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Previous thread
>>5363367
Keep me posted about this thread.
>>5364612
Did I get here just in time for a new thread?
>>5364612
We Lenny posting now?
>>5364691
Always anon
>>5364688
lol
>>5364688
i like this meme i htink
>processing some photos from a family event
>touching up levels etc
>this is pretty fun
>almost at the end
>the only picture with me in it
>this is no longer fun
:(
>>5364700
That size is easily achievable, you just might not get the roundness
>>5364719
I've been on HRT for a while now, I pass but I'm just so....A cups..
>tfw want to start hrt but terrified of having shitty boob genetics
it's fixable if you see it early, r-right
>>5364726
>tfw terrified of never passing
How to get over this fear?
>>5364724
A cups are best cups.
>>5364724
Is that a boy or a girl?
>>5364740
My problem condensed.
Cyka blyat ! !
xaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxxaxaxa acaxac
>>5364740
>>5364700
>>5364724
>>5364726
Itty bitty titty committee: why not get implants?
>>5364743
actually no, i don't want big boobs at all. i just don't want to be stuck with those weird gyno-looking lumps.
>>5364748
When money permits, but vocal surgery / trach shave comes first.
>>5364742
The tranny dilemma.
>>5364746
I didn't sound that aggressive did I?
>>5364748
Implants are meh. Plus they look weird due to the wider chest, that is if you are going for somewhat natural look.
>Be rime
>"Maybe I'll try a transgender support group"
>Nobody under 30
>Hons, hons everywhere.
>Never go back
>>5364748
can you give me a small loan of one million dollars?
>>5364743
You seem to confuse wanting -any- boobs with wanting big ones. Not the case here.
>>5364743
Big tits are great and project feminity better. You cant deny the importance of one of the most characterizing and first noticeable female traits, so you'd like for them to be visible and not a pair of small mounds engulfed by your shirt.
And you can actually fondle a pair of big tits and have some fun with them, not to mention in the real world DFC isn't that much of a hot topic, sorry to break it to you.
No offense to ya'll with flat chests and small tits, but realistically I assume you guys want decently sized tits that stand out a bit, because that would probably help you avoid 'Sirs'. Why? Because they project feminity, just saying.
>>5364743
I want boobs that are proportionate to the rest of my body mainly.
>>5364759
Tell me more
Specifics please
>>5364764
true
>>5364779
Yeah f a m, I'm just looking for excuses to post hartley hooligans
>>5364787
Maximum smartness reporting in.
>>5364788
What a coincidence! How's it hanging?
>>5364799
Insomnia and boredom.
>>5364779
Damn, I've been there before and it makes you feel like you're being judged way harsher since you're at least 5 years younger, don't have kids, and weren't married prior to transition. I'm just glad the college town I moved to had a nice support groups with mostly twentysomethings.
>>5364800
I'm sorry to hear about such things.
Could you keep me posted on that?
>>5364799
is his pee bouncing
>>5364813
Yeah... I asked /sci/ about that but they just deleted my thread.
>>5364801
Now that I'm much further along and passing I'm not nearly as depressed as I used to be. I feel bad about my breast size more than anything else these days.
>>5364809
I'll be around this board, it's....much slower than I hoped it would be.
>>5364817
why do they hate science
>>5364799
Adam has seen better days...
>>5364818
Most of the obnoxious trips are asleep (or dead, I hope) so this thread is kind of slow right now. You could spice it up with a buttpic or two.
>>5364818
>i feel bad about my breast size
Welcome to the female experience, nametag and Coffee on the table.
>>5364818
most of the people that post on these threads are americans, so they are just waking up desu
>>5364821
You can't trust them to keep you posted.
>>5364834
hahaha
a guy told me this the other day and when i kept him posted he never texted me back lol
>>5364841
Post buttocks
???
Profit
>>5364839
You have to find that special person in your life who you keep posted.
>>5364844
Maybe some day senpai, but I'm not confident yet.
Also, I'm tiny, therefore my butt is tiny and likely not enticing.
I'm dying please send breakfast
>>5364864
Just heat a burger, you filthy American.
