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>>5785610
First
third
>>5787339
your lungs probably collapse which is most likely one of the most painful kinds of death you couldn't even imagine
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>bf had mones n rest of all that stuff that were just about to expire
>ask him about it
>he tells me that he will tell me later and distracts me with another story
what
>>5787356
well shit
What would you suggest instead?
finally got a much needed haircut . I decided against bleaching it again since it'll dry out my hair
>>5787360
Get a proper hairstyle, do makeup, stop looking so depressed.
>>5787358
i always knew your bf acted too much like a girl to not be on estrogen you should just date me instead senpai
>>5787358
Your bf is a gf
>>5787360
lose weight, start saving money.
>>5787363
that wont fix my bone structure.
Reminder that friends, family and trannies don't give honest feedback.
>>5787359
before i'd kill myself i'd just do everything to not want to kill myself, even if it kills me
i mean, if you already plan to kill yourself just try everything that'll probably make you happy, because you can kill yourself afterwards anyway
so, idk, i'm too much of a coward to kill myself, and i still have at least some hope left
>>5787369
No but it's not hopeless.
>>5787340
>old
he's 34
and I'm 23 atm
>testosterone
not even once ;-;
>>5787371
true 90% of the time
family never does
half of trannies dont
and most friends dont
>>5787371
you're pretty bb
Is America the modern equivalent of the fantasy warrior nation?
>>5787360
lose weight, can't tell what your jaw looks like yet, definitely a tough one but not necessarily unsaveable, your chin doesn't protrude and your nose isn't broad which are both good
>>5787376
I would only trust bullies and complete strangers.
Trannies are the worst liars.
>>5787380
: )))
>>5787365
What the fuck you dont even know my bf
>>5787366
nice desu
>>5787371
This is my fear, I think everyone around me is hugboxing.
>>5787386
pretty neet : ^)
>>5787386
ya but most of the bullies her are trannies
>>5787373
yep already done all that, pretty much.
don't have the money for FFS and likely never will do if the last 6 years are anything to go by. just searching for the least painful / hardest to fuck up method now.
Great now I'm suicidal again.
>>5787358
>2016
>still doing the eric foreman routine
it's a classic
>>5787390
i *know* just about everyone around me is hugboxing.
mum: "you don't need ffs, you already look like a girl"
endo: "why haven't you started presenting full-time yet?"
trannies i'm forced to meet: "you look great hun. what's stopping you from being a girl? you shouldn't care what other people think"
the only honest person is my younger brother (who, surprise, doesn't really like that i'm trans, and struggles with it): "you still look like a weird boy"
>>5787390
They probably are.
>>5787393
Pretty manly and gross ; )
>>5787394
Just normal bullies, never listen to trannies.
>>5787360
you're not too bad actually, just get a girl haircut that hides your browridge because that and your hairline are your problems
>>5787362
>that angle
idk why, but you kinda look like a black version of me
>>5787375
yeah, but his skin is wrinkly from the sun
i know someone who worked construction and his skin is like leather and he's probably 21
>>5787395
no, you didn't try everything
get money, do everything to get money EVERYTHING
then get FFS
if it's not what you wanted or your trauma from getting money is too big you can still kill yourself
>>5787396
why ?
I went by Jenna but that's taken so I guess I'm jenie now. Hey everyone.
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>>5787399
I don't know what that means.
>>5787403
I said that he was not ignoring me that much anymore.
>mfw croatoastys bf is a sissy
>>5787396
Fuck what happened, are you OK? <3
My starvation diet is working, down 2.5 pounds this week, still a 162 pound Viking warlord though
>>5787408
how is it an angle? i just held the camera in front of me and snapped a pic
>tfw cute shota friend is trans
I'm gonna big sister the hell out of her when she starts transitioning.
>>5787418
>>5787400
Moms are weird, do they accept you or are they kinda struggling with this? My mom doesn't like anything I'm doing because she hates that she's losing her boy. She pretends to be supportive though so itll be stuff like what you two are saying.
>>5787347
La allah illah allah wha Muhammad rosol allah
There is no God except God (allah) and Muhammad is the prophet of God
>>5787423
and bend your head downwards
so it's an angle
>>5787424
My mum's pretty supportive, but she's also adamant that "this couldn't have happened to a worse person".
She thinks that because I want to pass so badly, and that I'm not like any of the other cringe-worthy transgender people she's seen (thanks, doc), I'm really just an OCD kid who can't accept the way I look.
