I'm so lonely.
Wanna cuddle and fuck?
>>5684125
Me too :c
It hurts.
>>5684710
>>5684125
I've been lonely for so long I'm numb
The only time it hurts is when I stop being lonely for a moment
>>5684125
Me too.
Same here. Stopped seeing my FWB because she admitted she's not really cool with me being bi and now I'm lonely. I just want a qt bf or gf to cuddle :(
>>5684875
Biscum should die alone
Tell me about it. I've been holed up mostly all winter, going outside only when necessary.
My friends all suck or live too far away.
There are hardly any cute boys in my town. Let alone ones that want to snuggle with me.
go out more, take classes of anything, read a book on small talk, do cognitive therapy.
How is loneliness a problem when you're over 18?
Me 2
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>>5684942
Gib money, maybe ill do these
>>5684953
find a job. there's something else that will cure your loneliness.
>>5684961
>implying im not looking
Also, you get any enjoyment out of this?
>>5684729
He said no
You don't want to follow me
where it is I'm going
>>5684969
I do. Choose your job wisely. If you have severe social anxiety/depression you should start therapy and learning how to interact with people as soon as possible
>>5685009
What are you doing here? Where do you think you are?
>>5685024
I'm in the process of recovering from being a depressing autist like OP. I come here every now and then because bad habits are hard to break.
>>5685053
>i am a chad now guise xDDD fuking autists i only come here to make fun at you kek :PPP i used to be like you but now i am a productive member of society :^)
Craigslist and grindr hookups are the only thing that stave off my loneliness, plus the occasional high of obsessing over said hookups becoming something long term and healthy.
>>be me, 23 yo, no bf
>>hooked up w 37 yo "straight" guy recently divorced w kids, instantly hit it off
>>hes gorgeous and somewhat successful
>>loves to cuddle and make out
>>gonna see him after work tomorrow, maybe sleep at his place
>>mfw i live for this shit even tho itll probly lead to heartbreak
>>5685111
Actually, I have always been a productive member of society. I was painfully shy and didn't know how to socialize.
I would never make fun of 4chan autists, I know how terrible it feels to be alone and hopeless. I was only trying to help, don't be a child.
Tfw everyone stops replying to your message because how much of a fuck up have become.
>>5685153
It is not that simple for most of us. You just happened to be a shy normalfag. All succesful autists have been including Bill Gates. Most of us do not have the abillity to overcome this condition so we need a place to socialise and express our frustrations without people like yourself intervening. Leave.
>>5685183
What message? If you are the Craingslist and Grindr faggot you are a slut and should kill yourself.
>>5685127
My prayers are with you anon
>>5685258
Does my situation sound hopeless or something? I mean please do pray for me, but it seems like youre implying this isnt what normal ppl do. Yes im a slut but when im committed to someone i can trust, he's the only one.
>>5685400
This is what all sluts say. 8 years later they demand an open relationship and cheat on you.
>>5685412
Im too lazy to see a therapist so ill just take your all knowing prophecy and roll with it. Thanks anons
>>5685400
>Yes im a slut but when im committed to someone i can trust, he's the only one.
LMAOOOOOOOO
>>5685188
well, I had the exact same mindset than you just two years ago, and cognitive therapy solved it. Have you visited a therapist and told them about how you feel? You are obviously depressed and not happy with your condition to be posting itt so why not try to fix it? If you can't pay for sessions I could recommend books to you.
>It is not that simple for most of us.
It is not being simple for me. Actually, this has taken me 24 months so far and I'm still far from where I want to be.
>>5685522
I've been seeing multiple therapists for 5 years and taking anti depressants. Leave..
>>5684942
how is it so hard to understand that people have personal and social problems or just cant go into dating? especially people in here being 4chinks and queer
Me too. I guess we could all kill ourselves at least.
I think most of us are here. Loneliness is hell.
So how does everyone else deal with the loneliness? Need advice please.
>>5685839
I can't really give you any solid advice, because it doesn't always work, but I'll give you some of the stuff I do:
Play some video games. Maybe the stuff you enjoy, but I've been playing less hardcore/violent games and some more happy casual ones like Pokemon, Animal Crossing (I recently got New Leaf, the first AC game I've ever played, and I absolutely adore this game), etc. Try something new.
Watch movies you like, or try something new, but don't spend hours watching it, or else you won't really enjoy it any more.
