so i am a straight girl... i think. I have been trying to suppress my feelings on anything that has to do with gender. However I can only get off when I imagine myself having a male body and having gay sex with this male body. I have been watching yaoi since forever and I always identify as the uke. I want to be the submissive gay femboy. Gay male sex seems so passionate and more exciting and fun than any other type of sex. Is it possible I can transition and become a gay man? Should I even try?
Just cut your hair short and let a guy fuck you in the ass ffs.
>>5375528
>I want to be the submissive gay femboy.
same familia except i am a trans womyn
>>5375578
that's not it though. I want a male body. Perfect pecs, slim abs, a boyish voice, just looking at pic related makes me really envious and sad that I don't have a male body or a cock to play with.
>>5375528
>I have been watching yaoi since forever
>Gay male sex seems so passionate and more exciting and fun than any other type of sex.
This is gonna end in disappointment.
That's just typical fujoshi behavior, don't read too much into it.
>>5375592
gay male sex is the only way I can get off.
>straight guy posts a yuri picture on /lgbt/ and worries about sex and gender and how he wants to be the girl on the bottom
>You should transition right now!!!!
>straight girl posts yaoi picture on /lgbt/ and worries about sex and gender and how she wants to be the guy on the bottom
>just a fujoshi, get over yourself
what's the difference
I'm the same OP. Not all my trans feelings have to do with sex, but a lot of them do. I haven't figured out a solution so far.
just transition before it's too late nigga
>>5375604
It's not as spectacular as porn might make it look like.
Actually nevermind I suck cock. Gay porn is so hilariously bad everything is better.
>>5375632
im just really scared that I might not pass and gay men won't take me seriously as a gay man.
>>5375642
I know porn is just fantasy and acting most of the time but vagina/boobs are such a turn off for me. I don't ever want to see a woman when I watch porn.
Only men, only dicks.
>>5375528
You have just realized the superiority of the male form and everything male. Embrace your inferiority as a womyn and resign your self to being breeding vessels for the next generation of men who shall rule the world.
>>5375715
but I don't wanna be a woman. I want to be one of those men.
>>5375623
It's cognitive dissonance. The board is filled with MTFs, so when a guy posts with an inkling of wanting to transition, they will be urged to do so. When the shoe is in the other foot, it's easier to be objective and they balk.
I think MTFs regaurrd naturally feminine women with envy and contempt and they resent the notion of subverting that womanhood they long for.
Transitioning is drastic and inherently kind of crazy. Amputating and manipulating the most sensitive parts of your body and taking powerful drugs for the rest of your life is drastic. It takes powerful delusion to come to the conclusion that it is transitioning is an ideal undertaking.
>>5375703
Is the gay porn that you like exclusively 2d/yaoi?
>>5375588
i wouldnt call that shit a male body desu senpai, more androgynous. pretty fucking femme
>>5375746
no. I admire and jealously envy qt gay couples too.
All that cock and amazing sex and cute bfs, sigh.
>>5375755
real life equivalent of his bod
>>5375755
another real life example of the bod and looks I want
>>5375772
i getcha now. the anime stuff just looks super super femme so i was mistaken :-)
>>5375800
I also wouldn't mind looking like a very femme qt anime boy.
>>5375727
Good damn post
>>5375679
Well I know I wouldn't take you seriously as a gay man, because you wouldn't be a gay man, you'd be a straight woman in the guise of a gay man, but without a real penis. I have no problems with FtM people personally, but as a gay man I can't find them attractive. No penis is kind of a deal breaker for me.
>>5375528
I'm sorry, but yaoisexuals must be straight boys who have accidentally fallen in love with each other in the vulnerable age, approximately between 15-19 where the suicide rate is highest, but now in modern times it might last even longer for seme, perhaps as far as 30, and somewhat longer for uke, perhaps as far as 25. Then you hit the wall and have to settle for a woman because guys in your available age range doesn't look appealing anymore. The best semes are only for ukes, then you get the remains after they're done with the assriding carusel. Don't even try to compete against ukes, they are the prettiest human creatures possible, it is futile to even try. If straight men like Hachiman can't even withstand a Saika, then you're pretty much no match for a 3d real life uke. Sorry inferior gender. Your obligation in life is not to have love or good sex, it is simply to make more cute boys, that is the sole purpose of your gender based on thousands of years of evoltuion. Society has always needed women to make more handsome apex men, for solidiers and thinkers. Uke and seme. You're not even part of that equation. At least you can enjoy the thought of yaoi actually being real, there are happy yaoi couples that fit all the stereotypes out there right now, in happy relationships. Perhaps even your future boyfriend, be happy for him, he deserves it. Besides, if god wanted women to enjoy sex he would have given them a prostate in their ass. So that the guy could fuck her in the right hole so that she doesn't get pregnant.
