Crippling depression edition
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Previous thread >>5522438
I want to crack a brick on umarus skull.
>Crippling depression edition
Dont you all post at once now.
I just need a bf ;_;
>when work is no longer enough to repress your self loathing
>>5524295
>i am not good at smiling
neither am I but then I look like a caveman that had it's face smashed in with a brick.
You have potential, so keep your chin up
>>5524291
where at qt 3.2?
I want to wash away all of my sin so I can live a life in which I can make someone happy.
>>5524310
>wash away all of your sin
catholics do that shit for free
>>5524299
i feel like that about my face sometimes
im sure it isn't actually that bad
hey fuckos what do you think of this bee?
>>5524318
When bricks are flying...trips are dying.
alriftht good morning(?) eveyrone im hoping everybody is doibng okay and i look forward to talking to you all first i shower
>>5524292
this gif reminds me of a low point of my life. it was the middle of the afternoon on like a tuesday and I was high and had just made a turkey sandwich and here I am looking over this sandwich and I just start crying heavily and start eating the sandwich,. I then start laughing at the same time because im realizing in my high mind how fucked up my life is that I just hit a low point because im bawling while eating a turkey sandwich and then laughing some more.
Kills me.
I mean kill me.
>>5524335
>not putting phone in a sandwich bag to use in shower
>>5524340
actually i still browse while in the shower. my touchscreen doesn't get input through a sandwich bag ive tried
>>5524343
That's weird. Mine does
>>5524348
i need to git gud.
>>5524337
when I worked at the timberyard, every sunday I would get a whole bunch of chinese food and I would be there waiting and there would be people walking by and the gravity of just how depressing it was always would make me feel like dieing
food is the worst
H-hi
>>5524357
How were the drugs, mate?
>>5524357
hey
>>5524358
Still going, still enjoying it, I'm not entirely sure what just happened between arriving and now but I'm totally fine with it.
How are you?
>>5524359
Me on the left ;__ _____;
>>5524363
Pretty alright
I wanna trip with you desu
>>5524363
>Me on the left ;__ _____;
me too
I wish I wasn't a coward
>>5524365
>tfw you'll never do mushrooms with kuppy
It's a bad feeling.
So much for no drugs though ;_;
>>5524366
;_;
How do you cope?
>>5524371
you're gonna be fijne bb
>>5524372
Senpai lets meet up and do a bunch of drugs then fuck, I got 3 points of H lets do it.
>>5524372
Someday my friend, when I manage to escape from Afghanistan.
>>5524375
>heroin
Come on, I literally just turned down coke and research chems, don't put the pressure on me like this.
>>5524376
Come to canuckistannnnnn ;_;
>>5524378
>don't have a passport
>don't have money
Donate pls
then I can trek to Edmontonstan
>>5524378
pham i just got clean and now my sex drive is on overdrive I have honestly fucked what little twinks grinder has to offer and know im all alone ;-;
please be my friend, i don't know were else to go
Would practicing my voice at least 10 minutes everyday be enough to improve it?
>>5524381
kuppy which trip would you kiss on the mouth?
>>5524382
I'm not a twink, please go
>>5524388
I went from basic male to passing female in about 6 months. Voice wise, not appearance.
>>5524381
>going to Edmonton
Don't do it ;_;
>>5524389
W-why do you want to know?
>>5524390
> didn't imply that
and fine bye bye
who /showershitpost/ here
>>5524394
Ship related purposes
>>5524390
lose my number ugly
>>5524404
It is going to depend on your answer to my question
>>5524398
It's Clearly Kit x Kuppy NTR elanna
>>5524409
Not anymore you don't.
>>5524409
>tfw elanna doesn't want to kiss a trip
>>5524412
Ntr?
FOR THE XTH TIME, FIX DISCORD LINK
https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww8t2Oe
can someone bring me an IV of coffee please, thanks
>no transgirls in utah
feels batman, not even a chaser just curious.
>>5524424
how many sugars
>>5524419
So no then?
>>5524428
2 pls
>>5524419
U shud only kiss peopl u love tho
>>5524427
OTOH, there' s a lot of trans girls from Utah.