She also said once that "I could live as a man if I wanted to". I could not get through to her that, "no mum, you could not".
>>5787403
>>5787411
Look how much of my hairs was cut for no reason.
>>5787428
Get the fuck out of here Sadnigger and accept our true lord and savior Jesus Christ into your life.
>>5787432
sorry, that *she* could live as a man if she wanted to. which is bullshit -- she frequently says how much she loves being a woman, and how glad she is to be one.
which kinda hurts, lol.
>>5787347
You're missing an And you fucking heathen
>>5787424
>Moms are weird, do they accept you or are they kinda struggling with this?
Mines been super supportive actually. Shes oddly thrilled to have another daughter. I love my mum :)
>>5787418
Honestly, without the 4chan trolls, I'd be thinking I don't need FFS either. Except for Chett, everyone has been actively trying to talk me out of getting it. Including the shrinks that signed my SRS letters.
>>5787435
Fuck, That's a much more than necessary. I've seen you before though you look great.
>>5787401
i mean thats pretty good advice nonetheless
if you actually go to 4chan looking for legitimate opinions you're asking for trouble.....
>>5787444
what i said is quranic bitch
>>5787432
My parents distrust me on this too. A lot of my family doesn't quite understand it fully. Like my Grandma thinks I shouldn't feel depressed or anything about myself because I'm transitioning now so it's all okay. My mom wants me to take things really slow (but in her heart she wants me to stop). My dad is unsure but is letting me to my thing.
>>5787435
Why did they get cut? Was that a haircut or something?
>>5787445
Congrats friend
>>5787454
>no, they never could, i've even heard from ftm who have problems with being men because of some things they didn't think about before transitioning
Like what? I'm curious, being a man is easy really.
This is probably a bad thread to ask and I'm probably going to make a thread anyway but how to dress more androgynous/fem? I'm a never pass that doesn't actually try to pass and I want to try to get over that fear, so is stuff like skinny jeans for girls too much? I normally wear baggy loose clothing(to hide my boobs) and I want to fem things up but not too much.
>>5787446
You off to see Chettawut? Congrats.
>>5787449
Oh I'm sorry which verse puts Muhammad's name next to gods? That's not quarnic, that's the shahada, the only part that's quarnic is there is no God but God
Source: I have read the Quran in Arabic
>>5787463
>less (or no) emotional support
>no self confidence through looks
>people think you can do things you can't
>you have to do the active part more often (in social life, relationships, your job)
>>5787463
Stupid little things like implicit pecking orders, body posture, keeping your voice flat... They're nothings but they can completely blow your passing.
>>5787476
ya i doubt that
>>5787477
>no self confidence through looks
Part of the guy thing is to not give a fuck how you look at least
>>5787478
>body posture
>stand tall
>widen your shoulders
>walk stiff
Idk this stuff sounds kinda easy but I guess it's because I've learned it already lol. I'm glad I dont have to deal with it anymore, all that stuff sucks.
>>5787474
Yeah. I'm getting cut up in May. Trachea shave and a lip lift along with SRS, but he wanted to sell me the whole package. Except cheekbones. That would have sounded even more funky than the rest of his assessment I guess.
>>5787478
To be fair, most of us probably didn't do any of those as guys. I don't think it would blow your passing, just draw more attention to yourself.
>>5787483
I never learned any of all that stuff as a kid. And when I tried to copy it as an adult, it was just off because I couldn't suppress all the automated feminine mannerisms. Everyone knew it was phoney. It was so bad most coworkers took my coming out as a relief.
>>5787485
Thats a bit strange, sounds like he's tryin to milk ya. But its still cool that your gettin srs soon.
Whats the wait time like with him? I'm booked with Suporn, but not until next January.
>take day off to get wisdom teeth removed
>entire jaw is in pain
>turns out i also need to get my fillings redone
>already scheduled another appointment but i'll have to take another day off
goddamnit. my insurance covers this but i really don't like missing work reee
>that feel when im going under the knife in 3 weeks for srs
>>5787362
Legit thought you were wearing pic related for a second.
>>5787487
If anything they could just say they're kind of feminine or gay or not make a big deal out of it. The latter is the best choice, if you don't look like you're insecure about yourself nobody is gonna pick up on it.
>tfw you will never be able to join isis without being killed
Who else gets pissed off when so called liberals in government want to import people from middle eastern shitholes that want to kill trannies and gay people? Like they say they are for LGBT and equality but then bring in all these cunts that want us killed
>>5787488
It is a MAJOR rule here bb.