>>5364869
Too late I died
Brb
>tfw you dream of being cuddled and feel lonely and wake up early and can't go back to sleep
>>5364850
im tired of keeping ppl posted when they dont keep me posted in return.
i dont think i'll ever find someone to keep me posted...
well, honestly i cant say that. i think i have, they'll just never look at me with the same eyes i look at them with...
>>5364861
Alas, the rape will have to wait.
>>5364876
iktf
>>5364876
I just hold my breath till I pass out again
>>5364883
I'm terrified of grape.
>>5364881
I only have eyes for you anne
m-marry me?
>>5364886
That's the spirit.
>>5364891
Hey buddy, not so fast.
>>5364891
i dont even know who you are
maybe tho
i'll keep you posted
>>5364900
Thanks.
what's going on ?
>>5364915
Nothing, now give me your wallet and jewellery
>>5364915
Turns out Queenslanders aren't nice to nurses.
http://www.abc.net.au/news/2015-12-10/staff-queensland-hospitals-endure-soaring-rates-patient-violence/7015594
i should be tidying my room rn so everyone tell me to get off mtfg and go do that instead !!
also hi everyone :3
>>5364938
get off mtfg and clean
>>5364938
S T A Y
T A Y S
A Y S T
Y S T A
fuk da bolis
>>5364938
Why even clean? It's just gonna get dirty again anyways.
>>5364938
don't clean up your room, it's a trap, you won't be finding anything anymore
>>5364764
This is one of those things that kind of runs me the wrong way about a lot of trans girls- there's like this obsession with traditional hyperfemininity that cis women don't have. You'll never meet a trans girl that doesn't dress in a way that screams "I am a fucking girl" 90% of the time. Must cis women don't do that- they've got mixed wardrobes with a lot of things that aren't particularly feminine and don't highlight every single feminine asset they possess. Wtf is up with that?
>>5364969
You'll have to pardon cartman, she's new to the game. Most of the other women were being reasonable about it.
I like these :3
>>5364973
>Nothing worse than neet trannies.
There is one thing. A neat tranny.
>>5364900
I usually shred till I'm ded
but I could stop that if we get married cuz u kno
till death do us part
>>5364973
>>5364975
I'm speaking from a male perspective, I dont really care what women wear, but having a pair of tits that actually show not only displays feminity but looks good, it's fucking attractive. I wasn't talking about clothing and shit like you do. And there's not "hyperfeminine" about decently sized tits, sounds like some made up word you came up with to justify not being on par.
You dont need big tits to be/look like a girl but it sure as fuck helps and is generally considered more attractive than a small chest. I'm just being realistic here.
>>5364982
shredding to death would be cool tho
especially on this bad boy
>>5364975
most other women get breast augmentation for feeling inadequate
>>5365001
>most
I've met one woman in my life who admitted to having any breast work done. She had a reduction because they were physically causing her pain.
>>5364997
I would so play that, pretty gr8 faces
separated at birth for sure
>>5364973
>implying you have time to clean up your room unless you're neet
>>5365009
Don't get out much? I can relate.
>>5365011
yeah that cat is totally my spirit animal
I made an omelet with rice and cheese and I've eaten two apples
Theres no way faye is over 25
Good night /mtfg/
>>5365034
no no im more like
a irrepressible shrieking idol of regret and anxiety in bed
>>5365031
Nitynite c:
Just woke up, been surrounded by blankies for past 18hours. Terrible :x
>>5365043
hey me too, we're gonna need a bigger bed
do you like girls tho? I guess that's the deal breaker lol
Mfw breasts stop hurting again since not eating normal amount of calories or a bit over it and like i want to have them bigger but i also want to feel a little more smaller and fragile, ugh cant decide which one to do first
Bmi 20.5 and i want it to be 19 without muscles
>>5365053
yeah i dont really mind which gender desu
i think i'd probably feel generally more comfortable with a gril
>>5365057
oh that's cool, we can both carry tampons in our purses as a reminder of ourselves and to always be true to each other
or
soemthing idk.
we should set a date for the wedding, I'm thinking late summerish? although a fall wedding would be p nice, v dece
>>5365073
well eye mean if its here we dont want it in the summer, it's far too hot. between mid october and january would be the best time honestly
When someone asks why you're trans what do you tell them? That you're a girl in the wrong body or that youre a boy that despises your own masculinity
>>5365054
tfw tryiing to lose weight
maybe i should get fat instead...
what do ;_;
>>5365129
It's winter, you should be bulking and hitting legs every day.
