Any other trannies going to do the deed on new years?
The deed? You mean sex? I hope so, I'm pretty lonely and I would like some validation about myself but I don't wanna meet up with some stranger on craigslist ya know?
>>5419878
I got friends in all timezones and none irl, mfw gonna celebrate new year all day long.
No lewd deeds sadly due to the distance
OP means offing yourself. Nope not this year.
Before you off yourself please consider being my online GF instead.
I'm kind of a "chaser" I guess but I'm a loner and have social anxiety. I have been told I'm really cute in the looks department. I'm a NEET and I think it would be nice to have an online trans GF to talk to all of the time. And we can even watch anime and movies together.
So before you kill yourself just remember theres me. I'm okay with being your last resort and you can leave me whenever you feel better.
>>5420469
I've tried to meet people from online before and it didnt go so well. Seems like every time I get close to someone online they pressure me to meet in person. I am comfortable if its just online...in person not so much.
>>5420527
Ha, I'm the same way. Not that I'm completely opposed to meeting eventually but I don't want to get pressured to it. I haven't tried to meet anyone as I've turned the few people down who have wanted to meet me, though I don't know how serious they were.
>>5419781
I most likely will.
I don't know why, everything went better expected, my parents love me, i pass 100% now but i'm lonely and just stressed out by life.
Already bought the poison and i'm thinking about the important things i want to be found with, like the stone my best friend got me or the bracelet my sister bought me in her ´girly package!!!´
How do you wanna do it, OP?
I'm gonna lose my virginity on new years :3
>>5420542
It's so stressful when youre being pressured isnt it? There was someone I really liked but she wanted to meet me and couldn't just take it easy with me and watch anime like we were doing when we first met. So it was like a slow motion train wreck as she got more and more impatient before leaving me.
>>5420593
Sounds awful indeed. I do want to meet my online friends some day but everyone is more or less broke and live super far away from each other so it's not really relevant. Neet life it is for now, filled with vidya, chatting and whatever region-restricted netflix has to offer.
>>5420559
With a gun. I was thinking of going to the cemetery and chat with my sister's gravestone for a while before I go. Kind of catch up on the past few years and sort of make peace with all my failures.
I told myself I would wait at least a year after starting medical transition before I would let myself think about ending it again.
So the wait begins.
possibly. There was so much hope this year, but yet again everyone abandons me and I have nothing.
>>5420446
ill be ur gf
>>5420971
>I was thinking of going to the cemetery and chat with my sister's gravestone for a while before I go. Kind of catch up on the past few years and sort of make peace with all my failures.
Isn't it so fun to be a pretentious idiot who double checks to make sure people are watching the hollywood-wannabe life?
Life ism't a fucking move. Just kill yourself. Your sister was trash and so are you
>>5420593
I'm not the same Anon but I was planning the same thing.
Please cling on to me? ;w;
My Skype is in the filename.
>>5419781
I wish I had a gun to shoot myself. I've only tried pills, never ended nicely.
>>5421251
how old are you
>>5421287
20.71
>>5421287
lol old enough to fuck your mom lmao :^)
>>5419781
I'm mostly afraid of failing and being sent to a mental hospital.
I'm sticking around for at least my birthday on the 9th.
>>5421306
It doesn't matter, you can just try again when you're out
>>5421309
That's a lot of disgrace to bear, soon to be dead or not.
>>5419781
What a terrible thing to say!!!!
>>5421309
you can try inside of a mental hospital even... just save up your pills for a week and take em all in one go...
is this thread about penis chopping?
>>5421340
if you aren't taking the meds they'll just inject you
don't kill yourselves desu
>>5419781
No need as i'm starting HRT and full coverage for surgery in January!
I don't want to see 'mass tranny suicide' headlines on my bday so can you not.
>>5421400
America, is that you?
>>5421340
I've been in a mental hospital. They force you to take your meds. I accidentally walked away without taking them one day and I almost got in serious trouble. They don't take it lightly.
>>5421405
Well, it is one of the only ways we will ever make the news.
I am up for it. I am pretty much set on actually doing it.
>>5421411
I'm only 16 but I doubt it's much different post 18; when I spent a month at the ward it was one of the most dull times, and the staff were all cruel and deliberately nasty. would not recommend.
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>>5421416
With that attitude, sure.
>>5421416
I was thinking of that too. I watched this movie named Taxi Driver that gave me an idea. I know there are places here that are holding children in sex slavery. I hate that. I want to die, and I figure why not shoot up an illegal brother and truly die an hero.
>>5421576
Good luck actually finding one, and if you did all of the girls would be killed anyway.
>tfw clingy online only anon didn't add me
;w;
>>5421591
They are easy to find. All the cantinas or asian places that have them are known.
Why would the girls be killed. I bet I could kill a few people before they shot me.
>>5421416
Hi deadfriend! Is your name a reference to The Unicorns?
I hope not. I haven't even lived life yet. As llng as I don't get too boozed/lonely I should have an alright time, right?
Not this year baby, I still have some stuff I want to see, visit and experience.
