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last thread >>5715920
>tfw you won't die in your sleep tonight
>>5717171
>>5717174
>tfw mado wont kiss you in your sleep tonight
post what you're listening to!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9bPFrsu_Vg
>>5717180
Just dream of me anon, I would if I could.
>>5717182
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xT1w6JsBNX4
im drunk and gay
>>5717182
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJQE4pOgiPg
>>5717171
>tfw there's a non-zero chance every moment of death
>>5717182
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3M79wfZdCzA
>>5717182
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NqWcpEZ3GY0
>>5717163
no. I literally didn't. you're thinking of another trip.
>>5717193
ily
i want a bf ;_;
>>5717210
i love her more
doubling my anti depressant just gave me headaches and made me constantly tired, I still want to die and everyone still hates me
>>5717208
>>5717208
You look cute. In a Mia Wasikowska kind of way.
>>5717213
ily2
What is mtfg doing for the nightt
>>5717213
>>5717223
playing shogun 2 watching stuff drawing
>>5717223
Voice practice, being dizzy, probably sleep or something afterwards because Im getting lonely and bored. How about you?
>>5717227
but what about boys with hard perfect bodys and magnificent cocks?
>>5717236
don't listen to her maddie
>>5717182
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9eybY9qFfY
>>5717236
@_@ a-anon, i...
>>5717208
I know that face, even after the ffs.... I missed you
>>5717229
are you dead inside?
>>5717240
w-why cant she like both?
>>5717246
maddies gf is the jealous type
Tfw all i can do rn is play with this or play smashbros for umpteenth time
>>5717243
>after the FFS
I haven't had FFS. who do you think I am?
>>5717247
Its okay, I am too. And eh its okay I guess, working on my pitch rn and Im gonna give my voice a listen in a bit.
>>5717252
also dropped trip because posting in another board
>>5717244
I'm pretty dead inside. once my cat dies I truly will be.
>>5717247
Dabs sound pretty great rn. I wanted to do drugs this weekend but things don't always work out. Tera is fun though, just do that all weekend. If you have enough weed.
>>5717208
looks like a boy with long hair to me
my friend doesn't believe that chokers are like a tranny thing so pls post selfies of u wearing a choker if you wear one
>when you video call a cutie till she takes a nap
>when she's just as cute drifting off to sleep
>>5717269
show cat?
>>5717273
>tfw ugly af when i sleep
Sometimes i even drool desu, I sleep like a brick. It was kinda cute when kiwi fell asleep on me though. Id just play a game for her and she would pass out and snooze so softly
>>5717269
Well I only have .5g cause the shop changed up their specials for valentines day for no real reason. Going back for more either tomorrow or sunday when the prices drop again. IDK if motivated enough for tomorrow but probs would be better selection.
>>5717254
Nice, I am a believer that removing resonance is a lot more key than just pitch work. Maybe that can help. I'm sure you're doing great and can help somoetime if you want ^^
>>5717214
>tfw this happens at the highest dose, and it was the only one that worked for you.
fuck it. it somehow replaces depressive eating with depressive starvation for me so i'm okay with being sad now.
>>5717281
did she blow an anime snot bubble irl?
>>5717281
I'm going to cuddle her real soon, hopefully her birthday :3
>>5717276
>>5717269
Also yeah Tera is alright, have a friend I've been having a lot of fun playing it with but also thorowing in some bf4 and league to kill the monotony.
I could attempt to go out this weekend but idk. One of the guys I have talked to some is way older than I thought but he's pretty cute. Keeps wanting me to go with him to his house, makes me worried I'm gonna get raped if I do.
>>5717292
Okay sounds good! Just let me know! I'm just trying warframe for a few with my friend o.O
>>5717294
auuuuuuu love your cat :3 do you got anymore weed
>>5717273
I'm ugly when I sleep, stop telling lies
>>5717292
>Have fun anon
lots of fun :333
>>5717307
pls
>>5717284
>>5717300
Trip to the weed store is always great though. I played it all the time till I lost my 100+ hour save. But bf4? You should add me, I'm pretty good when I try.