>>5365138
uhhhh.... ?
>>5365120
that i like to schlick to my own body
>>5365120
I tell them I'm not trans
>>5365129
I knoooow._.
Love the feeling of getting results
But i think it feels even better to know you are less hideous. Gah feel so greasy and icky for 2 days after eating properly, its so depressing to do. Think both of us should see about eating again on friday.
>>5365100
ur great anne, I'm off to work but I'll think about our cool wedding all day
hope I don't get hit by a train today, I finally have something to live for ;D
>>5365169
yeah just stay away from the tracks right?
>>5365169
Creeeeepyyyy
Also girls cant love girls dummy.
Shaving your legs and rubbing them together feeling girly but then feeling the spots you missed
#justAGPthings
>partner breaks up with me a week ago
>comes back to me crying
>"I-I still love you.. "
>*five hours later*
>"I just love someone else more... "
>tfw I'm about to kill myself
>>5365193
sounds like a piece of shit, you deserve better anon
>>5365182
>missing spots
Filthy casual
>>5364881
Did you take off of work from sad feels?
>tfw wake up and realize you ended up falling asleep within the first 5 minutes of the first episode of a series
this electric blanket is too comfy fampi
LEAVE RAWR ALONE
>>5365213
yeah , i told my boss that i might need the day off but i'd come in if they need me and he was like "no pls don't come in its cool"
so i just stood home and im gonna go hang w/my bff later and we're gonna hold hands and saunter thru the park or something
post your one good female attribute
>>5365054
>tfw diet is the same as always but 15lbs lower than I want to be
>tfw boobs remained largely unchanged but butte lost mass
>>5365193
Tfw always worried about relationship and how my partner is doing
Lately he has been just super distant and feels like he blames me for it
Im super depressed and skipping school and not leaving bed etc and he hasnt even bothered to text me for days and ask where i am or if im okay.
Clingy men are the worst i swear, the amount of effort ive put into this relationship and into caring of him , worrying for him and like all i got in return was the part where he accepted me as trans and it felt enough for me. Then he just started controlling every aspect of my life and my goings and doings by showing me how hurt he has emotionally because i did that. Could be anything as simple as being at school and not texting him back when i was busy listening to the teaching. Or taking too long in the restroom brushing and applying lotions..
The worst part is that he sees that only after i have apologized for doing stuff like that.
Sure there are the times where ive actually done things wrong but gah..
Idk what to do , i have a lot of problems besides being trans and they must exhaust him too but but uh, am i doing a mistake if i leave him. I dont want to be alone .__.
Ehhh had to vent it out, sowwie
>>5365227
Taking off work because of a death is pretty childish.
If I were your boss, I would write you up.
Reminder that cut girltinklers and uncut boys are made for each other and the moment an uncut boy pulls his foreskin over a cut girltinkler's glans both feel at peace and ascend to the next plan of existence.
>>5365233
Those are some pretty decent tits, what cup size.
>>5365244
okay.
>>5365242
being alone is better than being controlled, anon
>>5365242
Lainanons twin?
Post feet
>>5365249
But what if I can't even fully comprehend this plan of existence
>>5365242
being without that relationship sounds easier than being in it.
doesnt matter which one of you is the problem but it has to end unless you really think there is hope.
How long have you been together?
>>5365267
seconding this foot request
>>5365249
>tfw cut cause fucking severe phimosis when kid
Tfw shit tier dick, thanks god.
>>5365282
Which trips would you cuddle with?
>>5365260
But im not the most likeable person and i really love him :'(
>>5365267
How did you even.. And no.
>>5365273
Guess so but like if we even would end breaking up im so sure that he would move on, i couldnt get over him and and stuff ._. Oh umm 8months?
>>5365277
Ending seconded request by a negative answer.
>>5365298
That looks more like a double negative to me
post toe cleavage in your cutest flats pls
>>5365298
What the fuck is this.
