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Previous thread >>5796625
>tfw cute trip gf
>>5800801
who
>>5800794
We act the same, were both really sweet (and apparently moe as my friends and gfs keep telling), I like the color pink, and were both kinda childish tbhfam
>>5800798
but that makes you even more interesting??
youre anon with a backstory 0_0
>>5800801
>tfw two cute trip gfs
<3 <3
>>5800813
Nah not really
No one really likes me desu
>tfw dead gf
>>5800817
Not her
>>5800795
>tfw I chose bay over bae
God damn I cried like a motherfucker. That game was rough...
also tfw there will never be another highschool girl drama simulator. ;~;
>>5800818
are you this like spanish/latino girl ?
forgot her name
so many trips have gone anon
>>5800815
Same.
Well, soon to be ^_^
>>5800822
no
I've just temporarily dropped trip
>>5800828
oh, ok
kayla
>tfw too high to sleep
>>5800829
haha no
definitely not her
>>5800830
>tfw too sleep to high
>>5800824
s-somebody send help
>>5800830
What are you on?
>>5800817
It's actually nuts. How much is laser in Germany?
>>5800844
Please don't
you really don't need that ;_;
>>5800801
>>5800828
adri bb????
>>5800814
That doesnt change the fact that you have a mysterious back story o_o
>>5800830
welcome to the club!!
although I finally have days off so idgaf
>>5800849
I'm not Adri
but you know me
Kill me, Pete
>>5800844
yeah, it was kinda strange, i was doing stuff one my mobile before falling asleep and everything was just so crazy forming hardcore fractals and shit and i just thought
well, should sleep, put my mobile away, cuddled up to my pillow which made me feel even better
2 minutes later asleep
>>5800845
i pay 150€ a session
today's session 3
will need electrlysis afterwards though because some of my beard is blonde/non colored
>>5800851
chijo?
I didnt think he had a trip gf
I miss hanging out with him
although you could be frog or pookie?
they are both cute, and were friends
>>5800859
two!!
>>5800859
>I fell asleep while candyflipping once. :/
oh, yeah, next week is a rave that's organized by good friends of me and almost everyone i know will be there
so maybe i'll candyflip there too
>>5800854
Pricey.....
>>5800837
No one can save you. I love you, but you must die : )
I'm not sorry
>>5800873
yeah ... but health insurance needs a year RLE before they give you any beard removal and they normally only pay ELECTRLYSIS done by a fucking DOCTOR
and today no doctor does it for the money they would pay
so yeah, our medical system isn't that nice in the end
>>5800874
yeah i'll do it
i'll never do it if i don't do it on Friday
Are the any good examples singers transitioning and sounding good after? I don't want to sound like Laura Jane grace or stefonknee
>>5800874
That's good
you don't need anymore of that stuff, it's just gonna you feel worse
>>5800885
tfw
>>5800878
my country doesn't cover anything trans related, count your blessings
>>5800876
nooooo
not emma
>>5800874
I want to try candyflipping too at some point
it sounds really neat
>>5800878
Jesus that's crazy. Do you need a year rle for hrt too?
>>5800892
post the soles of your feet
>>5800890
my country doesn't cover what you need at least
or they take their time
like you only get beard removal after a year, and most have to sue them for the money or the won't give it to you
sometimes they just say no to stuff and you have to sue them to get it
and the only SRS surgeon they pay who's not fucking up all the time and has a good technique is Dr. Schaff who has a 3 year waiting time after the 1,5 years waiting time you have to have so they pay for it
then you have to pay around 6000€ for your name change
ok, hormones are paid, but they take their time so i have to self med which i also have to pay for
>>5800894
theoretically
but my doc said
when the diagnostic phase is ended he'll just give me the ok for it and the insurance can't do much against that because it's just medication
but only if i present/come out to my parents (and my grandparents unfortunately)
>>5800881
>tfw start a few weeks ago with 15mg at once for a kick of energy and not a lot more
>tfw now dropping 50mg in one go, getting stupidly spun and caning speed all day
This really is way too predictable of a pattern, I should know better by now.
>>5800880
I'm not a professional, but I could sing decently before transitioning. Enough to get real drunk at karaoke bars without spending anything, just from girls buying me drinks...
