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ITT: pics that trigger your dysphoria/AGP/whatever for any reason
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ITT: pics that trigger your dysphoria/AGP/whatever for any reason
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>>5752988
Any exaggerated dimorphism
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>>5753115
Ellaborate. Is it because you see yourself as deformed?
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>>5752988

Three.
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>>5752988

Four.
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>>5752988

Six.
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>>5752988
>trigger
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Just seeing her be happy and content while feminine fucks me up bad.
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>>5753190
Trigger warnings are tumblr, get your facts right.
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>>5753150
It's just how it accentuates the biological differences between males and females to the point where it's almost like we're completely different species.

Like how in mmos the females of certain races are qts while the males are huge monstrous beasts.
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>>5753184
Shoot, I was doing good up until this one. Good pick anon. It's the rib cage that gets me sad.
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>>5752988

You will never be a white Spaniard's colonial qt
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Wow this thread really works!
Why the fuck are we doing this to ourselves?
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this
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>>5753313

Ban/file deletion incoming, famalam.

>>5752988
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>>5753313
Doesn't actually give me too much dysphoria, I think she has an attainable body type.
Its the super curvy big breast girls that get me.
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>>5753326
I know
sometimes I just stare at it emotionless but the tears fall all the same
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>>5753345
not for me, the tiny shoulders, hands and ribcage and skull
the wide hips, nice butt
all of it just because she was born cis
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>>5753313
>no body
>non-existent boobs
>hair pussy
>butterface
>teeth that could chomp through steel
>literally ghost white
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>>5753373

4channers have really high standards.
How will I ever get a 4chan boywife?
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>>5753373
You're on 4chan, /lgbt/ for that matter, and she's like a 7. Who do you think is the more valuable human being?
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>>5753373
I'm not agp and dont want to be a parody of a woman
I just want to be an average girl
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this kills my hope
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>>5752988
>>5753345

Two orders of T&A coming right up.
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>>5752988
>>5753345
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>>5753302

Which pictures triggered you specifically?
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>>5753431
Fuck, that hit the spot, thank you anon.
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>>5753441
These ones.
>>5753115
>>5753127
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>>5753370
Why does that trigger you? Do you identify as a computer or something?
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>tfw he wouldn't find a dick down my shorts
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>>5753296
me on the right
people who start HRT at 12 on the left
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>>5753352
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>>5753288
>tfw i could easily look like her but i want to be white
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>>5752988
Op pic is literally why I could never try to be a girl. No man will ever look like that unless they transition at age 3. God she's melting my soul... I wish i could be her but I know that that's impossible. Perfect thread opener, op, you scumbag.
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>>5753470
AGP, he's being a funny faggot.
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this picture really turn on my dysphoria
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>tfw you will never be able to beget children because your pelvis is just too manly
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Do some trans women actually wish they could get pregnant?

Maybe I just hate children too much.
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>>5753550

>When you're not sure if they forgot to quote something or the way their post is is exactly the way they intended it
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>>5753558
Yeah, but it's evident that will never happen so they get over it pretty quickly and focus on other things that are more realistic, like having milky bewbs and a tight butt.
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>>5753529

So you're also Hispanic, but you want to be white?

>>5753486

Are you the first FtM in the thread?
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>>5753571
drake makes me dysphoric
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>>5753601

You look like him?
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None of the pictures here trigger me now
They would trigger me few years ago, when I was starting hrt and had a lot of hopes
They would trigger me by reminding me of how I really look like and wha I am competing against

However, ever since I accepted my fate, they don't do shit
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>>5753609
>>5753601
Nah, I think he's ftm and wants to look like drake?

I understand the concept of ftm and respect it and whatever, but its still so weird for me because I hate being a guy so much
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>>5753610
Wait, so are you transitioned or repressed right now?
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>>5753624
I'm "repressed"

though i do take hrt
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>>5753413
Seeing charts like this make me realize that I have a really wide pelvic bone for a mtf.
But I also have a wide ribcage.