We dated 8 months before breaking up.
Except I was the clingy one.
You literal described my situation but in reverse.
Well, as a clingy anon, I can say that I'm clingy because I wasn't given enough love as a kid growing up / people bully me / horrible self esteem
Basically I love getting as much love out of one person as possible because it makes me feel appreciated and keeps me from wanting to kill myself everyday.
>tfw I failed college again
It's time to finish this.
>>5365306
Here's some feet from the last thread to tide you over.
>>5365317
what's up with those toenails?
>>5365311
You know this would be extremely creepy and awkward if i had broken up with him a week ago and he would be a closet trans but like yup. Being clingy is okay at times, especially in situation like yours but being the sad kinda clingy where you dictate your partners life consciously with your own feelings because you feel insecure is not. Seriously, and look where my situation is after lasting in this thing for months, he isnt even caring anymore because he knows im totally out of energy and love and knows im so hurt that theres no way ever i could be looking for other guys. The times i have gone home my friends crying because he has made me feel like shit doing things without him or not having time enough for him, and it seemed always so reasonable.
He gives a lot too, i dont know how much worse my situation would be right now without him, he has given me so much energy to push through thingies and given hope.
>>5365319
No toenails on the big toes.
>masturbate
>feel bad
I can't wait until I don't have to do this anymore.
>>5365340
I didn't even know that was a thing that could happen.
>tfw no robot bf
>>5365352
same
>>5365287
All tripfags here seem alright, but probably that swede anon, Kayla and Kuppy, cuddling with Kuppy would feel pretty patriotic. I'd also cuddle with whoever generated my trip to make up for it if they wanted to. I kinda forgot who that was so if anyone knows let me know.
Personally I think it's weird just cuddling like that without knowing each other but if you want an answer that's it, Elanna seems fun too, I dont even know what criteria to use for cuddling, it's not something you do spontaneously. You gotta know each other and shit at the very least, I lurk these threads a lot and read your stuff but I cant keep up with these many people while baked as all hell. But every day I learn a little more about you guys, you all seem like decent people so far.
Also it would probably be awkward if they dont pass somewhat because male aesthetics would weird me out in a cuddle, would feel gay as fuck, maybe one can get used to it if it's just cuddles.
>>5365360
>>5365364
she's the best :3 face
>>5365364
Tfw girls can act silly and get away with it if they're cute.
Wimin privilege.
>tfw when you get the gels removed from your toes
Never doing it again.
>>5365333
I tried to not dictate her life, but I see where I could have been too pushy about it. I still gave her gifts a bit, so I don't think I was really controlling her. I wasn't mad if I didn't get attention, just kinda upset. It boils down to I want attention, and if I don't I'll be sad.
>tfw no qt dom boyfriend to control me in bed
>no snow yet
>takes ages to get free hrt
Fuck Sweden tbhon
Why I can't get over my social anxiety? It's been a fucking long time but I don't seem to be able to do something about me being miserable.
How do I deal with this? Please /mtfg/, help me!!!
>>5365256
>what cup size.
to be honest I have no idea, I have a 36 DD cup that is my casual wear when I go out and it fits nice, and i have my 38 A push up witch fits a bit tight but makes my boobs look amazing
>>5365380
You don't. Benzos senpai.
>>5365372
>inget vit jul :,(
so hrt is actually free or just prescription subsided?
are you still obliged to do one year RLE here?
>>5365251
Same desu.
>>5365380
drugz
>>5365371
Gosh the gifts dont matter, what mattered was that you were busy with taking care of you getting enough love and controlling her.
All she wanted was you treating her the same way, being her loving partner like in the beginning. Not someone to look after because of mommy issues or someone to have fight with when deciding to go to the cinema with friends without planning it with you a week before.
>>5365395
I'll vouch for this method, but it only fixes the symptons and not the problem. But hey, if you dont wanna suffer.
>>5365396
>they look gr8
thanks
>>5365391
I think you have to pay for it at first but once you've paid 100 yuros or so it's free for the rest of the year?
>are you still obliged to do one year RLE here?
Don't think so but they want you to try and they want to meet you for a year or so before you can get hrt.