You basically have 3 days to comply before the mods permaban ya ass.
>>5787483
>Part of the guy thing is to not give a fuck how you look at least
yeah, but i've read an article a ftm wrote and he was like
when i was a woman i was always told how good i look but now i feel really bad because noone ever tells me i'm attractive now and that's really making me self conscious and depressed
and when he tried to tell people how he felt and started crying he was told to man up
and there was a documentary on TV (in germany) where some guys and girls had to do stuff in the other role (with makeup and prostetics and everything, even though the guys still didn't pass as women) and the women were like "yeah, we can do that" but they had so many problems
>>5787483
>>body posture
>>stand tall
>>widen your shoulders
>>walk stiff
never did that 2bh, that's probably one thing that makes people think i'm gay or something
>>5787435
FUCK
NOT EVEN FFS IS A WAY OUT
FUCK WHAT DO I DO
>>5787505
Didn't even need to look to know exactly who you were talking about.
>>5787508
>tfw the us military is probably going to open up to us
I'm gonna look cute in my dress uniform and help put down ISIS!
>>5787508
I like isis, every day i'd buy a 7 dollar huge tray of food from them when i lived in new york
Are you sure the hairs didnt die due to being fine or something?
My FFS scar went inside my temples, so my hairline shape is more or less the same
>>5787513
>never did that 2bh, that's probably one thing that makes people think i'm gay or something
I noticed I tend to do it when I'm feeling insecure or like I need to act confident and manly or something. It's a weird defensive measure I've been paying attention to so I stop doing that.
>when i was a woman i was always told how good i look but now i feel really bad because noone ever tells me i'm attractive now and that's really making me self conscious and depressed
>and when he tried to tell people how he felt and started crying he was told to man up
One of the harder parts of transitioning is un-learning everything you've been taught so far in your life and adjusting to what's proper for your true gender.
>>5787512
Oh man.... That's a lot of pressure...
>>5787362
Jesus. What a fucking disaster. Whenever you're feeling down just look at this picture and say at least I'm not korra.
>>5787435
Who did you go to?
>>5787518
>implying most trannies wouldn't fail a mental health check anyway
i know i would
>>5787520
>tfw shwarma cooking bf to call u his habibi
why even live senpai
>>5787500
Well, I'm told all the Thai surgeons inflate FFS assessments because compared to SRS, it's quick and easy money. So, yeah, I took it with a grain of salt. Wouldn't have thought of asking for the lip lift without it, though, and I think his putting it high on the list was fair. Could make a big, welcome change to my face. Except I'll probably have to get braces to correct my overbite afterwards.
Waiting time was short, I think. Shorter than the date I asked for, which was ten months away at the time.
>>5787526
>At least I'm not in early transition
True, it's hard to get there when you won't start :^)
>>5787524
>un-learning everything you've been taught so far in your life
not the basics right? just gender orientated stuff?
>>5787529
O had that reputation too, it's not just a thai thing.
>>5787528
>tfw was very close to being someone habibi years ago
>tfw i learned recently that they ended up transitioning after pretending to be a girl online for awhile
i reacted badly when he said he liked me even when he learned i had a penis
>>5787532
That's no excuse for looking like that bro
>>5787528
Meh. If you don't fail a mental health check before joining a military-like organization, you definitely will when you're out. That's why I'm stuck in a psychiatric ward, waiting to be put on disability.
>>5787528
they probably would but who knows. I think the only thing I've been diagnosed with is a vague endocryn disorder for my mones and ADHD long ago so I should be able to get in easy.
>>5787533
EVERYTHING
No just the gender oriented stuff. I gotta get rid of everything I did so I wouldn't be thought of as gay (Even though people did anyway). It's really not hard, I just need to pay attention to little things and correct them and the pieces fall into place.
>>5787526
: ( that hurt my feelings
>>5787524
but i'm actually glad i'm transitioning into the gender that has to be less proactive and gets more compliments and can be more emotional
even though other things are much harder as a woman
>>5787533
there are no basics except breathing (and even that is kinda gendered) so yeah, everything is gendered
How do you find the courage to talk to a therapist or anybody about being trans.
I am legit terrified.
>get mones
>worried I'll just end up killing myself in 3 months
>they sit in my medicine cabinet unopened
>whine about the futility of existence
rinserepeat
>>5787549
>but i'm actually glad i'm transitioning into the gender that has to be less proactive and gets more compliments and can be more emotional
Well yeah, I think all of us are. I had to learn how to be a man and act that way for a while, but that doesn't mean I liked it.