Which makes me just a wide person.

>ialmostmadeit.jpg
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All jokes aside.
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>>5753693
Ow my fucking mental health. Someone just hang me already.
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>>5753462

I posted the last 4 of those.

Feels good.

Anyway, why does >>5753127 upset you specifically?

The way I imagine it, I'm the "guy" whose really just a trans woman living as a male because I can't pass. I'm just depressed and sick of life. Then there's this girl that likes me for whatever reason, and she tries to make me feel better by hugging me from behind without knowing what my problem is. Feeling how small, fragile, and feminine she is on my large, v-shaped back just pulls the last ounce of life from me as I realize I'll never feel this way to someone else.

>>5753620

>tfw what could have been
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>>5753705
I'm guessing they're self-inserting as the female in the drawing and realizing they'll never be the little comforter because they're so tall and manly.
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>>5753705
>>5753620
>tfw what could have been
>tfw what you will never be
suicide is soon
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>>5753719

Is that how you feel about it too?
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>>5753803

I honestly thought her nipples were exposed from the thumbnail.
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>>5753791
It sucks that I'm 6', but I'm so tired from thinking about this shit lately I feel like I can't properly think about any of it right now. Kind of like how when you repeat a word too much it just sounds like noise? That's what the thoughts feel like.
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>this whole thread
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>>5753184
>>5753305
>>5753313
>>5753352
>>5753413
TRIGGERED
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>>5753838

Which posts bother you specifically?
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>>5753867
ALL OF THEM
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>>5753880

Literally, without exception, all of them?
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>>5753838
>>5753907
even the Drakes, Kayla?
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>>5753907
well yeah, both cis men and women trigger me
Cis men trigger me because they are so fucking comfortable being men and if I could have not had dysphoria I would have been so successful and made my family proud. Cis women trigger me because they have the body I will never have. At the end of the day I will always be a mutilated man pretending to be something he isn't. Its pretty tragic.
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pictures doesnt make me feel dysphoric, but when i start browsing girl's pictures on facebook and notice how cute they dress and how happy they look I cant stop thinking "I wish I could be that cute and happy"
Or when watching videos of cute girls I always think "I wonder how it must feel to be a girl, it must be wonderful..."

Also the whole Life is Strange game.
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>>5753867
For me,
>>5753722
>>5753693 - a LOT
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>>5753414
>>5753313
>>5753199
>>5753151
>>5753012

why couldn't i have the cis body ;_;
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>>5753951
for me its when i go outside and realize that girls are really pretty
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>>5753959
how about tiny, I feel like I tower over all cis women
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>>5753959
>when you realize that not a single girl you see in a normal day looks even remotely like you do, body or face
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>>5753957
if it makes u feel better (it won't tho)
>>5753722
is a tgurl
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>>5753976
yeah, that makes me feel worse, and i already knew :(. she gets the same condition i do, but looks cis despite it.
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>>5753383
This really got me. The way the baby is hugging the mother is just too much.
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>>5753963
that doesn't make me feel that bad, i guess im not super tall and its mostly just funny to me

>>5753966
when im inside i feel like i pass okay and everything is going to be fine...
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>>5752988

>when your parents didn't love you enough to get over the transphobia
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No particular pic I can attach, but whenever I see/hear a story about some teenager/kid who was supported by their parents & got HRT super early on I just want to kill myself. FUck
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I'm not sure why either
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>>5753693
why even live
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>>5754196
she looks so happy x_x
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you dudes are crazy
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Wow this thread sure is full of fetish pedo shit
Guess that's a good litmus test for agp predators :)
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>>5754302
try harder
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>>5754304
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0sisV1IDYM0
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>>5754321
dysphoria: triggered
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>tfw 184
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>>5754391
>>5754065
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>>5753352
>>5753171

Fuck you guys! ;_; Fuck this whole world. Why this thread even exist?!
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>>5754391
>tfw 160
Suck my dick hons :^)
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never being able to fuck these grills is giving me dysphoria
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i know this is an mtf thread but

>you will never be chad

thanks mom and dad
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>>5754486
ftm? That fits OP's listed criteria.
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>>5753383
Just kill me now.
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>>5753383
DELETE THIS

[spoiler]I'm 30 and I didn't bank sperm before HRT[/spoiler]
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>>5754527
I didn't bank. Because I don't want to impregnate someone. Adoption is always an option, but it's the gestation and the bond that comes with feeling a life grow inside you that I want.
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>>5754544
I just want to raise a kid who's actually related to me, who I can see myself in at least a little.

