Were any of you never in denial about being gay?
Did any of you come out pretty much as soon as you realized that you were gay?
What was the time span between finding out you liked the same sex and revealing it to the world?
>>5378133
I was masturbating to men for years before I even admitted to myself that I was gay. I remember trying to rationalize it in a way that didn't make any sense in retrospect.
I came out publicly a few months after first admitting it to someone, and only two people knew before I came out publicly.
>>5378139
I did the same but I would force myself to masturbate to women afterwards, which took a lot longer, basically to the point of rubbing myself raw in desperation, and involving various different scenarios that usually had some sort of male in the background in order to get off.
In my mind masturbating to women, if it can be called that proved I wasn't gay and undid the masturbating to men.
Since elementary school I kinda found boys attractive but I liked girls even more. It was until I was 15, when I started watching gay porn and only when I masturbated I felt bad for a second, but then moved on. At this time also started playing (touching eachother) with a guy, but never escalated enough (we just looked at eachother cocks), and even after all of this, it never came to my mind that I could be gay. I was denying it too hard. From 16 - 18 I'd convince myself that I was bi, and the gay part was just a phase, I also occasionally watched and fapped to straight porn to feel less bad about myself. I'm 19 right now and I accept that I'm gay, although I still wish I wasn't, but that's how it is.
I haven't really tell anyone, I think only one friend knows (he's also gay), but I have never literally tell him, he just knows because he chat a lot and often talk about how hot a guy is, and things like that.
I try not to think about my sexuality because it causes me conflict, and I like to believe it's not necessarily to tell someone whom I like and don't like, I think it's a private issue and there's no actual reason to tell about it.
I was never personally in denial but I have yet to tell anyone (besides one psychologist). Mostly because I don't think it matters, my social life is non-existent. If I did get out there and find someone, I might become more open.
>>5378133
>Were any of you never in denial about being gay?
Yes, until about 16 I had considered myself straight, despite on;y being attracted to men. I guess I had reached full acceptance by the age of 18.
>Did any of you come out pretty much as soon as you realized that you were gay?
I am not out and never will be.
I just don't find it appropriate to stop someone just to tell them I like dick, especially as a loser who will never get laid, seems pointless. In my defense I'm not very open about my interest in girls either, I don't like discussing things that will never happen.
>>5378133
I thought I was gay
but then I realized I wanted a pussy and I wanted it to get thrashed by a rock hard cock
i was so gay i turned into a straight girl help
>>5378133
I came up right before it was socially acceptable where I lived. I think my first gay crush was Ra from Stargate. Had a huge crush on a guy in seventh grade, started my obsession with long-haired guys, I think. Almost came out to this qt in high school, who I knew was also gay, but thanks to my good christian republican upbringing, I decided to pray away my sex drive. I tried pussy twice in college (even though I would occasionally jerk it to gay porn), found said pussy unfulfilling, continued to get gay crushes on some of the cuter guys I knew, and then just kind of stopped having sex for about six years, and during that time I was jerking to gay porn more and more often. I came out to my family when I was... 28, I think, but had been dating for a year beforehand. I missed out on most of my twenties, and all the fun that could've gone with. That was okay, though, because I wasn't financially independent until I was 27, and was living in a shithole small town until then anyway.
Learn from my mistakes, younglings. Be who you are early, do not suppress it. You'll have a better time.
>>5378133
>Were any of you never in denial about being gay?
I never really denied to myself that I was gay.
The only thing about my sexuality that troubled me was that I knew I was going to be bullied because of it. That's why I never bothered to tell most people.
>What was the time span between finding out you liked the same sex and revealing it to the world?
I never really came out to the world. Just to a few people in private. And that took me about 6 to 8 years. And now society expects me to be completely open about it because "come on it's 2015".
yes i still wish i wasnt gay
>>5378133
>Were any of you never in denial about being gay?
Not a second.
>be 11 year old me
>have older brother and cousin
>sleep-over, they watch some naked woman stuff in the middle of the night on the tv
>not interested at all
>fast forward about three months
>look for porn
>find gay porn
>nice
yeah, that's how I knew I was gay. I was still young so I thought it might be possible, that it changes, but I just saw that as a realistic possibility, not something I'd wish for me to be (most of the time).
>What was the time span between finding out you liked the same sex and revealing it to the world?
found out with eleven, came out almost nine years later. I'm not a very open person, no one suspected it though. apparently I seemed asexual (despite looking at man-ass and bulges all the fucking time).
i was in denial for about a year, until i was 11 or 12.
i'm middle-aged, and still in the closet. my choice, and I'm happy with it. (and no, i'm not a virgin)
>About being trans
>Liked both straight and gay porn
>Thought I was bi
>But was still turned on by women so thought I was straight
>Turned out to be self-insert agp for straight porn being sexy
>Am straight tranny
>Spent several days repeatedly banging head against wall before coming out to self
>Like two years to come out as gay
>Like three months to come out as trans
In retrospect I had quite a few gives being attracted to men, but I never was flamboyant
>>5384505
Same here, I only realised when I actually had sex. So boring, was wishing I was the girl.
>>5378133
>Were any of you never in denial about being gay?
Never, if bisexual counts. I figured it out during puberty and never had a problem with it. I'm an atheist eurofag and the child of atheist eurofags, so that's what you'd expect.
>>5384429
You must not have a long-term partner, though, surely. Being in the closet is fine when you're single but it sucks when you're with someone.
>>5378133
Never got taught to be homophobic (not to say my family isn't, they just didn't tell me bcuz they're dumb and never figured it out), sister was a weaboo yaoist, so I never had any qualms about it... But I'm not ignorant enough to come out... It's been years :P
>>5378133
I can't come out in the highly religious environment I'm currently in and I don't feel the need to.
I didn't have a denial phase. I didn't care. (Though all boys in my class are making jokes about being gay a lot recently. Some of them say things like "I'd eat you." to each other. I know they're joking but it makes me kind of confused.)
>>5378133
Am I in denial if I think I'm bisexual even after my first time was with the guy and I rarely get my penis up with women? I did get a boner few times when I watched at few women, but only once when I watched straight porn.