>even though other things are much harder as a woman
I'd rather take this than have an "easy" life as a guy.
>>5787550
Pick someone reputable in the area that you, and nobody near you knows, and splurge all your feelings on them.
Also tell them you want HRT, and won't stand for time-wasting bullshit.
>>5787550
i don't talk to anyone
but because i didn't really knew the therapist and i knew he knew what i was there for and he is paid for that and isn't allowed to out me i could tell him everything
also because he's the only one who can prescribe me HRT and give me the ok for SRS
>>5787550
Find a therapist that's a cute guy who makes you feel really comfortable. Also just do it. It seems hard to say but once you've said it it gets much easier.
>>5787550
I opened up to my gp about it first, after a while of seeing her for depression. Just kinda said one day oh this is why I'm depressed and then she referred me to gender services.
>>5787162
I'm sorry you have poor standards on women should look, dude
And calling me names just shows I'm right.
>>5787529
I went to chettawut and didn't experience that.
The assessment was for forehead, browlift and trachea and that's.
the only FFS surgeon who recommended too much was femilife, who literally recommended everything.
>>5787549
Being a guy is the worst, you're basically just a walking tool for people to use, or a fuck toy, and every response to you is fear, lust, or competition.
>>5787547
That makes me happy.
>>5787542
>not engaging in hot transbian love with your muslim gf as you get stoned in a public forum while also gettinf rocks thrown at you because youre a degenerate tranny AND homosexual monster
i believe in you
>tfw no muslim bf to destroy the great satan of the west with
>>5787546
>not faking a psychological disorder to avoid war and get more wealthy than the middle class because of the upcoming of the age of bernie
baka
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>accidentally posted in ftm
Something snails
Hello ladies
My name is Greg. How big are your cocks?
>>5787542
What is with you and turning guys into girls
>>5787567
>not helping your country out, getting free trips to exotic countries, and meeting cute guys who will marry you and settle down with you after the war
>>5787573
Probably bigger than yours now get out.
>>5787557
>Just do it
Pretty much. Dealing with the trans stuff was done in the first couple days of my shrink business. Time for them to realize it wasn't an issue, let alone a psychiatric one, and that it was none of their business.
Well, I later asked for SRS letters. And I have to remind them from time to time that I have a male birth name that has to be used on all official stuff, but that's all
>after a haitious from girlmode, decide to dress up and go to the super market
>walking there, instead of seemingly actively ignoring me as usual guys are all looking at me
>guy starts talking to me at the bus stop
>homeless guys shout to come hang out with them
>cashier that was mean to me before is flustering and being super nice gives me an actual warm smile instead of that 'omg ur so awkward' look
>dude turns his truck around stops at me and asks if I "need help"
It's like society values you more if you are female, I certainly felt more value even if I was weirded out by the attention
I don't think I disbelieve dollface anymore about the guys hitting on her.
>>5787554
i'm not made to be a man anyway
like i'm really shy, quiet, passive, emotional and stuff
and while these are not woman things per say it's more ok for a woman to be like that
i mean i was bullied all my live for being femmy and if i were cis this would have never happened because those traits would actually have been kind of desirable
>>5787564
yeah, pretty much this, i'm actually glad i never behaved like a guy, because i just couldn't have done that
>>5787568
that's nice, so your bf can transition and you can be her mtftm bf
>>5787573
typical chasers who message me actually
>>5787568
just accpet yourself already Toasto Cro-Kun
>>5787570
kero
>>5787573
ask ur mum lol
>>5787575
id rather sit on my ass and do fuck all till im found dead in my apartment furnished by the state
>>5787542
I like you even though you have a penis
>>5787567
That's what I do now thought except my gf is as white as snow. She encourages my dream of shooting down moslems
>>5787585
That wasn't the right picture at all
>>5787573
15 inches! And the local cock fight champ.
>>5787580
>like i'm really shy, quiet, passive, emotional and stuff
Same. That's how I am on the inside. I'm just used to hiding it inside a shell of toughness.
>and while these are not woman things per say it's more ok for a woman to be like that
Definitely, again, guys are expected to be kinda cold and stoic.
>i mean i was bullied all my live for being femmy and if i were cis this would have never happened because those traits would actually have been kind of desirable
Should have just been invisible like me so nobody even knows you exist :^)
>>5787584
>id rather sit on my ass and do fuck all till im found dead in my apartment furnished by the state
I wanna do things with my life if I actually make it out of transitioning alive.
