Cartman 6.0 edition
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old >>5656701
h-hello
>>5658258
thank you for removing the discord link as i asked. i think i can try to rest peacefully now.
>tfw ur bed smells like a girl that isn't u
Where the fuck is cartman??? I miss him, and I would totally love to have his dick in my mouth
xth for Mi Goreng noodles are da bes.
Nth for never passing
>>5658258
>tfw you miss healing but you don't miss MMOs.
I just want to healslut one more time...
>>5658268
>you will never rest your head on angies lap
>>5658292
bad prank. :"(
>>5658287
No idc just put on some underwear
>>5658288
Iktf. Except said girl is a dog.
>>5658258
Best Gen!
>>5658290
Elanna got him to leave iirc.
post someone famous you look a lot like
i'll start
>>5658270 #
I never will. I'm a fucking tranny lesbian, I'm unatractive, and I get too attached too quickly to any girl that's nice to me since I've never really had real friends in my life, and this creeps people out and makes them distance themselves from me. I'm doomed to be alone forever.
>>5658288
>tfw you have never had a bf or gf to have them leave a smell
>tfw just another thing on the long list of your social ineptitude
>>5658296
One day you will
>>5658299
Make me Judai
>>5658312
>I'm doomed to be alone forever.
iktf ;_;
>>5658294
This is so fake. I main healer and tanks are the most whiny and most likely sluts. Healers are the most arrogant and elitists.
>>5658321
trip on cartman you slut
>>5658322
Ok judai-kun
5 days for my ffs. How many people died during ffs?
Also I bought 4 pair of shoose just because.
>>5658321
Yeah, but the fantasy is so much sexier than the reality. So quit poking holes in it.
>>5658326
Get that passport soon
>>5658328
I was hoping I would've of but I didn't luck out
>>5658326
The difference is women actually have some standards, none or which I meet.
>tfw u got drunk and acted like a dumb slut in the group chat
>>5658312
Sounds exactly like me desu, though you're prettier.
How to make chin look less long?
>>5658332
Depressed and after ffs angie. Is that you? Trip on silly
I want to carry a transsexual by his thighs and fuck him senseless but I would vinyl tape down his penis so it wouldn't be dangling around.
>>5658334
nice pic of sheen
>>5658344
>His
Good luck ever achieving this fantasy of yours bruh.
>>5658344
Same. Heres a pic of me
>>5658344
well you kind of killed it by referring to us as he/him and taping down our junk as though that isn't something we do already
the rest sounds hot as fuck
>>5658344
why do people always take this bait? i appreciate that you mix up your wordplay to keep it fresh but holy fuck mtfg is full of retards.
Anybody want to post a link to that imgur of hons?
I need something awful to look at.
>>5658357
its because the bait is an attack on our sexuality and intentionally worded for maximum dysphoria
>>5658342
Of course it's me. Who were you expecting?
>>5658348
Yay
>>5658350
>tfw all the chasers who come here look like that
>>5658361
but you know it's bait. why even reply to it at all?
>>5658362
after that it's just a matter of booking the flight and figuring out all the other details i guess. ive never been overseas so im kinda unprepared. anyways i need to rest, my chest has been acting up on me for the last half hour. ily bbgurl.
Tfw moving day.
GOOOD MORNING, cocksluts.
Go get em today!
>>5658372
Love you too.
Please sleep well
>>5658377
>that cat on the right
pls, i regret it enough already.
i'll try my best, don't know what the fuck is up with my health, my heart has stopped beating twice this week but i ain't dropping dead yet don't worry about that. not until i'm in those arms. (*‘ω‘ *)
>>5658375
I'm trying to get cock today >.>
>tfw drunk tinder slut
>>5658234
heya =]
>>5658278
hello anon
>>5658258
I was the healslut in my guild
The guys would get drunk and hit on me to ERP late at night
>it's not gay right?
>>5658377
are you cheating on wiz?