Valentines day is really shitty, because I never remember the date (why should I?) until people post it all over Facebook. It's just a fucking hallmark "holiday" that corporations milk to death, which is the only reason why it still exists.
Try finding a new hobby, maybe exercise
Granted, this doesn't always work, and I sometimes cry myself to sleep (how pathetic), but it can be a decent distraction
>>5685899
That's pretty much how I deal with it already, but after being alone so long it has gotten harder and harder. I've been trying to get out more, but living in the middle of nowhere and being broke makes it really difficult. Sometimes I just want someone to talk to but social anxiety is fucking horrible.
>>5685949
>but after being alone so long it has gotten harder and harder.
Same pretty much. And all my friends have moved away or gotten married and had kids and so on, so all I have are online friends, and it's really not the same.
>I've been trying to get out more, but living in the middle of nowhere and being broke makes it really difficult. Sometimes I just want someone to talk to but social anxiety is fucking horrible.
I live in a pretty decent sized city, but again, no friends, so school aside, I have no reason to go outside. And there aren't really any clubs at my school that
a: aren't a major interest
b: aren't filled with neckbeards who smell like they've never heard of a shower
And yeah, I'm all but broke as well. I have no one to talk to, so I spend most of my time on my computer because I've got nothing better to do.
![bigstock-Sad-Teenager-77760878[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/eqStSBW.jpg "bigstock-Sad-Teenager-77760878[1].jpg")
>>5685839
spend all my time in chats and imgboards
daydreaming
workout, get stoned or go get drunk when it hits really bad
>>5685839
I realized that the meaning of life lies largely in art.
Only from there will you find satisfaction
>>5686027
When I get a job, hopefully hopefully soon, I'll finally be able to buy some pot. I've heard that as long as I don't smoke it so much that I develop a tolerance, it can help with depression.
>>5685991
I'd like to move somewhere larger and make friends or something, I dunno. Anything to stop being so lonely and sad all the time. I doubt I'll be able to afford it any time soon, though.
>>5686027
Sadly booze and weed don't stop the feelings, it just numbs them a little. Plus there's the issue of money.
>>5686071
I used to live closer to Washington/Idaho state line in a really small town. Fuck that town, I grew up in SoCal, and hate small/middle of nowhere towns. I had to get a ride just to get to the damn bus stop. There's nothing to do, and everyone listens to country. It's much better here, but after graduating high school, I haven't really had any friends
>>5686096
Too far.
>>5686028
creative hobby/job sure helps, but once loneliness makes you depressed you lose the joy of it, I cant even tell if anything I make is good or not
>>5686100
So? You can get to know each other online and have an online bf. If you decide that you love him you can later move to his country and settle down together.
>>5686109
Yeah do this, faggots. It's a good feel.
>>5686109
>country
You mean state?
And I'm not sure if a LDR would work, especially considering this is an anonymous poster on 4chan.
>>5686133
What makes you say that? Almost anything can work if you want it to.
If anyone wants to start a chat room or something somewhere, maybe we'd all benefit just from having someone to talk to
>>5686133
Why would LDR not work? An anonymous poster from 4chan is more likely to want a lifelong relationship than your average gay bar patron or Grindr slut. I'd get to know someone for at least 1-2 years before considering settling down with a LDR so there is little danger involved.
>>5686144
But we've "known" each other for all of half an hour
>>5686146
make a communication thread then, with the intentions clear in OP
not this
>im so lonely
shit and have people guessing what the fuck the thread is about
>skype
>mumble
>kik
>whatever the fuck else
>>5686156
So get each others skypes or whatever and get to know each other more.
>>5686156
You don't immediately meet someone. You form a long distance relationship and get to know him for around a year first as an online bf. You basically have all the advantages of a bf except for sex.
>>5686169
I have asked for Skypes and Steam on other threads but nobody responds.
>>5685127
>tfw 23 yo, no bf
>tfw no 37 year old "straight" bf
>>5684125
daw* don't be upset op. you have us other anons. you don't need a relationship. you can be an independent "insert pronoun here". you always have us op.
>>5686044
I numbs it, it does make you feel better for a while, you might start enjoying simple things more but it doesn't solve your problems, its selfdeception. Then you develops tolerance and it becomes boring. It fucks your dopamine afaik (which is responsible for motivation)
>>5686071
>Sadly booze and weed don't stop the feelings, it just numbs them a little.
yeah, I dont even like drinking unless I have someone to talk to, last time it was just drunk neighbor who I have nothing in common with
>>5686109
long distance doesnt really work, I've tried few times (and feels really bad when a person falls something his imagination creates)
also Im not in the States
>>5686212
I know it won't solve things, that goes without saying. I'll only do it at most once a week on weekends.