I still can sing, but not without a backing. It's harder to hit the notes a capella since shifting my voice has wrecked my reference frame. But that could easily be fixed with retraining, really.
if you sign a lease without a pet deposit and small monthly pet fee, can you add those on later at some point?
i wanna get this super cute kitty named yuri but my current lease won't allow me to have a pet and i don't know if they will let me change that..
>>5800908
do you even feel good on uppers? the only drugs that ever made me feel good were benzos and opiates.
>>5800908
Oh Elanna. I hope you have someone to look after you. Like a gf ;~;
>>5800915
Pretty sure it comes down to if the lease holder is willing to amend it as well.
>>5800915
I'm sure your complex would be more than willing to take more of your money so you can have a pet.
>>5800892
Why not Emma? I don't think you understand.
Besides, you said we're friends. It wouldn't be very friendly of you to stop me...
>>5800874
>once it's gone it's gone
shit i still have so much different stuff, i can't even take all this especially since i'm not really in the rave scene anymore
So like I am living in Japan right now and wanna start my transition before it is too late. But just wondering if it is legal to import drugs here? I am going back to the UK in a month from now so I thought maybe i could order there and take it with me, but i dont wanna get into trouble at the airport
>>5800923
You're in the land of asian genetics. I'm sure you can buy hrt meds at mcdonalds over there.
>>5800853
kill me, pete
>>5800915
Of course, I feel pretty fucking awesome when I'm on uppers, and at high enough doses I get really strong rushing and euphoria. Problem is that I tend to chase that rush, it's bad.
>>5800921
Slowly but surely my stash is disappearing, took a few years though.
>>5800916
It's complicated, but there's nobody like that that lives close sadly ;_;
>>5800929
i have around 2000 Trips of 2C-E
5 220µg trips of lsd and 4 300mg pills of mdma
i don't think i can use this up
>>5800911
Here's a bit of bad singing. At this point, I haven't done any kind of training at all, either for my spoken or singing voice. I'm certain it'll get better once I actually do something about improving it.
https://clyp.it/xgtsv2lt
>>5800920
stop it you're blowing my mind right now
>>5800898
okkay
>>5800908
Self-control isn't an easy thing ;~;
Have you thought of seeing someone about this
>>5800936
>tfw actually cute feet
would tickle
>>5800934
Yo lets get fucking TWISTED
where u at
>>>/r9k/26829593
God who is tracking those stuff. That's some dedication.
>>5800945
That would be Kayla.
>>5800945
That's why I'm too scared to post my face
>>5800936
save me gem
>>5800948
>I will never comfort Elanna in my arms as she cries while crashing hard from a drug trip
>>5800951
Pfffft. I post mine all the time and I'm not even in there.
>>5800951
Nah I'm ok with it. I'm pretty proud of my progress.
>>5800951
ya i have posted mine here a few times and no one has ever done anything with it other than call me a pretty boy, sigh
Can you people tell me how to find a qt tranny GF?
>>5800948
yeah, the MDMA is easy because you can just take it doesn't matter where you party
lsd is harder because it takes so long and makes you a bit stupid in the head
the 2c-e is just too much to ever take up
i've actually seen someone who took too much 2c-e + mdma
he was pretty much a violent rape machine and had to be hold down by 20 people and even the police had their problem with him
and he's super scrawny
>>5800943
germany
>>5800945
>tfw I like the unflattering pic more than my best one
:^)
>>5800926
loool, but srsly, if anyone knows i would appreciate it
>>5800960
post it again
>>5800957
It's because you're old and more disgusting than Kayla
>>5800961
Well, I'm feeling ready to lower my standards, so be a glam butch asexual cis woman with an IQ over 145 and you can have me.
>>5800920
friends dont hurt eachother!!
>>5800953
You really really don't want this. I put my ex through that way too many times, it tore him up pretty bad.
>>5800948
idk
I just hope you can break this terrible habit
>>5800934
Hey Marina
IIRC you are going to get VFS with Dr. Remacle? Correct?
Did you see any before/after of his patients?