>>5524432
come right up, wait what type of coffee do you even want and where am i taking this
>>5524434
>you've peeked my interest
r u srs?
>>5524436
uhm.. a cappuccino and the uk senpai
>>5524431
It's not a fun ship if you can't really put a face/persona to anon. You've become boring elanna
>>5524442
She needs to experiment though. Also just say it's practice for boys. Then it's not gay at all.
>>5524440
obligatory
L O N D O N
oh right you posted that cute ass accent on voca earlier. how you doin' bb?
>>5524447
it would be cuter if i actually had some semblance of a female voice :_:
>tfw chased because of accent alone
>>5524445
Idk even how to kiss though
Someone teach me pls
>>5524452
It's easy you just do it
>>5524450
>i want to be a pretty grill
>dont look at me
I have to constantly remind myself that this isn't reliable logic based in reality, most of you are just mentally ill.
If you're a pretty woman then get use to being "chased" like all other pretty women.
>>5524476
>>tfw chased because of accent alone
Do you know that for a fact?
>>5524476
maybe not #1 but its pretty good.
>>5524475
Gonna move there, buy an empty plot of land and have a comfy little house.
>tfw win $1,000,000 from the powerball.....in my dreams
At least no one won the jackpot
>>5524480
no but i dont see how its relevant & this gen has loads of americans in it and they go mad over brit accents for some reason
>>5524483
:3
That's the dream. Why does land there have to be so expensive
>>5524486
The whole point is somebody is appreciating you and you're not caring, and that's cold.
>>5524487
Whatever happened to colonial days of claiming land for free?
I want my own little cozy house
>>5524488
i do care though, i was just saying that alot of people give me attention just for my accent alone
>>5524492
Those days are long since passed. Rip colonialism ;~;
>>5524484
>will never win lottery and go around hugging everyone from mtfg
it hurts.
>>5524496
But I want to live in a comfy house with friends and cuddle and shit
>ywn thoroughly grope and tease kaylas body while she wears her moms dress and thigh highs making her shiver with anticipation before you flip up her dress and rub miss cock as you pump deep between her cheeks
Why life senpai
>>5524475
For you it's great, for the shipping community it's boring
I brought a Blitzcrank plushie at comic con eehhhh! :3
>>5524506
Holy shit
>>5524514
Which con is that
>>5524509
If you Brits had just stayed outta WW1
Indians wouldn't get uppity about independence for much longer, Africans wouldn't have seen that they could easily just revolt from the Empire.
Everything would've been happy
(Except France and Russia)
>>5524517
>ywn cuddlefuck kayla soft but deeply kissing her after you've both had time to relax in each others arms after roughly plowing her over her desk not long before
>>5524524
how muchwas ticket?
>>5524520
Comic con!
>>5524521
we're brits nearly every major international conflict in the history of forever has involved us.
>tfw nation of warmongers
>>5524527
Pick a backup trip to kiss
>>5524532
Oh I thought you went to wizards con
>>5524535
>ywn tongue punch kaylas fartbox
Life is for the living and I belong to the dead thread
>>5524529
$4 for 2
>>5524541
least you made profit...sorry famry
>>5524544
There's always the next attempt.
It's at 1.3 billion right now
>>5524548
jesus. i dont even konw what th e lotteries aare lik in ausland
>>5524545
Sounds good
See you there
Hopefully hormones by then
>>5524555
It's a big scam to take people money
>>5524545
Ok noted. Also this means on the mouth. :3
>>5524560
jokeso n them i dont even have money.
>>5524560
It isn't really bad when you play once in awhile.
>>5524563
Me too
Anyone on the east coast up for some cuddles? ;w;
>>5524540
ye windsor sucks tbqhwyf
>>5524576
Saxe-Coburg-Gotha was a better name desu
Though, whatever happened to the Jacobite pretenders?
>>5524579
You'll teach me to be pretty and shit with my hon bod right?