>>5686213
3 specific people
>>5686222
Oh, in this case, it's just me, and I prefer to follow through with that kinda thing.
>>5686212
>long distance doesnt really work
I met my bf of 6 years online. We met in WoW and later talked on Skype for around 3 hours a day every day. We live together now.
>>5686155
I dont even believe in lifelong, lets be honest. love wont last more than few years and people change
>tfw no one at all
it's getting dark inside
oh god help me
>>5686245
That's the spirit.
>>5686235
I have a friend who met her now fiance on a forum. He lives in 'murica and she lives in Europe, but things went really well for them, if a bit rocky at first.
>>5686245
you sound boring tbqh
would anyone be interested in a Discord room? least with that we could all remain anon.
>>5686245
>lets be honest. love wont last more than few years and people change
If you are a normie or a selfish pleb yes, but I would never allow myself to change. I want to commit myself to one man for life.
>>5686213
>I guess so, I'm just a bit hesitant to do that because it means a long while of having plans to meet up, but not being able to for a while, and it being an expensive trip just to see them.
If your personalities fit and you want to be together why would the financial part bother you? You can easily tell if you love a person even before meeting him if you have established a strong online relationship beforehands.
>>5686270
most general rooms turn to shit, but it's a good general idea for platform honestly
I'm still in favor of personal 1-1 platforms, personally.
>>5686289
That makes sense. I guess I'm just trying not to sound or fool myself into being desperate.
>>5686235
Great that it worked for you. Didn't work for me when we met irl. But I have too many personality issues while showing only my 'cool' side online so people form a false image.
>>5686327
I am the same IRL and online so no such issues for me.
>>5686212
>long distance doesnt really work, I've tried few times (and feels really bad when a person falls something his imagination creates)
This does not occur if you establish a strong enough internet relationship and invest much on it first. If you get to know each other enough online your expectations and imagination will be very close to reality. I speak from experience.
My main problem with LDRs is how embarrassing they are. No one ever believes you're in one, and most of the time you don't even really believe you're in one because there's zero accountability.
They're a nice thought/idea, and best suited for couples who need to be long distance but were formerly local.
>>5686374
Why not just avoid the subject with other people IRL?
>>5686374
>no one ever believes you are in one
And why does that concern you? Why do you care?
>you don't even believe you are in one
Well that is up to you isn't it? It is up to you to take it seriously and invest in it.
>>5686382
I do, that's the norm. But it also sucks. Everyone thinks you're a loser because you haven't dated in a long time, meanwhile you're falling for someone across the world and can't say shit about it.
>>5686386
>It is up to you to take it seriously and invest in it.
Anon, that's a nice thought, but there is zero accountability and there's nothing you can do about it short of installing a webcam on the person you're interested in and vice versa.
>>5686394
>Everyone thinks you're a loser because you haven't dated in a long time
I doubt most people here give a fuck about this. People here are virgins for the most part.
>Anon, that's a nice thought, but there is zero accountability and there's nothing you can do about it short of installing a webcam on the person you're interested in and vice versa.
If you both take it seriously I can guarantee that it works flawlessly.
>>5686374
>embarrassing
oh god, why do we care so much what others think
I know this has ruined my life more than anything, I wish I didn't care (I would've become a total fag though)
>>5686394
I'm 24 and I've never been in a relationship. And I don't really have any friends IRL anymore, so avoiding the subject, especially when someone is as close as Oregon shouldn't be too difficult.
>>5686409
>I doubt most people here give a fuck about this. People here are virgins for the most part.
Fair, but I was talking about my perspective. Not entirely from the eyes of some virgin neets.
>>5686411
Same. Gets especially hard when you're hanging with some close friends and they're talking about their bfs/gfs, or they're cuddling with them right there are you just feel so pathetic.
>>5686426
Good luck anon, I'm sure you'll find your lover!
>>5686448
You seem like a top tier normie anon.
>>5686448
I guess we'll see.
>>5686455
highest compliment tbqh
>>5686448
So do you care more about what your friends think or finding a husband?
>>5686463
False dichotomy.
>>5686473
You are too normie, proud and selfish for most people here desu, perhaps you are right.