>>5800967
its in that passing thread that i think is still up. its gonna be archived soon i think. i posted the picture from my laptop and i'm on my desktop now so i don't have it with me. i got like 3 or 4 "wow its so sad ur trans, ur a cute guy" posts which made me want to ksm.
if you have ever seen anyone with like bleached really really light blue hair, that's me probably.
please post more of this girl/boy
>tfw you wake up and elanna still hasn't killed herself
Every day ;~;
>tfw you woke up yesterday high and went to bed drunk
>>5800975
Idk, I expect that I'll kick it for awhile, then a few months down the road end up right back where I am. I'm a fucking dumb impulsive addict, and I know full well that I'm not going to stay clean.
>>5800973
I dunno. Comforting and helping people with their problems helps me not focus on my own. It makes me feel useful for a change. I could go on but it might get too deep and bloggy for a >tfw response.
Basically I'd totally do it for you Elanna. ;~;
>>5800977
i think about it but i haven't really informed myself about it yet
why do you ask ?
>>5800961
transition
come back here again
>>5800985
>tfw you are up and anon is still trying to drive all your friends away
>>5800980
I see Korra is going for the wig instead of terribly dyed tumblr hair. Baby steps.
>>5800972
Don't worry, I'd never hurt you, silly. Just Emma c:
And she's much more than a friend, so it's okay ^_^
>>5800970
I'm none of those things. I can post pictures of cute anime girls though. Is that enough?
>>5800990
In the next life maybe.
>>5800989
Cus I'm thinking of doing it myself. Seul is pretty far tbqh.
But I didn't saw any before/after from him. Bart told me that after he left the hospital that he worked in he lost all his before/after recording.
On YouTube there is only this gal
https://youtu.be/GVyE1VWId7g
>>5800987
It's possible that you feel you lack something in life and that you fill that with drugs
I'm not entirely sure, but perhaps once you get out of the position you're in now, you'll feel less compelled to do drugs
>>5800986
this is literally me except instead of getting drunk at night I got more high
>>5800995
thats fine!
enjoy your kinky sex :)
>>5801010
It's not a sex thing!! I want her to die!!!
>>5801010
>at night I got more high
i miss just smoking all day long until i was too high to even think.
That was a pair of fucking weird dreams
Except I've forgotten what happened in the second one besides not being myself and the first one is too nonsense to describe
>>5801005
yeah, i didn't found any
just the yeson ones which use the same technique
my voice isn't too deep so i'd probably get good results
but i'd be interested in how good dr. remacle actually is at it
and i can't watch the video, it's not avaivable in germany because of some music that's not paid for ...
>>5800988
I understand, and I'd be grateful if you could. I just know that when it's a repeating thing and the same thing keeps happening that it can be brutal to watch the resulting hurt, or at least so I've been told.
>>5801007
Possibly, I do definitely crave drugs an awful lot more when life is lacking. Moreover, I don't just use them, I use them impulsively, excessively and without a lot of regard to my health or well being. Idk what I need, but I do definitely need something in life to change.
>>5800984
is your hair really short?
>>5801012
okay, I hope you two kids have fun :)
>>5801014
I didnt smoke until I got home tho
I've just been having lsd flashbacks the past half a week
>>5801005
ok, watched it
it's bad
but i'm significantly younger than her and i'd probably do some voice training still
also she probably had a super deep voice before
>>5801026
It's super bad. And in her more recent videos she is completely mute which scares the hell out of me.
>>5801027
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Pe_wsUB9Zk
Ok this is more recent one. It's awfull...
>>5801015
I hope they weren't too bad, I've been plagued with nightmares recently, I don't think I've ever had one as bad as last night, I woke up this morning and my whole body was in pain
>>5801022
Perhaps a sense of purpose I'm guessing
Either way, I really hope you figure that out. It's really sad to see you like this
>>5801027
but when you look at yeson videos
especially from younger patients who did voice training before and after
like here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OLIar0LPVrk
and then there's other who do nothing and had a super deep voice before like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xt-1Mx_xQc
who still sound like higher pitched guys
>>5801034
trip on
>>5801029
No just nonsense
The first one had a diner, a book, prisoners, old people, talking ocelots, impossible architecture, impossible roads
All I remember of the second dream is that I was a 30-something woman with brown hair
>>5801034
Yeah I've noticed that too. It's even on their page - the younger you are the better results.
>>5801025
thx we will : )
>>5801039
on the description from dr. remacle there's a pasage that says
As most of the patients are young and not vocal performers, they are not bothered by the temporary rise of vocal effort and the decrease in vocal range.
it's probably just bad for old people since there is pressure on their vocal cords which destroys the surgery result
also why should people who get it be young more often ?