I would prefer it if I could have birthed them myself, but honestly as long as you just use a doner woman to carry the baby and they give it up after it's birth you can still basically pretend you are the mother. It doesn't make that big of a difference, just semantics.

Still, I'll probably just end up adopting now and hopefully it will still be a fulfilling experience.
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>>5754556
I might adopt in the future. I mean I love kids and have that really strong urge to nurture. I'm pretty pathetic that I would be totally fulfilled having some little sprogs and keeping a house.

I totally get what you mean though. It's down to individual feelings. My friend had a daughter recently and watching her pregnancy was incredible. I always told myself I never wanted kids before that but it opened my eyes.
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>>5754527

>wanting to be a father

A G P
G P A
P A G
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilik5-l7y3Q
#triggered
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>>5754556
Babysitting do the job for me. But yeah I always wanted to have two or four kids.
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>>5754196
>>5754231
<333
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>>5754302

I think this ^ post is exaggerating a tad bit but there is sure as hell a lot of "fetishization" or delusions about femininity/girliness/womanhood in this thread, and I'm inclined to believe in transgenderism in general.

Examples:

>>5753530
You realize that she's an exceptionally feminine/girly woman? That there are tons and tons of women who are nowhere as "pretty" as her? That your image of the ideal young woman is linked with an obsession with western beauty norms? Not to say that there aren't "objectively" attractive traits about her; fair skin and symmetric face and all, but imagine how dysfunctional society would be if every woman who isn't as pretty as her and every guy who isn't as pretty as Brad Pitt would self-loath this much.

>>5753383
>>5753995
>>5754501
>>5754527
Clearly fetishizing "motherhood" which is a cultural ideal of womanhood. Sure there is a thing such as a primal mother/protection instinct, but that's something which triggers via hormones your body sheds with pregnancy/childbirth; not something even female persons have all the time, let alone something a transgender woman (i.e. mostly male biology) could feel. So your feelings don't come from anything related to a real female instinct; it's purely from a cultural construct, one that has been used to subjugate women for a long time.


Violence against transgender/transsexual individuals is sick. Many other forms of discrimination against them are also very bad. I genuinely sympathize with their issues, and also have a deep adoration of femininity myself and a bit of AGP and wondered a while whether I'm trans, but after having read some critique of the cultural construct of gender and how it's used to oppress women, force men into the masculinity box, and even justify violence against women and "unmanly" men, I just cannot support the deeper ideals of transgenderism anymore.

Try to abolish gender instead. That will be more beneficial to every single one of us.

Gif for peace.
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ITT: people fetishizing extremely sexist unrealistic ideals of femininity and womanhood.

>>5753413
Innate brain differences have mostly been debunked, and are as sexist as claims of innate brain differences in black people are racist.

Yup, transgender ideology has a pretty significant sexism issue. (Assuming this thread is a valid representation of it, which it might as well not since 4chan.)
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pictures are bad but its really really triggering for me when it happens in reality. A few weeks ago I went to a cheesy show with my parents where there were about 30 super hot female dancers who just flaunted their feminity 2 hours before my eyes in all kinds of sex costumes. It felt like torture.

