As the year ends and another begins, Statistics become an ever more important way to analyze our world and those who live within it.
The choices we make are our own, however their are other factors the contribute to our sense and illusion of free will. Please complete the following survey to assist me in compiling the information required to chart out where the boundaries of illusion and choice exist for 2016.
>Gender assigned at birth
>Gender expression
>Gender Identity
>Desired Gender
>letters in first name
>letters in middle name
>letters in last name
>Highest completed certificate/degree
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree
>Highest completed certificate/degree of mother/father
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree of mother/father
>Handedness (writing/drawing)
>Handedness (athletic)
>Handedness (masturbating)
>Continent of origin
>Continent of residence
>Number of years between birth and relocation if different
>Cause of relocation
>Number of current friends (more than associates, less than lovers)
>Number of friends lost
>Number of current adversaries (professional or personal)
>Number of adversaries outperformed
>Number of adversaries outperformed by
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AMAB
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AFAB
>Number of past partners lost
>Number of partners lost you have told you loved them
>Number of partners lost who told you they loved you
>Number of partners who reciprocated your love for them
>Number of partners who you reciprocated their love for you
>Number of past partners lost due to you telling them you loved them too soon/too late
>Number of past partners lost due to them telling you they loved you too soon/ too late
>Number of past partners who attempted suicide (was it your fault?)
>Number of past partners who committed suicide (was it your fault?)
CONTCONTCONT
>>5402504
>Gender assigned at birth
Male
>Gender expression
Female
>Gender Identity
Female
>Desired Gender
Female
>letters in first name
j
>letters in middle name
j
>letters in last name
j
>Highest completed certificate/degree
High School Grad
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree
Associates in Communication Design
>Highest completed certificate/degree of mother/father
none
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree of mother/father
some college
>Handedness (writing/drawing)
Right
>Handedness (athletic)
Right
>Handedness (masturbating)
Left
>Continent of origin
North America
>Continent of residence
North America
>Number of current friends (more than associates, less than lovers)
3
>Number of friends lost
8
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AMAB
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AFAB
1
>Number of past partners lost
3
>Number of partners lost you have told you loved them
3
>Number of partners lost who told you they loved you
1
>Number of partners who reciprocated your love for them
0
>Number of partners who you reciprocated their love for you
3
>Number of past partners lost due to you telling them you loved them too soon/too late
1
>Number of past partners lost due to them telling you they loved you too soon/ too late
0
>Number of past partners who attempted suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>Number of past partners who committed suicide (was it your fault?)
0
CONTCONTCONT
>Number of times you have attempted suicide
>Method of choice for attempt
>Why did you fail?
>Do you drive? If not why
>Do you take public transportation? If so why
>Do you walk/bike/etc.? If so why
>Estimated monthly income for 2015
>Estimated annual income for 2014
>Estimated monthly income for 2016
>Estimated annual income of 2020
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (not stolen/from stealing and pawning)
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (stolen/from stealing and pawning)
>Amount of money spent on drugs (cigarettes, alcohol, marijuana etc.) in last month/year/lifetime
>Amount of money spent on food in last month/year/lifetime
>Total monthly expenses
>Total monthly income
>List all DIAGNOSED mental illness
>List all UNDIAGNOSED mental illness
>List all medication you are taking to treat mental illness
>List all medication you should be but are not taking to treat mental illness, why?
>Number of therapists (current)
>Number of therapists (total)
>Number of therapists you have forced/pressured into prescribing medicine you don't need (Xanax, ADHD meds amphetamine based)
>number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you needed
>Number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you THOUGHT you needed but now realize you did not need
>Number of pets (current)
>Number of pets (total)
>Have you ever hurt or killed a pet for being bad?
>Number of siblings
>Number of sibling you are close with
>Number of siblings you are estranged from, why?
>Number of times your parents have thrown you out
>Number of times you have resisted being thrown out successfully
>Number of times your parents threw you out successfully
>Did you ever return?
>Do your parents love you?
>Do you love your parents? why?
