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Previous thread >>5584568
First for songs that make you cry.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdneKLhsWOQ
It's funny how politically correct you all are but these are the kind of men you are grooming for the future when you scold them for being men.
These kind of men are a product of a societ promoting feminist and social awareness bullshit as well as propagating stupid shit about how men make women suffer.
>>5585394
>tfw you'll never hug Dreamy Girl
>>5585405
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-qQ7fDSJyg
>>5585407
I like how you posted this image like it was a bad thing.
>>5585407
cool
>>5585410
>I will never steal her away
Though I dont think I could ever hurt someone else like that
>>5585405
Can't think of anything right now that's really ever made me cry, I'm nearly positive something has, but I can't remember what it was.
This may have at some point, or at least made me come pretty close..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZvlorUP47Q
>>5585405
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vy0NySCmuFU
i just broke a year on hrt
i have fuck all in the way of boobs
i dont pass
i keep thinking about finally killing myself but i dont want to hurt people in my life (my family and my gf and the one friend i have left).
this is a new hell worse than the old one
>>5585409
>tfw ywn hug Miku
>Start watching a YT video
>Oh there's a transgender woman
>Hear that nasally AGP falsetto
>Close video
>>5585423
No one warned you about what a shit choice this is?
>>5585394
>cant stop thinking about her
And she's on the computer near me playing d3
>>5585410
>>5585425
I think Placebo is way beyond their expiry date.
>>5585407
What are you doing at that place? Don't you know that shit is infectious? Look at /r9k.
>>5585414
Watashi that could have been you.
>>5585423
Morning kayla
>>5585424
Just hug a garbage can. It's the same thing :)
>>5585423
>i keep thinking about finally killing myself but i dont want to hurt people in my life (my family and my gf and the one friend i have left).
this is a new hell worse than the old one
iktf dude. fuck
>>5585447
A G P
G G
P G A
>>5585437
Who is?
>>5585445
but kayla isn't flat. she just has MASSIVE CONES
>>5585444
Couldn't anyone be anyone if they aren't themselves? #whoa
>>5585394
me too
>>5585458
Idk....
>>5585409
pewpewpew
>>5585458
Typical Kyler. Failure at anything he tries.
>>5585439
much like you are you tired old tranny I hate you
desu fampai i just need a dick inside me
>>5585423
I never grew bobs and I'm almost at 2 years now. I also didn't start passing until 1.5 years, but at 1 year I was seen as male everywhere. I know it sucks but you can't look at the one year mark and think it's all over. Hold onto some hope, work hard, and you'll get yourself to a better point for sure.
>>5585407
Lel, trannies encouraging it.
>>5585477
what the fuck? i typed desu and it changed to desu. that doesnt make sense. I SWEAR TO GOD I TYPED DESU senpai
>>5585449
It really sounds nice though.
>>5585480
NO THIS IS WRONG
>>5585468
Pew pew pew
>>5585475
He moved on anon. Dropped that whole androgynous look (with so many men wanting to look like women now, it makes sense) married, had some kids.
>>5585483
Kek babies first word fitler
>>5585479
Stopped reading after the first sentence.
Jesus fucking christ
>>5585481
It's okay anon. Have another picture of him when he was young.
>>5585489
I was talking about the poster of the comment
>>5585494
Oh.
I'll let you know that nothing you said is true. Stop the slandering.
Hey dickgirls, anyone looking for a bf to peg?
>>5585500
no but still fuck me pls
>>5585435
i knew it was. it is just worse than i thought
>>5585449
yeah
>>5585478
i didnt expect everything to be good at this point. just... the small improvements in some things are just not worth the constant anxiety and fear of others. its cost me friends. its cost me some family
and i start school again soon and i just didn't want to have to do it all as a guy still
>>5585501
Sure as long as you fuck me back ;) I've always wanted to try having sex with a trans girl.
Also does anyone here love politics? I really hate nonwhites so I'll only allow myself to get trans fucked by a girl who shares similar white nationalist views.
>>5585500
You're still alive.
>>5585500
>>5585504
This board anon?