Defiteitly wants something. Maybe he just likes your sweet personality and little mouth?
>>5717305
Awoo!! just smoked a joint and I have the roach.
>tfw end up talking to a boy about girls
its an abstract transbian kind of feel
>>5717294
average cat
>>5717318
That's a bad picture desu desu desu
>>5717315
steam!!!! lets smoke :3
Why are there so many goddam transdykes?
>>5717310
http://battlelog.battlefield.com/bf4/soldier/Carinix/stats/246976695/pc/
Here's my battlelog. I'm not great but I just picked it up a week ago. Still learning some of the 'don't do this' things compared to bf3.
And yeah I feel like I'll be playing a lot but it's very much 'generic mmo game'.
As for the guy, yeah idk, he's cute and smart, drives a BMW, the reason he keeps using as an excuse to go to his house is he wants me to help him pack things or something? He said he'd pay money.. Idk. I think there's a lot of implications there.
>>5717321
the story of every tranny photo.txt
>>5717328
girls r cute
>tfw anime posting to convey feelings
>>5717334
>>5717330
Nothing ground breaking about it but it gud game. The balance is pretty broken and noobe start at a pretty big disadvantage so it gets better.
Bring a friend? Don't go kek?
>>5717339
>>5717339
On a happier note my pitch seems to have improved since last time and I think I'm getting better at controlling my resonance. My throat feels strained and tired though, I'm gonna have to build that up.
>>5717344
Sorries!!
>>5717342
Yeah not a lot huge changes just more collapsing stuff and like, new maps, how unlocks are done compared to before and yeah, noobie having no weapons sucks. Aside from that though pretty good game managed to snag premium for 20$. But yeah I think you should be able to add me from that link right?
>>5717348
sok :3 do u like my steam pic? a superqti made it for me
>tfw you will never see someone look at you and see their expression go from neutral to joyful
>>5717353
I still need premium... I added you!
>>5717356
I did think it was pretty great. A superqti huh? So that's what you've been up too.
>>5717359
>tfw it will always be x to disgust when they look at you
>>5717359
>make eye contact with someone on accident
>we both look away right away
>>5717360
sort of :o that and other thingsss~
im gonna toke now but i can take one more hit for tonight so msg me when youre ready pls
>>5717347
>My throat feels strained and tired though, I'm gonna have to build that up.
Fixes itself as you practice and use it more.
>>5717377
I hope so. I tried listening to a few recordings and my throat is so bad right now that my voice sounded atrocious. Not that it's any better when I'm at my peak right now.
>>5717359
>someone looks at you
>they smile
>trying to figure out if they're holding back laughter or actually think you're cute
>tfw you have an orgasm from just breast stimulation
Who else here can do this?
>>5717383
I can, a girl keeps threatening to play with them lots when she comes over and I am vaguely worried.
>>5717383
How? Tell me your secrets.
Hey whats the saddest manga you've read
I'm tryingto depress myself apparently. I just read orange and it made me cry a lot.
>>5717022
Next week.
>I have known I had gender dysphoria for 10 years and I still haven't done anything about it
>>5717165
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_SlAzsXa7E
>>5717394
Wandering son, it's about living with GID. I haven't read a manga since it hurts too much
>>5717402
>have reasonably big bobs
reeeee
>Yeezy still hasn't dropped his new album
What the fuck man.
>>5717400
I read a bit of that
Gave me some feels
>>5717406
soon
>>5717410
Wolves was pretty fucking sweet.
>>5717405
Been on HRT for years tho, weren't always big. Patience, you may get megamilks yet
>>5717412
>tfw yume doesn't snap u back
>>5717416
its like puberty didn't happen overnight for any girls during high school (or middle school for americans?)
why do people expect to become cis overnight
>Think transsexuals are sick, SRS is disgusting, and hormone therapy is a joke
>Have a hard time not laughing at trannies trying to act like girls while clearly being men
>Have been suffering heavily from gender dysphoria ever since I was a kid and want to die every time I see my 6'5" masculine body in the mirror.