>>5686488
Honestly I'll take that all as a compliment because I'm a shut-in programmer with friends that text me once in a blue moon to check if I'm still alive and if I'll go to their party.
I mean really, just trying to keep people's expectations realistic about LDRs.
>>5686516
>I'm a shut-in programmer
ayy, same here. What languages do you work with?
>>5686536
Python, html
you?
>>5686600
Go, JavaScipt, and I'm working on getting better with C.
Does HTML actually can't? That's more like a markup language.
>>5686488
being to conscious of social norms and others expectations is not 'proud and selfish'
>>5684125
Sometimes I'm lonely
Sometimes I feel really happy like I'm never really alone even though it feels like I am
Sometimes I feel alone and very happy with it
I do have dreams about snuggling a lot, though
>>5686610
I actually have no idea what those are, I was just bored. Im not the guy you responded to. But no one was responding to me. Feelsbadman
>>5686536
Java mainly. I still think I'm awful at it, after all these months. Otherwise, you'll find me falling deeper into backend web while trying to maintain a stable relationship with frontend. How can anyone not fall in love with Node.js?!
>>5686697
They're just weak, weak I tell you. Go is from what I've heard pretty great, I should get around to playing with it. I don't mind necessarily keeping up with others at this time, not really at a stage where I can break in a new language as easily as some of the people ditching n.js
>>5686786
Go is fantastic, and definitely needs more love. I'm writing a dedicated imageboard server with it. You don't need nginx/Apache/IIS, just the my imageboard server and MySQL/MariaDB.
>>5686816
You really should use nginx infront of it at least as a proxy. Too many useful features.
>>5685839
Find a hobby, if you have time to wonder about your loneliness you have time to be good at something.
Depending on what you choose, you might even find a qt/people to share your new found obsession.
>>5686851
Of course. If I wanted to use port 80, I'd either need to run it as super user (which I haven't tested) or use nginx as a proxy, which is what I've done. You can have it listen on a port > 1024 and have nginx act as a proxy for that, or configure it to use FastCGI.
I feel bad reading through this thread, because I have a good group of friends, buffer than I ever expected to have, actually. But I still get that crippling loneliness at night when I feel like I'll never find someone to love me. I wentered on a few dates with a guy recently and really like him, but he told me today that he doesn't want anything romantic.
I love the town I'm living in. I love the friends I have here, but dating fucking sucks.
>>5685400
You sound like you're a desperate sweetheart looking for love from the wrong people. I feel your pain and really wish I had useful advice for you, but I'm in the same situation.
>>5685839
When I was at my worst point I volunteered at a library to fill my time. I made some really good friends with the staff and ended up getting a job there. Things turned around for me when I went back to school at a CC and started making friends there. When I transfered into a geology program I made a ton of friends who I seriously love. Now I'm basically figuring out how to stick around so I don't have to leave said friends.
>>5688289
I plan on going back to school at some point soon, but I know social anxiety is gonna make meeting people/making friends really difficult.
>>5688289
Yeah, finding a job with nice people could be huge. I used to work in one media/software dev and it was really great collective, we are still friends after almost 10 years, even though some people moved to other countries.
Nothing relationship-wise tho -_-
>>5686882
i suck at my hobby
>>5684670
Cuddle sounds good plz
>>5685733
I will once I'm close to 50 and still single.
>>5684710
Location ?
>>5685733
Suicide is for impatient fucks.
>>5690512
Are you still a virgin too?
>>5690909
No. But what's the point if they don't stick around and are unreliable as fuck?
>>5690970
That being a slut further decreases your chances of finding someone who will trust you to form a relationship.
>>5690997
I find someone I'm interested in like once every year :s
>tfw hooks up once a year
>is still a slut
>>5691020
>is still a slut
Yes. Even if you hook up only once you are a slut.
>>5691051
Kindly go fuck yourself
>>5691123
Have fun dying alone
>>5691150
Technically, we all die alone, Anon-sama.
>26
>mtf since 20
>virgin
>haven't had any friends since staring transition
>don't even like the lone wolf thing, I'm just not good enough for anyone
>invulnerable to suicide
>tfw time doesn't fly
>>5684125
bengis
>tfw you're schizoid and loneliness is the price of sweet solitude
Dear god I am lonely.
I wish I were straight. I have this irrational idea that somebody would love me if I were. Biscum have feelings too ;_;
>>5696742
I wish we didn't.
So if someone were to make a discord server or something for all the lonelyfags to have someone to talk to, would anyone actually join or waste of time?
