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old >>5702590
>tfw will never see neighbor shirtless
=[
first
Joaquin Phoenix is a hot man
Literally all girl clothes look like shit on me. I am human garbage. Time to off myself.
>>5704109
god damnit
>>5704091
Can't wait desu
:3
>>5704065
Ugh he's hot as fuck ;_;
Save me Kuppy
>>5704106
>tfw no succ till the 14th
>>5704110
You fucked up but i forgive you
>>5704105
Oh yeah no it's not like that was the problem, they said it was just the silly petty drama.
ppl who have had srs on this thread, how did you decide on it? half the time I want a vagina, half the time i love my penis
>>5704111
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Evjl2aJmVpY
...And a great rapper!
>>5704125
or delete it. fuck facebook
>>5704093
Barely
Every time I meet a new person, they tend to mention my huge jaw.
>>5704133
just get ffs lol :^)
>>5704132
Lol, yeah, I only use it cause it's the only contact method I have for some of my friends cause they don't have a regular phone number.
>masculine men
gross
>>5704127
Decided to go for it because I wouldn't be able to actually be comfortable in a romantic setting without it. My genital dysphoria only kicked into high gear when I was getting intimate with a partner and there was a strong mismatch between what my brain said I should be doing, and what my anatomy permitted me to do.
>>5704106
>xth for no qt bf to cuddle and play vidya
>>5704117
I can't help you
The allure of a hot boy is strong, it cannot be overcome
>>5704136
Shut up
>masculine men
eww
>>5704125
But it's good now. Kira has fucked off anyway, they'll be fine.
>>5704160
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIsRVM-uDvI
my tinkler scab is itchy someone help
>>5704162
sheen raped her, he murdered her and he killed her children
>tfw mere months away from living with yume and gem
>>5704162
I talked to her a lot through the past few months as well.She didn't even seem to be the main culprit or anything like that she was just really sad about everything and felt she needed more answers or clarification on things. She and Elf were both upset at the same anons.
>>5704162
Don't be so disrespectful. Kira is dead and was murdered by one of our own. It's disgusting that the culprit still has the gall to fat post here everyday.
>>5704173
i heard her brain tumor finally got her
i want to live in an agp transbian commune
>>5704106
nth for finally got on some hrt this week!
(just spiro but still)
nth for age is a meme, the only thing that can save you is the genetic lottery.
the nurse snuck a tetanus shot on me today.
my arm hurts.
>install grindr
>wanna date guys but straight guys don't want trannies
>grindr has a lot of bi guys
>mention I'm looking for bi guys, and whites only
>spend the day ignoring blacks and latinos who message me cause they can't read
>occasionally a white guy will message me
>start talking
>mention the primary
>"oh yeh I'm glad sanders won, I'm a socialist and it's good to see my ideology finally getting some representation in the world"
>proceed to BTFO every point
>turns out the guy was from sweden/germany
>tfw he was already cucked from the start
why are good men so hard to find
>>5704180
whoops forgot pic
Dysphoria flaring up big time today
>mfw
>>5704182
Snuck it and stabbed you with a needle? Literally what?
I feel so ugly and my progress in transition has been minimal and I'm disgusting
>>5704188
Murrica needs idealists regardless if they're left/right, too much of the same old shit over and over. People like Bernie Sanders gives me some hope for the U.S even if he's semi-derp like Ron Paul.
//cucked politically active socialist swefag
>>5704197
well no but it was a blur and i'm fairly passive so like it happened without me actually... doing much to stop it.
not that i care given the 2 main anti-vax arguments seem to be it makes you autistic and it makes you sterile, and i'm already one and might as well be the other.
i was harvesting willow with brand new secateurs and being clumsy i managed to slice my thumb open so i had to go get it patched up, and she looked at my records and noticed i was behind on the tetanus jab so she was like "let's give you another one" and before i could answer she'd already pulled it out of nowhere so i just lifted my sleeve up and complied.