>>5658381
:3c
>>5658393
I don't cheat
>>5658308
>>5658386
What do boys like maddie?? I've never been near any :c
>>5658258
that OP, wew lass
>>5658404
this
do boys like it when you cook food and then suck their dicks?
>>5658404
they like a docile, submissive woman with a cute, feminine penis
>>5658416
you crack me the fuck up
>>5658416
what if you look like a man and your tinkler is thick but tiny?
do they like that?
how do I get a bf like this?
>>5658424
>>5658441
I see the hrt skin and eyes
what trans girl is willing to grow a beard for the sake of a joke? agp as fuck
>>5658444
Sleep tight hammers
>tfw going to die a 40 year old virgin who's never known the love of another human being.
Also how the fuck do I get Samsung autocorrect to include the spooky boogeyman "naughty words". Getting tired of shit like virgin being corrected to Virginia
>>5658444
I got my name change yesterday.
Everytime it says "he" and "his" on the document it's in bold like they're rubbing it in my face. It's super weird and I wonder if it's like that for others.
>>5658460
>>5658416
I'm in the clear!
>>5658460
How did it go?
>>5658460
thats shit and yeah it sounds intentional
I never got mine done last year, will do so some time in the next few months
>>5658469
>that pic
Kekked so hard I finally l woke up.
Okay guys I am about to go to the pool now. When I come back please try to be funny so I have something to laugh at. Unwinding after 20-something hour fast just isn't the same if all of you are miserable and depressed.
Oh and no meltdowns pls. Those get stale fast.
>>5658460
congrats!!!! i finally scheduled an appt with my volunteer lawyer, maybe if im really lucky i'll get it done before the end of the month
>>5658441
Did we get a new boy toy? what did I miss?
>body had been rumbling like I'm the flying fucking Dutchman out at sea since I woke up.
>giving me Hella gas
>hasn't gone away in an hour and a half
>have an interview at 10
Fuggin why
>>5658482
>no meltdowns please
I can't make any promises there.
>Figure I might as well pig out for a bit because hrt's making me hungry and it's probably trying to get calories so it can distribute fat femininely or whatever
>Dad(who I'm in the closet to) comes into the kitchen while I'm finishing off what was left of our milk
>He makes a comment about how he's noticed I've been trying to gain weight and compliments me on my "pecs"
>Tells me if he had more free-time he'd like to work out with me sometime
oh god, he's gonna be so disappointed
>>5658469
As easy as everything else has been. No trouble, no backlash or even dirty looks. I was in make up and a skirt idk no one gives me a hard time around here doing bureaucratic stuff which always surprises me.
The hardest part was trying to get my mom's approval, which didn't happen and was upsetting, but I just went to the county courthouse, went to the probate judge's office with my social security card, birth certificate and driver's license with a county address on it. I filled out a form with both names and the reason why I was changing my name.
I wrote something like "To better reflect myself personally and professionally". I didn't want to put "because I'm transgender please respect my pronouns" on an official government document or I would have done something ridiculous like that.
She handed me three sheets of paper that are a type of court order. I took those to the social security office and my new card is in the mail. Once I get my hands on that I can change it on my licence then work then... I don't know. My bank account I guess. I suppose I need to get my birth certificate changed too but that seems insignificant.
>>5658474
I just wanted to be like "okay okay jeez I get it. This doesn't mean I'm legally a girl, I know."
>>5658497
You don't need a lawyer to do it. It was pretty clear and straight forward, at least it was here in Alabama.
>>5658281
Yeah. The stuff shared on there was disgusting.
>>5658515
he knows and wants you to work out his dick
>>5658517
>that image
wtf??
>>5658515
The shit you put your families through.
>>5658540
It's my health insurance form from work.
>>5658517
seeing miss/ms firstname surname on government letters and documents is pretty dope
congrats btw
I am tired enough for sleep now
>tfw you really wanna talk to a trip on mtfg but she doesn't know who you are and you don't know how to ask her for a steam/skype without coming off as a weirdo.