You're not maki
>>5585502
I wish I had more to offer than just camaraderie, but I all I can again say is I was in the same situation and I know how hard it is. Losing family members and friends, in a really dark place. Going back to school in guy l mode made me feel like it was all for naught. I even attempted to detransition in an attempt to get my lost family and friends back. I don't know how I got through it, but I did and I'm finally getting to a point where I'm happy again. all I can say is stick it out and believe that there's a bright future ahead.
>>5585506
Arnie is such an inspirational figure. And a testament to how testosterone is superior to estrogen.
>>5585449
it's not a feel that gets any better either in my experience
>>5585521
lalalarry plz
>>5585071
>posting a image of guilty gear.
good taste desu.
yo is dick-stepping anon lurking?
>>5585528
Pls don't compare the Austrian Death Machine to that Slim Shady impersonator.
>>5585504
only someone less intelligent, say a browser of /pol/ would put one race above others or irrationally harbor negative feelings for other races because after all there are no races only human race
>tfw you feel guilty for taking your parents son away from them, even when they say they accept you
my girltinkler senses are tingling
>>5585549
What else are they going to say? They are your parents.
>>5585553
*tinkles on u*
>>5585547
You can get so annoying at times Eri.
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1452795188402.webm
>>5585547
well there are "races" but it's more cultural stuff than rlly objective biological groupings
swiggity swooty, i is comin for dat hormonally induced chromosomally male boooty
>>5585556
dats not me
>>5585560
LOL
>>5585557
spotted the stormfronter. i bet you believe jews control the world too
>>5585561
That anon knows you so well.
>>5585556
>implying Clownface isn't annoying every time he posts here
>>5585563
yep I'm an agent of the secret evil bankers that control the world, their evil jew magic is the only way I pass with this face
>>5585561
liar
>>5585565
Shut up I like Eri despite her being somewhat preachy.
>>5585549
>tfw brother used to idolize me and now I feel like I've failed him
>>5585566
B-but you don't pass.
A liberal progressive Jewish socialist had a crowd of 7000 last night in Alabama.
”Before the class begins, you must get on your knees and worship Marx and accept that he was the most highly-evolved being the world has ever known, even greater than Jesus Christ!”
At this moment, a brave, patriotic, pro-life Navy SEAL champion who had served 1500 tours of duty and understood the necessity of war and fully supported all military decision made by the United States stood up and held up a rock.
”How old is this rock, pinhead?”
The arrogant senator smirked quite Jewishly and smugly replied “4.6 billion years, you stupid Christian”
”Wrong. It’s been 5,000 years since God created it. If it was 4.6 billion years old and evolution, as you say, is real… then it should be an animal now”
The senator was visibly shaken, and dropped his chalk and copy of Das Kapital. He stormed out of the venue crying those liberal crocodile tears. The same tears liberals cry for the “poor” (who today live in such luxury that most own refrigerators) when they jealously try to claw justly earned wealth from the deserving job creators. There is no doubt that at this point our professor, Bernie Sanders, wished he had pulled himself up by his bootstraps and become more than a socialist liberal senator. He wished so much that he had a gun to shoot himself from embarrassment, but he himself had petitioned against them!
The students applauded and all registered Republican that day and accepted Jesus as their lord and savior. An eagle named “Small Government” flew into the room and perched atop the American Flag and shed a tear on the chalk. The pledge of allegiance was read several times, and Donald Trump himself showed up and built a wall along the Mexican border.
The senator was impeached and was fired the next day. He died of the gay plague AIDS and was tossed into the lake of fire for all eternity.
Make America great again.
>>5585569
The fact you even know its name is the least creepy thing about why you defend it against random bully anons.
>>5585574
W-what. How did that have anything to do with my brother
>>5585564
a surprising amount of people did actually recognize me when I went anon for awhile, I tend to think of myself as not rlly worth noticing/remembering
>>5585567
nu uh!
>>5585568
I mean sure, but I think often it's not preaching my opinions rlly that much more than the stuff I "preach" against is
I mean shitposters come here daily just to preach the gospel according to troll anon
>>5585570
real-life experiences > bitter anon shitposting
>>5585573
tl;dr
>TFW sleeping in an airport was actually enjoyable.
