Who else is going to let depression kill them instead of transitioning?
>>5255735
Not me.
>>5255735
Me probably.
;_;
>>5255735
me. too poor to afford to transition or even go to regular therapy for my depression. almost jumped in front of a truck today and its only 9am.
>>5255765
I would jump in front of a truck, but that would require being in public.
>>5255735
I strongly suspect I'm just going to do both. I pass pre-HRT, but I ca never be 100% female. I'll never be good enough and it kills me inside
>>5255765
>>5255777
Jumping in front of a truck is also incredibly fucking selfish. I know you dont give a shit about anyone else to care what an impact a suicide has on friends and families, but literally splattering yourself on someone's vehicle is the ultimate selfish act. You will fuck up their truck, and probably damage them psychologically.
Have the decency to jump off something high or cut your wrists if you definitely are going to do it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjEq-r2agqc
>>5255836
Realistically ill use a gun out in the woods. The coyotes will clean up the mess.
>>5255845
At least you show some consideration
Me
I'm afraid of screwing up with guns or pills though. So, my plan is to wait until a night where it's 20 below, drive somewhere seculded, drink, take sleeping pills, lock my keys, jacket and gloves in the car and fade out.
>>5255865
Enjoy waking up in the hospital.
>>5255875
If theyre lucky. More likely, they wake up with pneumonia or hypothermia still in the cold and desperately terrified stumbling about til someone finds them
>>5255875
>implying by secluded i meant a city park
There are rural places here where nobody will even drive by for a long time, let alone stop. After that, if i was found, it'd be about 30-40 minutes to a hospital or waiting for an ambulance.
the goal: OD on heroin, probably fumble about slitting my wrists, and then jump into some water tied to a rock or some shit. We have these low dams where I live where people have already unintentionally died at, so maybe that.
>>5255885
Wow, its almost like that would matter. If it werent for the fact youve chosen a method of death that could take 6-12 hours. Pills and cold shut down your organs. Slowly.
yall have issues.
>>5255836
I didn't even do it for that specific reason, retard. waiting on some money for an exit bag
>>5255947
>I didn't even do it for that specific reason, retard.
And how the fuck am I supposed to know that? You didnt say. For all I know, you didnt do it because you missed your chance, or had second thoughts.
>>5255735
Almost did...talked out of it halfway through
>>5255735
I live in a big, open desert. There are almost no major cities in my state and I could drive right off the main highway and miles into open nothingness where nobody would likely find me for months or years at a time.
Id hide the car out of sight, then I would put on some of my favorite music and set up something to deliver a lethal dose of heroin. By the time I'm found ill just be bleached bones. If that. Nobody has to clean brains off a wall or anything.
>>5255735
If you would rather die what have you got to lose with doing absurd shit to make it better?
I'm just gonna continue drinking myself to death
>>5256269
this meme needs to fuck off, people who say it have never been depressed
Just transition you dumb cunts
>>5256291
Not worth it if you aren't going to be good looking on the other side.
>>5256291
>Poverty isn't real
>>5256306
I'm sure there are some third worlders here who have extenuating circumstances but if you live in America or something then you have no excuse for shitposting on 4chan instead of improving your life
>>5256202
Doesn't rigor mortis only affect muscle?
>>5255735
Make your suicide meaningful. Blow your self up inside a Mosque during prayer.
tramsition to what? transexuality you mean? did all gay guys started to think theyre a man in a woman's body out of the blue? this is a serious case of mental disorder you should be treating yourself and not attempting to cut your dick off
>>5255836
>doing x to kill yourself is selfish
And why would someone care if they are depressed and about to die?
even the guy up there proved this is a sort of gender identity disorder by saying he wouldn't do it to risk not having a cute female face or traits. you want to find easier ways to succumb to man and be dominated. this is your mind playing tricks on you and you deliberately accepting. all gay guys know this is not true. honestly if the only two choices you can allow yourself to make to treat this condition is either cut your dick or suicide, just go with the latter
>>5256359
Such a revolutionary view you have. Certainly the first ever to have it.
Yawn ...
>>5256424
I'm sure "having revolutionary thoughts" is all that is fueling and encouraging gay boys nowadays to think this is completely natural
Transitioning rarely makes people less depressed/suicidal.
>>5255735
perhaps
>>5255735
>Implying hrt are going to save you from depression
this is happening to me
sleep deprivation, virginity, anorexia, etc. are literally killing me
>>5255875
>enjoy waking up in the hospital
>open your eyes
>doctor holding you in his arms
>"it's a girl!"
>>5255735
I might. I think I might not pass or just look like a good drag queen and ugh.
>>5258749
anon why you gotta make me sad
>>5258701
My mom died from virginity. God speed anon ;__;7
god I fucking hope not, but after all this time it could happen
>>5255745
same desu
>>5255735
Sorry already transitioning
Transitioning, doing my absolute best to not let depression kill me. I'll get FFS or whatever else I need to make it better. Kinda hard to work with when I feel really bad, but thankfully I get sudden happy spells (maybe they're manic, I dunno) that help me have some hope.
>>5256286
I'm depressed and I'm telling you right now, doing shit that you've always wanted to do but are afraid of WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. It does not cure it, but it will make you feel better. You can also lay in your bed and die if you'd prefer that. Always your choice. Why are you afraid of transitioning anyways?
>slowly dying each day into transition
hehe..
>>5255865
Fuck just use a shotgun. No real way to mess up there. Your actual plan is way easier to fuck up.
>>5256395
Because they should have the decency to not be a cunt. It's already going to hurt friends and family, why the fuck would you drag strangers into it too?
>>5256347
Clever girl. be a hero.
>>5255865
You'll come close to the edge of death, realise how much you want to live, probably smash the window of the car and cut yourself badly, get in, try to drive for help frantically trying to live - but you won't, you'll fade out before you can.
Don't bother. You have one life. Even if you feel shit, why not stick around and see how the world changes in the years you're alive?
>>5267644
People like you would probably think they're a cunt either way so your input has no value
I'm strongly considering it. I'm never going to have a real cock. I feel disgusting and wrong.
>>5267759
Whereas people like you are ready and waiting to give up on anyone strugglimg emotionally.
>>5267777
Only if they fuck me over
>2015
>not giving up on reality
This thread is so terrible I want to kill myself