That will complete this survey. Fill out as much or as little as you feel like, the more the better.
>>5402504
>Gender assigned at birth
Male
>Gender expression
Neutral
>Gender Identity
Female
>Desired Gender
Female
>letters in first name
k
>letters in middle name
c
>letters in last name
m
>Highest completed certificate/degree
Tech certs from military
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree
Associates in Human Service Technology
>Highest completed certificate/degree of mother/father
High school
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree of mother/father
None
>Handedness (writing/drawing)
Right
>Handedness (athletic)
Left
>Handedness (masturbating)
Switch
>Continent of origin
North America
>Continent of residence
North America
>Number of current friends (more than associates, less than lovers)
8
>Number of friends lost
5
>Number of current adversaries (professional or personal)
7+ billion
>Number of adversaries outperformed
0
>Number of adversaries outperformed by
7+ billion
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AMAB
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AFAB
0
>Number of past partners lost
1
>Number of partners lost you have told you loved them
1
>Number of partners lost who told you they loved you
1
>Number of partners who reciprocated your love for them
1
>Number of partners who you reciprocated their love for you
1
>Number of past partners lost due to you telling them you loved them too soon/too late
0
>Number of past partners lost due to them telling you they loved you too soon/ too late
0
>Number of past partners who attempted suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>Number of past partners who committed suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>>5402575
>Number of times you have attempted suicide
2
>Method of choice for attempt
>Why did you fail?
>Do you drive? If not why
Yes
>Do you take public transportation? If so why
No
>Do you walk/bike/etc.? If so why
Yes, exercise is good
>Estimated monthly income for 2015
$23K
>Estimated annual income for 2014
$0
>Estimated monthly income for 2016
$23K
>Estimated annual income of 2020
I don't fucking know, let me call Miss Cleo up
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (not stolen/from stealing and pawning)
0
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (stolen/from stealing and pawning)
0
>Amount of money spent on drugs (cigarettes, alcohol, marijuana etc.) in last month/year/lifetime
>Amount of money spent on food in last month/year/lifetime
>Total monthly expenses
>Total monthly income
$1800
>List all DIAGNOSED mental illness
MDD (severe, recurring, without psychotic featurrs)
Generalized anxiety disorder
>List all UNDIAGNOSED mental illness
>List all medication you are taking to treat mental illness
Sertraline, lamotrigine
>List all medication you should be but are not taking to treat mental illness, why?
>Number of therapists (current)
3
>Number of therapists (total)
8
>Number of therapists you have forced/pressured into prescribing medicine you don't need (Xanax, ADHD meds amphetamine based)
0
>number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you needed
1
>Number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you THOUGHT you needed but now realize you did not need
0
>Number of pets (current)
0
>Number of pets (total)
Too many
>Have you ever hurt or killed a pet for being bad?
No
>>5402611
>Number of siblings
3
>Number of sibling you are close with
1
>Number of siblings you are estranged from, why?
1, hates LGBT people
>Number of times your parents have thrown you out
1
>Number of times you have resisted being thrown out successfully
0
>Number of times your parents threw you out successfully
1
>Did you ever return?
No
>Do your parents love you?
Father/stepmother yes, mother/stepfather no
>Do you love your parents? why?
Father/stepmother yes, they've been kind to me
Mother/stepfather no, took advantage of me too many times
>>5402504
>Gender assigned at birth
male
>Gender expression
woman/feminine
>[Sexual] Identity
female
>Desired Gender
either is fine; want to be cis
>letters in first name
w
>letters in middle name
j
>letters in last name
h
>Highest completed certificate/degree
BS:ME
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree
MS:AE
>Highest completed certificate/degree of mother/father
highschool
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree of mother/father
highschool
>Handedness (writing/drawing)
>Handedness (athletic)
>Handedness (masturbating)
right
>Continent of origin
NA
>Continent of residence
NA
>Number of current friends (more than associates, less than lovers)
2
>Number of friends lost
20+
>Number of current adversaries (professional or personal)
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AMAB
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AFAB
0
>Number of past partners lost
1
>Number of partners lost you have told you loved them
1
>Number of partners lost who told you they loved you
1
>Number of partners who reciprocated your love for them
1
>Number of partners who you reciprocated their love for you
1
>Number of past partners lost due to you telling them you loved them too soon/too late
0
>Number of past partners lost due to them telling you they loved you too soon/ too late
0
>Number of past partners who attempted suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>Number of past partners who committed suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>>5402973
>Number of times you have attempted suicide
2
>Method of choice for attempt
gun, cut wrists
>Why did you fail?