Morning everyone from Charlotte!
>>5585573
haha damn that may may is so dank where'd you get it
>>5585573
>The arrogant senator smirked quite Jewishly
Replace senator by teacher and this is literally a Chick tract
>>5585407
Yes, our master plan to ensure betas never reproduce is working, soon 4chan and reddit can be used to weed out the undesirable specimens and ensure their auto-elimination.
>>5585580
wew, thats a gift to be-able to sleep at one properly
morning :3
>tfw been studying for 2hours now and kinda like it
>hate the stress and how boring it is
>but feel distracted enuf and actually p normal and like making progress actually for once
Why is this thread so mean
>>5585596
I can sleep anywhere.
I was more surprised that nobody tried taking my things~
Also, good on you for feeling kind of normal.
the amount of polturds gravitating around mtfg is disturbing. it's [current year], everyone! there is no place for you're antiquated reactionary views in our post-gender western society
>>5585574
Her trip you nasty fuck. You are such a spaz anon.
>>5585607
y-yup lol. though maybe its kinda risky to do nowadays
to just steal something on an airports, especially if its not crowded. cams everywhere.
>>5585407
>guy is entitled
>talks about not being entitled
Sorry, sir but I will not proceed to read your manwhining text any further.
>>5585609
>tfw fascism becomes mainstream again so all the altright hipsters are going to turn full marxist in about three months
>>5585610
Go swim in a barrel full of acid, nigga.
i want to die
>>5585407
Nerds with name like "ThalesToAristotle" shouldn't reproduce.
all we had to do was start HRT at 12, CJ
>mission failed
>>5585626
Go be the little girl nigga.
>>5585636
12 year old me was all like "I can wait, I'll be fine :3"
fun fact: this is how E would look like if her degenerate jewish ancestors didn't racemix with inferior whites: >>5580064
>>5585641
your 12 year old you was dumb as fuck
i would bitchslap him good my nigga
>>5585647
iktf.
and hons scared me into the closet from the second i became aware about gender identity and transitioning
>>5585649
>oh hon how can you know that you're trans at that age? It took me *years* to finally decide it was right for me
>>5585645
I would if I had a time machine.
>>5585647
It wasn't too great, I only got shit info that made me question myself for far too long.
trump will build a wall around your bp to keep the illegal migrants out
trump 2016
>>5585656
triggered
All they had to do was say you don't grow out of it and talk to your parents to see a therapist. But no, they had to try to breed more hons.
>>5585662
yep, exactly my case too. there was no interim between me knowing how i felt inside and realising it would be better for social survival to closet myself. i already did everything i could to not make myself a target socially so i just naturally closeted myself.
i was far too scared to assert my feelings or even realise that it was acceptable for me to feel that way. absolutely everything was geared towards keeping up a front according to what i thought others expected of me.
>>5585656
>it took me one marriage with stacy, one marriage with macy and 16 kids to figure it out quite early at the age of 53
>>5585649
Tfw hon master race
>>5585675
>you can still be beautiful like me if you wait until you're older! There's no reason to rush~
fun fact: transbian hons pass on their genes while straight trannies die out
>mfw talking to friends about men i could have sex with
mtfg i have like 3 options and i need help ok
the first is this guy i dated for awhile during the summer. handsome brunette, top 5 best sex of my life if not number 1. but he's a total fuckboy and also kind of clingy and idk.
second guy is my ex bf, but our schedules are busy a lot and it's not easy to have sex. the sex is great but there's feelings there and also his dick is so big that i feel like it might kill me one of these days.
third option is the mystery dick of a guy i went out with once a year back, and he's not super handsome but he's like 6'4" and skinny and i get the feeling he might be amazing in bed and he might have a rly nice dick, but idk.
WWYD?? would you take the good dick with the clingy, the good dick with the feels, or the mystery dick that could be good without either clingy or feels?
>>5585679
Angie pls
>>5585685
mystery dick
>>5585685
kill
yourself
you
stupid
little
fuck
>>5585682
>not freezing your sperm to have multiple children following your orchi in a co-parenting partnership with one of your female friends while you both sleep with men on the side.
hey, i can dream, right?