>>5704209
ur a shit
>tfw I mentioned how bernie is globalist
>faggot said he was isolationist
>mom was over
>she was calling me sir and mister
>go to take a shower and there's nothing in it
>no rose soap, no nice shampoo, no pink razor
>flip the fuck out
>rip apart my entire trash can
>find birch boxes, a pretty princess gag game, hrt bottles that had been emptied, boxes for my injectables missing the vials
I'm just sitting on the bathroom floor crying and trying to cope rn
>prefering masculine men to cuteboys
why
>>5704223
holy wow shes crazy
>>5704223
that is fucked up
seriously
call the cops on her
>>5704220
rude :c
>>5704172
Who wouldn't trade Kira for Plant. You don't need to clarify the decision more than that.
>>5704230
Really I called the cops when she beat my face in and she told them I fell and they wouldn't arrest her
>>5704223
If its prescribed medication and she threw them out threaten to call the cops on her. Easier said than done, but yeah, that's one solution.
>>5704219
As an American, my only advice can be sue. jkjk
Oh I see, yeah I'm the same way. Hope it wasn't too bad though. I don't buy into those antivax things myself though.
Sorry to hear about your thumb though gosh that sounds rough, glad you're okay though!
>>5704236
I talked to her a lot about things at the time, it was independent decisions that were just odd timing. It wasn't that so much.
Hi hi mtfg
>>5704255
are you and bacon getting married?
>>5704203
>>5704195
welcome to the ride!
>>5704223
that's a fucking cunt move. call the cops just to have it documented?
sup faggots
>>5704255
neens be my friend and convince me I should send you a hand written letter about how much life sucks and what to do about it.
>>5704239
do you have spare hrt?
you need to cut your mom out of your life
Music time, /mtfg/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9JSMipcUG4
>>5704259
yes
hello, im one of the good ones.
>>5704265
Okay! You should write me a letter about how much life sucks and how much better it'd be if you moved in with us and let me feed you prosciutto and chicken florentine and biscuits and gravy and homemade Mongolian pork.
Well I am officially fully covered with Medi Cal health insurance. I made an appointment with a therapist and I am going to ask my doctor to approve me for srs. I have been reading stuff all about the coverage so I might be able to get it by this fall hopefully if i lie though my teeth. So far its put down on paper that I have been fulltime for a year already.
>be stealth
>like this hot guy from work
>we've been on two dates and made out
>finally muster up the guts to come out to him
>it's already too late but better now than never
>mfw this is his response
1/3
>>5704273
hello
did u end up eating last night
or did u starve to death
>>5704262
I miss you neens
-angie
>>5704281
2/3
>>5704284
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>>5704281
wew lad
>>5704277
that sound tempting, but tejas isn't my type of state.
Maybe Friday I might send you a letter though if I have the energy to do shit. I think I still have your address. Maybe a four or five page letter will be cool?
>>5704279
cool story kayla, I know you are lying through your fucking teeth about all this shit though.
>>5704292
3/3
>>5704285
no no i died
my roomate brought food home when she got off work this morning and she got home right when i was getting ready for work so i had food and took a half day at work and im about to go get more food and i'll be good
>>5704271
good
>>5704301
This is adorable! I'm glad it worked out, anon
>>5704292
>>5704281
>>5704301
awhhh this is adorable
im happy for you
>tfw you're about to be forced into going full time soon and even though you're ready you're scared
>>5704281
Congrats!
>>5704289
Hiya love!
>>5704290
I miss you too Angie, you're so fucking cute. Come over for southern cooking
>>5704297
>cool story kayla, I know you are lying through your fucking teeth about all this shit though.
Not at all, I am sick of getting shit on by you whenever I try to be positive, its the truth regardless what you want to believe. My appointment with my doctor is on the 17 so if you want to see and hear my conversation with the doctor about srs then by all means join me.
>>5704223
she took a big step over the line there Faye, its not tolerable
>>5704279
Guess that means you're one of those people who won't have to work for SRS then
>>5704316
I take it you saw my recent pic
>>5704297
That would be awesome, i would love to have a pen pal. I wanna meet you someday though melly.