Also the more voluptous and feminine the women are (not fat) the more jelly I get...
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>>5754770
Personally what really upsets me when going out, is how I look at every girl, but it makes me feel terrible because everyone else will assume I do so because I'm a "straight male" whereas all I think about is "what if I looked like that"
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>>5754796

the thing is even when one passes fairly well it doesn't stop. I have no problem using the womans restroom and stuff but in situations like that or when I go shopping at places where there are girls in my age it triggers me because they are small and delicate while I am looking down at them. I might look fairly feminine too from the outside but I still feel like a freak being among them.
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>>5753127
>>5753161

This triggers me because I'm gay and won't be able to do that to my bf ;-;
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>>5754758
Wow so the same nazi prick who appropriated racism to call boys looking too much like women wrong is back again?

You do realize It's all about people having issues with their bodies, it's a congenital condition according to doctors and no amount of preaching or calling body dismorphia evil changes that.
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>>5754840
Are you tall?
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>>5754929
>the same nazi prick who appropriated racism to call boys looking too much like women

Sometimes I wonder what people on /lgbt/ are smoking.

Sounds like some pretty intense shit.
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>>5754065

>when you didn't even tell your parents because you were too scared of their reaction
>when you thought crossdressing was a stupid idea because you would get caught for sure eventually, but then you find out getting caught crossdressing as a kid actually helped some kids transition early
>when you ignored mainstream advice to not let fear stop you from doing anything because it was "normie advice"
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>>5755229
>tfw was 16
>tfw mom went on vacation for a week and left me home alone
>tfw when she returned, she noticed her dresses weren't the way she left them in the closet
>tfw she asked me to come talk to her
>tfw after so many close calls, this is what gets me busted
>tfw i told her i had a party and some people probably went up to her room
>tfw she let it go after that
>tfw my ribcage and chest grew massively in the years following, making it impossible to look like a normal woman
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>>5752988

Pic related.

>>5754110

Maybe you wish you were so unconcerned with life and so comfortable with your body that you would do silly, spontaneous things like taunting a cow.

Also, I think only people who went through just female puberty can remain balanced (not fall over) in that position.

>>5754391

I think it's interesting the heights on the higher end drop off to nothing, but there isn't a lower limit shown on the graph.

>>5754486

I just realized that when you liken humanity to tournament primate species, a passing, post-pubertal-transition FtM is still basically as low-ranking a male as it gets.

So you told your parents you were a guy but they didn't do anything about it? How tall are you? Do you imagine yourself having been a gay Chad or having a Stacy gf?
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>>5755244

>she noticed her dresses weren't the way she left them in the closet

I was honestly more afraid of that very thing than being caught in the act.

Have you come out to your mother since? Was she surprised? Were you the type to actually have parties?
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>>5752988

Twenty three
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>>5752988

Twenty-four.
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>>5752988

Twenty-five.
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>>5755244

>be 16
>I always crossdress when my parents are at work and my siblings in school
>snatched menopause meds from my mom for a while now
>take like five pills at once
>its actually black cohosh which works like an opiate
>undress and have a blackout
>wake up at night in hospital, strained to the bed with machine lights blinking assuming I'm dead
>apparently my dad and my brother found me on my bed mumbling "shitshitshit", not able to walk
>ambulance takes me to the hospital with all neighbours watching on
>doctors test me for drugs. I freak out and hope they don't notice the real cause
>doctors tell my parents that it probably was a basilaris migraine
>teacher interrogates me because she was the last one who saw me before

shitfuck if I just didn't manage to undress before I blackened out I surely would have transitioned way earlier ;_;
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>>5752988

>be 16
>I always crossdress when my parents are at work and my siblings in school

So you got out from school earlier than your siblings?

>its actually black cohosh

You thought you were taking estrogen that whole time you were taking your mother's pills then?

And do you think your teacher thought it was a suicide attempt?

>if I just didn't manage to undress before I blackened out I surely would have transitioned way earlier

Do you think your parents would have changed your clothes before calling the ambulance, or do you think it would be really embarrassing knowing your neighbors saw you get dragged out on a stretcher in your mother's clothes while you were out of it?
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>>5755441
I actually did have a small party, like 6 people, while she was gone, but nobody was going through her closet.