>>5585685
>second guy is my ex bf, but our schedules are busy a lot and it's not easy to have sex. the sex is great but there's feelings there and also his dick is so big that i feel like it might kill me one of these days.
is his name sam perchance?
>>5585685
mystery senpai
It's going to eat at you if you never find out
>>5585679
How do I look girl? I think this make up really brings out don't you think? teehee
>>5585702
Well
I fucked up there
I must commit seppuku now.
>>5585694
nice, good luck fathering your kids and successfully passing on your Y chromosome if your children turn out to be sons :^)
>>5585704
Don't you mean commit sudoku
>>5585665
a wall around your blood pressure? black penis? ???
>>5585702
me on the right
oi ya moobs, what's up ?
>>5585711
a butt plug with trump's face on it tbqhonfamsam
>>5585688
>>5585700
OK SEE THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING!!! do you think i should just text him and be like "so..wHAT THE DICK LOOK LIKE ?" so i can know??
>>5585690
ok but see that doesn't help me with my problem here
>>5585698
LMFAO NO!!! i haven't gone out on a date with sam hyde since 2012
>>5585715
hey qt when are you going to cold slide those fingers in me?
>>5585715
>le modern """art"""
:^)
>>5585715
me on the right
>>5585685
Mystery
>>5585721
>do you think i should just text him and be like "so..wHAT THE DICK LOOK LIKE ?"
No. literally just say "lets fuck" and make it a surprise. yolo
>>5585727
manlet
>>5585735
I'll be waiting patiently for that day bb
>>5585755
yeah go ahead that's not creepy at all
hi
I used to believe that I wasn't trans because I didn't like tomato sauce on my pasta.
My dad didn't either but my mom and sisters did. So I saw liking tomato sauce as a feminine trait, since all the women in my life liked it and the men didn't.
Oddly enough I started enjoying tomato sauce after I started taking hrt.
fun fact: dollface will die of AIDS
>Actually look pretty alright this morning
>Still can't keep myself from looking at and obsessing over my biggest problem feature in the mirror until my self-esteem is destroyed
I hate my hairline so much. Like I guess I'm lucky enough that it could be fixed with transplants eventually and that my hair is at least thick enough that I can hide it when I part it down the middle, I know some people have it so much worse than me, but it still makes me feel awful. If there's some type of god who designed me they can go fuck themselves for thinking it'd be funny to make me both a tranny and give me hairline that'd start receding during adolescence.
>>5585755
Awww c'mon edie it's no fun if you spoiler yourself
>>5585762
>that autism
>that tomato obsession
>that confirmation bias
kayla detected
>>5585762
I used to believe I wasn't trans because of agp behavior in my teens. after I stopped repressing it stopped being remotely arousing
>>5585759
i didn't think so either
maybe i will just report back on whether or not it's nice. it's such a mystery idk
>>5585764
lol that's a lie and you know it. i'll much sooner die from either erotic asphyxiation or out of anger from a guy i rejected.
>>5585769
idk if i wanna be surprised tho like what if it's hideous and bad?
>>5585773
>like what if it's hideous and bad?
Variety is the spice of life
Need a little bad dick once in a while so you know when the good dick comes. I'm waiting on the good dick now
And besides, what if its so bad it's good?
>>5585773
damn you are autistic as fuck
>>5585784
>wants dick to not look like a stunted parsnip
>call her autistic
enjoy your parsnip dick sister
http://i.imgur.com/nDZROcn.png (blue board nigga)
>>5585788
eww
>>5585685
Mfw I know who edie's talking to
>>5585686
No pls
>>5585702
Me currently
>>5585643
damn, wish I had an ass like that
raise the minimum wage
>>5585809
>Poindexter McAutismo
>>5585394
>i just want to be a girl
>>5585824
>no matter what we do some people will always remember us as a boy
>no matter what we do there will be that lingering feeling of sadness and dysphoria
>>5585824
;~;
>>5585824
>I just want to let go and sleep forever
why make me this way god? why can't you let your mistake die
>>5585778
DICK IS NEVER SO BAD IT'S GOOD LOL
i only want good dick idk. look at this guyyyyy. his dick is a lil below average but he dicks me DOWN. i'm surprised no one voted for him, the safer option. mtfg is filled with gamblers
>>5585784
damn ok you can have the ugly dick u don't have to get mad about it
>>5585809
u turn into a man?