>>5421231
Let's do this
>>5421896
Sorry for being a bit late, but yeah, it's a reference to The Unicorns. Love those guys.
>>5422220
Hey I'm semi serious. I know I'm good looking and in shape just too shy sometimes. Where are you from?
>>5421525
>public ban
>on /lgbt/
Do we actually have mods now?
>>5422233
Well poo. Let's do this anyway time 2 d8
>>5422209
ok just give me your skype or something
>>5422270
Alright
The name user is krunkalert
Also on kik
>>5422238
Sounds like we converted a str8 1!
We did it 4chan ;D
Listen girls before you end your life just listen to what I have to say.
Listen here little baby. You're gonna get a lot of hurtful and degrading comments, but that ain't what I'm about. Let me just say, you are perfect the way you are. You hear me sugar? PERFECT. Don't ever change. You deserve anything and everything you want. Stay safe for me, baby girl.
>mfw thinking of you hurting
>>5422320
shut the fuck up
>>5422320
Uh, they're the ones who posts "hurtful and degrading comments" all over /lgbt/
Why are you sympathizing with them?
>>5422320
[HON INTENSIFIES]
>>5421400
Which surgery?
>2 yr hrt
>customers constantly give weird glanced at my nametag because they cant tell wtf gender i am or are checking to see if im a tranny
I have all the reason to seppuku
Please don't kill yourself. :c
>>5422463
This x100000
You ass
>>5421246
>going to an important spot and reflecting on shit is hollywood and pretentious
>>5422517
>your dead sister
>important
>whining about tfw no gf to some corpse
>reflecting
>>5422532
Fuck you, my sister was awesome.
>>5419781
With all the shit life has been throwing at me I want to but a friend I knew killed themselves and just seems like I would be attention seeking.
>>5422532
You can stop trying to fit in 4chan by being edgy.
I detranisitoned about a year ago. I've been pretty alright with keeping my head above water in the last few months but in the last few weeks or so I've been hitting the bottle hard and I'm genuinely concerned I may do something final before Christmas.
It's getting worse and I'd like to say I'm scared but I'm not. I'm just feeling so genuinely empty and lonely that it doesn't even feel like a emotional excercise anymore, it feels like the logical recourse and the final means to an end.
I'm 26 and I've been through some shit and this feels real this time
>>5422729
>WAS
>>5422734
if you were serious about it you wouldn't worry about the details
I'm glad you're not
>>5422831
Yeah im also too much of a coward to do it
Pretty good chance. I've don't have really anything to live for and since nothing has improved despite trying, I'm going to be royally fucked by February at the latest anyway. Kind of a waste since I'm passable and attractive, and though hormones helped, can't get rid things quite so easily.
>>5422320
This thread is like /r9k/, you can't fucking go "hurr ur perfect and awesome don't dun do it" without any actual logic
>>5421307
Who will cut your hair when you're gone?
>>5421313
So what lol
>>5423314
Did I just find the only other Unicorns fan in the world or
>>5422320
Back to /fit/ with you, foul demon.
>>5422287
This isn't me >>5420446
I wen't to sleep last night sorry.
But if anyone wants to talk ill give you my skype if you email me.
[email protected]
I've done it every year for the past decade. I die every time.
*ghost power*
I promised some people that I won't kill myself until January which I think I can stick to but I don't see myself making it to my next birthday in april, I've left things too late and now I'm 21, I don't see myself living a happy life now
My best friend killed herself recently and that plus other things happening in my life have really made me want to lately
Does anyone else want to give each other a reason not to?
>>5422816
Just retransistion grill.
>>5422443
At least you don't have actual PATIENTS who must put their trust into you and here you are looking like a genderfuck faggot. All you have to do is interact with people for like 10 seconds
>>5423847
They probably didn't pass for shit and thats why they detransed
You can make it through grills, I believe in you. Things will get better with time, just don't give up.
>>5422320
/fit/bro here, toppest of keks breh
I would just like to say that if you are a hottie or even a dragon, but you are depressed and considering suicide because you are lonely PLEASE DO NOT DO IT, believe it or not things can and do get better, especially if you get help for your dysphoria.
If you are a hon or AGP fucking kill yourself my man :^)
Hey everyone in this thread if you are seriously considering killing yourself, before you do use some saved up money and go have a couple of sessions with a psychologist. Just tell them anything and everything except that you are thinking of killing yourself (unless you think it is necessary)
If you really want to kill yourself you nothing to lose by paying somebody and telling them everything.
>>5423980
>MFW your Psychiatrist will interrupt you and remind you that your hour is almost up, and you havent even told them 1/4 of the things you need to say
>>5423980
If I had money I wouldn't be in quite a critical position anyway so that's out of question
>>5423980
I've been going to a therapist for a while
They are not helpful at all, they give no good advice and I'm pretty sure whenever they try talking about trans stuff they just looked up a "Am I trans?" guide on reddit. Other than that they don't say anything most of the time and just ask questions without ever adding anything of their own as comments afterwards.
>So do you think you want to be a woman or something?