>>5787595
it's strange how beautiful cocks can be
>>5787577
Kek guys are so thirsty all the time
>>5787584
Kero kero kero!!
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>>5787580
that would be adorable, I hope he tells me more in future
>>5787584
AS WHAT
>>5787574
My mom told me that if she couldn't have her son back then nobody can have a son either, so began my mission. The only one that didn't transition was a literally cuckold that begged me to cheat then broke up with me when I did. ITS ONLY A COINCIDENCE.
>>5787585
I'll react badly when you get back home if you'd like.
>>5787555
>>5787556
>>5787557
>>5787560
But I'm still scared senpai.
Every day I say to myself "I'll do it tomorrow" but I still haven't gone. I just keep thinking about the utter disappointment and disgust that will be on my entire family's face when they find out eventually.
The therapist I can handle I guess, but my family will still find out when I transition.
On a related note, has anyone ever "cured" being trans with medicine, testosterone or anything?
>>5787530
i cant read scribbles sorry
>>5787586
>white as snow
>not dating a black man
dont u want to fight the spread of interracial children by making sure niggers will never breed? it's a worthy sacrifice
>>5787597
yeah me too one day when im not a retarded teenager maybe but fuck the army
>>5787601
>tfw acid hasnt arrived yet
wtf it shouldnt be here by now ;_;
>>5787604
a big strong manly architect who likes to beat da busi up
>>5787580
It's actually pretty easy if you're trans, you just hate everything about your life, and that hate and rage makes you seem extremely masculine
>>5787577
I may be an attention whore, but I don't like that kind of attention. Well, it's no secret that I don't like guys... I usually get out of my way to humiliate them when they offer to help. Once ended up lifting a Billy bookcase package with one hand and carrying it on my shoulder all the way out because a guy asked if I needed a hand putting it on the trolley.
>>5787597
>hiding it inside a shell of toughness.
that's what i tried but i could never do it
when i changed schools i always were like "i won't fuck up this time, i'll be less femmy so people don't have something to bully me about"
but it wasn't even 3 days and i was back to being femmy and being bullied
>>5787597
>Should have just been invisible like me so nobody even knows you exist :^)
i tried to never get into they way of others and stuff like that, but they always found me
especially since i can't be invisible in class or at work, especially when you have to do things in groups which we had to do pretty often
>>5787608
>On a related note, has anyone ever "cured" being trans with medicine, testosterone or anything?
No, and if they have, they weren't trans.
Also taking testosterone supplements when trans is a great way to make yourself even more suicidal.
>The therapist I can handle I guess, but my family will still find out when I transition.
Hormones aren't really magical. You could probably hide them and the changes from your family.
Take your titty skittles in private, keep living as a guy, get laser and voice training, etc., then fuck right off, and your family will be none-the-wiser.
>>5787607
It's like your geass is to make people transition
Also if you react badly I'll just have to cuff you hands and tire your legs to the bed again
>>5787622
Or tie even!
i hate humans, i just wanna be away from civilisation
>>5787607
>>5787622
>Become friends with Cheska
>End up transitioning years later
>>5787615
Kek might wanna double check that
>>5787622
Pffff she can't control the power of kings!
>>5787608
yeah, it took me years to go to a therapist, even in my last attempt i started to self med first and it still took me nearly a year to go to a therapist
i actually wanted to go since i'm 14 and i'm 22 now and just going offical recently
>>5787616
everytime i felt rage i felt how my T levels were rising and it made me feel so bad i always cried afterwards
so yeah,it didn't really make me manlier
>>5787629
The forest is prolly for you https://youtu.be/bgDF2xfcbv8
>>5787554
>>5787580
>tfw you weren't able to "man up" even when you tried
>tfw noone suspected yet nobody was really surprised
Them feels
>>5787629
What's wrong Remy? ;~;
>>5787616
Telling everyone I was gonna go be an Army Ranger (because I thought it would cure me of being trans) added extra manly points. (Though nobody believed I'd pull it off)
>>5787636
Oh yah I did that too and got made fun of a lot
>>5787648
I succeeded
>>5787647
>nobody suspected and everyone was surprised
Fuck I hate myself.