>>5697061
There's no point for me, I'm an unlikable autist and I just have to accept that.
>>5697095
what makes you say that?
>>5697127
Several years of slowly losing my school-era friends and failing to make any since then.
>>5697061
I have plenty of friends, I'm just romantically lonely and I wouldn't want to fall for somebody I'd be in a LDR with.
>>5690716
Damn, reading this has filled me with hope.
>>5690512
Iv always planned on offing myself at 50 even when I was alright. But I might die even earlier cause I have heart problems.
>>5697202
Loneliness is sort of a slope, the longer you stay alone the harder it becomes to connect even with people who like you.
>>5685839
oh man
im so happy I have a friend
she is fucking great for me cus I can obsess over her and she doesnt care plus im gay so it will never work out
Its like a eternal tease that never gets to the good part
plus I get to make out with her and cuddle
it beats being lonely and its making me inmensly happy although im sure it wont hold up, eventually she is going to get bored of me or im going to get used to her
>>5697095
I used to think exactly that until I tried antidepressants
go to psychiatrist
it may change your life
I know it did for me, now im a total alpha with enough beta in it to be interesting (among betas of course, I will never hang out with alphas)
>>5698845
After so long it feels like there is no point in even trying anymore.
>>5699545
I did, they wouldn't put me on antidepressants. I went to my GP again after the sessions were over and when he read out my list of previous symptoms it began and ended with "spending to much time on the computer". No mention of the suicidal ideation or self imposed isolation, etc.
I make a new appointment in the morning.
He said for 60th day in a row.
>>5697127
Because I've tried making friends, and keeping old ones, but no one seems to want anything to do with me. And now I haven't friends for so long I feel like I wouldn't even know how to hang out with people my own age. I'm 21 now, that's adult years. I haven't really had friends since I was 17 and back then just bumming around a town centre was good enough entertainment, or watching eachother play GTA or whatever.
>>5700167
Similar situation, except 22 and started cutting myself off from people at 15 because of social anxiety. Spent all my time in a dark room playing video games. Missed out on a lot of shit. After a while, started to get really lonely and it's only gotten worse with time. Now I don't have anyone to even talk to about it.
>>5684125
then MAYBE you should talk to that person that's sprung on you that you cant stand but you know will always be there for you.
MAYBE if you stop being a dick you wont be so goddamn lonely.
FYI I was 24 and a suicidally depressed friendless virgin when I went back to community college. I now go to Stanford and have friends, am out as bi and have a moderately active dating life including sexual activity (still never been in love tho. I admit I am still a little lonely). I am no longer depressed. I don't claim being that lucky is realistic for most people but turning things around well into your 20s is not as impossible as it seems. It takes a lot of work but it can happen and you can do it.
>>5700819
>It takes a lot of work but it can happen and you can do it
You could start off by telling us how, you mook. Anecdotes are useless without a lesson.
>>5705799
therapy + meds + becoming a workaholic
>>5705843
I don't know if I can afford therapy or meds, but I do want a new job. I want to work at the local car wash.
>>5699523
>make out with her and cuddle
what
I have a female 'friend' but it ended with her getting feelings and wanting to be in real relationship, while for me it was just having fun and someone to spend time with. And she cant let go. Feels sorta bad.
I'd really do something about it, but I think I forgot how to fit into normal society.
>there's a girl in my course greeting me, asking me about my feelz etc.
>It's complicated and hard enough to answer properly
>My answers still seem to be embarrassing and cringeworthy
>>5700569
>>5700167
I dropped out at 3rd year uni, had part time job for maybe 2 years then was neet till 25 spending all the time online and playing vidya.
It was scary just to go outside, sociophobia, agoraphobia whatever. Im self medicated (found some diazepam (aka valium) at parents and bought fluoxetin - drugstores dont have strict policy on it here, just so I could go outside and commute to work. I really don't know how to live normally. Therapy here is shit-tier and I have zero trust in it.
Btw is there a particular board to talk about these issues? r9k is a joke and adv wont give you any real help.
>>5706076
Wish I knew.
I had no idea this board was socialanxietysupport.com 2.0...
Any reason there are so many lonely gays, or is it just a "being on 4chan" thing in general?
>>5706521
>being on 4chan
probably this, there are way too many social outcasts and you could see this topic come up on any board
the normies are hooking up on fb or whats trendy now I don't even know
>>5684125
Me too no one loves me! Someone fill my holes
>>5684125
me too, im just so weird and sexually confused
>>5706560
Location?