>>5704301
Congrats anon. I'm glad he took it so well for you, and I'm jelly you found a guy who's accepting of you being trans.
>>5704273
Prove it friend!
>>5704317
>not even full time, name change, or getting two letters
>talking about srs
yup keep telling your tall tales.
>>5704326
Pfft, you've always been cute as a button. You're just even moreso now. XD
I need to lose weight, should I eat or just finger myself?
>>5704329
I like how I know what the deeper conversation they are talking about is. I mean who uses letters to communicate now a days when you have phones and skype?
think about it lol......
>>5704331
okay,
i will prove it by filtering you rn. thank.
>>5704301
That is the cutest thing I've ever seen. Congrats on that!
>>5704333
I'd believe kayla over your kike mexican ass any day
>>5704333
I'm going to work out the name change stuff there too on the 17th. They have an actual trans resource team that handles that stuff. Like I said they moved the facility and the entire place is for trans people. I can show her business card if that will appease you?
>>5704347
:( okay bye.
>>5704345
I write letters......on special occasions and when i wanna show someone i care. Letters are the dopest
>>5704306
The wedding is next month, she just doesn't know about it yet.
Northerners seem a bit ignorant of the shotgun marriage tradition
>cousin getting married end of june
>mum getting (re-)married beginning of july
why
this
year
of
all
years
i'm going to be a mess.
i won't be able to wear anything that actually looks good on me. i'll be too girly for my kilt jackets but too manly to wear a dress.
i tried the skit where i explained that because my mum has completely disregarded the sanctity of marriage by marrying for the third time in her life, i'm not going to turn up :^)
actually no the reason i gave is that she has short hair and i want her to grow her hair out and if she doesn't when the vicar says "speak now or forever hold your peace" i was threatening to stand up and deny that my mum was the woman her fiance proposed to.
basically i was making up as much shit as i could to test the waters to see if i could just not attend but they were like, i have to be there cause i have to be an usher.
... an usher.
lolnope.
fuck me this is going to be so humiliating.
>>5704366
Bacon's about to get tased.
>>5704360
I just want your generation to have a brighter future, more opportunities than I had. My old bones ache, I think I'm gonna lay down and die.
>>5704355
Ok
Let's say this does happen
Would you stop insulting Lily and Elanna for their free SRS?
>>5704373
>www. wellchild.org
this place seems legit
>>5704377
>Would you stop insulting Lily and Elanna for their free SRS?
Yes 100%
>>5704375
good.
>>5704382
But why should I insult you for yours?
>>5704380
http://www.wellchild.org/transgender-health-program/
>king xerxes in photo
>>5704373
I live around there and I've got nothing to do on the 17th but to wait outside the building waiting around for you to show up.
>>5704367
just go full blown drag queen
>>5704390
i was talking about the _
>>5704373
>business card has outdated address
http://www.wellchild.org/sj-transgender-clinic-move.pdf
kayla what u playin at.
>>5704382
>tfw Kayla could get SRS for free but you'll have to work your ass off for it
Life just isn't fair :/
>>5704396
I'd first like to have a word with you so it depends on how you react.
if kayla gets approved for srs i'm going to kill myself
New here, why do people have Kayla so much? Should I join to be accepted?
>>5704404
>believing anything kayla says
>>5704354
I AM NOT A KIKE AND I AM MILDLY MEXICAN
But that is a shame if you don't believe me considering all the tall tales Kayla tells.
>>5704355
>>5704373
I went to a new therapist who said st.johns is where poor and street working trannies go for their doctors. That fucking therapist cost me a shit load, but she wrote me a letter for srs.
180 a fucking hour .....
fuck my life
>>5704356
okay, but I should be coding
>>5704409
My therapist is covered for free because I am in poverty. Two letters shouldn't be that hard to get.
>>5704409
>But that is a shame if you don't believe me considering all the tall tales Kayla tells.
but you tell tall tales too and you are lazy and degenerate
>>5704411
why would the new place still hand out old business cards with the old business address on it? seems to defeat the purpose?