;-;
>>5658553
Florida requires SRS to change my legal gender on my birth certificate I think so I won't be seeing that for years probably.
>>5658554
Just ask, trust me, unless you go way off the deep end, nobody here will react much.
>>5658554
what a weirdo
>>5658554
Trips are people. And given this is 4chan, usually lonely people.
>>5658561
yeah same here for QLD
but I can change everything else
my sister bought me some shampoo and conditioner as i had been looking for a new one to try and its jacked up my hair making it like greasy straw. fuck this i'm going back to no-poo, my hair naturally is nicer
good morning everyone
how is your day
>>5658576
I'm gonna die alone
>>5658581
I'm already dead... I think.
>>5658572
>Trips are people
>mfw blatant lies
This used to be kind of true, except heavy is now mentally crippled.
>>5658584
My Skype is sloppy.ninja
>>5658584
I... don't really know how being shy feels, to be honest. I'm pretty bold and reckless.
>>5658581
i doubt this
>>5658553
>seeing miss/ms firstname surname on government letters and documents is pretty dope
not if it's a letter telling you that insurance won't cover laser.
>>5658517
oh gosh congrats.
yo, tho, changing the name on my bank account has been 10 times harder than changing it legally. i'm about to just get a new bank instead of playing blindfolded hopscotch with these assholes.
>>5658593
and you hate the quebecois.
>>5658587
Beep Boop.
>>5658607
And I don't use my trip when I funpost about that on /int/.
>>5658616
>i try to play it like im confident, but its really fake
iktf desu
>>5658581
I k t f
>>5658622
>tfw those really empathetic people that can see right through your fakeness
>tfw they ask you if you're okay
Fuckk
ellie golding isn't loud enough to drown out this brass band that appears to be staging a protest in the university cafeteria but i only have so many pandora skips...
>>5658616
Well, before I was broken... And by that, I mean, in my teenage years... I was a rather badass freak. Sometimes I miss having a reputation that precedes me wherever I go..
>>5658350
Get back to writing, George. The TV show has already caught up to the books
>>5658649
top kek
>>5658638
I'm one of those people. I'm pretty much an emotional sponge. I do have a blindside, though. Love. Someone pretty much has to yell "I love you" for me to notice.
>>5658517
When I went for my name change, people were setting the court room up for another case and everyone kept looking at me as the judge was asking me questions on why I was changing my name.
>>5658611
go shit into a urinal
Was talking hair with another girl today and she said I'd look less sad with a more eccentric haircut. Thinking of a shoulder length layered perm, 80s style. Think it would suit me?
>tfw just want to fall asleep and never ever wake up again
>>5658677
Urinal? That's pretty weak. I used to take dumps in church stoups.
>>5658668
I was paying a traffic ticket and the line had like NO privacy, people were crowded and really close behind me in line when I went to pay it, and she just SHOUTED my legal name it was so embarrassing.
I'm glad that's not going to happen any more
>>5658460
Sorry to hear your experience went like this (been a bit distracted by some stuff with a friend this morning) but yeah that's not how it was for me, all docs say she now, but I think I legit just got super lucky.
>>5658703
Yeah I remember your experience and am pretty jealous of it.
>>5658705
:< sorry ><
all tubas, trumpets, and trombones should be melted down into bullet casings
>>5658665
I don't get to that point because for some reason whenever somebody asks me "are you okay?" I immediately burst into treats.
>>5658706
WOW REALLY JUST RUBBING IT IN MY FACE LIKE THAT JESUS CHRIST
>>5658727
and being made of useless materials, drum sets should simply be burned
>>5658697
How was that traffic stop? "Alabama cop" inspires fear in me.
>>5658729
No I feel bad for having brought it up now and awkward I'm sorry...
>>5658729
Caddy what do about my situation I sent u on skype?