gun: passed out drunk, wrists: friend pulled me out of tub & stabilized me
>Do you drive? If not why
yes
>Do you take public transportation? If so why
usually not, i drive little PT in the area
>Do you walk/bike/etc.? If so why
no, I'm chairborne because of work
>>5402996
>Estimated monthly income for 2015
$500/mo ; $1500 since nov
>Estimated annual income for 2014
$8k
>Estimated monthly income for 2016
$1500
>Estimated annual income of 2020
$95k
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (not stolen/from stealing and pawning)
0
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (stolen/from stealing and pawning)
0
>Amount of money spent on drugs (cigarettes, alcohol, marijuana etc.) in last month/year/lifetime
maybe $200 in alcohol lifetime
>Amount of money spent on food in last month/year/lifetime
~$100
>Total monthly expenses
$300
>Total monthly income
$1500
>List all DIAGNOSED mental illness
GID/transexualism
>List all UNDIAGNOSED mental illness
none
>List all medication you are taking to treat mental illness
spironolactone, estradiol
>List all medication you should be but are not taking to treat mental illness, why?
none
>Number of therapists (current)
0
>Number of therapists (total)
3
>Number of therapists you have forced/pressured into prescribing medicine you don't need (Xanax, ADHD meds amphetamine based)
0
>number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you needed
2
>Number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you THOUGHT you needed but now realize you did not need
0
>Number of pets (current)
0
>Number of pets (total)
0
>Have you ever hurt or killed a pet for being bad?
0
>Number of siblings
4+5step
>Number of sibling you are close with
5
>Number of siblings you are estranged from, why?
1 convicted pedophile
>Number of times your parents have thrown you out
0
>Number of times you have resisted being thrown out successfully
0
>Do your parents love you?
not that much
>Do you love your parents? why?
not that much, they ruined my life by forcing me to transition late
>Gender assigned at birth
M
>Gender expression
F
>Gender Identity
F
>Desired Gender
F
>letters in first name
s
>letters in middle name
—
>letters in last name
s
>Highest completed certificate/degree
High school
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree
—
>Highest completed certificate/degree of mother/father
Art college
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree of mother/father
—
>Handedness (writing/drawing)
Right
>Handedness (athletic)
Both?
>Handedness (masturbating)
Left
>Continent of origin
Europe
>Continent of residence
Europe
>Number of current friends (more than associates, less than lovers)
1
>Number of friends lost
5
>Number of current adversaries (professional or personal)
0
>Number of adversaries outperformed
0
>Number of adversaries outperformed by
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AMAB
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AFAB
0
>Number of past partners lost
0
>Number of partners lost you have told you loved them
2
>Number of partners lost who told you they loved you
2
>Number of partners who reciprocated your love for them
0
>Number of partners who you reciprocated their love for you
0
>Number of past partners lost due to you telling them you loved them too soon/too late
0
>Number of past partners lost due to them telling you they loved you too soon/ too late
0
>Number of past partners who attempted suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>Number of past partners who committed suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>Gender assigned at birth
Male
>Gender expression
Feminine
>Gender Identity
Female
>Desired Gender
Female
>letters in first name
6
>letters in middle name
5
>letters in last name
7
>Highest completed certificate/degree
H.S. Diploma
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree
BA
>Highest completed certificate/degree of mother/father
BS
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree of mother/father
BS
>Handedness (writing/drawing)
Right
>Handedness (athletic)
Right
>Handedness (masturbating)
Left
>Continent of origin
U.S.