One other time, she suddenly wanted me to move some boxes from my closet, where my stash of girl clothes was. She had to have known about it since she wanted it done immediately after I got home from school one day. And she followed me up to my room when I did it, which was something she never did. So, I had literally about 30 seconds to move the girl stuff from the box to under my bed. When I was like 10, I had some Cosmos and Vogues hidden in stacks of my clothes. She must have seen them. There were other things too that hinted that she had to know. But, I came out to her when I was 20, and she said there were never any signs, and acted like I was the manliest boy ever.
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I came on this board to cringe and instead I am confused
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>>5755613

Care to explain what you were expecting to cringe to and what it is that has confused you?
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>>5755633
You can assume what I came to cringe to, I just can't figure out what is so triggering about these pictures
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>>5755574

>So you got out from school earlier than your siblings?

Sometimes they had to stay till afternoon while I was finished earlier

>You thought you were taking estrogen that whole time you were taking your mother's pills then?

My mother tried estrogen and black cohosh. So at times I really took estrogen but I only managed to steal one blister at a time otherwise she would notice it. One time she mentioned that she believed that there was something missing but she suspected my younger siblings that it was candy. So I never really took them long enough and often rushed them down the toilet because of regret...

>And do you think your teacher thought it was a suicide attempt?

No because nobody knew that I took something. It just was to evaluate what happened. They asked her if anything was wrong in school with me and so she wanted to know whats up but I just said that everything was fine and I don't know what happened.

>Do you think your parents would have changed your clothes before calling the ambulance, or do you think it would be really embarrassing knowing your neighbors saw you get dragged out on a stretcher in your mother's clothes while you were out of it?

No I meant that at the time especially my mother dragged us constantly to doctors like she really wanted to know what was up with our health. So I suspect if I would have fainted with the clothes on I would at least got sent to a youth psychologist and might have admitted what I have done. Therefore my history of crossdressing and stealing of hormones would have come to light so that maybe they would have established that I'm trans. So most probably I would have reflected on this shit earlier or maybe even obtained proper hrt in one way or another before 18...
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>>5755646

Did you come to cringe at "delusional trannies"?

Do you come from /pol/?
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You are so weird, /lgbt/. To you, cis women only have one body type and one face shape, they're all 18 years old etc.
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>>5755774
and that is the ideal woman
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>>5754758
>I just cannot support the deeper ideals of transgenderism anymore.
Glad to see you drop the pretense of support. You'll be right at home at >>>/TERF/ , you're already for the discriminations, just need a bit more time to justify the violence. The means, the end, blahblah.

>Try to abolish gender instead. That will be more beneficial to every single one of us.
So you found out you were not trans, and now you're a radfem. Are you so self-centered as to think this means the condition isn't real ? That trans people should just "stop being dysphoric" through your ideology and be fine ?

---

Also you're missing the point of the thread, which is inducing self-loathing. You could achieve that with random female pics, but here it is seeking to maximize affect. So the farther from the average tranny, the better. (Inachievable beauty standard are even more inachievable, motherhood is totally impossible, ... )


>mfw I responded instead of just ignoring it
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>>5755789
He's some idiot creep who thinks idolizing women in a scary way combined with talking down to fags and going on about how evil they are makes him righteous. Is also a racist ashole if you go by earlier threads.

The worst kind of trash, he thinks his ideology makes what he does acceptable. The more people like him do this, the more I hate their ideology for giving bigoted creeps like him a pass.

It's worse than the other religious nuts.
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>>5755774
There are no trannies here, only AGP
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>>5755789
OP here. Through self-loathing i get motivation to progress. Thats why i made this. Then again im not a tranny so your dysphoria might be a lot worse than mine and this ends up as a negative thread instead.
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>>5755864

So you're a cis woman? Lesbian, bi, or straight? Clever use of us trannies, I have to say.
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>>5753658
relatable ;-;
>tfw dysphoria turned you into a friendless NEET
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>>5755873
Wat? No. Im a femboy, but seeing pics like what i posted motivate me to get femmer and maybe dare to crossdress in public
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This is what reminds me that being masculine is better than throwing away my genealogy
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> this whole thread

*internal screaming*
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>>5752988
That zipper makes me uncomfortable.
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Why did I think going into this thread was a good idea? I'm just going to kill myself. My whole life was a mistake.