I'm not bitter towards people like that person who started hormones at 14 that was posting earlier today. It's just hard to hear about that and know that the damage testosterone has done to my body is permanent. I'm also going to have hulk-tier shoulders and narrow hips. I hate my body so much and I can't see how I can ever accept it
>>5787636
Do your T levels really go up when you get angry? To think I could have spared myself so much trouble if I played less CSGO the past few years...
>>5787655
>no one suspected, everyone is surprised, no one believes I've been transitioning
>>5787657
what? oh, eh
>>5787662
Just blogging. I've been super dysphoric since yesterday
>>5787634
>tfw it takes 2 weeks to get here and it doesnt matter because i cant take 5 tabs in a week and im going to portland right then
fuckin rip dude
>>5787644
>not suckin a nigga dick fo an iphone 6
u just didnt watch enough sissy hypno is all :^)
>>5787655
I always was openly queer. So there wasn't a shadow of doubt on whether there was something. Only on what the fuck exactly that something was.
>>5787667
just go to Phuket and look at all the skinny kathoeys dancing on the bar tables lol
>>5787667
Oops
>>5787659
don't think so. actually, i read they go up a little after masturbating. which makes me feel terrible, because when i was on T, i had a terribly high sex drive, and hated it.
>>5787669
Kek rip, should have asked sooner
just got perscription #1 filled after like 3 years
feelsgood owo
anything i should know?
>>5787671
I hid my feelings for guys because I was afraid. I hid my trans feelings from everyone and myself because I was afraid and unsure.
>>5787670
>>5787678
I hated being pre-hrt.
>all that anger
>so much sex drive
I'm so glad mones has nuked all of that. I feel a lot more pleasant and I'm rarely horny.
>>5787678
but if you don't do it your levels also get up
so it doesn't change anything
and rage actually does heighten T
>>5787680
nah nigga its gud ill just do it sparingly till june
>>5787655
It's all down to how good you were/are at hiding it. You're clearly stronger willed and/or better at acting than I am ;_;
>>5787681
The world doesn't understand introverts. Really sucks when you just want your space ;~;
>>5787669
I sucked my gf's dick for an cracked screen htc, is that good enough?
I might lose my job soon, parents wont have money until july, I think I might become a camgirl. Has anyone done this? How does it go? I'm pretty hot imo so that's not a problem how much can I make a month?
>>5787693
It's a combination of both probably, but it fucking killed me on the inside. I cannot wait to be full time because I'm so tired of acting and hiding. I just want to be me.
>>5787689
Well, I was obviously a girl who tried hard to look like a guy with long hair and who liked girls and despised guys and yet wouldn't have sex with either.
So... people kind of had trouble tacking a label on me. Especially because there weren't as many weird labels in the 90s as there are now. Got labeled a male lesbian for a while. But mostly, a queer girl. If LGBT spaces were a good litmus test, and I guess they were, the girls did hit on me, but the guys never did.
>>5787705
>COINCIDENCE
I was already thinking about it before I met her but she did play a part in me ending up where I am now.
>>5787696
send link
>>5787703
Just dont show ur face if you can help it, use flattering angles, and use a proxy if you're underagg if youre good u can make plenty but remember what ur doing is morally reprehensible and ur gonna gonto hell for tje rest of ur life
>>5787693
Well its mostly my cunt of a stepdad that asks, but im moving back to what i consider my hometown in summer then i can wash my hands of him for good
>tfw now that the gay game shop is closed ywn have another trans board game night
What kind of guys go after trans girls?
Any decent guys or just old weirdos?
>>5787681
Its pretty gooood. Those questions tho, why people bully Remy, why da do dis, I wanna ya to the ground so we can make out but that's diff right?
>>5787691
Aighhhttt. Gonna be dope when you come though
>>5787705
Kek I wouldn't expect anything different
>>5787728
weirdos
>>5787644
>talk too black
What are you saying
>>5787728
Young and old weirdos, bi guys, trans girls
>>5787728
just old weirdos
you should try to pass and date normal guys and tell them after a few dates, that's the best way imo
>>5787731
>gonna be dope
its lsd how is it gonna turn into heroin WTF is rhat what happens when it expires 0-0
>>5787739
What if they have a violent reaction?
is it true that trannies dont hang/be-friend with trannies with worse situation than them because they need to feel the most victimized?
>>5787728
I've turned down all kinds, really. From good looking young straight guys looking for money to creepy old transvestites through pre-everything FtMs and married men looking for a one-night-stand...
I'm not interested in any kind of guys, but if you pass and look good enough, I guess your dating pool is the same as any woman your age. It does feel so, at least.