>nonstop gass for 2 and a half hours
How is this even possible. is there a thunderstorm in my intenstines?
>>5658746
>amy v will never pin you down and fart in your face for hours
Why live?
>tfw too ugly to pass
>>5658734
OMG I thought I was going to die, seriously. I was on my way to work, in a dress, my registration went bad a month before, realized my insurance went bad the week before, and I lost my licence the night before. I was just like "fuck it, here, just take me to man jail I deserve it"
But the guy was so super nice to me the whole time, gave me a warning for the licence, insurance was a fix-it ticket so that didn't cost me but I had to pay for the registration fix. I've been meaning to write a letter or something. I told one of the other officers that visits the library that officer so-and-so was so kind to me at a time that I may have not deserved it and I happily paid that $250 since nothing else came of it.
>>5658736
omg I hope you know that was sarcasm
>>5658742
sent ;)
>>5658783
I was worried I made you mad ;-;
>>5658759
i d k t f
i am a walking proof not everyone is ugly here. i can at least speak for myself.
- DIY transitioned at 15
- look better than most cis girls
- have a dreamboat cis boyfriend who's openminded
- 5'7 / 135lbs
- literally perfect
- have the money to spend on quality beauty products and expensive pretty clothes
- expecting srs when i graduate from college this summer
some of us here have good lives you know?
>>5658794
is this a meme
>>5658794
awesome
you can leave
>>5658258
>tfw healing your crush and we rarely lose
>>5658787
Haha! Seriously? I'm happy for you. It's really fantastic that something like that can even happen.
>>5658801
suck his dick slut ;)
This photo made me cry ;-;
I just want to be like anybody else, I don't care about money or popularity, I just want to be normal, why is that too much to ask?
>>5658812
we do this too, just using our gts instead of pillows
>>5658783
Aww that's a good story.
>>5658812
In the absence of being normal, it certainly doesn't hurt to take a bit of pride in being abnormal. Chasing normality hurts too much.
>>5658807
One day.
;))
>tfw he doesn't think I look like a manly man :O
>>5658804
Like I said, long morning, I am just already fried, but thanks~! I felt the same way too desu like it took a day to sink in that it actually happened.
>>5658783
would you sleep with that officer if he came up to you at a bar looking for sex?
>>5658833
>yfw nobody who has seen you really thinks that
>>5658831
i disagree
there are a lot of ways it can hurt to be visibly abnormal
We /hated/ now
>>5657323
>>5657338
>>5658836
Yeah idk I haven't thought about it much since I've been using it for so long. It's well past time to have done this.
>>5658841
Uhhhh maybe if I wasn't with someone I cared about right now. I would have gone on a date with him at least. I don't remember what he looked like. I was too scared.
Weird question by the way..
>>5658851
Thank goodness my trip is off 97% of the time
>>5658843
That's what they say but you never know what they really think.
>>5658851
>not on the list
noice
>>5658851
I'm upset that I'm not on that list
>>5658794
>135 lbs
>>5658867
>>5658515
you don't have to let him down
My super productive day ended up largely pointless.
>Made doctors appointments for checkups and blood work. Forgot to ask why they didn't change my title over when I changed my name over and told them it was a gender reassignment thing.
>Got my passport change sorted but my countersign guy lost his passport and couldn't do it.
>New shampoo wrecked my hair
>everyone seems pissy today
>I feel ugly
>get my last cypro order through before I move to script, ordered my estrogen the week before, still hasn't come
Fuck what a pointless day effort and money spent for nothing
>>5658831
But I feel like a fucking freak every moment I'm awake... even when I'm alone and I only have my own judgement to face, not the public's, I disgust myself and the thought that learning of and starting HRT earlier would have solved much of this, if not all, makes me want to die.
