I'll start:
>Watching anime with volume very loud to avoid hearing my own thoughts
Playing gaytar and super smash brothers
You just need a nice chaser with a
SOLLLLLLLLID
PAINFULLLLLLLY
AVERAGE
FIVE.POINT FIVE INCH PENIS
OP that sounds really sad, I'm so sorry...
>>5526718
Dominoes pizza
going fat greaseball neckbeard guymode because thinking "if I put the effort in, maybe I'd pass" is better than trying your absolute hardest to pass and look feminine as possible only to look in the mirror and see a hon
>>5526718
>You will never be Akon
Feels bad man
online boyfriend
>>5526971
I started on this path a month ago started drinking too
Dunno what I'm gonna do, just be useless I guess
Just smoke weed.
At least it's possible to get up and go to work when you're high, too.
Worked for me when I wasn't ready to face my homosexuality.
>>5526718
>play csgo on casual
>realize if i die i wont hear G major Blood on the Dance floor micspammed
>realize ill never get a knife
>realize ill never be who i am if i just pull a an hero
plus i dont want to become the next trans martyr
>>5526736
That's the reality of depression/mental disorders
>>5526718
MAOIs.
I've been playing stupid browser/mobile multiplayer games during panic attacks to calm down.
No joke.
interesting>>5530318
>>5530280
>>5530209
In the same vein I think its a good time to tune out.
Humans arent perfect and using some additional substances can really help you through your day. Just choose the right substances
No alchohol, ciggerettes or barbs
Psychedelics are safe and by utilizing lower then recreational doses they can give you a happy boost on days your not. Weed can be expensive but keep your tolerance down and its really nice to numb the pain
Also the illicet drug community is rife with trannies so people are pretty respectful
Piano practice at least 1hr a day, friends and gf, TV and moovees, vidya. All this on top of four years of whoremoans has left me feeling pretty nice.
Going full weeb mode.
As OP does I guess.
It's better than antidepressants, somehow.
i play strategy games on normal difficulty. i know ill always win, but it beats screaming into my pillow all night.
Benzos, noise, and alcohol desu. Weed helps too, but I like this combo better desu. Opiates in general are really good as well.
nobody recommending the glorious dxm god to take away this shitty body
>>5526718
just do it and to help encourage people to not ruin their lives by mutilating themselves
Shower in scorching heat so I won't feel so numb
Take more slutty pictures of myself and put them on the internet for validation.
Meditate on the concept of not existing, maybe I'll be too scared to do it
>>5530837
i love drugs so much
full body mirrors
>>5531029
>Take more slutty pictures of myself and put them on the internet for validation.
Hope that's working for you 'cause you sure are hot :)
Does anyone know if taking a lot of Xanax and then drinking lots of alcohol kills you painlessly?
>>5531683
Exhaust pipe into car is best chemical death
>>5526730
isn't that below average tho?
>>5531690
I think catalytic converters in cars prevent that.
>>5531713
Afraid not fellow queen
>>5531729
Just unhinger the doohickey then
You some kind of faggot?
>>5531748
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gender_differences_in_suicide
Guns are for men
>>5531763
it's the most effective though.
Listen to some gud music or go for a night walk to the park
Why would you want to go out with pills? Sounds like damn torture to me. Feeling terrible, dying slowly. Take a fucking gun and blow your brains out. It'll be well worth your while.
>>5526718
cutting works for me :^)
so about this....
>>5526718
Getting hit on regularly by straight guys and chasers and turning them all down, because you classy af.
>>5532976
Offroading at 60mph with a handle of jameson until the adrenaline overload makes you numb and the alcohol makes you tired.
The bonus is, I could fuck up, understeer and achieve the same end in a horrific accident with nobody around to see it or help.
Win/win
>>5530280
yeah, i was looking at tranylcypromine (Parnate) since it would be a way of taking an antiparkinsogenic maoi and amphetamine all at once, then i found out it really is an inhibitor of prostacyclin synthase, to the point of being a research chemical for that very activity. still don't know how to interpret this. i took it at 19 with no effect, but i think i would likely respond to it on memantine given how little adderall i need to simulate functioning and interest in life
I'm a Philip J Fry level idiot so I don't think enough to be depressed.
>>5531417
I went into a GAP dressing room yesterday and I was actually surprised and just a bit pleased by what I saw in the mirror. My upper body was a lot less muscular than before, you could say it looked like a young boy's chest, plus the bit of breast tissue. Still feel bad that I didn't start before puberty, but it's something.
>>5530209
Weed is the only thing that keeps me here. I'm doing way too much though.
>>5531763
So is actually dying from suicide. It's great we could resolve your issue, anon. Congratulations, it looks like you will die a natural death.
>>5531786
This doesn't seem official is this official?
>only 25% of suicide attempts via fall are successful
how are these people falling? that seems weak as shit to me.
>>5533620
Buildings/bridges
>>5532601
So many regrets up and down my theighs because I hated being alive before transitioning
>>5533725
If you fall off a 5 story building and faceplant the concrete you will die 100 out of 100 times.
If you fall off a 300 foot bridge over water you will die 100 out of 100 times.
>>5533749
i imagine that the ones that fail either land with their feet and get immediate medical attention and/or do not jump from a place that is high enough.
>>5531649
It's helped me so far, and thanks for the compliment providing that you're not being sarcastic, can never really tell online.
>>5534729
Ragdolling, actually. You need to maintain good form in order to get the most out of impact, and the body naturally relaxes into a long enough fall.
Ok guys/girls
I never thought that I might help you but you seem to need help
Do mindfulness meditation
How to
The practice is clearing your toughs
If you begin and you get toughs don't worry just go back to the present
Try to do it at least 20 min daily the more the better
Read the power of now by Eckar Tolle
accept your condition and surrender to the present
pic related
I am just a ex-suicidal polack
>>5531029
>Shower in scorching heat so I won't feel so numb
>tfw i have eczema and this makes my skin even more red and itchy
why cant i just have one nice thing
>>5526718
The fact that this thread exists is grim as hell
>>5543461
>>5526718
Why even try to not kill yourself? Is there a reason to not end it? I mean, there must be some expectation of an improvement, but I don't see any reason to think that there will be.
>>5530842
OMFG I love you
>>5526718
Practice some kind of art or craft. I took up crochet recently, and find satisfaction and fulfillment in making gifts for other people with my own two hands.
Shitposting on 4chan to distract myself from life
>>5545225
this desu ne
>>5530842
dxm is mediocre. Also I burnt out my dissociative tolerane with RCs and now I have to wait forever before I can use them recreationally again. Nowadays I just use psychedelics, I can't use them every day but they're trippier and feel more meaningful than dissociatives so that's a plus.