>>5787731
>we can make out
oh my
>>5787740
Well kinda, just like with weed after you take it you have this uncontrollable desire to do heroine
>>5787705
I'm sorry I made you late :c
>>5787716
I remember trying to push you into it and trying to find a clinic for you.
>>5787722
I was thinking about it but the webms we made so far are super shakey.
>>5787706
It takes time to shed those layers, even when fulltime. Even years later sometimes I'll slip into old habits, but the sooner you can start that process, the better ;_;
>>5787723
That sucks but yeah, things should likely be better without constantly being made to feel bad about a personality trait.
>I'm just going to put on a wrinkly hoodie and go outside in guy mode
>>5787770
thats some pretty bad gyno you got there bro
>>5787770
with no trousers?
>>5787744
ye thats why i hate all of u
>start hrt at 6
>parents super accepting and love me very much
>boys all over me irl and on the internet
>normal female childhood and adulthood
>guys always do a double take when they see me cuz im so hot <3
pic is me
>>5787754
i heard about that! isnt it also true lsd makes your brain into a fried egg right? do u ever eat lsd fried brain? that's how they make new lsd right i learned in health class 0_0
>>5787758
its gonna be my first time
>>5787776
girls don't need trousers
>>5787758
I'm going to that clinic now so thank you. I wish I started back then though, I totally screwed up back then but a-at least I'm on mones now...
>>5787765
>It takes time to shed those layers, even when fulltime. Even years later sometimes I'll slip into old habits
I don't even want to know how much I have to do but I guess I'll find out. I've worked on how I walk, talk, and even sit as of late. No more spread legs, walking stiff like a robot, or swearing 5 times every sentence.
>but the sooner you can start that process, the better ;_;
I could have started sooner ;w;
>>5787770
JEALOUS
How do I get big tiddies
>>5787758
It's ok <3 I feel like I had a pretty good reason to be late
>>5787776
Because I want to give people lewd thoughts
Girls only, no homo
>>5787780
Just have someone pay for new tits.
>>5787784
Fake tits look so bad on flatties though.
>>5787778
if there is very very very very little taste its real lsd, if it numbs the shit out of your mouth and makes water tase horrible it's 25-i, not as good but you trip
anyway, enjoy urself :)))))___)))))):))) :) :) :)try to do it in the morning when you have an entire day off
>tfw working with a girl scout troop at work to help them make a frame to hold their cookie banner and the troop leader starts talking to me about how great it is to have women working at the hardware store. I was so terrified she was going to ask me if I was in girl scouts when I was younger and I was gonna have to lie and make up a rank like Yeah I was a cosmic brownie or something
>>5787752
It wood be fun!
>>5787778
Yeeppp, you're just lucky nixson put a light on these facts. We have do much thank that man for
>>5787754
I've done all kinds of drugs, from ether to cocaine, khat to codeine. But I've always instinctively stayed the fuck away from horse. I was just too scared of it. Actually, at some points, just looking at others doing it terrified me, as if I were looking into my own death. Not unlike my usual dissociation bouts but truly overwhelming. Only did that when people injected, though. Dragon chasing felt nowhere near as deadly. Never tried either, anyway.
>>5787770
no you're not you're putting on a bra and hoodie and taking off your pants to post sissy pics on /mtfg/ all night
>>5787794
why should a fellow woman scare you Sophie? :^)
>>5787794
i think there are cis girls who weren't girl scouts either
>>5787791
Andreja got implants and they look fine.
What do you think of the trend of lots of trans girls removing their balls but keeping penis?
It looks better than an axewound IMO.
>>5787794
brownies are boys
>>5787780
You were supposed to be my underage feminised slave. Seriously though I'm happy you started before you started repressing any harder.
>>5787794
You should've told her that you were the #1 eagle scout in the north east division like I told you.
>>5787809
i still want an axewound
and i don't care if chasers want me to keep my dick
>>5787797
can we play vidya and eat pizza as well?
>>5787780
Idk, like, body language and voice is one thing, what I found the hardest was how I fall back to acting when in a social setting with new people. Generally I'm still a lot more comfortable interacting with men, and somewhat less comfortable interacting with women. Having an inferiority complex sucks, although lately I feel like I've been getting better about not sending weird signals when meeting new people.
>>5787798
Cocaine doesn't sound worth the price and spevail k, well the club kid era is dead. Heroin is just awful. Its my brothers drug of choice and its just awful. Sticking with my uppers. Got addticated to vicodin, never again senpai
>>5787815
trip on Marina
>>5787809
chasers are gross.