>>5524594
lol sorry
I'm just a history nerd desu
>>5524581
>my hon bod
Kuppy please don't make me say it again, you don't have any more of a hon bod than I do
>>5524292
:'( don't cry there's always drugs
>>5524606
Sorry
It's just my self-hatred ;~;
>>5524595
dont be sorry! and same i studied the 1905 russian revolution, the rise of hitler in the 20's/30's and the pacific theater of the 2nd world war
>>5524396
That's actually pretty pretty pretty
Evening /mtfg/ how is everyone tonight!?
>>5524619
I just autistically researched a lot of shit after playing paracucks games
Also
I did Rise of Hitler in last year and will be doing the 1917 Russian Revolutions
Don't really know much about the Pacific Theatre of WW2 (except Japan got rekt)
>>5524622
>tonight
Doyou live in Japan
>>5524630
No just been watching a lot of ytp
Why am I up at 7:30 wtf
is brick anon here
hmu ok
>>5524622
uhmm it's MORNING
>>5524619
how shitty is history major senpai
>>5524639
ok well you take care of yourself.
hol up
what is the full definition of hon i never actually thought about it that deeply.
>>5524635
No, Australia
>>5524649
While technically true it's still several hours until light, therefore night >:C
>>5524649
i chose to study it in highschool senpai and it was worth it, got an A in it too
>>5524659
that fucking pic is beautiful.
>>5523941
>nothing is more demoralizing than failing to kill yourself!
I dragged myself out of bed to like this post
>>5524659
it's getting light out rn aaaAAAAA
can't sleep help
>>5524660
oo wowie
I've read a couple books on Japan during WWII and have some I haven't read abt the SS since I found the war rlly interesting but idk senpai
I just wanna pass l-lol
>>5524658
>what is the full definition of hon
well if u look in the dictionary
at the word hon
you'll just find a pic of me
so
>>5524658
It can either be
An old and ugly transitioner (derived from the website Susans.org, in which many users were middle aged and used the word hun/hon a lot)
or just an ugly and very masculine MtF
>>5524658
A certain type of unpassing transwoman.
Typically middle aged, almost makes a mockery of women.
Deep voice, badly fitted dress, tattoos, uses the word "hon" a lot.
>>5524687
get on skype you buttblasting faggot
>>5524674
its easy to pass history, you'll make it!
heyyy
>>5524687
well I didn't have tons of DRUGS to do like some1......
lucky desu : ' )
I'm moving today aaaahhhhh
>>5524694
T-thanks
Had to take American history last semester I HATED it
boring country tbqh
>>5524700
heyy
>>5524687
Sorry
I can't help but relapse into that shitty state of mind
Hi. /LGBT/ I'm having a bit of a crisis. I'm a Tran Fem and wondering if prefering woman makes me a Lesbian.
>>5524705
i knew u would be here
>>5524708
Well you're either bi if you also like men or you're a lesbian
>>5524717
Um. What?
>>5524708
No. It makes you a fucking male with typical male urges because you are XY chromosome MALE
>>5524725
i was just memeing you desu, dont worry about it
>>5524722
pls
>>5524705
Shhhh I passed on the hard stuff tonight and took mushies instead of coke and rcs, pls no bully ;_;
Aaah do you have a lot of stuff to move?
>>5524722
i do
>>5524738
Good
now cmere
>>5524733
>i was just memeing you desu
DANK one
>>5524735
o-oh those sound v bad ; _ ;
what are mushies ?? are they squishy ??
>Aaah do you have a lot of stuff to move?
uhmm not too much !! most of my rooms done but the living room is kind of a mess l-lol
yesterday was my last night in this house kinda surreal after 5 years !!
>>5524731
How does it feel
>>5524758
ohhh are we gonna have lunch now?
>>5524761
It hurts everyday
>>5524758
thanks m8 i do love a good meme and now its time for a nap BYE (also gl with ur moving and stuff!)
>>5524733
Well,this board seem cool
>>5524758
Mushrooms, they're yummy. ^^
Damn 5 years is a long time to live in the same place though that really must feel strange
>>5524778
What are the effects of mushrooms btw?
>>5524708
>>5524708
>I'm a Tran Fem and wondering if prefering woman makes me a Lesbian
>prefering woman
>>5524772
Do you know how to make it not hurt?
