>>5308986
Welcome to biscum populace. Alcohol gets rid of inhibitions, hence why the attraction that you usually suppress is manifesting.

>>5308986
>otters
I can say with absolute certainty that you like men, and are too inhibited while sober to acknowledge those feelings.

>>5308995
Never understood this, I was a drunkard for two years but I only got "bodily" drunk never mind drunk, meaning I never did stupid shit or said embarrassing things I didn't want anyone to know.

>>5308986
im a gay dude who jerks off to straight porn when stoned so either you're safe or we're both secret biscum

>>5308995
(not op) Funny thing is if I get even just a little drunk I loose every kind of attraction. I have that "lol wtf am I supposed to do with this thing" thought in my head both for girls and guys and that's all. Alcohol is weird shit, that's for sure.

>>5308986
I am gayflexible, I am 100% gay for sure, but I find it fun to sexually interact with woman. Biscum? Idk

Same, I'm a girl and I'm pretty sure I'm lesbian. When I'm drunk I get super gay with girls, and when I'm high I feel more bi/straight. But when I try to fantasize about guys it still doesn't work and I end up getting off to what I usually do, which is domming/getting dommed by girls. Thing is, I also dislike and am scared of animals when I'm high, and I know for a fact I 100% love animals. So I figure the high me isn't me with lower inhibitions, its just a different me.

>>5309019
Do you get drunk alone or with others? Because whenever I'm alone I always feel like my mind is fine but when I'm with others it's like the mind just shuts off.

>>5308986
How often do you view porn? Try to be objective.

>Nothing gay about wanting to suck a dick or get fucked in your boypussy, it's not gay if the man that's fucking you has a bigger dick, because he's more of a man than you.

This is what I actually said to myself and others on chans when I had fantasies about a guy, or obsessed over a cock.

>>5311231
>it's only gay if you kiss or get fucked
>it's only gay if a guy gets you off
>it's NOT gay if you get a guy off
>so it's totally cool to suck all the dick you want

looool lies we tell ourselves.

You're fine. Most people aren't perfectly straight or gay, they all somewhere in between, with circumstances presenting the opportunities for their sexuality to go one way or the other. Look at prison ffs.

>>5311294
It is only gay if you identify as gay. Otherwise it is just fun.

>>5311298

Well said. Its a mistake to say that every male who finds some aspect of homosex interesting is therefore part of some clumsy tripartite categorization. Id say most males with some interest in homosex arent what we would honestly consider homosexual or even bi. These categories and the perceived need for them obliterate understanding the wide diversity of actual motives besides any particular attraction for males.

That OP watches gay porn is less relevant. What would be more revealing is what he sees in it that he enjoys. I would bet that it is an amplified version of something he looks for in straight sex, or conversely, some sort of change in sexual role.

For others, its simply approaching the idea of masculinity from a starkly contrasted perspective. That can be a thrill for men regardless of sexual overtones. Its often played out in social hierarchies.

>>5311139
I never drank alone, only socially. Like, I feel my body getting affected but my mind stays razor sharp even when I get black out drunk.