>>5698685
>But I might die even earlier cause I have heart problems.
Goddamn lucky bastard.
who Oregon here
>>5684125
>I'm so lonely.
Same here. Lets be friends.
>>5684125
>I'm so lonely.
same, i'm honestly thinking of detransitioning just to make some friends
problem is, i haven't had a friend in 3 years or talked to anyone but my mother (lel) i'm too much of an autist to even skype anyone
>>5684125
im drnk and i want to die hey why dont more people post wassted on 4chan you neve rsee it
>No friends throughout high school
>"College will be better, its easy to make friends there"
>Go to college
>No friends throughout college
>Graduating next year
>Will never know what its like to have a bf or be normal
>Have clinical APD and I probably couldnt have a close or physical relationship with someone even if they wanted it because I recoil at any physical contact
>My life is empty
I'm lonely because of mental illness. I often cannot leave my house. I'm doomed.
>>5712898
tell us about it
>>5712898
iktf
>>5712840
>detransitioning just to make some friends
ouch that sounds grim
you could start making small steps, talk online to people who are trans accepting and then get to meet people irl in your area
I know its really hard, I have sociophobia from being shut-in for too long, but online communication somewhat helps to deal with it and learn to talk with others without feeling anxiety
I'll probably need to get on meds still
>>5712898
can you get medical help? relatives to drive you around and support you at least for a bit, like taking you to the therapy
>>5712898
Can I come and hang out at your house? I'll cook for you and wash your dishes.
I cry myself to sleep sometimes because I cant stand feeling so alone. Havent met any friends for months... and I dont know how to make new ones.
how hard would it be to find a boyfriend somewhere that likes sleeping, cuddling and video games? I want to try to find someone special once I get my life together
>>5714750
How do you feel about Halo Reach?
>>5714805
haven't played any Halo after 3. played a lot of 1 and 2 a long time ago, though
>>5714889
Then you are not the husbando I am looking for.
Good luck though!
>>5684125
It's been 19 years since I'm lonely.
I know I should do something about it, but thinking about the lack of bf kinda pains me.
I have friends, an interesting school, tons of book to read, and a total lack of skills in dating.
>>5714750
I like them all, and I do sport to boot ! :D
Do you enjoy reading ?
>>5714923
I haven't read a huge amount, it's something I've wanted to do more of just haven't got around to doing
>that feel when
>you're asexual, but you wish you weren't
>you're a guy, but you wish you weren't
>yet you can't figure out what attracts you or what you feel comfortable as
>you grow up to adult life and watch as everyone else figured this out long before during school, even the autistic neets
No one can understand my plight, can they?
>>5715096
Perfectly describes my life, except I'm also a autistic neet.
>>5715162
At the very least if you're neet you don't have to experience everyday normies being normal while you're not, and you have plenty of time to escape with videogames.
On that note if I didn't get to work my dream job as a game artist, I would probably start considering killing myself.
>After years of isolation and loneliness I get to a place so dark I decide I need to go to therapy
>Do a range of techniques and talking sessions to try and figure out a route of treatment
>End up learning about more and more personality disorders, patterns of behaviour and reasons for my own social problems and depression
>Somehow all the knowledge of these cataloged disorders makes me feel even more distant from what I want to become, like im so deep inside the labyrinth of false mental patterns and illusion I cant ever get out
>Several years later, probably more alone than ever
Im still thinking of going back to CBT, but I cant shake the fact that theres just so much wrong with me, that im no more than a walking set of disorders and neurosis, and if you took those away there would actually be no personality behind it because its been entirely suffocated
Wouldnt it be reckless to even try getting into a relationship knowing how fucked up I am? It would be terrible for the other person
>>5706560
Matt you faggot
>>5715264
CBT sucks dick
>>5715264
>It would be terrible for the other person
Not necessarily, I think. Some people fancy those who function differently and who are sometimes graced with traits and qualities which are absent in "sane" folks.
I could see myself falling for a guy with issues if, underneath, he cared and differed from the norm in a way I found attractive. I don't know, I'm probably not that "ok" either, I guess.
>>5714750
its not hard to find people who have similar interests and might spend some time w you and even fuck
finding a friend or a partner, someone you will really connect with? yeah, good luck
>>5707235
sup anon
>>5685775
>>5684912
I've been on this board maybe 20 minutes before just now, is this normal? b8?