>>5524777
i am not feeling fancy.
>>5524785
Well,I am MTF and do sexually prefer people of feminine identity.
>>5524788
Anne what trip would you kiss on the mouth if you had to pick one?
>>5524780
well uhm they taste good and if u roast them and get all the moisture out they're a pretty yummy filling......
imi where u @ back me up here
>>5524778
oops 4 years actually
but yeh longest we've lived anywhere
idk most of the ppl I know have lived in the same place their whole lives since their families own houses but I guess it gets different as you age
my best friend from elementary school is like 19 now and still lives in the same house .-.
>>5524788
let's go pig out at like
chicken wow then honestly
AUTHENTIC, REAL, FRIED CHICKEN™
>>5524801
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXqPYte8tvc
Good morning girls! How are y'all?
>>5524809
confused
hey /mtfg/
>>5524275
that's the right edition for me
>>5524817
how safe is Germany today, Marina?
>>5524816
About what? :c
>>5524825
It's the last day. I'm doing my makeup and cosplay rn before we check out of the hotel.
>>5524828
Well I'm generally curious.
Too bad I'm way too scared of breaking the law to actually do drugs.
>>5524832
If being Transfem and prefereing those of Fem identity counts me as Lesbian
>>5524835
>prefering
Well that implies you still like certain types of guys, so you'd be bi imo
>>5524311
And get you to kill yourself in the process, yay! :3
>>5524842
I mean I am sexually attracted to other Trans girls and Cisgirls as well but am not into Trans men or Cismen in anyway.
>>5524844
Yeah, you're a lesbian.
>>5524844
Well you're a transbian m88. Its no big deal, you like what you like.
>>5524851
transbian?
>>5524853
Trans lesbian
>>5524834
If you havn't tried them already, don't start.
>>5524858
Ah.
> Recently only got into the terms and community.
>>5524861
> Recently only got into the terms and community.
you should leave before you get too deep into it
>>5524859
Not even minor ones?
howdy. what's for brunch today girls?
>>5524864
This.
I came here out of curiosity a few years ago, and now I'm considering the possibility that I've become trans.
I certainly wasn't before I started.
Run before it gets you.
>>5524868
coffee.
>>5524868
Vegemite
Pure vegemite, straight from the container
i've started waking up at ~2am
so it's more dinneakfast
>>5524869
I've been trans before I came here
>>5524865
Experience has told me that if you're going to try minor ones, set your limits well in advance. The right combination of factors comes along sometimes and it's way too easy to get in deeper than planned.
>>5524885
Will do
Thanks for the advice.
>get w2
>made dicks for cash this year
>not literally dicks
>that would be a lot nicer probably
how to find stable, well paying job that's enjoyable??
>>5524885
This.
I did a short arabic audio course some years ago and now I'm fighting infidels and doing daily administrative work in Al-Raqqah.
>>5524877
vegemite actually is v good. i could see doing this slowly licking with butter knife if too depressed to go buy food, sadly we just have marmite here usually, which is not as good
>>5524868
CHOCOLATE
>>5524890
>how to find stable, well paying job that's enjoyable??
Impossible srry
>>5524832
ooo I see
have fun Korra and gl !!
>>5524850
>live's not easy being a hon
iktf
>>5524890
>how to find stable, well paying job that's enjoyable??
be one of the best college graduates in the world
also depends on what you enjoy
>>5524869
this is really hard to relate to and understand how might be possible without knowing someone. if being trans or alternately miserable/fucked-up-for-life or both had an alternative where it could have all been avoided, i mean like we've all thought about it, and like presume anyone would have sense to avoid--it's like not an easy life, and people hate you for your struggles, it isolates you.
if you can't go back, you can't go back, that's relatable. that's why we assume people who decide they need pills have made a pretty solid defined decision they can't handle and have to try to stop/reverse what's happening/happened to them. --if you can get out def do, just people who "remit" seem so rare, unless the fad fascination with us really has deluded people into thinking being trans is some safe position in society that people would sanely "choose". the choice is typically one of harm reduction and not much of a choice at all
I want to make sweet, tender love to angie.