>>5801033
That's likely a pretty accurate guess. I hope that I can find that as well, it's honestly hard to keep going when everything feels so empty and meaningless.
>>5801045
What sort of effect would it have on singing then?
This schizoid guy that I mentioned before is awful. Like I'm tolerating him as much as I can and he keep raising so many red flags. He is like embodiment of r9k but without hate.
>>5801050
normally you'd get a female singing range
but you still need to practice for it to sound really female
and that's what most hons don't do
they think they get the surgery and they're cute little girls
>>5801048
Good luck
I'm sure you can do it
>>5801051
which schizoid guy ?
and what's /r9k/ without hate
what if i do drugs because they're fun, not because I feel like I need to?
>>5801060
>tfw almost certain I will get into a bad habit like drugs or alcohol
At least they are fun from what I hear
>>5801052
Oh that's OK. I already have a good range and control. So it's back on then. Just every video I've seen after is people who don't have any massive difference bitching about it. Obviously not putting in work.
>>5801051
Run. Don't get emotionally invested in someone who can't reciprocate properly.
tfw no qt trap
tfw listening to flockaveli really loud at 6am going out for breakfast and to get my mail
>>5801023
how short is short? its about the same length as the girls hair in the picture i just posted but not cut in the back. the back goes down to just above my shoulders. i guess thats short?
What the fuck man what even is life dude I don't know man I don't understand aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ohhhh shitttt dxm is getting me GOOD right now hitting me hard my man
whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
whoooooaaaa
hella bro fucking trippy
where the white boi pusc at mmmmmmm
where the white boi pusc at mmmmmmm
where the white boi pusc at mmmmmmm
where the white boi pusc at mmmmmmm
shittt I wanna b caught like dis mmmmm mmmhmm walk in on me wettin those diapies u kno me heeheeeeee hoho
mommmmyyyyyyyyyy
momyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
mommMMMMM MY MEMESSSS
>>5801062
fuck you man
>>5801066
fuck you man
>>5801065
it's possible it doesn't do much when you're old or your voice is super deep before
but it just gives you the female pitch and you have to do the rest
but it's nice for singing actually, and that's pretty important for me because i like to sing and would love to learn it better, but not with my man voice
>>5801072
tfw no qt aspie trap who will experiment with diapers
>>5801062
to be fair i have been smoking A LOT of weed and binge drinking the past couple weeks so maybe my status has changed a bit but normally yeah id say im p good :)
>>5801064
if youre gonna get into a bad habit it might as well be a fun one
>>5801072
whao
dude
calm down man
what
r u ok
just take a breath
ur gonna be fine man
>>5801077
mhmmm
mhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ohhhh shitt u GOT me jeezzzzz
>>5801079
I'm right here man mhmmm
kill yourself my man wow
>>5801083
wow oh wow oohhhhh wow u think u got me but u aint got SHIT nigga holy FUCK
im about to go supernova on ur ass so u better back up
u think u got ur head wrapped around me
but this women is about to BURST out nigger
: ) xoxoxoxo
>>5801083
That's good, but beware the day when you start to notice you're doing them because you feel compelled to. That's what addiction is, and it can happen without a lot of warning. It's a headspace that's very very hard to break once you get into it.
>>5801083
True
I mean, at least I'll only be hurting myself
>>5801086
"is this not rap?"
>>5801090
You would be surprised how much it can hurt the people closest to you.
>>5801092
compliments the boobs?
>>5800853
Kill me, pete
>>5801092
because big clothes are the best
7 months
unsee.
cc/tiporadu
>>5801102
Definitely so.
>tfw crashing hard off of meth, have a panic attack and phone up boyfriend
>tfw he does his best to hold your shaking body close but he's crying because he's so tired of seeing you like this
>>5801116
Jesus, that's awful
Why don't these stories put me off the thought doing drugs?
>>5801111
nice quick delete hon
>TFW you're at work and have to wait another five hours to get wasted and cry.
>>5801121
What's bothering you?
>>5801120
I didn't delete it
>>5801124
Just coming off a rough few months. Every time I try to get things together they start to go to shit.
I feel like I'm hard wired to be suicidal. That whatever I do, that's my default state.
