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so how do you guys deal with loneliness? gayfag shut-in of almost 8 years and lately it's been almost too much to handle. what's worse is I don't even have any friends to talk to about it. due to current living situations and horrible social anxiety it's near impossible to meet anyone new right now. I don't even know if this is the right place to post this. any advice?
Its cliche, but I just count my blessings. Being alone is a cakewalk compared to being homeless, or having a serious illness, so I can't complain.
>>5839768
It doesn't get better. Drown in your despair and die. Or just do what the cool people do and abuse drugs and alcohol until you OD. You'll need degenerate friends who are as fucked up as you and self-aware if you want to go down the drug route though.
Im also a gayfag shut-in. Life is pretty great. Sure things get lonely sometimes without any social interaction or intimacy, but people are pretty fucking insufferable anyways. I get to have sick bantz on 4chan all day anyways, and that's sort of like social interaction I guess.
It's statistically impossible for anyone with even the slightest of standards to find a boyfriend, let alone a shut-in. Most gay guys are incredibly autistic and lack any sort of self-awareness at all. Actually, most people are like that. Fuck people OP.
Everyone feels the way you do though. Everyone is anxious and depressed. Anxiety and depression are very privileged emotions. Your life is so boring that simple basic interactions and responsibilities are your biggest fear. That's not a disorder or illness, it's just retarded.
Embrace your eccentric life and do whatever the fuck you want. If you're into torturing yourself you should try running. Run, jerk off, play video games, shit-post on /pol/, push-ups, pull-ups, dips, sleep, piss, shit, repeat. This is the life of kings. Don't let that pesky desire for social validation keep you down.
>>5839929
Lol so funny. You're funny lol!!
>>5839932
Here you can see the infamous normie sperging out yet again in a fit of rage veiled with ironic humor. When will they learn?
>>5839938
Shouldn't you be complaining about Chad? Go back to r9k.
>>5839946
Can't handle the bantz?
>>5839952
Fuck off with your "bantz" shit. We get it you insult people whilst being ironic because it's banter so you don't actually mean it! So charming, so witty xD.
>>5839972
LOL welp i guess you're right; I'm a hypocrite. You have the moral high ground on fucking 4chan. xD
>>5839979
Another day, another normie btfoed
ez pz
>>5839983
Ikr. So many bantz. Wanna go to maccies later?
>>5839768
I go incredibly hard during the summer, going to as many music festivals and stuff as I possibly can. It makes the other 9 months of the year as a shut in seem much much more tolerable.
>tfw no hermit bf to hole up with and cuddle
Any of you shut-ins live in/near Washington?
>>5839929
It grows old. I've been on this website for too many years. It gets shit and boring.
As to the OP, I don't really know. I've been at University now for three years and not made a single "friend". I live alone too, and used to go weeks without opening my mouth to talk to someone other than my mother on the phone.
It doesn't get any better. It's shit for me too because I don't lack social skills, I just pathologically avoid talking to people if I can.
Wish I could change my life.
Hermitfag here, kissless handholdless touchless speakless etc etc
Life's ok, My libido is almost nonexistent at this point. When I hit 30 I'll be finally free from tfw no bf.
It's almost done, fellow anons.
>>5843052
Are you cute?
>>5839847
You suck as a human; please stop existing.
>>5839768
I'm a very introverted person so I prefer small numbers of people to interact with. I like the quiet.
I started with me, because it seems apparent Hell for you is exactly what makes me the most comfortable and peaceful.
If you want to get out in the world the only way to do it is to step out your front door. t's really that easy.
I could argue that just by posting this you are trying to remedy your problem. You are beginning to address what's most problematic for you just by asking others in your community.
You are gay. You are family.
Live without fear Anon, you are beautiful and the world needs you to step out and be your best you, but only you can do it.
...and you can do it. Believe.
>>5839929
Stop...just....just stop.
>>5839768
Socialising isn't that hard. If you're in a room with lots of people and you're feeling anxious, just pretend it isn't real, that'll make it easier to squeeze the trigger when you start shooting.
>>5845265
thank you, anon
>>5844208
I'm not a kawaii anime girl, so no.
>>5839768
I like to watch romantic movies about qt gay teens experimenting and cry a lot because I'll never have that experience.
I tell myself this is a perfectly healthy way to manage my emotions.
I consider suicide and sleep for 14 hours.
>>5846879
>Tfw 23 and no gay experiences
>tfw you will never experiment with your 16 year old gay friend
>tfw you will never fall in love and then live happily for 50 years and then die
>>5846916
>tfw 25 and I envy your feel
I feel bad for people with no gay experiences and then I remember how fucked up mine have been and then I'm not so sure. I don't think I could bring myself to have sex with someone I'm in love with. I'm ruined.
>>5847044
feel like elaborating?
>>5847049
I got really depressed in my mid-teens and threw myself into the gay degenerate scene early as an escape. Got mixed up in sex and drugs, and was eventually chewed up and spat out. Never finished high school and got institutionalized. Took about 5 years of my life and that was about 5 years ago. Now I just feel like this old, ruined container for the soul of a shy teenage boy. I've never experienced love but unlike a true permavirgin I don't even have innocence in my favor. I wouldn't want to sexually inflict myself on anyone I'd want as a boyfriend. It's the ugliest feel in the world.
The only thing worse than being unloved is being unlovable and knowing it's your fault.
>>5847563
sounds rough. I wouldn't give up though, maybe if you find someone special and get over your initial negative feelings about it you can start recovering from your past. then again, fuck do I know.
>>5839768
By reminding myself that loneliness is my oldest and truest friend and that the occasional pangs are nothing compared to what others will inflict, and that ultimately I make the choice to be this way.
dunno
i'm a 29 year old full retard
i went out to a bar literally once last year
i have so little interaction
maybe if i DID deal with it i wouldnt have so many bad habits
Nothing wrong with being a hermit fag. I kinda like it. Getting to watch NCIS all day and tripping a bit when the world outside slowly implodes. I know where I'd rather be!
>collegefag
>transfer into 2nd year
>completely sperg out in first week and make 0 friends
>join LGBT society in an effort to meet people
>its literally tumblr and i dont feel welcome at all
>all my attempts at making conversation fail completely
>have no idea how to even move past a conversation
>so isolated the only time i hear human voices really is during lectures
really its just miserable, college without friends and the social experience is pointless as shallow as that sounds
>>5851576
I'd be your friend, anon
>>5851576
I used to be like this a bit. Legitimate sperg, so meeting people for the first time is pretty difficult. I mostly just talk to other spergs.
Are you in a dorm or something? If you're living at home still I think it's pretty hard, but if you are renting somewhere with other students meeting people happens all the time. There has to be at least one hopeless 4channer amongst the people you see every day.
>>5853812
I met them all in the first few days, we all went out a few times to parties, then they stopped asking me
>>5843052
How can you be ok with having no libido, its hell for me. I'm at the point of tearing out my hair with there being no solution to it and being told to just learn to live with it.
>>5839847
not true you can buy drugs on your own
source:been ODing dxm, dph and codeine for 2 years
>>5847563
>Got mixed up in sex and drugs, and was eventually chewed up and spat out.
That actually happens? I thought that was just nonsense spread about by homophobes
bumping good thread
>>5846879
>tfw started reading awful bl yaoi to try and fill some romantic void
>finished the few good series in existence but cant stop
>realize they're all written by/for creepy straight girls and are extremely unrealistic anyway
>>5843022
y-yeah i do actually
pls don't kidnap me and force me into sex-slavery
>>5857749
Don't worry, you're probably on the west side so you're safe.