Old ladies set me off the worst. I know I won't be able to look feminine even when the fat washes away and my skin starts to sag.
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>>5756068
He looks like a chimpanzee that wants to kill himself. Also, top fucking kek, genealogy has no worth.
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>>5756068

So is that how you cope with not transitioning to female, or did I misunderstand and you are actually FtM?

>>5756086

Which posts bothered you?

>>5756093

Why would it make you uncomfortable? Do you have a fear of being shrunk down?
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>>5754840
Does it really trigger you? If it does, you're a shit tier subhuman. Good thing you're gay so you likely won't be breeding.
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>>5756017

>Im a femboy

How can you still say that when you're motivated by this thread to look more female?

>>5756187

Why is he bad for that?
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if you stop looking at these pics and don't look at women and isolate yourself you'll be fine right?
right?
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>>5756207
Because ideally id like to look like that, but its not possible and my dysphoria is not bad enough to transition if im not gonna be a qtpie
I can also get motivation from femboys like frank wolf, though i seem to get more of that angst from looking at women lately
Also i cant say my gender is woman so not socially transitioning doesnt bother me even if i cant say im a man either

Honestly id just like to be able to live as a woman but id need to be passable and pretty, since im too masc for that and the alternative is not awful, just fuck it
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straight guy here, thanks for the pictures everybody, I found a few appealing enough to save

they're definitely hotter than what usually shows up on this board :)


...that said, most actual women are fat or plain-faced, so y'all are probably still being pretty dumb here for the most part

not to mention the fact that many of the prettiest ones spend large parts of their lives feeling distressed over how they (in their stupid minds) aren't pretty enough

if you're FTM and angsting over this crap, and not over being too lightly muscled or too short or any other sort of crap that might come up at /fit/ or /r9k/, then congratulations you're acting girly
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Do you people actually like having dysphoria or some shit? If it triggers you this hard just looking at a fucking picture you sure as hell won't be able to handle the real life issues that come with transitioning, it's likely that some of the MTFs ITT will kill themselves over them.
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>>5756437
>any other sort of crap that might come up at /fit/ or /r9k/
>then congratulations you're acting girly
>/fit/ or /r9k
>girly
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>>5753150
>Ellaborate. Is it because you see yourself as deformed?

Not 'trans', but yes. I see myself as deformed because of my masculine features, and any kind of extreme dimorphism as a kind of deformity. I would feel equally uncomfortable in a highly feminized body with a vagina. I want to be somewhere inbetween and hate the fact that ill never be that.
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>>5753722
>damn sociopaths need to be exterminated.
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>>5756501
Are you retarded? Most of us are in transition and that's why there's so much anxiety. "My body doesn't match" is exactly what dysphoria is.
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>>5756165
I'm cis but remembering what it takes to survive in the wild keeps me from going trap mode
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>>5756229

I hope you don't have any mirrors, men, or pictures of men at home either.
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>>5756761
I mean I have no decorations in my room, and I avoid mirrors and pictures like the plague, so I pretty much already subconsciously do all that.
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>>5756672
I had sort of these feelings.

Most of it went away when I started taking anti-androgens. So I think it's sex-drive or sexual frustration or both
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>>5756699

What sociopaths?

>>5756747

>cis
>needs to be kept from going trap mode

I don't know... something's not adding up here, senpai... Do you actually prepare yourself for a shit-hits-the-fan scenario, go hiking, mountain climbing, hunting without guns, improve your physical ability or anything else that might prove useful? Or is thinking, "I'll need to be able to do that, you know, just in case, and all..." how you bullshit yourself?