>>5365396
I live kind of close to the sea so it gets windy here too sometimes, I just want snow though because it's so comfy.
>tfw will never find a bf to do this with
why live?
>>5365397
m-may i be your not so controlling girlfriend.
i look like a boy so its almost the same!
>>5365407
>I live kind of close to the sea so it gets windy here too sometimes, I just want snow though because it's so comfy.
Only thing snow is good for is when the roads ice up and it prevents you from slipping. What the hell else do you need snow for, makes it harder to walk and shit, but shitty neighberhoods begin looking better, no fucking trash, it's still there but you dont gotta look at it.
Summer is the best, I dont get why everyone is in love with the winter, it's cold as balls, especially in Sweden, I cant fucking light up outside in the winter my hands go numb, winter is shit, SHIIIT.
daily reminder to vote for the god-king
>>5365421
>-15c
>cold as balls
pls
Snow is just very comfy, I don't even go outside.
>>5365410
>tfw cant pass so crush will never be my bf
I want a boyfriend ;_;
>>5365431
look in the mirror
>>5365418
Okie but uh umm.. we can only hold hands for now x:
>>5365397
In our heads:
Not showing affection means you don't love us
Not loving us means you're cheating on us
Cheating on us makes up upset
Therefore we control you so you don't cheat on us???
If women are the "fairer" sex, does that make men the "poorer" sex? And what's the "fairest"? 2D women?
>tfw you play melee in rpgs
H O N L I F E
>>5365431
I want a gf ; ;
Guess we need to try harder
>>5365428
>Comfy
Your girl is showing, snow is made for making snowballs and hurling that shit at your buddies. Then molest someone in the face with a fistful of snow, kek.
I remember school when I was really young and me and some guys would trash the snowmen the girls built after school because we had done it before and got caught and the principal was all "hurr durr u cant destroy the snowmen they like it and spent a lot of time bla bla" so we did it after school instead and the next day they'd be super butthurt about it lmao, the best was trashing the snowman right when they finish it desu senpai, most hilarious lulzfest of my youth desu, we were kids too so knowing some teacher would be on our ass was an adrenaline rush.
#JustBoyThings
>>5365469
F U L L C A S T E R
>>5365479
I always preferred making snowmans to knocking other people's down
Does that make me a girl or you a jerk?
>>5365459
Ugh but i show it. Even more than he did, to the point where it started feeling a little forced for me but did it so he wouldnt feel bad.
Maybe your situation with your gf and my with my bf arent the same. But yup :l you will find someone you dont have to feel clingy of. She clearly made her choice and you shouldnt let her do this to you.
Going to get up, make coffee and try to learn just enuf of swedish before friday so get passed to next semester. And you shud try to have a better day despite her being a weirdo c:
>>5365485
then don't act so needy
>>5365469
Just be the tank. Nothing exudes femininity more than a stronk girl wearing skimpy armor.
>>5365487
You're just a girl, naturally I matured, I wouldn't destroy anyones snowman today. But man that was fucking hilarious, the girls fucking built a new one every break so we just went scouting for snowmen and trashed them. They tried to outsmart us by building in obscure places. One time they built in the forested area around the school but we found them and just fucking jumpkicked and mobbed that poor snowman.
Good times.
>>5365479
Wow you're so manly cartman. A paragon of masculinity.
>>5365496
No be a bard idol
>>5365469
H-hey I maiRned mdps for years.
>>5365506
Someone got their snowman destroyed in their youth.
>>5365485
Couldn't be that bad
>>5365502
Sounds like a blast
>>5365479
I do wish I had a bf to throw snowballs at though.
>tfw no bf to piss off with snow so he pins you down and stuff
>>5365480
>magic
>ever
>>5365496
I used to play tank in Wow and I was really good at it.
So manly ;_;
>>5365511
Yeah because kids like you bullied me for being girly
>>5365529
You shouldve sucked their dicks senpai
>tfw normiebook is full of pretty cisgirls being cis
time to delete i guess. just another thing to withdraw from
>http://www.slate.com/articles/double_x/doublex/2015/12/gender_critical_trans_women_the_apostates_of_the_trans_rights_movement.html
>Older transitioner bitterly rants about gender and since she doesn't pass all transgirls aren't women
Hons, not even once :V
>>5365508
Play Bravely Default.