>Continent of residence
U.S.
>Number of current friends (more than associates, less than lovers)
Um... I'd say around 15?
>Number of friends lost
Since when? I've moved around a lot so... too many.
>Number of current adversaries (professional or personal)
None, really.
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AMAB
1 (It might have been JUST under a month ago but I could be wrong)
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AFAB
0
>Number of past partners lost
1
>Number of partners lost you have told you loved them
1
>Number of partners lost who told you they loved you
1
>Number of partners who reciprocated your love for them
1
>Number of partners who you reciprocated their love for you
1
>Number of past partners lost due to you telling them you loved them too soon/too late
0
>Number of past partners lost due to them telling you they loved you too soon/ too late
0
>Number of past partners who attempted suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>Number of past partners who committed suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>>5403072
>Number of times you have attempted suicide
0
>Do you drive? If not why
Yes
>Do you take public transportation? If so why
Nope
>Do you walk/bike/etc.? If so why
Yes, sometimes. Because it saves on gas.
>Estimated monthly income for 2015
$1000
>Estimated annual income for 2014
$7500
>Estimated monthly income for 2016
$0
>Estimated annual income of 2020
~$30-50k
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (not stolen/from stealing and pawning)
$700/month? I live with parents currently
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (stolen/from stealing and pawning)
$0.
>Amount of money spent on drugs (cigarettes, alcohol, marijuana etc.) in last month/year/lifetime
None/~$200/~$200
>Amount of money spent on food in last month/year/lifetime
Almost none of my own money.
>Total monthly expenses
$700?
>Total monthly income
$0
>List all DIAGNOSED mental illness
None
>List all UNDIAGNOSED mental illness
None
>Number of therapists (current)
0
>Number of therapists (total)
2
>Number of therapists you have forced/pressured into prescribing medicine you don't need (Xanax, ADHD meds amphetamine based)
0
>number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you needed
0
>Number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you THOUGHT you needed but now realize you did not need
0
>Number of pets (current)
1 dog, 5 birds, too many fish
>Number of pets (total)
3 dogs, 2 cats, too many birds, too many fish
>Have you ever hurt or killed a pet for being bad?
No!
>Number of siblings
2
>Number of sibling you are close with
0
>Number of siblings you are estranged from, why?
Eh, I'm going to say 0.
>Number of times your parents have thrown you out
0
>Do your parents love you?
Yes
>Do you love your parents? why?
Yes, because they support me and my transition.
>>5402556
>Do you drive? If not why
No because I am scared of dying in a car.
>Do you take public transportation? If so why
Yes because it's more convenient. Cars barely move an inch in the city.
>Do you walk/bike/etc.? If so why
Yes. Because it's fun.
>Estimated monthly income for 2015
$0
>Estimated annual income for 2014
$0
>Estimated monthly income for 2016
$0
>Estimated annual income of 2020
Billions of dollars.
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (not stolen/from stealing and pawning)
$160
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (stolen/from stealing and pawning)
—
>Amount of money spent on drugs (cigarettes, alcohol, marijuana etc.) in last month/year/lifetime
$0
>Amount of money spent on food in last month/year/lifetime
~$240
>Total monthly expenses
I don't know.
>Total monthly income
—
>List all DIAGNOSED mental illness
2 if you count trannyism.
>List all UNDIAGNOSED mental illness
1.
>List all medication you are taking to treat mental illness
Hormones.
>List all medication you should be but are not taking to treat mental illness, why?
Sertraline because I don't want to take any SSRIs.
>Number of therapists (current)
2
>Number of therapists (total)
2
>Number of therapists you have forced/pressured into prescribing medicine you don't need (Xanax, ADHD meds amphetamine based)
0
>number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you needed
0
>Number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you THOUGHT you needed but now realize you did not need
0
>Number of pets (current)
0
>Number of pets (total)
2
>Have you ever hurt or killed a pet for being bad?
No but my parents had to take away my rabbit because of my allergies.