>>5756797

>I have no decorations in my room

Reminds me of this, senpai. This moment from the game bothered me since I first played it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6z8WTcvaziM
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>>5753618
Funny, I feel exactly the same way about mtf. Just can't relate.

It's skinny non-fem guys that get me the most. The ideal of being an average lad so scrawny my clothes look baggy and hang off me will never be achieved with these wide hips. The only option is to bulk up the top half and look like an overcompensating manlet.
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>>5753373
fatass detected
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>>5752988
Pic related.
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>this thread

If Photoshop triggers you all so much then you can uninstall it.
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>>5756068
u in da closet hard
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>>5752988

>tfw no earrings because you don't pass and you don't look like a fag
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>>5752988
>>5757764

don't want to look like a fag*
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>>5757775
I'm gonna pull my hips apart really hard, that's gonna make em grow, right?
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>>5757787
>tfw chest 1" wider than hips
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Any cis girl with a flat chest, unfeminine body type, masculine facial features, etc.

Despite anything, it's still easy to see that they're women and you would never think to call any of them "he".
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>>5752988

>you will never know young love
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>>5752988
>>5757950
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>>5757950
>>5757952
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>>5752988
>>5757950
>>5757952
>>5757957
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>>5752988
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>>5753803
Why does Skeletor trigger you? That's an unachievable Standart.
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>>5757987
>tumblr
They still have hips. We will never have hips.
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>>5752988

>tfw
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>>5754391
195 cm
;_;
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>>5758271
>She still has hips, small shoulders, and a non-caveman browridge.
Damn it!!!
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THis just hit me
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>>5756324
Are you me?
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>>5757161
Same
>you will always be a fatass
>you will always be physically smaller than almost any guy you come across, not just in height or weight but bone structure
To be honest a lot of pictures itt are triggering to me too, if only because these peoples' idea of "ideal women" look painfully similar to me
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>>5758271
Hello, fellow hopeless 6'4" transgirl! I hope things are going well for you in spite of the difficulty!

Although honestly I wouldn't mind my height so much if not for everything >>5758341 just said, plus hugely obvious bald spots that I haven't figured out how to hide.
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>>5753602
>giving your statue a roastie
You're a sick fuck Pygmalion.
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>>5758434
why do people keep posting this?
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>>5758618
I'm guessing because they think it's dank enough.
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>>5758434
I'd settle for less senpai
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Looking at women's small narrow shoe sizes when walking to work everyday.
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>>5754758

all this time I thought I had been the only person out there who held a viewpoint like this. it's like nobody seems to fucking get it because even those "genderfluid" SJWs are "deciding" that being one gender or the other entails certain physical and behavioral aesthetics that are incredibly meaningless. this doesn't change the fact that dysphoria of the kind that permeates this thread can be made to stop existing, but it is indeed all just cultural and sociological. though to be fair that's not what this thread is about, and predictably people are turning it into an outlet for depression and self-loathing, needlessly adding more of both to their lives in the process.

also, >>5754929 and >>5755789 are just butthurt and should shut the fuck up, calling this anon things like nazi or TERF right off the bat simply over word choice constitutes utterly baseless accusations.
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>>5759337
Even in a perfect non-gendered society, there would still be physical dysphoria. "SJW" are not deciding biological facts.


Also you obviously don't know the dude's history. It's rather funny how he started somewhat trans-ambivalent, and then just goes progressibely more terf. While not even considering maybe his experience is not representative.
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"Androgynous" girls are what get me. Like tumblr style girls, or pretty much any genderfluid dfab person. They can act as masculine as they want, dress however masculine they want, and still be feminine looking, I'll never have that. I'll never be that comfortable in my own skin.
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>>5754758
what if a person who is trans moved from country to country every few years with a culture that is very different to the last?
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>when your father says that the right age to marry is 20-24, not the ages society is moving towards
>you're already 21 and don't even pass and might never pass because you started 6 months ago
>you will never be a bride
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>>5759745
>iktf senpai

I really want a short cut pixie but I don't want to risk looking like a gay guy.