>>5365528
Magic us the best tho
>>5365540
>tfw bitter old hon
>clean whole apartment except for bedroom
>landlord comes over and sees everything, first time in over a year
>"i'm not even looking for anything in particular, i just wanna know that it's still standing ahaha!"
>"do you mind if i look into the bedroom?"
>DESU I WOULDN'T there's clothes like all over the place, not even gonna lie
>she just laughs and says ok and then we talk a lil bit
>she leaves with the property management guy and that's it
i expected her to be like 'how dare u not let me!!!' etc but i guess not lol. how are you doing mtfg?
>>5365528
It doesn't have to be. I play an Elin Lancer on Tera. I just hop around, poke things, and squeak a lot.
>>5365540
Hey /mtfg/ I need to talk about something.
So I'm a 30 year old trans girl who transitioned 4 years ago. Earlier this year I moved from my long time home that I lived in (area not house) since I was 13.
Recently I left my job. I had my life threatened at work and nothing was done about it, so I quit.
Since leaving my job, I've kind of fallen back onto a lot of depression habits I've had over the years. I just feel so completely lost when I'm not with my gf.
The thing is since moving to Seattle, she is literally all I have here. I don't have any real serious friends (don't get me wrong I've made a few, but I don't have any who are close that I spend lots of time with) I don't have a job, and frankly I don't have the motivation to do anything. This "why bother" attitude has sunk in very seriously and I really don't know how to beat it.
I miss so much of what I had where I used to live and I have no idea how to get that here. I'm alone 75% of the day and I can barely function this way. I get all my energy from friends and positive interaction with people, but I don't have any of that anymore. I'm really scared cause I don't know how to pull myself out of this, and my thoughts are only getting darker. I need help.
>>5365548
Performer is useless to me though
My party is a carefully organized wall of death
>>5365566
currently getting business cards made to hand out to potential sugar daddies
>>5365568
I played lancer in tera too.
I'm not very feminine I guess ;_;
>>5365589
don't forget the subtle off-white coloring, tasteful thickness, and a watermark
>>5365578
Are you looking for a job? What do you do during the day?
>>5365601
>implying im not getting them in pale nimbus
>>5365578
Do you have insurance? A therapist would probably help. You can also make friends on here to fill up some of the loneliness I'm the meantime while you get yourself sorted out. I'm sorry about what happened with your job.
>>5365609
Right now? Sleep and play fallout. I can't afford to take a shitty seasonal job cause it would just make my resume look like crap. I've been in management for 3 years and unfortunately there aren't many openings available that wouldn't involve taking a leap down the corporate ladder.
HAVE A MERRY SHEMALE CHRISTMAS FROM MY TACKY TRANNY NAILS TO YOURS
>>5365566
i hope you said desu
>>5365625
how would it make it look like crap, im pretty sure a gap of unemployment is worse than a seasonal job
>>5365593
bet you had one awsum healer that you had to drag around the world like a little kid c:
>>5365630
I want those fingernails in or around my asshole.
>>5365617
The thing is I have LOTS of internet friends. No shortage there. What I need is real friends, but I have no experience making those on my own. I've always had friends to be with when meeting new people. However my GF is content not having friends that are close, so I really don't have any meeting people options.
>>5365578
I'm in a very similar situation.
I was extremely homesick and went back on thanksgiving, everything just felt so.... right again.
I am at a loss, I don't want to leave my partner because it's the best it's been with someone in a long time but at the same time I can't even leave our house alone without getting panic attacks. The area isn't as liberal, I don't feel as safe, I can't even just talk walks like before. I told my partner all of this and we both decided I should find a therapist to talk to, which I'm going to do very soon.
I'd say find some friends here, have a chat, get a therapist and work your way back to a job and maybe you'll find closer friends irl with time.
I feel as if I try to rush things too often, like I want things to be like they were back home but I forget how long it took for things to be the way they were and I've only been in the place for a couple of months now.