>>5524897
this was gold
thanks anon!
>>5524913
music/astronomy
could probably get something going playing in bars or hip restaurants in the city. astronomy is something different though. basically a phd is required for an entry level job.
>>5524869
i kno rite? i saw all the qt anime girls here and said "i wanna be like them!!!" now, i am taking pills and my dick shrank! i now have a very feminine penis and i couldn't be happier.
>>5524834
don't be a pussy. man up and get some drugs
>>5524938
>astronomy
Enjoy begging for funding for your whole life. You'll be sucking plenty of old man penis.
>>5524392
>>>5524381
>>going to Edmonton
>Don't do it ;_;
also yeah, elanna is serious: cities other than montreal, toronto, or vancouver aren't v socially viable for trans women. calgary/edmo/ottawa-sized "cities" are meant for straights, cis gays, or ppl who still prefer or have no option to escape the miserable privacy these alienating sprawls allow
Going to bed now
Auf Wiedersehen /mtfg/
>>5524952
Bis morgen
>>5524940
but i'm being serious
i was pretty much fine until i came here
I want to rape sheen's father.
I want to pull on a transsexual's foreskin with my lips as there is cum shooting out of the penis.
i keep posting here. what is wrong with me? see, ottawa and cities like this makes this worse. need to get back to vidya like someone holed up in ottawa does
>tfw no strong gf to brutally fuck my brains out
I just want a scarred babe to have her way with me ;_;
>>5524969
Disgusting
Kill yourself
>>5524946
I mean, most people here won't assault you at least? ;~;
>>5524969
>transsexual
>cum shooting out of the penis
Oh well, you'll have realistic fantasies one day.
>>5524967
Perhaps coming here unearthed some feelings you've been pushing away? That's kinda how it worked for me. As I slowly became less LGBT-phobic and learned more about transgirls the more I realized I was a girl and that was okay.
>>5524967
maybe you just accepted it
when i first discovered being trans around 13/14 i was like
>woah, that's me
and after discovering hons i was like
>maybe i'm not trans, maybe i'm just interested, but that's not me
>>5524952
nightt
>>5524984
I discovered hons first and I think when I was a kid it helped me feel like i was cis. I mean who looks at a hon and wants to be that? But then once I discovered transpeople can pass and look good, then I started feeling jealous and shitty and all that fun stuff.
>>5524979
yeah, i hate having to remind myself to be thankful of that priv. still doesn't pay the bills or keep good company tho. idk y i'm so out other than it's the only way i've felt safe/calm in a small city where i assume everyone talks, and certainly people def did when i transitioned--that ppl respect ppl's privacy since like the beginning of the last decade roughly leaves me in such awe, awe i still can't convert into belief tho
>>5524984
that is literally me
>>5524988
We need an anon name for this anon who supposedly fucked elanna.
Discord link is still broken, pls fix
https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww8t2Oe
>>5525015
Give it a rest autist.
>>5525015
i already posted it qt
Post the trips you heavily suspect aren't really trans, just gay boys or straight fem boys
>>5525015
Btw the discord is open to everyone, its moderated so theres no vicious anontrolling like on here
>>5524984
yeah you def need words for your feels, words we still don't have. we'll never know why we are the way we are, but sadly still are, all we can do is do what we can abt it.
maybe you were actually treated well enough as a male to leave you in a comfy trance--still don't know how reversable it is if a "trance" breaks. i think of that mike penner guy who transitioned, detransitioned, and suicided--and ppl amongst us even more personality disordered than usual
we need to be emotional tanks, yes. like even subconsciously there must be some sense that if we could not do this, our lives would be so much simpler. maybe that's it's latent in some ppl? idk?
>>5525021
That's the best part of this thread though
>>5525019
me desu
>>5525021
idk i went on the original one in OP before i even tripped i think, but only for a few secs. the vibe seemed kindof one of familiar meantrans/rivalry, but i always anticipate and cringe in advance towards that
>no vicious anontrolling
>That's the best part of this thread though
lateral trolling is the mtf trans norm, i can see why ppl want out of it
>>5524944
i know. i can't wait.