>You should look up "mindfulness"
>Are you sure you're not just experimenting?
>Try doing some mindfulness exercises.
>So do you like... feel upset because of this stuff?
>I think it would help you if you looked up "mindfulness."
>Wow you've really put a lot of thought into this, I'm pretty impressed. Hmmn, I'm not even really sure what to say now.
>I think you're just experimenting
>You will feel better if you try doing mindfulness.
>mfw still just as depressed and anxious as before
>mfw "You're just experimenting" probably just because I've talked about how this could ruin my job prospects and relationship with my family so I'm scared
>mfw ordering hormones online soon
Don't waste your money senpai
>>5424871
Find a different therapist. They are not all like yours. Mine isn't. In fact, my therapist is my only source of hope at the moment. I live to see her every week.
>>5421525
>gets banned in a sudoku thread
>>5424903
I don't even know where to start with finding a therapist. I'm going to this one because my mom likes her so my mom thought she'd be good for me too. 90% of the customers walking in are kids though too so that's a red flag.
>>5425095
Google therapists in your area. Find one that specializes in gender dysphoria. If one is unavailable, try body dysphoria. Go a hundred miles to find one if necessary because it's better than nothing. A therapist can very easily be your key to finding happiness when there's nothing else left.
>>5425135
Can you give me any idea of how a gender therapist is different from a regular one?
>>5425167
Not that anon, and I am just guessing, but I would say a normal therapist may be conservative and get you to repress or attempt to "cure" you, wasting time and money, or they may refuse or be hesitant to treat you simply because they were never taught about this. A gender therapist would also know who to hook you up with and likely knows the things you need to do with change of documents.
>>5425167
A therapist that specializes in gender dysphoria is more knowledgeable because they have worked with people like you for years. They know what works and what doesn't and won't beat around the bush in trying to solve your problems in ways that doesn't really help.
>>5425167
If you have insurance and want coverage for SRS and FFS, some companies will not accept your request for treatment unless you have been diagnosed with gender dysphoria by a certified specialist.
>>5419781
>tfw you want a hon harem and beautiful young girls are going to kill themselves and waste their good bodies over insecurities.
>>5425291
Therapists are legally bound to treating you with respect and there is absolutely no discrimination allowed lest they want to be fired. If you think your therapist has ulterior motives and is intentionally leading you down a path you don't want to take before of selfish personal reasons/beliefs, then find someone else who you can be more comfortable with (and while you're at it, make sure the therapist passes down what they know of you, so your next therapist can pick up where the last one left off).
>>5425325
thanks friend
I think she's mostly just inexperienced though. I will look elsewhere.
>>5425339
Be sure to let her know your thoughts if perhaps she might consider a different and/or more helpful approach to treatment during her sessions with you. This should be a learning experience for not only yourself but for her as well.
>killing yourself
>not chasing immortality
The singularity is coming, Anons. Hold on until you're 300 years old and you can upload your mind into a qt-android-girl-body and then explore the universe.
Even if it's a small chance, it's better to hold out and see what comes. We're at a very strange point in the evolution of humanity: we're either going to destroy ourselves or go somewhere amazing. It's worth holding on for the possibilities.
>>5425383
I just wish I could put my consciousness in stasis until that shit is ready.
>>5425397
I'd rather not. Waking up 500 years from now would probably be a pretty bad culture shock... although they could probably upload a program into your brain to help you integrate.
Perhaps try holding on until we can store our consciousness? My current goal in life is just to be in a good place so that when technology does advance to that point, I'll be able to actually afford it.
If shit doesn't work out, I'll be dead anyways. I see no reason to end it early when there's that chance of an amazing future.
>>5425383
Why is it that people are trying so hard to establish a "Permanant order" if it isn't to ruin the fun of space?
>>5419781
There there, Anon, look at the bright side.
No matter how shitty your life may be, at least you don't look like this.
>>5419781
It might be cold, but as a transgirl, if you (and I mean anyone, not op specifically) are actually seriously considering suicide, then you were never strong enough/ready to transition
>>5425482
Thanks for your input, I guess?
>>5425482
Post a link to a picture of your silicone tits and Y chromosome hair and non child-bearing hips; since sucking and fucking men that won't care to shits about you was all you were good for.
Lel jk just kidding. Love you honey <3
>>5419781
probably
>>5425482
What about us who were strong enough to transition but it just didn't go well?
>>5424334
holy shit will they be ok?!
>>5426157
That's where I stand. I endured harassment, depression, unemployment, rape. But my "vagina" being a trainwreck just killed my desire to live.
>>5419781
Nah, not now. I'm gonna get on hormones, ride it out for a bit, and rethink it in a couple of years.
Yeah, most definitely considering it, there's no doubt about that.
I'm gonna go one or two more years and then ill reconsider
My niece's birthday is on Jan 1st so I can't do it on NYE. Gonna wait a week and neck myself then
please reconsider your decision OP and others
IMAlive is a wonderful crisis line that allows you to chat with volunteers who are just there to listen
or find a therapist to talk to