I hope you get some help
>>5365625
One piece of advice I've heard is that people volunteer for a non-profit but do basically the same thing -- they don't get paid, but it shows that you were keeping your skills sharp for when you apply to a similar job.
I don't know if that applies for management however.
>>5365642
anddddd its time for me to leave the thread
N O S T A L G I A
>>5365625
>>5365643
Making rl friends is gonna be hard without any money. Try meetup, board game nights at hobby stores, stuff like that. Normally I would suggest things like classes or clubs but those costs money. Also, if you need a part time job right now just to make ends meet you don't have to put it on your resume. You're going to have a gap there if you don't have a job anyway.
>>5365641
No, I had no friends ;_;
Cute boy healers are the best though
>tfw they tell you what to do
Sometimes I wish I could play healer myself though but cast times really suck.
>>5365639
Having been a hiring manager I know both look bad frankly. However climbing back up that ladder is difficult, ive only ever gotten one job since coming out. The others I transitioned at and got lucky they were still willing to promote. So I'm just more afraid of showing I'm willing to be trans and expendable than trans and unemployed.
>>5365642
FUCK OFF OLRAPEY
GOODBYE HORSES
I'M FLYING OVER YOUUU
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>>5365674
Are you visibly trans or something?
So I went out full girl mode today for the first time since I abandoned going out in public like this at 16. Besides pretending to be mute it worked out okay. I got a strange look or two and there was this chick that was eyeballing me in a negative way but I feel good. People didn't laugh or say anything mean like I was expecting them to.
I'm just so sick of forcing myself to be mute though. It's terrible wanting to say something to someone and not being able to because you have a guy voice and don't want to ruin the illusion you've so painstakingly put up. Takes away both the confidence I've built up and hinders self-expression.
>>5365662
Problem is I've made plenty of friends here. I've also made enemies. I've just never made any I've met irl. Not that I haven't met internet people irl, just not anyone from fucking 4chan.
>>5364976
>not rainbow stripped socks
0/10 wouldn't wear
>you will never pass and do real life stuff
>>5365699
lookin qt ricky
how is your voice so shit when you've had all this time tho?
>>5365249
uh, what if mine is not mutilated too?
>>5365713
she could look qt af but its like she wants to look scary
>>5365701
>just not anyone from fucking 4chan.
Well sheeit, guess the Seattle meet up will have to go on without you. Good luck with whatever you want to happen, I guess you just needed to vent eh?
>>5365699
I'm happy and proud of you for going out in girl mode. Iktf too of being hyperaware of every glance that comes your way, and being nervous about speaking. I hope it gets easier for both of us
>>5365694
Not really based on how many people were shocked to find out I was trans at my last job, I'd say I'm in the 90th percentile. However background checks make being stealth to an employer impossible.
>>5365724
Well for reference I've not been on 4chan much since moving here. Or really much at all in like the last 2 years.
Surely there aren't actually people that think this ?
>>5365713
I kcan't stress enough how much I've been struggling with making some progress with my voice. I've followed every exercise I could find, I practice regularly but I can't seem to get there.
I just can't. I'm honest I'm trying my best but it's bore little fruit. I know I need a proffessional, I just can't get one so I'm stuck with no voice :(
>>5365717
I look scary? I've had people tell me I look like an addict or like having an abusive boyfriend before but that's new.
>>5365725
>>5365736
thank you girls
I'm starting to like this gen a bit again with this new influx of anon posts. Even if we had that weird doxxing shit the other day there's some posts that read like something straight out of /transhelpgen/.
>>5365752
I guess I'm up for it? I dunno it's just a little more weird for me since I doubt any of you know me from when I was here a few years ago.
>>5365699
just rock your manvoice and confuse their penii
I lurk these threads everyday and it just makes me want to kill every single one of you.
>>5365753
I thought the message was that the point of the Christmas season is love, not how decorated things are
>>5365776
Luv u 2 bb
>tfw big butt but it looks boyish and ugly
kill me
>>5365772
That's a funny thing to say when you haven't been beaten to a pulp for it before. I'd rather not put my life and eyesight in danger again.
>>5365774
Meh I'd rather not say. I'm posting anon for a reason. I've said enough that anyone who knew me could piece together who I am.