(1/2)
>>5402556
>Number of siblings
0
>Number of sibling you are close with
0
>Number of times your parents have thrown you out
0
>Number of times you have resisted being thrown out successfully
0
>Number of times your parents threw you out successfully
0
>Do your parents love you?
Maybe.
>Do you love your parents? why?
I do. They are the only people who still talk to me.
(2/2)
>>5403079
>>5403069
>>5403051
>>5402973
>>5402622
>>5402530
Your participation is greatly appreciated, However I will need atleast 50 to complete no less than 25% of the survey to reach any nature of conclusion and be able to map out what choices we really do and do not make.
Current trend profile of /lgbt/
>mtf
>low level of education from parents
>sympathetic towards animals
>does not masturbate with hand you write with
>seems to prefer quality over quantity in relationships
>parents are divorced
>does not engage in casual sex
>is not close to sibling if they exist
Due to the low level of input so far these are emerging trends.
>>5403157
So far I can correlate the following;
>parents were likely dictators, commonly seen when the uneducated are put in positions of authority.
>experience with parents gives sympathy for those who cannot control their environment, such as pets and makes you desire to own them to give something the happy life you never had
>quality over quantity in relationships with other humans means you either do not trust easy, or do not seek them out due to bad experiences or lack of interest. This directly impacts the amount of casual sex as well, making oyu unlikely to reveal yourself to someone you are sure will not skewer you socially. Do you fear the consequences or their words more? (rhetorical)
>Lack of closeness with siblings tells me you have always been the odd one out in one way or another. This has worked to your advantage and bestowed personal freedoms to do as you wish unburdened by the opinions of others. Perhaps you are indifferent to the feelings of others, having been desensitized to contradiction as a child from authoritarian parents.
>Gender assigned at birth
Male
>Gender expression
Depends on the day, girl mode, boy mode, and faggot sissy mode
>Gender Identity
Female
>Desired Gender
Female
>letters in first name
ABEHILTZ
>letters in middle name
AELOZ
>letters in last name
BEMRS
>Highest completed certificate/degree
Some High School
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree
High School and some College at least
>Highest completed certificate/degree of mother/father
BA
>Highest attempted/currently working towards certificate/degree of mother/father
BA
>Handedness (writing/drawing)
4/10
>Handedness (athletic)
5/10
>Handedness (masturbating)
6/10
>Continent of origin
N. America
>Continent of residence
N. America
>Number of years between birth and relocation if different
>Cause of relocation
>Number of current friends (more than associates, less than lovers)
5-10
>Number of friends lost
0 dead, too many to count 'lost'
>Number of current adversaries (professional or personal)
2-5
>Number of adversaries outperformed
2
>Number of adversaries outperformed by
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AMAB
0
>Number of current partners (People you have been physical with in the last month) AFAB
0
>Number of past partners lost
0
>Number of partners lost you have told you loved them
0
>Number of partners lost who told you they loved you
0
>Number of partners who reciprocated your love for them
0
>Number of partners who you reciprocated their love for you
0
>Number of past partners lost due to you telling them you loved them too soon/too late
0, maybe 1
>Number of past partners lost due to them telling you they loved you too soon/ too late
0
>Number of past partners who attempted suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>Number of past partners who committed suicide (was it your fault?)
0
>>5403706
>Number of times you have attempted suicide
1, maybe, IDK for sure, it's complicated
>Method of choice for attempt
Strangulation
>Why did you fail?
Couldn't get the zip ties tight enough
>Do you drive? If not why
No license
>Do you take public transportation? If so why
Yes, convenient
>Do you walk/bike/etc.? If so why
Yes, fast for where I go and good exercise
>Estimated monthly income for 2015
200$
>Estimated annual income for 2014
250$
>Estimated monthly income for 2016
3000-4000$
>Estimated annual income of 2020
Millions
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (not stolen/from stealing and pawning)
All
>Amount of money that is not your own that goes towards your living expenses (stolen/from stealing and pawning)
All
>Amount of money spent on drugs (cigarettes, alcohol, marijuana etc.) in last month/year/lifetime
0$
>Amount of money spent on food in last month/year/lifetime
100+$
>List all DIAGNOSED mental illness
0
>List all UNDIAGNOSED mental illness
Bipolar disorder, Borderline, Autism(?)
