>tfw can't ever have sex because my moans sound like a man's
practice sounding like jap gay porn. It's like getting fucked in the ear by helium Q-Tips.
Trannies, if you need to fake so much, then what's even the point. I get it
>muh dysphoria
but however much I love Sauron, I cannot be Sauron
I like to read about him and things, so I'll settle with that.
>>5726974
I'm a sadistic power top grey daddy. I'd be more than happy to show Sauron the true source of all pain.
>>5727001
bitch please you obv dont understand Sauron at all
>pain
Thus, as 'Morgoth', when Melkor was confronted by the existence of other inhabitants of Arda, with other wills and intelligences, he was enraged by the mere fact of their existence, and his only notion of dealing with them was by physical force, or the fear of it. His sole ultimate object was their destruction. Elves, and still more Men, he despised because of their 'weakness': that is their lack of physical force, or power over 'matter'; but he was also afraid of them. He was aware, at any rate originally when still capable of rational thought, that he could not 'annihilate' them: that is, destroy their being;
(cont)
>>5727001
>>5727011
but their physical 'life', and incarnate form became increasingly to his mind the only thing that was worth considering. Or he became so far advanced in Lying that he lied even to himself, and pretended that he could destroy them and rid Arda of them altogether. Hence his endeavour always to break wills and subordinate them to or absorb them into his own will and being, before destroying their bodies. This was sheer nihilism, and negation its one ultimate object: Morgoth would no doubt, if he had been victorious, have ultimately destroyed even his own 'creatures', such as the Orcs, when they had served his sole purpose in using them: the destruction of Elves and Men. Melkor's final impotence and despair lay in this: that whereas the Valar (and in their degree Elves and Men) could still love 'Arda Marred', that is Arda with a Melkor-ingredient, and could still heal this or that hurt, or produce from its very marring, from its state as it was, things beautiful and lovely, Melkor could do nothing with Arda, which was not from his own mind and was interwoven with the work and thoughts of others: even left alone he could only have gone raging on till all was levelled again into a formless chaos. And yet even so he would have been defeated, because it would still have 'existed', independent of his own mind, and a world in potential.
Sauron had never reached this stage of nihilistic madness. He did not object to the existence of the world, so long as he could do what he liked with it. He still had the relics of positive purposes, that descended from the good of the nature in which he began: it had been his virtue (and therefore also the cause of his fall, and of his relapse) that he loved order and coordination, and disliked all confusion and wasteful friction. (It was the apparent will and power of Melkor to effect his designs quickly and masterfully that had first attracted Sauron to him.)
>>5727020
>>5727011
>>5727001
Sauron had, in fact, been very like Saruman, and so still understood him quickly and could guess what he would be likely to think and do, even without the aid of palantiri or of spies; whereas Gandalf eluded and puzzled him. But like all minds of this cast, Sauron's love (originally) or (later) mere understanding of other individual intelligences was correspondingly weaker; and though the only real good in, or rational motive for, all this ordering and planning and organization was the good of all inhabitants of Arda (even admitting Sauron's right to be their supreme lord), his 'plans', the idea coming from his own isolated mind, became the sole object of his will, and an end, the End, in itself.
>>5727027
Shut it nerd
>>5727011
<cue Cult of Personality>
We want to talk right down to earth in a language that everybody here can easily understand.
Sadistic power top grey daddy = Istari. You all are literally fucked. Now bend over.
PS. If you think we're 'fuck you with Ben-Gay as lube' just see what happens when you piss off one of our scary as fuck bosses, the Valar.
Shit, I just pissed myself, and a whole village of hobbits just caught fire. Bummer.
Any of you 'Sauron is the shit' bitches still representing?
Yeah, I thought not. Now where are the hobbit rape-bait mini-bitches?
>>5727157
But Sauron IS the shit. The perfect man and god.
>>5727166
One would think, but here we are.
>>5726748
I know that feel, senpai. I used to plan on being a virgin all my life back when I was in denial because the idea of having sex as a man wasn't appealing. Now that I do accept my identity, I'm stuck a virgin for life anyway.
>>5726748
Try having a broken dick and intestinal issues.
De facto eunuch right here baby but worse as my libido is intact I just CAN'T do anything about it...thank god i always had a low libido but fuck if it still doesn't get to me at times.
>>5728577
why dont you get on a low dose AA?
wouldnt morning erections hurt anyway and need to be stopped?
>>5726748
>tfw I only ever sound like a little girl when I get pounded
>>5726748
just let someone fuck your face
it will only sound like gurgly sglooshing shlorpy sounds
not like you'll cum from getting bum fucked anyway
>>5728592
The actual reason for a male voice is testosterone exposure, not being a man, anon.
>>5728195
Silence, you ignorant little bent-elf product of Morgoth's will.
>>5728577
>Try having a broken dick and intestinal issues.
Forgive me for my ignorance about trans issues, but:
Floristor for intestinal issues. In my case Floristor plus white rice seems to fix most issues.
For fixing a broken dick my urologists had me work through combinations of increasingly intrusive stuff: Viagra/Cialis, penis pumps, cock rings, MUSE, and injections of tri-mix.
When that all stopped working the only option left was a dick implant. I had a Coloplast Titan installed. Holy shit, it worked. Boners on demand for as long as you want them
in short, go see a urologist
>>5728623
Well, adult women who take testosterone for weightlifting competitions have their voices drop too (not as much, though). That's why I chose "testosterone exposure" over "male puberty."
>>5728912
Are a non-functioning dick and intestinal issues commonly concurrent?
>tfw naturally high pitched voice
>tfw sound like a girl when getting fucked
>tfw moaning loudly when bf fucks me so his roommates can hear
You need to try harder
>>5726748
I usually just shove my boyfriend's panties in his mouth. Works wonders.
>>5729063
So you're gay?
>>5729320
Bi. probably why my boyfriend is a trap.
>>5726748
I'm prescribing more whoremoans.
You can pick them up at walgreens.
>>5728951
>so his roommates can hear
wow
vocaroo now
>>5729606
does he look good? How does one get a trap bf?
>not training yourself to moan like a girl that it just comes naturally
>>5726748
I've always moaned like a girl. Like I literally can't help it. Made for some interesting times in my denial stages
>>5732162
Or you know it could be a guy with just a high voice
>>5732026
This. I'm still in boy mode and even though my voice isn't passable yet, I always get looks from new people for sounding like a girl when I cough, sneeze, moan/groan, scream, get upset etc.
>>5732201
That's really fucking gay.
>>5732234
fuck yeaaah