> Tfw no qt 18 bf to cuddle with and compare dick length.
Why ebin live?
>>5715912
He's probably a feminist. Just ignore him, bibro.
>>5715976
What am I missing by not being a regular here?
TFW they just stop replying
>>5717001
Chin up, friend. I'll reply to you.
I'm really lonely :(. Biscum have the slutty stereotype but I'll probably cry myself to sleep tonight because I have nobody to hold.
I dress well and I'm not an ugly guy and I have social skills but they don't include the area where romantic interest is involved. My friend got hit on today and I was simultaneously incredibly jealous of the fact that anybody would hit on her and jealous of the guy for actually being able to do so.
>>5717366
Wish i could help.
>>5717366
I feel you...*hugs*
>>5715986
"Biscum" is a pretty annoying /lgbt/ maymay that retards here love to spout acting like bisexuals are the only people capable of cheating and leaving their s/o's for other people.
I know that feel, OP.
Might actually kill myself soon.
>Try to meet gays in my area
>all they want is sex
>Go on dating sites and apps
>all they want is sex
>Tfw I don't even want sex, I just want somebody to spend time with, to trust, to feel close to and share some amazing memories with.
>Mfw when I'm going to die alone for being a romantic gay guy in a world where sex is clearly all that matters.
>>5718377
You're not alone friend. I feel this way too.
>>5685839
Work a lot.
Jack Daniels.
>>5684125
>was cute athletic guy in my teens/early 20s
>fell into deep dark depression for a few years
>finally come out of it and make something myself
>now too old and uggo for companionship
Feelsfuckingbadman
>>5685839
Try different hobbies and activities until you find something that works. I just started doing roller derby and it helps immensely. Physical activity + focusing on something else = long stretches of actual happiness. I actually forget about everything going on in my life as soon as I put those skates on. You really need something like that to try to balance yourself out.
>>5718377
Same.
Can't I make a fag friend without it ending up between the sheets? Shit, man.
>>5718416
>now too old and uggo for companionship
unless you were depressed for 45 years or something im calling bullshit
>>5718541
Closer to 10. Family genetics hit like a ton of bricks. I got the worst of both sides unfortunately
What is this an /r9k/ thread?
>>5718687
>depressed for ~10 years
how did you even get out?
>>5718732
Are cucks homosexuals in denial? Isn't cuck fetish just mental gymnastics for repressed gay guys?
>>5718809
Hmmmmmmm maybe I mean wanting to see someone fuck your wife is a bit of a weird fetish, but then again watching st8 porn dosnt make you gay.
>>5718835
>but then again watching st8 porn dosnt make you gay.
It made me gay, straight porn glorifies cocks, which in return made me look for porn with big cocks or a lot of cocks. That made me be conditioned to be able to associate cocks with pleasure, which in return made me capable of being able to jerk off to solo men.
Anyone else gonna be crying themselves to sleep alone tomorrow night? I know I am ._.
>>5718891
>It made me gay
I stopped reading at this point.
>>5718912
join the club.
>>5718912
I did few days ago. Now I'm just exhausting myself with excersize and masturbation.
Gets pretty bad this time of year, I might need to get on meds or Im going to get drunk and drive into a wall.
>>5719259
I might take a bath with the toaster.
>>5718377
Is there an app to find people to do things with that isn't shit? No strings attached kind of thing? I would hang out with gay lonely guys. We could go to a bar and talk about how depressed we are. We could go do some cheesy shit like go drive go karts together or see a movie together and talk afterwards. Basically no-strings "dates" that aren't supposed to be sexual. Just a "find a person to do thing together" site.
>>5719267
I dont want to off myself consciously, but its hard to keep from doing bumb selfdestructive shit
and adrenaline alleviates this desperation if only for a short time
>>5719438
I've gotten so low that I don't even care how much my suicide will break my family's hearts. That was the only thing preventing me from doing it before, but now, I just don't care.
>>5719460
Yeah it's exactly what stopped me, it would kill them to lose the only son. Sometimes I think I should go abroad and get lost. It would be easier for them.
It's really bad if you are beyond that line. I wish I knew where to find hope, besides medicating till you stop to feel and getting absorbed in work and videogames.
>>5719335
There is no 'find a friend' app yet? could be lucrative business
>>5719530
>>5719530
>There is no 'find a friend' app yet? could be lucrative business
I don't know. I've never heard of them despite knowing about Tinder and Grindr. If it does exist it needs way more exposure. Which means there's still the opportunity for someone else to make one and gain more exposure than pre-existing ones.