>>5375679
Depends. A ton of gay men won't, you are right, but some won't mind. Justhe like everything else.... it's finding the right person.
i thought this was /cgl/ in 2007 for a sec.
I felt this way when I was a teenager OP. I went as far as to try >>5375578 that, and transitioning with hormones seems like a good idea. But after about 18 or 19 I grew out of it. I'm 22 now, and very comfortable being a woman.
>>5375727
but 96% of trannies are happy with the decision
>>5375906
My gf has her strongest orgasms from anal. You can get a lot of vaginal wall stimulation when in the missionary position, as well as being able to grind on a girl's clit, so they're getting triple stimulation if you're fucking them right.
Could we please make a distinction between yaoisexuals and homosexuals? We're talking about a purely seke/uke relationship that is BASED as fuck. Not guys with purses who loves watching eurovision song contest. Not people in parades, but masculine types of personalities that works so well together that they fall in love. Like Shinji and Kaoworu etc. Or a slippery slope dynamic, like Ryoma and Izumi, girls-->traps-->boys. Yaoisexual doesn't necessarily mean gay, it mostly happens to straight guys, because they are attracted to the feminine qualities of the uke.
>>5375947
Yeah, what more does she tell you that she loves? Does she enjoy video games too? Wheight lifting? Black metal? Cars? Boxing? MMA? Beer?
Common girls, just be yourself, we accept you even though you are completely inferior when compared to the uke I was in a relationship with when I was young, cute, innocent, confused and wild. You're not perfect, but hey, look at me, I hit the wall, I can't even yaoi anymore.
It's not so bad to be a girl, at least you're allowed to wear make-up. You almost fit in with the ukes :3
>>5375921
I'm sorry OP. I wish all girls could enjoy the wonders of having a cock too, but reality just isn't that kind.
>>5375970
Meh, I'm kind of a faggot that's not into most of that shit. We're into international travel, cooking, literature, non-vidya gaming, art, music, and film. Also shitloads of pets and gardening.
Being an adult is mad weird, you get into all sorts of shit you'd never have expected as a kid.
>>5375970
She sounds like a pretty cool girl.
>>5375906
>all this praise for my body type
oh my
>>5375528
I was always kinda intrigued by yaoi. I found some on youtube and I wouldn't get off to it but it was always interesting to read if it was actually good which most isn't. The problems I have with it is that there's too much rape and I'm a lesbian and half of the boys don't even look like boys if it's drawn by a fujoshi but if it's drawn by a yaoi, everyone loses their pupils and their noses gets all long and their jaws are square and everyone looks almost exactly the same and they always emphasize on feet, bondage, and tanned skin, everyone's tanned, no exceptions.
Plus, normal gay porn is often awful. They usually have better stories to them but the writing is awful, the noises the guys make kinda annoy me, there's no women moaning, and cocks are all icky and weird and gross.
Most lesbian porn isn't any better so I just get my kicks from girls soloing themselves. Fuck fudoshi, yaoi, men, all that shit.
>>5376371
nobody cares you stupid dyke
>>5376376
Shut the fuck up you dumbass weeb and your shitty taste in porn should fuck off too.
>>5376371
amazingly, this is exactly how I feel about porn in general.
I only read yaoi webcomics so I know what my webcomics social circle is talking about and it's fun to argue about the plot and how shit the characters are.
>>5375588
Then become a fucking biologist working on either better transition methods or genetic engineering. I find it ridiculous the number of whiny trannies that complain about how they can't be whatever the fuck they want it to be and do nothing about it.
You don't need a goddamn 145 IQ to contribute to science, just dedication and hard work.
>>5375528
Wow OP, it's strange, I'm a male and feel the same way about being a girl and a lesbian...
Listen Hun you should do anything you want to do, be whoever you want to be! You should do whatever makes you happy!
>>5375727
But im and mtf who likes ftms checkmate faggit
Transition is possible op.
>>5375528
nice try gaybro