▶ HonGen, because MTFG is for passable mtfs only.
I started HRT at 24 which is way past the complete male puberty so I knew that I shouldn't get any hopes up esp with my big wide shoulders and narrow mannish hips. I wish I had the strength to kill myself because I don't want to be another hon but it doesn't matter, I am just going to be a man on estrogen for life because there is not way I am coming out and living my life as a man in a dress, I am just going to be another "odd" guy with gyno now.
How do other hons here cope with their hondom?
>>5528139
wow you just explained my life perfectly, I started hrt at 25
>>5528042 here.
I started at 24.
M-me too
>tfw started just after 20th birthday and still felt like I started too late
Good thing I was wrong. I'm passable and cute as fuck now. FEEELS GOOOD
can someone make a real mtfg thread please?
>>5528210
>tfw started around my 20th but my face screams male
feed me a bullet
>>5528203
I don't care you are underage I don't care how much trouble I can get by wishing minors death but DIE YOU INSUFFERABLE SCUM I WANT TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO WIPE THAT SMIRK OFF YOUR EASY MODE FACE
>>5528227
>EASY MODE
but I'm not asian ??
>>5528234
You started at 14 so get out of here you dsgusting prick. Stop throwing your happiness in everyone's faces already.
>>5528139
Self-demeaning to whore for attention and fish for compliments isn't any better than being overly prideful about being a normal human being, to be honest.
iktf senpai
>started blockers just before 18
>still no hope
where is the end of the ride
>>5528203
Unbelievable, you come off as the most striking psychopath ever I wouldn't get surprised if you secretely get off to seeing others suffer because they didn't have the chance to start hormones before they were completely wrecked by male puberty. I know what a type of person you are because I can see right through you even though others are perhaps oblivious and charmed by your cute dumbass personality. You are enjoying this, aren't you?
>>5528294
We really don't need more drama, anon. This is not the way to talk to people.
If people are being cruel, then ignore them or tell them you hope they become better people. There is no need to be aggressive.
It sounds like you have something heavy on your chest, and I hope that you will be able to deal with it before you hurt someone with it.
>>5528257
>14
I wish
>>5528294
saved desu
>>5528139
I know this is off the topic but can someone explain what a hon is and what AGP means?
thank you in advance.
>>5528319
>hon
You
>AGP
accelerated graphics port
>>5528319
"Hon" refers to stereotypical older trans women who look like crossdressers. They got the nickname because they like to say "hon" and "sweetie" and other stereotypically feminine words when referring to people.
AGP refers to "autogynephilia", an idea that describes people who fetishize the image of themselves as women. It is not often considered to be a meaningful term.
>>5528198
I honestly thought you were female when I saw the pic.
>>5528307
What? Am I not good enough for you to give me one fucking intelligible answer? Why are you doing this? What is the matter with you?!
>>5528353
teach me your ways.
>>5528139
Started at 26. Girlmode hangs by a thread. One thing slips and I'm clocked easily. Settling for androgyny or being openly trans at this point. Stealth is a far-off dream.
> knew I needed to transition by mid-teens
> put it off because too scared to start
> don't start HRT until twenty nine
Please give me a time machine so I can punch my past self in the face.
>>5528372
idk senpai
ppl didn't used to attack me then they found out I started young so
I think no matter I say it won't be good enough for you and you'll keep going anyways
>>5528139
started at 23 and i look really androgynous at 10 months in and can pass really well in some photos but I don't think I'm going to make it :(
>>5528399
What's it like having a girlmode?
>>5528404
Can I borrow your time machine and do the same with myself
>>5528404
>wasn't allowed to start hormones until 17
why even live
>>5528434
I say girlmode, but really it's just me saying fuck it, presenting as best I can, and relying on the kindness of strangers to treat me with respect.
Almost a year of HRT and voice practice, nah, neutrality is the best I can do. Either people think I'm the hugest sissy faggot on Earth or I'm the most convincing faggy lesbian that's set foot on this world.
Either way, I'm still a faggot. Goddamnit.
>>5528428
>post a pic so we can judge
Um you really don't want to ask for her pics because she's underage.