>>5658869
>>5658870
only been posting for 6 days.
i have potential to be the greatest of my shitposting generation
>>5658851
i'm doing a good job!! yatta
>>5658515
oh humanity you cruel mistress
i choked on a bite of apple laughing at this post
>>5658849
That's my point, it takes willpower and strength to deal with being visibly abnormal day in and day out. Hell even if you're not visibly abnormal in this case you'll still feel that way. If dealing with that is not something to take pride in, I don't know what is.
>>5658870
Well to be fair you haven't tripped in forever.
is it safe to carry glittery confetti and throw it around in the prescense of somone obviously uncomfortable? am I just asking to get attacked?
Are trannies the best healers?
>>5658891
oh i suppose there's a certain element of pride in being able to endure
>>5658873
> still better eyebrows then me
>>5658898
Why don't you carry a gun?
>>5658899
+4 class bonus on abilities targeting allies
So....what's the difference between the two main whoremone pills?
Spino and wat?
which one's better and y?
Also do they also block androgens? or do you have to take an additional androgen blocker?
>>5658893
But I haven't been forgotten
>>5658913
spiro blocks T
E is estrogen
cypro also blocks T, is much stronger, u prob wont get it, can hurt your liver, makes u pee less
expect E+spiro
http://dl.dropbox.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
>>5658913
i think you need to do some reading, even the pastebins would help.
>>5658903
1) they're not as bad as back when it was a popular shape, but they're bordering on that seriously outmoded trend of making your brows look like sperm.
2) always better to start with too much brow than too little. don't wanna overpluck.
>>5658913
spiro is an anti-androgen. it directly blocks androgen receptors, but also binds to progestogen receptors which through the HPG axis suppresses gonadotropin release therefore lowering testosterone production too.
the other anti-androgen you hear being talked about is cypro which works similarly i think? cypro might have more progestogen action and i don't think it's a potassium sparing diuretic. desu i don't know much about cypro.
then for estrogen you probably want either estradiol valerate or 17β estradiol
>>5658908
i think tranny is a race not a class
>>5658851
Stop having full conversations with the other trenders on the board, you autist. You've been here a week and the past few threads have been all about your very sudden decision to transition and tehe I'm one of the girls now. Just quit acting so obnoxious.
>>5658938
this must be one of the named trips
we identifily as wymin, righht?
take bate & raid this pls:
>>5658905
>>5658879
Compared to what though? You're not a freak, nobody here is. Focusing on the past and what could have been/should have been is a good way to drive yourself insane. This is the present, and frankly society judges trans people harshly enough externally without that judgement also being propped up internally with self hatred. Just gotta keep moving forward and take the steps necessary to be vaguely comfortable in life, it's all there is ;_;
>>5658912
At some point in the future though, when you're more content, looking back on not killing yourself is likely to feel like an achievement, and one to be grateful for.
>>5658900
See above
>>5658927
> reading
>
>>5658932
>>5658921
so why does anyone use cypro? it's seems unanimously shit. whenever people bring it up they respond with pic related
>>5658950
would you date an ftm
>>5658949
booger seems happy
I hope he's happy
>>5658938
it's literally just how i am lol.
don't worry i won't be here as much once my computer gets repaired.
to be clear: i don't want to reason with /gaygen/, just post like it's /srsgen/ or something
Ugh, fucking white zinfandel. Who max hang over here?
>>5658783
was the guy chubby?
>>5658968
lol no I don't think so
>>5658964
idk what is up with booger and why, whoever booger is, they don't want to link srs procedure videos
>tfw im a sperglord
>tfw disconnected from society
>tfw very few friends
>tfw my parent probably hate me
why me?
>>5658955
nahh cypro is more effective it's just not like... the FDA doesn't approve its use in the states. it's used more in Europe. but yeah it does have more side effects. like people might feel like they're getting more effective results on it even if they feel like they're dying.
i envy the generation of trans peeps who will have affordable access to non-peptide GnRH antagonists when the patents run out on them and generics become available.