>>5787816
Do you even gotta ask!!! Damn right we will
That republican debate last night tho... Does CNN always dress up debates like a game show? Lol
>>5787794
You could say something like you always wanted to join as a kid but couldnt
>>5787770
>tfw no Faye-tier boobs
>>5787801
Expressing my sexuality isn't being a sissy, and I'll have you know I've been naked all day.
>>5787809
I think you're confused. You're thinking of gay boys, not trans girls. /femgen/ is that way...
How do you repress being trans?
I don't want to have to go through the therapy, social rejection, HRT and possibly not passing.
Please tell me there's a way.
This has to be a curable mental illness.
>>5787770
Go jogging and grope qt guys and then tell us their reaction.
>>5787803
Well
I was worried
Because I have the benis
And what if they found out
And made fun of me
>>5787806
Yeah but I was taking about all this stuff I did (as a boy scout/borderline hick) and I am felt nervous I'd mess up and say something like I was a scout or some shit. I dunno, I'm quite good at saying stupid things
>>5787810
Oh, see I have no idea how works
>>5787811
Kek, I dropped out of it way before that rank though
>>5787838
Good pointanon
We need to make burkas commonplace in the US.
It's the only way I'll ever pass.
>>5787840
>and certainly not all of us are gross.
lol
>>5787832
based as fk
>>5787846
You dont
>>5787840
>not all of us are gross.
idk
>>5787836
Don't do it in an official place like school or work every time I've done that I've regretted it but do whatever you want
if you feel tired it will stimulate you and you won't feel tired but you'll feel the fatigue on you 3x
It magnifies feelings. Anxiety/bad feels before you trip can be a warning of how the trip will go
>>5787846
You man the fuck-up.
>>5787846
You either take your damn pills or kill yourself.
Your call.
>>5787838
Woops dropped my trip
>you will never pass
>you will never not be manly and disgusting
>>5787852
only if they ask tell the truth, denial is bad
>>5787823
Uppers don't really work for me. Like I'm not really wired for them. Probably the same root issue as my melancholic depression.
I know heroin is awful, it's just fucked up that just seeing it would feel more like death than my actual close calls with death. Pretty sure there's something I have forgotten there...
>>5787863
Best meme
>>5787873
>Girl chasers aren't gross
that's extremely sexist
>>5787871
I haven't outed myself to a single customer since I went fulltime a year ago and a bunch of new employees don't know either so I'm always scared I'll fuck up I guess.
So, I got this job in a security company. But they're asking me to cut my hair down military style. Super short. I really, really don't want to because it's taken a while to get it this long. Should I ask my manager and see what my options are? Should I go and just try to find a different job? Would a note from my therapist be enough to make them let me keep it?
>>5787884
Guys are gross. It's not their fault but that doesn't make them any less gross.
>>5787889
try talking to him first, if it doesn't help get the note and if that doesn't help get another job
that's what i would do if i decided to get into a stupid company like that
>>5787846
Just being neet and avoiding real life helps.
>>5787889
If you try and explain to your boss that you want to be a little girl he's going to tell you to cut your damn hair. A note from your therapist would probably get you canned.
>>5787823
Uppers have their dark side too. The only guilt free drug is a psy ;~;
>>5787873
Didn't i hear you take breastmilk pills to get bigger tits?
>>5787894
that's not what i meant. it's sexist to suggest women can be chasers. women's sexuality has been shamed enough, let's not shame them for genuinely being attracted to trans women. christ.
>>5787811
I honestly dont know if I could have started transition back when I was 16. I don't think my parents would have let me do informed consent since they're already kinda iffy about it as an adult, and my therapist was the guy who got me to repress it longer instead of writing me an hrt note.
It isn't too late though for the slave thing though, is it?
>>5787821
Yeah I'm probably always gonna feel like I'm gonna get found out around women. Guys are usually more accepting of girls doing whatever because you're a girl and they like girls. I don't know, I'll figure it out when full time comes around months from now...
>>5787846
I honestly don't remember. I haven't been able to repress in months. Delude yourself into genuinely thinking this isn't real and that you can fix it somehow?
>>5787899
>running from your problems helps
No.
>>5787905
>women's sexuality has been shamed enough
I guess feminism failed and isn't taken seriously anymore
>>5787909
Why do you act like Lain is going to be reasonable?