I'm in desperate need of a bf that looks like young Solid Snake to CQC me into submission (in bed) and whisper gun shit into my ear
biggu bossu/venom is acceptable
>>5704420
I got the card before they moved ya dingus
>>5704408
I'm just giving her the benefit of the doubt
She's probably bullshitting but whatever
>>5704422
just polish your feeding ramp to a mirror sheen anon :^)
>>5704409
Good luck melly!
How do I find or get a mommy gf?
>>5704429
>She's probably bullshitting but whatever
I'm serious as a heart attack.
>>5704423
You literally just posted a picture of an old business card which doesn't have anything to do with anything besides you having been there before.
I need to be raped.
I believe Kayla
>>5704437
that's how kayla operates. she posts semi relevant pictures or information and hopes her bullshit isn't called
>>5704407
It's not so much hate, it's frustration. She has a habit of embellishing or outright lying about things and refusing to take advice she gets when she does ask for it. Also likes to attack people for being 'beneath' her if she feels that to be true.
Knoxville :) miss you
>>5704423
If you are getting srs, good for you Kayla, even if I'm a bit jealous. There's a girl at the Kroger i go to who likes me named Kayla, reminds me of you whenever i see her :)
>>5704437
I have an appointment in a week to get my hrt refilled, check my levels, fill out name and gender change paperwork, and ask about getting srs. What else do you want me to say? You girls tell me I don't do enough to move forward and I try my best to do that with what limited funds I got.
>>5704409
>I AM NOT A KIKE
Melly don't tell lies
>>5704450
well thanks
>>5704417
I am just as poor as you are. I can't find a job to save my life.
Oh, you need to live full time for over a year and now change your name ...
good luck with that.
>>5704419
Like what tall tales? I literally tell the truth lol ...
picture is proof I have been to portland if you don't believe me.
>>5704432
yeah i am going to apply for more jobs in a few. I am going to ask my cousin to see if I can get a job in phoenix tomorrow.
>>5704452
Did anyone pass at your doctors when we went? I don't remember seeing any.
>>5704457
i was raised catholic.
https://strawpoll.me/6783425
Help.
>>5704356
They're going ok, got a bf, and some ppl chasing me which is flattering, got some boobs, and a job with insurance, a script for hormones, and a kigurumi. It's going p well. I have strep throat though
God I hate having such huge muscular calves....
>>5704452
>What else do you want me to say?
You have a very bad track record
You're like the boy who cried wolf
Or Bexe who says she looks like jormy
If you gave me a pill to make me turn into a perfectly passing grill, and a pill to make me perfectly okay with being a male.
I'd pick the latter so I can be Elanna's perfect bf.
>>5704457
Hrm the first tase wasn't enough apparently..
.
>friend gets mad when I tell him that I cried myself to sleep last night
I just want to be not alone
>>5704448
Ooooooooohhhhhhhh, just basic bitch behavior. OK good to know thanks!
>>5704466
>i was raised catholic.
i didn't think you were a jew but answers like that make me think otherwise. being raised catholic doesn't mean anything, your mum could still be a heeb.
>>5704480
>I just want to be not alone
I can't hug you when you're alone. I'm really sorry to hear that though, I know what it's like to have people get frustrated with you for being depressed.
>>5704468
YOU GO GHOOOORL!!
>>5704436
Well if so
Then I am jealous
But whatever
>>5704480
>want to be not alone
well where do you live and how long hrt?
>>5704466
>Did anyone pass at your doctors when we went? I don't remember seeing any.
nope, they all looked pretty terrible
>Oh, you need to live full time for over a year and now change your name ...good luck with that.
They have it as record I have been living full time, last times I went I was in girl mode, I am in girl mode at home, I never leave my house usually. Who is to say I am not full time as it is?