>>5658982
I'LL BE YOUR FRIEND
>>5658982
> tfw my parents might freak out
> tfw it makes me physically sick thinking about it
>>5658982
Same except my parents don't hate me
>>5658978
Booger used to post here, but detransitioned. At the time he said he was going to continue taking hormones and stuff
This info is months out of date tho so who knows
>>5658983
>nahh cypro is more effective it's just not like... the FDA doesn't approve its use in the states. it's used more in Europe. but yeah it does have more side effects. like people might feel like they're getting more effective results on it even if they feel like they're dying.
cypro sounds super sketchy honestly. Results at the cost of your health. eh
>>5659002
>caring about your health when tranny
hon pls
>>5658984
i appreciate the thought anon, but im a trip and i doubt many people like me
>>5658975
I wonder...
>>5659004
i was 19 not that long ago lol.
i mean i still KINDA have a future? i'm a pretty happy person overall lol. i like to stay optimistic.
>>5659006
which trip?
I think we could make it work
>>5659006
Being a trip just means naturally putting up with bitter jealous anons looking for anyone to tear down. Just gotta roll with it :^)
>>5659016
one known for autistic shitposting and nothing more
>>5659006
Feefs?
>>5659017
>putting up with bitter jealous anons
But... That's like, the fun part of being here...
>>5659023
that doesn't narrow it down
>>5659023
Gonna have to be more specific than that lol
>>5659010
I switched over to Cypro for an entire year until I got sick of lactating randomly ._. no matter what dose I was taking I would still lactate. Squeezing my breasts like literally a skinny stream of milk would come out..
Two years of spiro later and my boobs aren't quite as big as then, but at least I'm not a wet nurse anymore.
>>5659029
kek
>>5659010
Do you identify as pansexual?
>>5658453
>>5658921
>>5658950
Well, I'm giving myself until the 23rd of May, 2022 to feel better, and if not I'm just gonna off myself instead of lingering on for another 40-50 years in total emotional agony. That'll be exactly 10,000 days since I was born. So it's not imminent at least.
>Focusing on the past and what could have been/should have been is a good way to drive yourself insane. This is the present, and frankly society judges trans people harshly enough externally without that judgement also being propped up internally with self hatred.
you often word your posts in a similar way e.g.
"but if that's the case then you'll feel terrible"
well yes I feel terrible, that's kind of what was said, if it was simply a matter of flicking a switch and changing ones' thought processes or mood then we would all just ignore the trans thoughts and carry on with our lives as normal instead of ever being here in the first place, that's not how brains work
>>5659028
I didn't say it was or wasnt fun. To each their own tbqh.
>>5659028
nobody is jealous of you. you're old and in a loony bin.
you're a nice gal though. i like you.
>>5659040
You have to admit she looks her age though.
>>5659028
that you?
How'd you get such a huge rack
>>5659038
>changing ones' thought processes or mood
https://moodgym.anu.edu.au
>>5659017
this, who gives a fuck?
>>5659028
i love confident people...even though i'm hardly confident myself...teach me
>>5659046
CBT doesn't work on me, tried it before for ages and ages, it's no use if I don't believe the things I'm saying/thinking
>>5659048
BELIEVE IN THE ME THAT BELIEVES IN YOU
>>5659044
Like most women with huge racks. Wonderbra.
>tfw no tranny friend to play coop games with
>>5659059
what coop games
are u a tranny too
>>5659002
take it with b12 (which it depletes, as has been studied. i had stores which were undetectable after months on it at 17. am also a vegetarian, but i think "undetectable" is pretty extreme even considering that) and also maybe an antioxidant or something (since it probably impacts liver gsh)
i'm coming up to 15 years on the garbage which is way londer than one should stay on it. now that i may have access to surgery, or at least interim orchi, getting off of it is a significant motivator. while i'm in endo limbo a doctor i saw didn't even want me on it and wanted to switch me to a gnrh analogue.
cpa does work, but you should prioritise something permanent--tho u should consider whether you may regret not having stored fertility which can unexpectedly sneak up on you (especially if you are an only child, or as you grow up and everyone you know is having babies) spermatogenesis completes in minimum 70-90 days, after which the permanent infertility thing seems a myth (trans women seem to have impaired fertility pre-hrt already in the few samples studied for reasons unknown, but that doesn't rule out ivf, except for the fact ivf is fucking expensive and involves invasive oocyte retrieval and direct placement of the embryo into the uterus via the cervix. if trans women may be able to carry donor uteruses successfully tho, donor ova may all people need in the future tho)
>>5659056
tonight....tonight?