>>5528139
>tfw rounded back and large, boxy ribcage
>>5528697
Pookie the truth is, while you do look kind of boyish rather than passing, you are nonetheless cute so the word 'hon' doesn't really apply to you
It'd be reasonable of you to post in the 'non-passing gen' that occasionally pops up but you posting here comes across as a slap in the face to those of us who, as well as not passing, don't look remotely cute and look like massive, hulking creeps instead
>>5528744
I didn't think this was a serious thread desu oops
>kind of boyish rather than passing
yah this is true idk I don't really wanna pass w/o makeup but idk what to do l-lol
>>5528781
>post jokingly in thread pretending to not pass
>get told you actually don't pass
kek that'll teach you for shitposting
>>5528697
Doesn't matter, that's still illegal and they are a pedophile for asking.
im sorry guys
i havent transitioned yet out of fear of becoming one of you but now ive realized
i could never become one of you because of my genetics even if i started at 24
im so sorry
>>5528856
>not realizing you are interacting with an narrow minded idiot
>>5528227
let me make life easy on you
/^!CPjPQrFgwc$/;op:yes;stub:no
Do you ever wish you were a cis guy?
>>5528731
So me
>>5528713
fucking this
no matter how good my voice or face is, my body is just grotesque and makes me a hon
>>5529598
but I am a cis guy
I've been taking hrt for years, but I live as guy and don't look like a girl~
>be me
>closeted, in total guymode, on HRT
>go to library in the evening to study
>on my way out happen to see the reflection of my body side-on in a window
>obvious bigger-than-gyno tits poking through t-shirt
>rest of me looks like gross big-ribcaged quite muscular bearded man
>but with obvious tranny tits that I didn't realise had gotten this noticeable (tbf I don't go out much)
>die from embarrassment, hold books over my chest the whole way home
well shit, guess I'd better buy a sports bra. any tips for making them not be noticeable under your shirt?
>transition at 20
>start getting good tits and hips and pass as a female just fine in a few months
le genetic lottery face though i looked like a 13 year old boy and dont have any body hair sooo maybe something fucked up
>started @ 22
>no butt, 34c and bony as bone fudge. manly bone fudge(41'' shoulders)
>immaculate voice
tfw in a loving marriage to a chaser who paid breast aug and ffs. JUST DO IT.
>>5532141
KS maybe
>>5532297
maybe. i'm 5'5 and have a 3.5 inch dick hard. i never looked like people my age though i thought you had to have a microdick or female-tier hips as a male for KS
>>5530150
>takes hrt
>is cis
Choose one, and only one.
>>5533727
sure showed her 15 hours later ;)
>>5533727
not that poster but i'll choose both thanks
>obese, hairy as fuck
>have complete financial capability to start hormones
>18, 5'1 and feminine skeletal frame
>can't get over my obesity and sit around frolicking in my own depressive shit
why can't i make myself a better person and just lose weight already
will i still end up as a hon even if i do lose weight
is any of this even worth the effort
[spoiler] how much does a gun cost[/spoiler]
>>5532235
>41" shoulders
uuummm....
Probably just kill myself. I started at 20 and I don't like how I look I rarely feel happiness anymore
>tfw five months into transition and still an 8/10 as a male in rate me threads.
Kill me.
>>5541143
circumference most likely
>>5542809
Try two years
Here's a riddle for everybody.
What did Gandalf say to the 6'2" dragon with a severe face and broad shoulders?
:^) :^) :^)
>>5544909
Nothing. he fought a balrog.
>>5528139
i started at 23 but i'm asian. so idk.
>>5528404
>same age
>same reason of delay...
S-s-stop by Ontario with that machine before you do...
>>5544585
At least we're handsome men :'(
>>5544909
>you will always be a man you ugly hon
>>5529296
What kind of freakishly feminine genes do you have that you can't become a hon at 24?
>>5544909
Carth... I'm surprised at you.
when I was 20 I decided I wasnt going to transition after 21. Right now Im 23, I havent started transition and I have tried to kill myself three times in the last 5 years.
Still Im happy about my decision of not being a freak
Does hrt affect your appetite at all?
>>5546328
>Im happy
>have tried to kill myself three times in the last 5 years
OG hon reporting in
>>5546452
Im happy im not a transfaggot getting beated in street and being a horrible man that dress like a girl, I even have a trans friend and I dont go out with her, I only met her at her house or mine.
>>5547662
Have you ever considered going to therapy for your severe depression (ignoring the trans stuff)? It might be helpful or it might not but it has got to be better than wanting to kill yourself all the time.
whats a hon?
I thought I was in the wrong thread but it looks like I'm home now
>>5549348
I have go to therapy for ages, I have severe depression since I was 10.
>>5546340
it surely does