Nice
/mtfg/ is just depressing again
>>5801134
seems like the right time for me to join
>>5801134
Be my gf and be happy :^)
>>5801131
it's deleted hon
>>5801134
Sorry marina, kittens and puppies and chocolate chip cookie dough and soft blankets and cuddles with a big strong handsome man.
>>5801133
Just keep taking HRT. You will change.
Also laser hair removal.
>>5801136
excuse me I'm first in line for the next available trap, please back off
And I'm for a change kinda happy today.
>>5801119
Idk, but I've got no shortage of them if you need more convincing not to develop unhealthy habits. Sometimes you just gotta experience the hurt for yourself though.
>tfw take an excessively high dose of MDA at a festival
>tfw black out and become catatonic and completely unresponsive on the floor of your tent
>tfw your panicked partner notices that you're extremely cold, and breathing extremely laboured, and is preparing to find medical assistance because he's scared that you might actually die
trans kids nowadays
>>5801146
oh I'm here most of the time, just not posting as much anymore.
>>5801148
>Yeah.... It's not great I'm in that depression where you shower like once a week.
oh i know that, and you just lay in bed all day sleeping or not
i had that for more or less 3 years, sometimes it was better sometimes worse
oh, yeah and paired with heavy alcohol and drug abuse on weekends
>>5801150
we're on different continents
>>5801146
cis melbfag, I have a new years resolution to sleep with an asian and a qt trap
don't listen to that other anon he is secretly a jew
>>5801138
That's a shame
>>5801149
Scary
but I still don't feel put off
Guess I should go to bed though, it is late
>>5801152
oh, ok
how's life
i'm bored
>>5801154
how do you know if i'm cute ?
>>5801153
I've moved on to drinking everyday. And I'm smoking again, I quit two years ago. On the plus side though, we live in a world with Jason mamoa
>>5801153
I don't see an issue.
>>5801154
>not being jewish
baka
>>5801157
>shame
Yeah that describes the pic
>>5801161
everyone here sounds autistic you nerd
>>5801163
still depressing mostly, I thought that being social and stuff would solve most of my problems, but I need more than that apparently.
also still struggling a lot with losing weight... gained back again in the last few months ._.
>>5801172
She's ruuuuulllll fuckin cute
>>5801159
Goodnight anon that I'm pretty sure is Kuppy ;~;
>>5801172
>are you cute?
yes
>>5801168
do i sound autistic ?
>>5801165
well, probably ... nope
>>5801164
nah, i was too depressed to drink
and now i'm not leaving the house on weekends anymore because i don't feel like it
>>5801172
some people say i'm cute but i can't believe them
>>5801154
i'm still in europe
>>5801174
yeah, i have the same weight problem
especially since i have a lit of fat where my waist should be and i wish i had a waist
i'm less social lately though, i don't see anything happen from it, even my party weekends were always kinda depressing, so why even go there
lmfaoooooooo
so my new foundation i ordered came in the mail. its like one shade lighter than the last one i was using that i didn't like all that much and now i look like a ghost
holy FUCK im dying
>>5801176
I'm terrible at hiding aren't I?
>>5801182
>tfw even the lightest foundation is too dark for me
also korean bb creams who should be lighter than your face just make it darker
>>5801181
Please ;~; I can change.
>>5801181
But you're so pretty you should just go out and live a wonderful life
>>5801167
Dayum shots fired
I'm pretty happy with my boobs
>>5801183
I can just pick out your post style pretty well, but that's not a bad thing. I should attempt sleep too goodnight Kuppy
wtb love. Selling to the highest bidder. Or the only bidder. Whatever is fine with me
am I the only girl in here who doesn't have a problem passing and completely happy with myself?
>>5801191
How do you suppose we do that?
>>5801194
me desu jk lol i hate myself and look like a fat teenage boy
>>5801194
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Probably not the first part. But most likely the second part.
>>5801199
Girl please, you are beautiful. Get some confidence and win at life.
>>5801199
Fuck you, you never even tried to make us work.
>>5801208
Good thing disinterested sex is my fetish.