>>5585841
damn whores
>>5585822
Lol
>>5585841
All day every day :^)
>>5585837
Ever been close to dying?
It feels surprisingly nice when you let go, everything is warm and nothing hurts anymore and you feel like you're in your bed about to fall asleep.
>>5585841
You guys talk and act exactly like gay men
>>5585841
>artsy men
>not strong Maori men who prove they are no slave
>mfw
>>5585848
>surprised dragface cannot hold back his gay man's mannerisms
just came in from pruning vines and my fingers are freezing off. oww.
i've got to go out and dig up some hydrangeas too.
>>5585841
>mtfg is filled with gamblers
We all gambled on transition, didn't we?
>>5585847
>Ever been close to dying?
I have and it did feel warm and painless but I was found and woke up in hospital feeling like shit emotionally and physically
so youtube recommended a TEDx talk of some hon...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFBU7h7fqLc
>>5585844
>>5585848
i'm gonna let you in on a lil secret:
cis women talk about dick all the time and share pics of guys dicks and faces they're dating as well as shit talk about them as well.
>>5585845
same same
>>5585849
i like artsy men. literally the first time we fucked we got really drunk and discussed andy warhol and aesthetics and then had ridiculously rough sex that left me with bruises all over my body and lasted 2 hours not counting the foreplay. MANLY MEN AREN'T LIKE THAT ALL THAT OFTEN
>>5585858
..........tru
>>5585858
and I rolled snake eyes
>>5585856
>mfw the police dragged me out of the snow butt naked where i buried myself piss drunk hoping to die
>>5585847
yes, and it's what made me decide to stop wasting my life and at least try transition. It was very calming though, I'll give you that.
>>5585837
>god
>>5585847
Yep once, was discovered before anything permanent was done but it was what made me want to try to transition.
>>5585831
>lingering
Feels like an understatement when it decides to come front and centre. I wonder why I thought transition would fix that, it just doesn't.
>>5585837
>tfw religious growing up
>tfw lost your faith because no fair and just god would make me like this
>>5585874
then come over and end my life Neil Degrasse-Tyson you beta space nigger yeah that's right I called you a nigger now impale me with that shuttle
>>5585874
>>5585877
Sometimes I wonder is there any point in trying if I'm never truly going to be a girl.
>>5585877
>>tfw religious growing up
>>tfw lost your faith because no fair and just god would make me like this
wew iktf
Every night before bed
>god please make me a girl tomorrow, I'll never skip church again if you do!
>>5585883
>Misquoting Black Science Man
I believe he said "There are more grains of sand in the universe than there are stars on Earth."
>>5585895
I was going along with the joke lol, did you miss that.
>>5585898
>did you miss that.
Oh, rite.
>>5585890
>>god please make me a girl tomorrow, I'll never skip church again if you do!
;___;
Yup, been there. Bargaining with god never ended well.
>>5585888
You and me both. Existence is at least less painful than it was, but it's still painful.
>>5585909
To be honest, it's thoughts like this that make me think I'm going to kill myself no matter what happens.
>Waah no one accepts me, tfw no bf
>I think you're cute
>FUCK OFF CHASER
>>5585925
>I think transition is still worth it. No matter how bad I feel at times it's better than it was.
this
>>5585922
quality post frienderino
Oh hey mtfg how are you... doing..?
;~; B-be positive!
>>5585918
>implying I wouldn't
I wouldn't think twice desu
>>5585920
I have been told that some people get to a place where they can function and only hate themselves on a rare occasion. I still have hope. It's dwindling though.
Still, may as well transition, even if you hate yourself, you hate yourself less.
Should I start bringing piss bottles to work? I'm still boymode so I can't use the women's room but customers have to double check the sign and give me weird looks if they walk in while I'm in the men's room.