>>5659056
row row
>>5658794
>tfw not on the list
>>5659061
I am the hon queen and I dunno what video james.
>>5659056
I believe in me in you desu
>>5659063
get out
>>5659062
LITHUANIAN
i haven't spoken to you for ages and i really liked our earlier convos
do you have skype?
>>5659048
My way would be a harsh thing to teach. And as such I'd rather not. Once you've seen death in the eye, nothing really matters anymore because you simply start living as if you were already dead. But I doubt the price is worth paying only for the confidence it brings.
>>5659070
i wanna play prophunt or maybe try space station 13 or something
??? any other ideas
>>5659038
Yeah, I often say the same thing, to an extent I'm trying to convince myself as much as I'm trying to convince you. I know it's not like flipping a switch, one can't simply just be happy, it takes years, and it takes an effort to change one's thought patterns and outlook. Getting from a place of thinking "I am a freak" to a place of "this is who I am" is a prerequisite to being happy.
I hope that you can get to a place like that, hell, I hope everyone here does. The ones that do seem like they have an amazing sense of inner peace. There's still plenty of time for your life to start, 2022 is a long way off.
>>5659035
Nope, I identify as bisexual leaning towards males
>>5659033
Wow, cypro is weird af. I can see why you'd want to switch though.
Sitting at a bus stop for an hour because the owner of the store I'm supposed to interview at isn't here.
>>5659082
CRAWLINGGGGGGG INNNNNN YOUR SKINNN
>>5659084
Never heard of these games but they sound like autism if i'm going to be tbhon.
>>5659093
Okay, have fun being lonely, girl!
>>5659076
no. i guess i should get one eventually. let me think abt that and how ppl share contact info on 4chan without insanity occuring. ty, btw. :) sorry if i don't remember our convos but only recognise your name, i'm really crap at being able to read 4chan. i'll look at the archives to refresh my memory
>>5659092
robin pls
>>5659085
>The ones that do seem like they have an amazing sense of inner peace.
do you know any who are also trans?
>>5659094
I'm not that lonely but trannies just hate me for some reason.
>>5659085
elanna i only threw up one time
i was like on 3rd plateau so thats why i just dissapeared
i went to my room while i was tripping which was hard and then i saw the actual bottles of cough syrup that i drank and for some reason that made me throw up thinking about how bad it tasted
after that i was fine though
it felt like i was gone for like 2 years though
i had out of body experiences, i felt like god(which i said a lot apparently), and shit like that
it was nice, i kinda feel like a retard right now though the afterglow is VERY apparent in that it makes u fucking stupid af lmfao
but yeah im fine, dw elanna :3 i had a lot of fun and i feel A LOT better than i did yesterday
<3 u
>>5659082
War, war never changes.
>>5659096
i love this general so much desu
>>5659023
Oh hello bexe
>>5659095
lol the archives haven't been saving anything since i started tripping apparently.
but nahh it's okay. like, i created a new skype account with an ID i'm comfortable enough sharing here.
>>5659109
i'm not bexe :^)
>>5659085
>Getting from a place of thinking "I am a freak" to a place of "this is who I am" is a prerequisite to being happy.
Why have only one when you can have both. I'm a freak, and like some really famous guy used to say, I am what I am and that's all I am.
>>5659113
Same
>tfw the qt you're healing says you're really good
Muh heart
>>5659101
It's because you act like a man