>tomorrow will be another day of living in this body
>you're going to be nothing but a big doofy shemale for life
>this is your whole life
>FFS is a false promise that you'll ever see a girl in the mirror
>FFS will be a wakeup call when you see just how little it helps, and you have nothing left to blame it on
>you'll only be that much more stuck with being a half and half freak show.
When I die I want my ashes poured down the sink
tfw 2 cuties making out on ur bed but u just wanna do cool tricks on ur skateboard
*ollies out*
>>5717417
i will i promise ok
>>5717419
Misinformation. Charts say boobs grow fully by 2 years. Total bullshit, I just recently had a growth spurt after more than 6 years.
>>5717421
Self acceptance when?
>>5717431
https://i.imgur.com/3PAmNvA.png
>>5717436
Typical late 40's transitioner in the making. She'll get there eventually.
Would transitioning be easier if I just stay boyish? I feel like it would tax my social life less if I didn't grow my hair out and start wearing skirts and shit in public. It'd definitely weird my friends out.
I love tomboys, so this isn't really a problem for me. I'm just thinking that this summer I probably won't be able to stealth mode anymore. I had a growth spurt in my chest this winter, and they clearly show under t-shirts. Might be time to come out.
I can pass pretty well if I go full girlmode, I think, but not with short hair and dude clothes.
>>5717438
That chart is what I was referring to yeah. It's also crap.
>>5717426
>>5717442
Is Shinji ok?
KANYE STOP TWEETING AND DROP THE FUCKING ALBUM
>>5717449
she will be
>tfw carry every game
>>5717442
What is this from?
>tfw that trap dick is irresistible
>>5717402
But she is a bully.
I saw a girl in the mirror today. It's so rare that it happens, maybe one day per 1-2 months. I know the feeling is fleeting, but when it happens, I want to cry tears of joy.
Maybe there is hope that I can be fixed. Maybe there is hope that I can finally be comfortable in my own skin. Transition was worth it.
>>5717457
>ywn be a degenerate transbian
>ywn practice taking dick so you are ready for boys
>tfw you talk to a qt guy on skype and he makes fun of your taste in grindcore
>>5717464
Yeah, but he added 9 more tracks since then.
>>5717463
That's awesome!
>>5717469
That's what's good about Kanye. Although it could be filler.
YE YOU NIGGER GET TO WORK
tfw chapped nipple
WAKE UP NIGGA WAKE UP
I want to put my gt into a slutty transbian
>>5717476
Wow i just cried hard fucking core to a 7 chapter manga. I hate life. I hate that we live. I hate that we exist. I wish humanity never happened.
>>5717476
Its finished hes just trolling
>>5717481
im a slutty transbian
are you cute though
>>5717484
D: oddish, whats wrong? what manga was it?
>>5717481
unsee.
cc/binarome/
tbhon
>>5717484
It's not finished, he's unpredictable like that. More tracks, more productionz.
>>5717487
Hi kate
Onnanoko ga Shinu Hanashi. Read it, you'll be choking on your feelings by chapter four.
>>5717454
Did you finally git gud?
>>5717483
Kanye just drop it.
>>5717495
I'm okay with him taking whatever time. He should change the shitty ass album title and shitty ass album cover too.
>>5717484
>>5717494
i've always been gud
i just got better
>>5717498
Humanity was a mistake - hayao miyazaki
>>5717494
the secret is to rape transgirls and transition afterward
fuck jiggy, i'm flawless. fuck pretty, i'm gorgeous.
>>5717497
Maybe if he stopped tweeting nonsense and finished the fucking album.
>>5717506
he's busy releasing his hot videogame http://www.gamespot.com/articles/kanye-west-reveals-his-video-game-with-first-trail/1100-6434732/?ftag=GSS-05-10aaa0a
>>5717501
Time to be an heros
im going to bed, im drunk and lonely and posted butt goodnight
>>5717510
>nice meme
>right up there with rolf harris
>>5717513
nn maddie
>>5717506
He's having a bipolar episode. Nothing new.