I don't want to come out to anyone because I was planning on quitting in a month anyway to go full time.
>these buzzkill posters
it's like none of you ever listened to Edie, sure she's making monster cash in comparison to a lot of us but her logic stands above the rest desu and what I took away at least was to reach a point of acceptance. Yeah you'll never be cis but you're still you and you can express the you instead of what we were before transition. hons say passing doesn't matter in the grand scheme inside of your mind it actually doesn't mean shit considering the expectations some girls have to be disney princesses, how many cis girls do you see on average who look like that either? it's hard and it's sad quite a lot of the time and like me you should consider seeing a counselor who deals in body issues to manage coping mechanisms/acceptance of the things you cannot change and how to improve the things that can
>>5585925
I will still transition but happiness just seems impossible for some reason
>>5585938
I hope so, though I worry my bad features will get to me. Let's just hope we don't feel this way forever.
Anyway, I don't feel like staying up any later, I'm just gonna to bed.
Night girls, I hope you all have a good day today.
>>5585961
tbdesu I think I already gave up on happiness, I just want to have fun at least before I die.
>>5585944
>how many cis girls do you see on average who look like that either?
How many cis girls are totally happy with how they look? Complaining about your appearance is a pretty normal thing for girls.
Either way commiserating with friends feels good and can be therapeutic on its own.
>>5585942
>Should I start bringing piss bottles to work?
The answer to this question should always be no.
>>5585994
Do I just put up with people glaring at me in the men's room? I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable
>>5585998
You're going to make people a LOT more uncomfortable if you start peeing in bottles
>>5585863
those cis women are whores
and shitty humans to begin with
>>5586003
That's still not helpful advice.. How do I put up with nasty looks from guys in the bathroom?
>>5585998
kick their ass
who says you cant be a girl and beat guys up
>>5586023
>>5586018
Just ignore them and do your thing. #yolt, and in my experience, that's a bare minimum.
Pepe meme
>Wasn't feeling too bad this morning
>/mtfg/ wants to start depression/suicide posting all of a sudden
Thanks guys, I really was getting too enthusiastic about existence. I need to keep in my mind I'm still most likely going to kill myself in two years when transition doesn't work out well and I become queen of the hons.
i started hrt 4 days ago and i just came twice with no refractory period. also i didnt ejaculate.
have any of you girls had experience with multiple orgasms?
>>5586056
Hang on, we're almost at the pizza party stage of the mtfg life cycle
>>5586059
no, because i'm also poisoning myself with SSRIs.
>>5586061
that stage is always too short
>tfw nervous
>>5586061
you forgot the part where we sit in a circle and jerk off
>>5586066
You can do it kit, this is what you've been waiting for for so long.
>>5586062
i was on an ssri a few years ago. the lowest dose available. it made me feel really dissociated from reality.
Well I am officially one year on hormones today.
I guess looking back I have made progress, even if mtfg is firmly against that assumption. Seeing how fast and perfect everyone else's transition is going pisses me off so I have to work harder at this shit.
I guess that saying is right that only I have to work twice as hard to get half of what everyone else here gets.
>>5586076
Killing herself.
>>5586076
bukkake
>>5586076
grill pills
>>5586076
Getting her boypussy creamed.
>>5586077
>even if mtfg is firmly against that assumption
no you're just a cunt and everything you said after that only solidifies it
>>5586077
Given how it only took me twenty years to get SRS from the moment I realised it was what I needed... How about no?
>>5586077
>I guess looking back I have made progress, even if mtfg is firmly against that assumption.
>mtfg is firmly against that assumption
>Later today
>Kayla: "waaah life is awful HRT hasn't done anything for me why did even bother trying to transition!"
doodles are strange
I wish that I did not have a tinkler
I wish that I could press my flat crotch against a man
I wish I didn't look like rich evans as emperor palpatine with the body of an obese former football player
I wish I wasn't completely alone
I wish I could fix myself
I wish I wasn't so mentally and emotionally broken that I can't even lose weight or study
>>5585944
honestly once you reach the point of accepting yourself and being comfortable with yourself, dysphoria doesn't get to you as much, and you're a lot happier.