>>5801214
but i'm not really into giving my virginity to some guy who just wants to fuck me once
i want to give it to a caring and loving bf
and ok, while i'm not too sexual i sometimes have times where i have this total cocklust and i just want to get fucked
but that's not too often
>>5801209
yeah, whatever
>>5801220
i also talk like a guy
with boobs
>>5801198
>>5801199
>>5801200
i'm tired of seeing people in here crying about this and that. it takes time and i need more time too. you people need to get over the defeatist attitude.
passing is consistently getting gendered female. if you try, but you can do it. i look like a manly woman, nobody said i was perfect.
unsee cc/sipuroze/
>>5801181
>so why even go there
._.
maybe it'll get better.
I guess I'm still having fun there though, I'm just missing something still.
>tfw the one person I'd love to be around is too far away.
>>5801220
how would...cucking them be cucking them? what is the question here?
>>5801233
no ive been gendered female literally once from the front and she was clearly only being polite
>>5801228
So you want what basically everyone else in your position wants?
>>5801233
>it takes time
my time has already run out
>>5801238
you know more than anyone what you need to work on. i know i do.
>>5801236
It wouldn't be cucking if they rejected you?
>>5801233
I was only fucking around. I'm nowhere near passing. But I could have put more work in. I literally have nothing but happiness for people who pass.
As for the people who bitch about passers I don't understand it.
>>5801228
That's easily mended though.
>>5801235
Those cute ass fucking cat foxes
i have a class in like 6 hours but i haven't slept in a while. how do i stay awake? i have no drugs or coffee.
>>5801236
how is fucking with each other cucking me at all ?
>>5801235
idk, maybe i don't need going out to partys
just someone who loves me would be nice
>>5801233
yeah, you're right
i'll do my best
but i can't really do anything without coming out to my parents
and i'm just too scared
i'm not even afraid anymore to not pass a bit at least
>>5801240
yeah, pretty much this
Let me enjoy this final day
>>5801250
Well, good luck with that. I'm sorry, I don't think this will work out. Maybe when you're a cute cockslut every so often. Maybe.
>>5801250
going to be honest, don't really have a firm grasp on what cucking is
>>5801258
why would i camwhore for random people on the internet to help me stay awake
i would end up masturbating then feel even sleepier
>>5801264
it's when you fuck the partner of someone else you're cucking the other partner
but i'm not in any relationship with any of you
>>5801266
fill a balloon full of warm water then stick it up your butt
then pop it
post results
>>5801266
take a cold shower
>>5801269
well that's because you're in europe
no time to feel bad for you though because I'm too busy feeling bad for myself
>>5801280
do it you casualfag
>>5801283
uhhhhhh i don't understand the point of the balloon though. it would be the same exact thing as like just giving myself a shallow enema or using a super flimsy dildo, both which i have done a gorillion times.
>>5801295
would have more of a bursting feel maybe, I dunno use your imagination
Must be handsome men day in work. I must be in heat or something. Thought e was supposed to kill that?
>>5801304
no, e makes you want guys even more
>>5801312
Oh -_____-
Plus side I appreciate beautiful boys so much more ^¬^
>>5801323
as is said sometimes i'm just super horny and need love and just want to be fucked
but it's not a bad feeling like my libido before e
yeah ... i'm so glad i'm in e T-T
>>5801328
It's a big shock going from mostly women and fucking the occasional guy to almost completely into guys.
>>5801338
i wasn't really sexual before and i'm a virgin
i made out with lots of people though
>>5801340
I've heard that story so often. That that sexuality doesn't come out until you're actually pumped with the right hormones. I was a slut though.
>>5801351
I too was asexual until hormones, now I'm 100% into guys.
It was a weird experience to say the least.
;_;
I've got therapy with the LGBT foundation on wednesday... I'm absolutely terrified.
>>5801354
yeah, it's strange, but i'm really ok with how it is now
i just want someone to love me
>>5801359
You'll be alright anon
https://clyp.it/d10skln2
do me
>>5801362
same desu
Gotta find me a qtboy who's ok with degenerates
>>5801365
oh oops this was supposed to go in a different thread
>>5801363
I hope so, tfw no bf to hug me when I inevitably come out crying
>>5801367
>why it's so scary for you?
I'm awful at talking about myself, and I hate myself in many ways, so therapy destroys me emotionally. Plus I don't trust people that easily
>>5801351
Well, I was asexual before and it still feels that way. Then again, I have a bad case of melancholic depression and my brain chemistry is ten kinds of fucked up. No desire and no pleasure, that's not exactly conducive to sex.