>>5704468
Mad jelly right now fem
>>5704482
what my mother looked like when she had me
http://i.imgur.com/6Dcw8rl.jpg
what my father looked like at four.
http://i.imgur.com/uopbcRh.jpg
>>5704468
All great things except for the strep throat but can't have everything work out amazing like that. Jelly on the boobs and bf though mine are finally kinda filling out or something, I juust need to leave skeletor status probably but was sick recently myself and had a hard time eating enough. As for bf idk if I'm just nervous or picky or what idk. Keep convincing myself something thats going on is creepy and back away before it gets to that point.
>>5704481
Yepyep, no problem! I fell for it a few times and ended up with great quotes like the image attached.
>>5704472
>Or Bexe who says she looks like jormy
>dark eye circles, frumpy, messy hair, big nose, long face, dressed like loser, messy thick eyebrows, mid-late twenties
I can kinda see it
>>5704478
I bought a good one for her, it left two burn marks on my side.
>>5704466
you can't trick me I'm ready for you JIDF
Brb gensokyo
>>5704341
>Angie
But I'm king of the hons now
>>5704490
lol i didn't actually think you were a jew but your mum looks more than just "slightly mexican".
it's okay desu, my dad is basically a poo in the loo.
>>5704491
there's much better kayla bs then that, kek
>>5704488
>They have it as record I have been living full time, last times I went I was in girl mode, I am in girl mode at home, I never leave my house usually. Who is to say I am not full time as it is?
Your name not being changed nor your id. If you look at most domestic doctors that do srs you will find they want to know the date you changed your name.
>>5704494
Does this look like the face of a kike? What proof do you offer that I am a jewess?
If kayla does in fact go full time and gets srs scheduled I will be so proud of her
>>5704501
Oh thats just one of my favorites that I've personally gotten out of conversations with her
>>5704503
>Your name not being changed nor your id. If you look at most domestic doctors that do srs you will find they want to know the date you changed your name.
then I will bitch and moan and hire my mothers attorney
someone hold meeeee
>>5704503
You encourage degeneracy with your LORDLY actions
>>5704514
>hiring your mother's attorney
i thought you said you were in poverty.
>>5704495
>tfw you've had friend demand you see a professional before
I'm sorry you're going through this... it's harsh of them to shut you to like that
>>5704526
I want to apologize but I don't want him to be mad at me
>>5704521
>kayla doesn't need to be consistent with the lies
just play along silly
>>5704527
>Name in what ways I have been a degenerate.
>Last person I kissed was a cute skinny white boy with red hair.
let's start with miscegenation :^)
>>5704495
If it makes you feel any better (it won't but it's still good to know), he's right. He's not equipped to have your baggage dumped on him, and you should talk to a professional. It's not that he doesn't care, it's that it hurts him to see you like this and it makes him feel terrible that he can't do anything about it. I've been on both ends of this, I know it really hurts.
You want him to hold you right now, and listen the endless waves of feelings you have. But he's a person too, and it's just not possible. You should tell him straight. Make a goal to yourself to see a professional, schedule and appointment and then call him or meet him. No text. Tell him you're going to a professional and you want to get better, and tell him that you need him with you for that to happen. Look him in the eyes and tell him you love him.
>>5704537
why does your bra look like a leaf bikini?
>>5704528
He only said tonight, so it would be reasonable to try apologizing tomorrow, maybe?
>>5703991
&
>>5703950
here
I'm sorry i and people like me give you so much crap
it's impressive you all have the willpower to face all this, i'm jealous. In future rest assured you'll get the last laugh when it catches up to me and people like me and we end up depressed and nobody wants to help.
good luck trannies
>>5704536
snitches get stitches. as much as i might dislike how kayla conducts herself, being a grass makes me immediately want to stab you repeatedly and dump you in the canal with a couple of breeze blocks tied to your feet.
>>5704542
I think it's actually the tags that came with the kigurumi, i had just gotten it after i got home from work and wanted to try it on
>>5704536
You don't know me or my life, I have been full time and doing things by the book. Also my trip has repeatedly been misused by trolls.
>>5704553
Thanks tranny!
>>5704553
Good luck with your transition anon.
>>5704556
>I'm not in a position to make that phone call tonight
Not tonight, relax and sleep tonight. Tomorrow find a local therapist and schedule an appointment. Then take a deep breath and call him.
