a bit gay and that porn was partly to blame for this
so you back pedalled and gave him the option to think of you as straight again?
good for you, that it worked out.
Your friend likes cock. Try to relax OP, the pursuit of a sense of belonging is wired in everyone. I know making new friends ins't easy but it will come. I sadly suggest they get to know you well before you tell them you are gay...
>>5849936
>you have emotions
>it must be because autism
>>5862149
Yeah, should it be considered autistic to be hurt when a long time friend doesn't want to hang out with you anymore because you're gay? Who wouldn't be hurt and care about it? Well if that's considered autistic, then I must be one.