>>5801362
Damn girl if I was a guy I'd treat you so fine. But I'm not so you'll have to settle for ice cream and gossiping about boys
>>5801366
wish i could have kids though
you know
like
getting pregnant and stuff
own kids
Curious.
I'm a mtf.
On hrt.
200 mg sprio 6 mg e 5 mg fin
Zero to zero sex drive.
For my reason find it easier to live as a femboy or a butch lesbian in the mean time.
Friend told me to make grindr.
Tried it with the intentions of hooking up. I got a shittttttttttton of replies from all these good looking guys.
But never hooked up cause I just didn't feel like it.
So I guess my question to you is.
Those on hrt did your sex drive die the day you started hrt to the point where you tug your worm once a week.
And do any of y'all just use grindr for entertainment purposes.
Like I love trying to find coworkers or attractive gay people I see in public.
>>5801377
>I'm a mtf.
that's a given, this is /mtfg/
>tug your worm once a week.
lel, that'd be stupidly often. I don't do it at all.
>And do any of y'all just use grindr for entertainment purposes.
yeah, It's an ego boost and it's fun to see just how desperate people are.
>>5801367
Using "somefaggot" isn't much better than being an anon, calling her anon feels more respectful
>>5801373
>I hope so, tfw no bf to hug me when I inevitably come out crying
I share that feeling friend, maybe one day someone will love us.
>>5801375
oh, you're such a nice person
i hope you get what you want
>>5801377
>Those on hrt did your sex drive die the day you started hrt to the point where you tug your worm once a week.
i didn't masturbate for three month at the beginning and don't do it very often now not even once a week normally
and i don't use grindr at all
>>5801377
>Those on hrt did your sex drive die the day you started hrt to the point where you tug your worm once a week.
My sex drive is pretty dead but I don't really full on masturbate anymore. It's more like rubbing my dick through my pants and getting kinda carried away. I did it normally a few days ago but it was just kind of weird, didn't feel that great, and I only lasted a couple minutes because I was basically forcing an erection.
>>5801377
it died, then HOLY FUCK IT CAME BACK
>>5801377
i actually never masturbated conventionally
especially since i also hate having an erection (which isn't really possible now)
i just rubbed it on a pillow or something when i was in bed
but even when something makes me horny now, it's not like i have to masturbate
sometimes i just fantasize about stuff when i'm horny and it just feels good
>>5801377
mine is entirely gone. before hrt i was touching myself a handful of times a week, maybe more
now i masturbate like once a week, maybe twice, and i don't even really like it that much, i just dont want my dick to die
>>5801374
I know sort of how that feels . Though I went the opposite way and grabbed any piece of fabricated desire and pleasure where I could. Through drugs, alcohol and bad decisions.
>>5801376
>>5801387
Awh that's no nice I hope the same for you. All my friends are getting married and pregnant. One of my best friends just had a baby a fee months ago. Watching the whole pregnancy and being there was incredible. I love her so much but fuck it killed me knowing I'll never have that.
>>5801340
>i made out with lots of people though
tfw not even that
>>5801377
my sex drive pretty much died in the first year, to the point where my stuff just atrophied into oblivion... should have probably taken care of it more for surgery.
right now it's pretty low, I have an extreme longing for intimacy though, cuddles, hugs and kisses... not getting any of that ;_;
>>5801399
>magic wand
:3
>>5801422
>>magic wand
i already have one
>I have an extreme longing for intimacy though, cuddles, hugs and kisses... not getting any of that ;_;
yeah, that's the worst, i would be ok with not sex but i just NEED all the other stuff and i don't get it
>>5801420
> knowing I'll never have that.
T-T
i can only hope for uterus transplants in the future
probably adoption
but it's not only hard to find someone, it's even harder to find someone who wants a family but would go into a relationship knowing you're sterile
>>5801433
I actually have a gf. We've been together nearly seven years. She doesn't want kids. Do that suits us, it whole pregnancy thing that makes the difference to me.
But yeah I'm struggling at the moment because I don't think im going to be attracted to women in the future and I'm panicking because I love her so much.
But I really would never see you having problems finding someone. I'm certain you'll have that. And hopefully the transplants will be available for you.