I liked what I heard from the MSG stream, not what I expected at all.
>>5717508
Cancerous comments.
goodnight fellas
1am clique
When a manga makes you cry all the other manga you read after it suck
>>5717518
Idc what you say i upboat that comment
>>5716577
There is so little character and thought behind anything in that comic that the idea of tokenism is absurd. That it seems arbitrary and poorly presented is a result of everything in the comic being pisspoor.
im planning to kill myself in 1 or 2 weeks.
there is no reason for me anymore to be alive
>>5717508
Kanye west is a huge faggot but I'm glad I'm glad he's treating the greatest medium with some dignity, it never happens within the zionist jewish hollywood and music industry of america, and it'll give it more legitimacy.
>>5717523
-upvote-
>>5717454
gold nova scum
>>5717523
Tis the dream
>>5717520
What mango?
Many have done that to me, but I still prefer the ones that fascinate and excite. Like Historie, kiseijuu, Monster
>>5717523
How will you do it?
>>5717523
what happened anon?
>>5717528
>tfw mado will never slay your bp
>>5717530
wow, havent really think about it. I will probably take as much pills as I found and then jump from the window (4th floor). I hope thats enough.
I have been a bit busy collecting money, still gotta make a good suicide letter.
>>5717531
my life has been a fucking joke, for the last 10 years
>>5717529
I dropped monster.
The manga i red tonight that had me crying was short and heavy - i said earlier. "Onnanoko ga Shinu Hanashi"
>>5717523
iktf
but like
everyone told me not to
all I'm doing is existing for existing sake while suffering
>>5717536
mine too for the whole 25, there's very little keeping me alive, I'm still here because I don't want to upset her
>>5717540
>everyone told me not to
at least you have somebody to talk to
>>5717536
how old?
>>5717541
her?
>>5717541
Who is this?
>>5717545
23 and a half
the first time i thought about killing myself was when i was 12 or 13, and i told my dad how i felt.
>>5717353
Lewd. Can't we stick to head rubs?
>>5717551
Give me head pats Mado
>tf2 you fucking suck at yugioh and theres all this stupid pendulum synchro xyz shit now
>>5717550
hang in there
>>5717554
stop being bad.
>>5717551
I'm confused, was that meant for that post? I'm like falling asleep right now but any time is best time for head rubs.
nini~
>>5717557
listen to the rapist and you too can still come back here and post >tfw over and over
>>5717552
*pat pat* kuppy, *pat pat*
>>5717542
you have everyone here too
>>5717557
what for?
for people to keep laughing at me?
to keep disappointing my parents?
just to suffer?
Goodnight /mtfg/
>>5717566
nn grace
>>5717561
you're not gonna cut up right?
>>5717562
>you have everyone here too
nobody has told me to not do it. Am i free to keep going?
>>5717563
don't live for anyone but yourself
keep improving yourself every day until there's nothing left for them to laugh at
find someone special that will see you for you and build you up when you're feeling down
you can do it anon i believe
>>5717566
night
>>5717566
Goodbed grace!
>>5717570
Naww only pats. Cutting up is very mutual
>>5717577
>keep improving yourself every day until there's nothing left for them to laugh at
>I can never do this
time for the rope I guess, sure enough spiro will do the job too
>>5717576
Night Nyccc
>>5717577
thats a good advice for a regular person. I wish I was in between those standards
>>5717571
I wish I could give you advice but I am not sure I believe anything I could tell you but just know that people here care and know what its like
should I cut
>>5717581
rope your arms around me.
>>5717585
yes, and deeply
>>5717585
depends, how's your bulk? once you're satisfied with your gains you can cut a little
I AM A GOD
>>5717589
Not my god
>>5717584
i wish you havent deleted me on skype so i could explain you
Post boys.
>>5717589
Prove it, post god tier butt!
>>5717597
Didn't say it had to be mine.