>>5704561
Those weren't written by me, the trip codes don't line up.
>>5704563
itt: i've purposely given out my tripcode to provide a smokescreen so I can shitpost and lie even more
>>5704565
I'm not going to transition, but thanks.
Just decided a while ago I can't do it. Still haven't changed my mind. Have been on HRT for a while though.
Thanks anyway anon, y-you too
>>5704537
NP, 420chaseit!
>>5704561
fuck it. whatever, bring her down if you want it's on your conscience not mine.
>>5704554
anon is probably doing kayla a favor
any legit doc would never operate on a nutjob like kayla
>>5704583
are your dick and balls still ok? i want to see how i feel on HRT but i don't wanna ruin my gonads until im certain its the right decision
>>5704583
You can do anything anon. If you want to transition, you can't say that you can't do it. You already are. You'll come around.
>>5704594
Mine got nuked for the first few weeks and now they seem to work okay-ish now.
Is it possible to ever be happy with your appearance without passing?
>>5704556
>Perfectly reasonable but I'll feel bad about it
I have a feeling right now he wants you to get better more than he does an apology. If you say sorry and then go right back to being miserable, it's worth nothing. Make an effort to get help and show him that you're trying.
I pushed away all my friends in highschool with my depression, friends I was so close with that I know I could have gotten so much support from if I told them I was trans. But I bottled it up and pushed them away. Now I have noone, don't let the same thing happen with your friend.
>>5704566
I have crippling trust issues and have never been able to open up to a therapist
I've seen probably a dozen and said a lot, but almost nothing that wasn't already on the table
I didn't even "come out" to my therapist
I didn't have one when I came out to my parents and found one specifically for gender issues
The only reason I can speak freely here is because none of you know who I am
>>5704603
I am never coming here again, what you are doing is illegal, I will leave forever if you drop it.
>>5704594
My balls are small as fuck but my dick works fine-ish, just takes longer to get an erection and it's a little smaller when i don't have one.
>>5704596
No i mean I'm terrified, i don't want to, I don't see myself doing it ever.
>>5704600
Probably. When you reach a point where you pass even though you don't think you pass you'll probably accept that in your own mind you wont be good enough but for now, you are.
>>5704609
>little smaller when i don't have one
post it
>>5704608
I am also canceling my appointment there. Too, I will just buy my hrt from online.
>>5704609
Like I said, you'll come around. You're already doing one of the scary parts, hormones. Anything you're afraid of you don't need to be.
>>5704491
Plz post more classic kaylas -__-
>>5704603
>>5704608
>1 min apart
>>5704602
Even if I said that I never meant to make him worry and that I would go see my therapist asap, I think he'd be mad about it because I didn't have a real "need" to tell him
All I can do is act like I'm fine
Anything else and I hurt him, like this...
FINALLY GOING TO WATCH THE DANISH GIRL WITH MY MOM TOMORROW
Sigh. But she said if she's uncomfortable she's going to walk out. It's going to be fun.
>>5704624
good luck anon
I'm trying to avoid my mom seeing anything trans-related in movies or tv cause i dont want her getting misconceptions or worrying about me
>>5704612
N-No...
>>5704615
Been on them for 7 months. I don't really experience dysphoria so much anymore, I like what I look like half of the time.
In the future, when i'm older, who knows. If I end up as depressed as i was I'll probably just spam drugs or save for extensive surgeries, but I don't think I could ever come out. I envy those of you who can though.
>>5704616
I don't even have most of them like I was saying to the anon, It's just one she said to me. I'm sure some other people have a bit of an archive saved of her.
>>5704642
and by effects i mean emotional impact or anything really that might make me feel like this is what i should do
>>5704642
if you didn't pass before hrt,
you probably won't with it
>>5704642
I don't know anon, I don't think they're fucked up, i mean mine does work it's just not as... active anymore, and it takes longer to get off.
someone hold meeeee
the ghost in the shell movies are so fucking good jesus christ
>>5704619
>Even if I said that I never meant to make him worry and that I would go see my therapist asap, I think he'd be mad about it because I didn't have a real "need" to tell him
That's why you come clean, you need him don't you? Tell him you love him.
