Does anyone ever have the uncontrollable desire to submit and suck cock? Lately I have been having so many intense urges to suck and be abused verbally physically it comes on like a tidal wave, sometimes I can be fine for weeks but it resurges stronger then ever.
I feel fucked up that I want to be abused any other sub men feel this way?
>>5254778
It's called the lewd disease, and the only cure is more cowbell.
I mean penis.
>>5254783
lewd eh?
>>5254788
I like you
You get me
>>5254778
I tried to suck a cock once but ended up with a mouthful of feathers.
>>5254778
>Does anyone ever have the uncontrollable desire to submit and suck cock?
Almost constantly, but no abuse stuff. I suck to suck and swallow to swallow.
Yeah, cock is just that amazing, it deserves to be worshipped.
I used to feel like that, practically running rape scenerios in my head and shit. Lost my girlfriend talking to dominant guys on grindr, but finally tried it out and you know what I discovered?
I'm GAY, and I like soft vinilla sex under fucking candles and snuggling and going out to breakfast in the morning like a normal faggot. that submission shit just makes me feel bad about myself and it was just a phase I went through telling me to go suck some d.
Experiment my friend, you'll find out what you like
>>5254778
I have the urge off and on but for me instead of rough I fantasize about a guy coaxing me into sucking his dick. Maybe being kind of an asshole about it but not like raping my mouth. More like teasing me about being a cocksucker which I of course try to deny. He continues to alternate between asking me to suck his dick and telling me that I know I really want it. He rubs his dick on me, and even goes so far as to take his dick out and shake it at me while telling me he knows O want to suck it. He can see it in my eyes and the way I keep sneaking looks. He grabs my hand and makes me touch it, I keep pulling away but he keeps doing it. He tell me he can tell I'd be a good cocksucker because I have soft lips. Each time he tells me I would like it, or rubs his dick on me I resist a little less until I finally drop to my knees and suck his delicious cock like a slit in heat....
>>5255059
underated
>>5256922
I identify as bi even though I've not engaged in anything bisexual as an adult. My fear is that if I experiment, I many actually really enjoy sucking cock and getting fucked too much and not be able to get enough. I still like women and don't want to be full on gay but wouldn't mind playing with dick from time to time. Since I can't guarantee I won't be a cock fiend I stay aware from it
Only for Anzar
Biscum and rarely do I want to submit but something about Slavic sempai says I'll be content with it
bemp
>>5254778
Absolutely. Met this guy last night for the fourth time:
>I'm 19
>always had fantasy of meeting an older top guy who uses me for his own pleasure (yeah, me and a million other guys have that fantasy)
>never done anything
>see ad on cragslist
>older top guy looking for younger, bottom/sub guy
>keep going back and looking at ad but don't have the balls to respond
>ad is now about 10 pages down the list, decide to respond
>shocked the guy answers
>we agree to meet for coffee before work
first meeting
>he arrives. handsome as all fuck. tall, chiseled face, late 40's, hairy, strong looking but not a musclehead
>explains what he's looking for... someone he can use for his own pleasure, no restrictions but respectful, someone smallish, younger, submissive (check, check, check and check)
>agree to meet up
second meeting
>he comes over my place (roommate is out)
>sits on couch and make out for a while
>tells me to kneel between his legs and to take his cock out
>nice cock. maybe 6.5", not too thick
>he tells me to suck him off
>doing my best.
>he's very verbal. "do you like daddy's cock?" "feels nice baby"
>pulls my head down, I gag, he lets up immediately, apologizes but tells me I'll get used to it
>tells me it's OK to jerk off while blowing him
>I start jerking off but he's already to cum and shoots into my mouth
>holds my head on his cock and tells me to finish jerking off
>blow my load about two seconds later
>tells me I can swallow now
>says thanks and leaves.
>>5261538
third meeting
>he comes over
>immediately into bedroom
>tells me to strip
>tells me to kneel in front of him and take his cock out
>gently blow him for a few minutes
>he gets a little rougher, face fucking me, gagging me
>always backs off, apologizes
>he gets naked and on the bed (what a fucking good looking body)
>we're fondling, I'm sucking him, playing with myself
>I cum first
>he probably sensed I had lost interest so he took control
>kneels over me and face fucks me
>more verbal stuff, lots of "daddy" and "baby"
>every now and then he spanks my ass
>asks if I like daddy spanking him
>munmle yes (cock in mouth of course)
>gag, he backs off, but then pushes into my throat again
>says he's getting close and to use my mouth
>I do and he unloads in my mouth
>dresses and leaves
last night
>he comes over
>a lot of making out on the couch, not even touching him
>go into bedroom, both strip down
>pretty much a repeat of the previous night... face fucking, gagging, verbal
>I go to jerk myself off and he slaps my hand away
>"you can finish after daddy does"
>more blowing him
>he tells me to lay with my head over the side
>do it and he starts fucking my mouth/throat
>still gagging but his cock is going further than before
>can't breathe when he's deep in and his balls are blocking my nose
>squirm for a few seconds and he pulls out to let me breathe
>keeps doing this
>so turned on I reach for my own cock but he slaps my hand away again
>gets a rhythm going fucking my mouth
>can tell he's getting close
>tells me to take a deep breath
>pushes as far as he can into my mouth and blows his load
>just lose it and start gagging and cum coughing all over his cock and balls
>he grabs a towel, cleans himself and me
>we lay on the bed together and cuddle as I jerk myself off.
can't wait to meet up with him again
>>5261543
>daddy
This guy sounds like a pedo.
>>5261577
or maybe he just likes young guys.