>>5717594
I'm sorry
I've been paranoid because people have been constantly attacking me since before christmas
>>5717586
are you god?
>>5717596
>>5717596
>>5717601
>>5717601
i can be your goddess.
>>5717596
>>5717599
>Posts Chinese cartoon butt
Seriously?
>>5717604
Go for it
>>5717608
not for you. you can't give me what i desire.
>>5717596
>>5717492
damnit oddish, i didnt need those feels Q^Q
>>5717621
Did you cry as hard as i did
i wonder if there is anything people can say to stop me from killing myself
>>5717632
nobody gives a shit. your existence means absolutely nothing to any of us. if you're going to do it, shut the fuck up and get it over with.
Can anyone refer me to a good packing list for SRS in Thailand with Suporn?
I know loose panties, and loose dress/skirt. But like do I need to bring lube, pads, diaper mats or anything surgery related?
I'm staying for 30 days
Or where/what kind of search query should I look for? Thanks.
>>5717610
Your loss
>tfw you've been shown just enough affection to be addicted to it, but not enough to satisfy any cravings.
>tfw dream about being happy with someone else almost every night
>tfw it's like going through a breakup every time I wake up.
>>5717634
https://postopcare.github.io/surgery/2015/08/10/SRS-Packing-List/
>>5717635
no, it's not.
cooking class with gf tomorrow morning, followed by massages, then some board gaming. Sunday, going to dead pool, hotel in San Fran, fancy restaurants, and then staying in the city and shopping Monday.
http://strawpoll.me/6803497
http://strawpoll.me/6803497
http://strawpoll.me/6803497
http://strawpoll.me/6803497
>>5717637
>tfw dont live close enough to be your gf and give you the affection you want
>tfw haven't been able to sleep in 10 years without holding a pillow and pretending someone is there falling asleep with me.
>>5717637
I had a dream the other night that I became a cis girl by magic but the dysphoria didn't go away and just swapped sides so I became ftm in the dream and the my body went on autopilot doing guy stuff and I was trying to tell myself that this was all wrong but my body wasn't listening to myself
>>5717643
I definitely don't see any reason for a limit. If 51+ guys were willing to gangbang me I think I'd be too flattered and horny to even properly grasp what's happening.
>>5717646
iktf ;-;
>>5717641
are you and your girl friend taking cooking classes so you can impress your boyfriends when you both get them?
what's up ya c000ks ?
>>5717651
Just sit down in a relaxing position and let them line up to blow their loads on you
Usually this place is all "fml" and "my life sucks" and now its all this:
>>5717634
>>5717641
mtfg moving up in the world.
>>5717651
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=479188064
Nevermind, I definitely want this.
>>5717655
I'm gonna die alone and everyone hates me :)
>>5717653
I need one of those pillows
>>5717663
Oh wait I was wrong, there it is, standard mtfg.
>be really depressed
>cutting myself
>trans internet friends tells me if i ever need to talk i can talk to her
>tell her im really depressed and im even thinking on suicide
>she starts talking about her problems
is every trans like that? Its not the first time this happens to me.
I always listen to everybody and try to help, and I rarely ask for help because this always happens.
>>5717663
You're not alone, you have your thoughts
Y'all got valentine's plans?
>>5717671
Masturbate and go to sleep.
>>5717668
I think iktf, like they try to relate to your situation by sharing their own personal struggle. But then end up monopolizing the conversation.
I'm happy to listen on Skype if you are comfortable posting
>>5717674
Gag gifts for Valentine's
>>5717676
thanks, im going to bed its 8am
i want someone to love
like im im repeatedly saying i love you to pillows and imaginary bfs
i have so much affection pent up i just want someone to adore
>>5717682
>like im im repeatedly saying i love you to pillows and imaginary gfs
i may or may not do the same exact thing. I have so much love to give but no one wants it from me.
>>5717683
can i be your imaginary gf but not imaginary tho
>>5717671
nothing
>tfw no bf/gf
>>5717685
a-are you cute?