>>5719530
I'm on meds already but even they aren't stopping the urges.
>>5719534
I guess 'normies' already have enough friends, or use clubs for hobbies.
And shut-ins don't easily go out on random meetups.
>be in local gay skype group
>a guy in my area needs a company for dinner/walk just to kill time
>too insecure and sociophobic to go with him
>>5719616
I know these feels, anon.
Well, tomorrow is the day, guys.
Officially giving up on life and leaping off the highest building I can find. I've tried as hard as I can to find someone to love me but due to me being incapable of moving on from my last love, even if it was a long time ago now, paired with the fact that I'm unlovable damaged goods anyway, it's obvious that I am dying alone anyway. Best to end it now than to live 50+ years alone and miserable. Goodbye guys, hope you all have better luck than me.
>>5720023
Just make sure it's worth it and you're ready to throw everything away before you do it.
>>5720023
I love you anon.
>>5720023
Wait, don't you want to see if Trump wins the elections and WW3 breaks out? We'll fight together as brothers in arms till the very end of humanity and die as heroes!
>>5720023
Honestly please try reaching out to someone, I have lost friends to suicide and really messed me up hardcore.
If you want a friend I'm an amazing friend.
>>5684125
I love Hei, maybe we have that in common? :P
![buddha[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/YPcsshr.jpg "buddha[1].jpg")
>>5720023
May you return as a Buddha
>>5720023
I am here to talk and be friends with
I'm so lonely that I wouldn't mind being in a relationship with an asexual person just for the sake of occasionally hugging.
>saw two qts kissing in the bookstore and then caressing their asses
>tfw i will never have that
>tfw have a kinky boyfriend who I love more than anything else and loves me
>he's fine with me if I'm or am not trans
>never thought this would happen to me
We're all going to make it.
>>5723963
What makes you say that?
Plenty of people die alone
Especially those of us with no friends and social skills
There is literally no reason to believe I wont die alone
Nice incredibly unsubtle brag though
>>5723972
I have no real friends or social skills anon.
I'm not even joking, we met off 4chan.
>>5723963
congrats, you won the lotto
bitterenvy.jpg
>>5723963
Not if I kill myself first.
I don't even want a relationship, I just want physical affection from someone who doesn't ask for much else, either. And I don't even want that so much as I NEED it. Existence is painful. I wish I could be a true robot.
Happy Valentines day, guys
Please I just want someone to cuddle and kiss me. Jesus Christ I cannot take this anymore. Someone just touch me.
>tfw unpassable tranny
>tfw no de/pa/nj bf/gf
why am i the only lonely person in this area
Did I miss out on the lonely feels?
I have sooo many lonely feels to share with no one though~
These hot, heavy lonely feels!
>>5728216
Unload your hot feels onto me, Anon.
>>5728228
Unf, oh Anon I'm sooo lonely~
It's so big, this soul crushing isolation I feel.
So heavy, such a burden~ Going to unload it all over you baby <3
Holy hell this thread is depressing. I want to have a huge hug orgy with you people.
I need some hugs
>tfw I haven't hugged with anyone except parents in about 7 years
should I just do drugs?
>>5723977
how did you meet? I don't think I could fall in love with a person online, even meeting up with an online friend in my country seems impossible for me
>>5729202
Sometimes you just find love in the weirdest places. I met my current boyfriend online too without even trying or looking for him.
>>5718377
At least you aren't on a board that doesn't apply to you looking for stories intimate emotional experiences to wish you were a part of. Best to you, Anon.
>>5729213
yeah getting to know random peole online totally works, I met a guy I fell in love with and of course he is straight
and a woman who had a misfortune of seriously falling in love with me
oh the irony
>>5729301
>a board that doesn't apply to you
Are you a robot
>>5729361
I don't recall saying it goes well all the time. I've had other relationships completely fuck me over, but that doesn't change the fact that I ended up with a good guy when I wasn't even looking for anyone (and was actually actively trying to avoid happening).
me too any lesbians who want to have sex with a single straight male plz msg me ok bye
>>5729213
I guess you open up to people easier or something. if someone tried to tell me they like me online or offline I'd probably assume it's a cruel joke and they're trying to fuck me over for some reason.
>>5729657
Sounds like you need to learn to love yourself a little bit more before you can ever expect to love someone else.
>>5729657
Low self esteem at its best.
iktf.
