Hi /lgbt/
I'm insecure about my sexuality. I want to be straight enough not to be.
Why do I keep masturbating to gay shit and like it? And why is said masturbation associated with depressive episodes?
>tfw my depression is caused by deeply repressed homosexual feelings?
Some straight guys masturbate to gay porn, it's nbd.
I'm the same way, I tend to get gayer the more depressed and idle I am, I just don't know if I should embrace this side of me since it was born from negativity and doesn't make me feel good about myself.
I just fapped to gay porn for the first time. Couldn't stop myself, he was just so fucking cute. Been arguing with myself for hours now cause of it
>>5299980
what broke you?
>>5299993
cute twinks
>>5299596
???
How the hell does this work?? Maybe I got desensitized to straight porn?
>>5299614
That sounds about right. It might be some kind of power dynamic thing. I guess I can't really get aroused from submissive things being the object of my affection when I'm depressed. Maybe I should try light BDSM porn? Or maybe I should just permanently move to the shed.
>>5300783
You shouldn't worry so much. Porn is porn, it is entirely different from sex. What visually stimulates you and what you enjoy physically in real life can be entirely different. Stop feeling bad about it, you will go through a lot of weird phases.