>Number of therapists (current)
0
>Number of therapists (total)
2
>Number of therapists you have forced/pressured into prescribing medicine you don't need (Xanax, ADHD meds amphetamine based)
0
>number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you needed
0
>Number of therapists who refused to prescribe medicine you THOUGHT you needed but now realize you did not need
0
>Number of pets (current)
5
>Number of pets (total)
dozens
>Have you ever hurt or killed a pet for being bad?
Lightly pinch when actually bit hard, but no beatings or anything like that, and hasn't happened recently
>Number of siblings
2
>Number of sibling you are close with
0
>Number of siblings you are estranged from, why?
0
>Number of times your parents have thrown you out
0
>Do your parents love you?
Yes
>Do you love your parents? why?
Maybe, it's complicated
>>5403157
>>5403185
hm interesting. i wonder how
>does not masturbate with hand you write with
fits into the whole picture
If you wanted statistics, you'd make a survey on google docs or any other engine.
This is just another pointless thread.
>>5402504
Methodological error: survey requires voluntary participation, which is discouraged by the sheer length thus removing less-patient participants and exaggerating the responses of special snowflakes. Just a thought.
>>5404520
Very few of the questions correlate to the main question I am trying to answer. It didn't take me even 10 minutes to type all this out so it shouldn't take any more than five to answer. I just thought LGBT would appreciate a thread not based around toxicity that would allow for a little introspection. If you are too lazy to fill it out odds are you're afraid to take a look inside more than anything. You just gave me more information then the entire survey could regarding the psychology of this board
>>5405740
>implying 4chins isn't home of tl;dr mentality
Newfriend pls
>>5405752
>come to a text based board
>too lazy to read and type
>k
I'm just trying to help
>>5402504
>Gender assigned at birth
faggot
enough said
>>5405764
>have a survey 2 posts long
>have random personal details like letters of people's names
>expect responses
Go look at the Skype thread for examples of how to greentext for responses pham
>>5405772
Fine. I'll just come out and ask what I am trying to deduce without compromising the answer:
>do you feel your GID is a result of oppression by your parents? Do you feel your gender was pushed into you by your parents and are you transitioning for the sole purpose of taking control you otherwise do in no way and have never felt?
It's a scary question. I'm on a precipice right now and need this question answered to proceed.
>>5405816
Go to a therapist anon
>>5405822
I am. He said I should go for it because either way I have made it clear I am not long for this world if I do not.
>>5405863
Bad therapist... So do you experiance dysphoria?
>>5405870
Yeah he's a volunteer at a gender clinic downtown so everything he says I Kinda have to take with a grain of salt because when I asked him if he actually had a degree and he started to squirm a little until I finally got it out of him that he is really just a volunteer
My dysphoria exists in two states;
The first state is social. I feel as if I would've had a much better time had I been born female. I've always been teased for being more femme so boys didn't want to be my friend for fear others would think they were gay and I have always been jealous of girls so our friendships would be bitter. When my parents got divorced I was given the 'man of the house' treatment and expected to sacrifice time with what few friends I did have to spend with my mom because she is obnoxious by nature and has no friends. When I would say I wanna hang with friends she would have a meltdown and say all men are the same, always leaving me even if I only spent a night or two a week away from home. When I asked for clothes or haircuts it was always bargain bin because nobody cares what boys clothes or haircuts look like anyways. I saw my step brother teased about being gay for having personal hygiene so I stopped taking care of myself to avoid conflict. All my soap was 2in1 body wash and shampoo and was teased if I wanted nice products.
Tl;dr
My parents forced a low maintenance low cost lifestyle on me despite not being broke.
Other is physical, everywhere but my dick and my face. My face is pretty femme luckily. Nice lips and eyes, cheekbones for days, but I also grow a full beard.