>>5586077
>I guess that saying is right that only I have to work twice as hard to get half of what everyone else here gets.
uh i'm the one who made that saying here up and i don't want u to use it, especially incorrectly. thank
>>5586098
your only obstacle has been your own stupidity
>>5586066
it is nerve wracking, but you will be fine and the first dose will make you smile beyond belief
>>5586096
>Body of an obese football player
Wasn't "In Bed with Maradona" a big hit? Oh, wait, that was Madonna. Nevermind.
>>5586077
that was pretty much the point where I started going full-time
people constantly say that u should go full-time, u just make excuses and blame everyone for anon abuse or people shitting on u in response to u saying stupid stuff like this whole post
u have it easier than most with ur life of luxury in a mansion with pools and bike toys and the privilege of being able to choose not to work because u think it's beneath u
>>5586098
>I have had it hard here
>I ignored any positive reinforcement from here but mean people on the internet ruined my life
I have no sympathies for you anymore you professional victim
>>5586098
you are both rich and spoiled
go beg mommy for your surgeries
why does everyone feel the need to constantly bitch about everything? why cant we have a civilized discussion?
>>5586098
>Well its going to take me that long too because it ain't in the realm of reality to afford
especially because u refuse to work so ur not moving any closer to it and just burning away the years
>Most trans people simply will never get it because only the rich or the spoiled can afford it
or they decided to work for their goals instead of being bitter and spouting jelly shit while ironically being spoiled with your pool and life of leisure
>>5586118
Because "civilized discussion" is boring crap that wealthy old white males try to impose on the rest of society, that's why. Smash the patriarchy!
>>5586129
gender war!
>>5586105
>uh i'm the one who made that saying here up and i don't want u to use it, especially incorrectly. thank
It was from a tv show you stuck up bitch. Why don't you take more pictures with your free money you cancerous suicide pusher.
>>5586112
>u have it easier than most
We are out of money and I am out of time. And no I am not better than work, I just can't get anyone to call me back for an interview.
>>5586106
>your only obstacle has been your own stupidity
My obstacle is getting over how everyone here looks like a gis girl at 2 months on hrt.
>>5586105
This. At some point, acceptance is part of how to be able to have a good, fun life and not squander it with endless cis envy.
>>5586109
I meant American rugby/NFL "football"
not football
sorry for the confusion
also ;~; my life is a joke
does anyone have to continue taking spiro after their orchie?
Sigh. The thread wasn't even that bad this morning. A little depressing, sure. But not that bad.
BBL when Kayla finishes posting for the day.
>>5586144
My levels on cypro were a little lower than on spiro. My levels post orchi were a little lower than on cypro.
>>5586144
I hear you've got to stay on it for a few months because the rest of your body kicks up testosterone production for a bit after it happens.
>>5586134
>uh i'm the one who made that saying here up
the line came from a show, the application to trans ppl in this general came from me. it's not my fault you're hideous, idiotic, and poor tho. you have marketable skills, use them or shut up
>>5586136
yeppp. plus most cis ppl's lives fucking suck lol. which i learned more and more when i started hanging out with cis ppl all the time. everyone i know with a family and kids secretly hates their lives and gets obscenely drunk and just vents about how they wish they were single and didn't have to work shit jobs in an office etc... it's depressing
>>5586141
Sheen, you and me have the same fucked up life and I wish I could do something to help the both of us. What you and I need to do is suck it up and starve ourselves. I splerged last night on a pizza but that's it. I am out of food and money for food, I suggest you throw out all your food and start walking. You live in fucking Sidney, its so beautiful there, go put some sunblock, a hat, and some guy clothes on and take walks. You have way more options than me to fix your life, use them please. Just get dressed and go take a fucking walk, if you get hungry, then down an entire bottle of water.
>>5586151
>>5586152
spiro isn't working for me and I'm going to get an orchie so I was just wondering. you testosterone was just checked and it's around 500 ng/dL... though that's totally testosterone and not free. it's weird because I pass perfectly fine after 6 months but my testosterone us really bugging me...