>>5704658
autism
>>5704619
I'm not sure what the exact nature of your situation is...
as much as it could be bad for his well-being for you to be constantly dumping your problems on him you should be able to look to him for some support as well
the 2nd of march is my 2 year tranniversary
I know this is going to seem pathetic but I actually did try as hard as I could
I've done two years
monday I am killing myself
goodbye
sheen##fugging
>>5704658
Fear of judgement and awkwardness. I'm so self conscious about this shit it's not even funny anymore, just cant stop.
How do you grills choose which changing room to go in? ;_:
I pass some of the time, but I'm not sure if I pass enough to use the girl's changing rooms, but I don't particularly pass as a guy any more either.
What doooooo?
>>5704515
>>5704659
You have to hold me back. I'll pet your hair if you promise to pet mine sometimes too.
>>5704662
>you will never be the major
>>5704669
You'll be fine. One day you'll realize you care more about how you feel about yourself than other people do about you. Or you'll reach that point, at least.
>kayla suddenly goes silent
so what's actually happening?
>>5704668
What will that solve?
>>5704477
A-anon I like girls too ;~;
>>5704668
sheen please don't
i don't know what to say to you but just please don't do this
>>5704662
Right? I want to BE the Major.
>>5704688
One day, anon, one day.
>tfw birthday
yay
>>5704647
Ah that's OK. I looked through just this thread and got pretty good picture........
>>5704678
the anon doxing her is going to get arrested, that's whats happening
>>5704616
>>5704677
I don't want to reach that point. I'm scared of judgement because i want to be normal, and being normal would make me happy, having the integrity of my relationships with my friends and family without awkward feelings or even disgust is what makes me happy. I don't want anything to get worse.
>posting my saya
back off kid
also yea they are, the series is pretty great too
>>5704688
i think we all do
>>5704690
i hope so ;w;
>>5704697
trip on kayla. there is nothing illegal about what they're doing. it's just morally reprehensible.
>>5704668
if it seems like people are ignoring this post its because a lot of people in this general are stupid
sheen please don't do it
>>5704692
Happy birthday!
>>5704668
I love you, Dylan does too
>>5704668
you live in a country full of dangerous animals. you're more clever than you think sheen =]
>>5704708
t-thanks
>>5704681
Girls are cute, but we all need somebody to hug us from behind and make us feel safe.
I think I'd be okay with my dysphoria if it meant I could be the man who holds you close, makes you feel precious, and makes you realize everything is going to be okay.
>>5704706
kayla is going to kill herself and that anon is going to jail
>>5704703
>>5704662
whoop meant to reply
>>5704702
Who gives a fuck about being normal if being normal isn't you? Plus, the goal here is just to become a normal girl. People aren't gonna judge me all the time for being the weird tranny. They'll just know me as a girl and not think anything of it. Because nobody thinks about me but that's beside the point.
>>5704720
neither of those things are going to happen.
trip on kayla, stop being such a drama queen.
>>5704715
God I want that so bad...
>>5704677
>>5704688
>>5704721
I recall a younger me when having watched the GITS movies wishing that a future in which human cybernetics and artificial consciousness are real, but with what I believe now I can only say that whatever greater entity lies beyond is far greater than humans shall ever be able to comprehend, but I do not believe consciousness ends when the human body fails and deteriorates, because of that I don't believe I fear death, however that does not mean that I wish to die, merely I do not expect a vast nothingness when I die but something greater, what it is I do not know, and I'm sure I will never know, even when my consciousness does know it will quickly be lost. It's a calming and reassuring though.
>>5704672
I got a different receptionist each time I went, and the first few times they'd tell me where both are and I'd skittishly run off to the mens' room, but recently I've just been directed to the womens' room. I'm not in there long since I'm just using a locker so I don't feel too awkward
>>5704106
That's like the perfect body. It's a shame about the pubey beard.