I always remember loving the "androgynous" girl style, like even as a child I saw this girl with a pixie in a magazine and said I want to get my hair like that to my mum, but she just told me that's a girls cut so I couldn't have it. :(
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>>5759745
Then they pretend they are the ones who have it the worst and at the end of the day benefit coz they dont have to go thru transitioning
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>>5754764
Really? Can I see something that talks about this?
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>>5752988
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triggered that women can wear shitty clothes and still look great in them.
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>>5759887
damn abbywinters, gets my agp going
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>>5759337
Uh, so in other words you're deluded enough to think society and the patriarchy are giving people neurological diseases, just like Xenu?

Yeah, gonna trust the docs, not you buddy.

And the "feminist" has said that he believes women are going to like him for doing what he thinks is white knighting, so nah. Don't act like a mouth breather if you can't handle it.

Has said crass racist things to, just cause you call yourself a feminist doesn't mean you can't be racist or a creep.
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>>5753658
fuk
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>>5752988

>tfw you will never have your life in order enough to play this role
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A more abstract kindof feel. Not totally on topic.

I cannot say I had that particular experience but I can relate to some parts.
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>>5752988
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Passable traps like this.
Also pictures of pregnant women.
I just wish I could go back and forth between genders...
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>>5752988

>>5761360

>I just wish I could go back and forth between genders

Why?
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>>5761374
Because I'm only genderfluid.
I hate my overwhelmingly male body and my seeming inability to at least pretend to be a girl.
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Nothing here's hit me yet.

Seeing hons really grinds my gears, though- especially irl. Makes me fear trying to transition because I'm afraid I'll just end up an abomination like them.
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>>5761360
Passable traps sadden me more probably because it's something more closely related.
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>>5761360
>Those shoulders
>Those hips

>Passable
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>>5761970
Ok, passable wasn't the right word, but he looks good doing it and I'm not even that far...
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>>5757428
wtf?
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>>5754416
AGREED!
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i hate my body so much right now that i can feel it physically.
like my whole body is in pain from how much i hate it
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>>5758271
>2 inch heels
y'all niggers need to embrace that height
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>>5764813
?
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>>5757987
Look at those HIPS. HOLY JESUS
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>>5764853
an FtM posted that
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>>5764869
He wants to look like a little boy?
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>>5764813
>I want to be a boy!!!
Disgusting
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>>5765152
>I want to be a girl!!!
Disgusting
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>>5756587
me
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>>5765168
>I want to have a deep voice, fucking facial hair, and a beer gut!!
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>>5765172
Yes
Yes
No. No excuse for not being in shape, darling.

Why the hate?
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>>5755646
Is that because you were expecting tumblr-snowflake overreactions, rather than transsexual people posting pictures which would legitimately trigger them for reasons that make sense given their condition?

If you don't understand, then it's pretty simple:

>have an extreme and pathological desire to be the opposite sex
>look at pictures of people of the opposite sex being feminine/masculine (as appropriate) and comfortable with themselves
>be sad because you'll never get to be like them
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>>5765178
what do FtMs think of male pattern baldness?
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>>5765384
Even if I was born male it would never have been a problem. I got good genes me. But I have a few friends struggling with it atm and most decide to go Statham mode if they got it bad. Doesn't have to be a disaster if dealt with right.
Why?
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I was going to reply to certain posts and talk about how I related to them or how I felt about the pictures, but then it turned out I would've ended up doing it for far too many of them. I really don't understand how I still doubt that I'm "really" trans considering all the evidence I have; though I suppose neither the doubts nor being trans in the first place are rational.

Recently I've been getting a lot more bothered by traps and even just feminine crossdressers. It's the idea that they want to be female (or at least feminine) and they just go and fucking do it, and even if they're a little bit masculine they're still comfortable enough to overcome their insecurities and express themselves how they want.
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