I like to cross dress and ever since I was young I pictured myself in the female position in porn. I want to explore my sexuality, suck cock and get fucked.
However, I'm perfectly happy as a man in day to day life and all this is purely sexual. My gf doesn't know any of this, I love her very much and we are in a committed relationship.
I'm not sure what to do. My desires seem to only grow stronger and I no longer feel satisfied from sex.
Anyone had similar experiences? I'm 21 and never had anything but heterosexual relationships and intercourse.
Yes, I ended up transitioning after dealing with years of self-hatred.
>>5226860
see Trans Help General thread
>>5227027
break up with your girlfriend, find a bisexual boyfriend and crossdress for him
>>5227076
Again, I wouldn't want a relationship with a guy and I only find 1 in 1000 attractive at all anyway. I'm really only attracted to very feminine physique/appearance. Its only sexual, I have no interest in a relationship with another guy.
I'm after the utility of the cock more than anything so I guess pegging would be great for me but I don't think my gf would ever look at me the same if I asked.
>>5227027
Still get a gender therapist, and figure out your limits. If it is just a fetish, then have fun with it. Involve your partner. If she can handle it, she'll stick around. Otherwise, it's best to breakup. Transvestic fetishes never go away. You'll have it for life.
>>5227127
Wish I could afford a normal therapist, let alone a gender one.
I really don't think she would take it will, she's not conservative per se but she's very submissive and enjoys me being the typical dominant male partner. I'll be leaving the country in 6 months or so, breaking up is inevitable then anyway but we were hoping to stick with it until she moves over too.
>>5226860
Are you me? I'm exactly the same as you
Find a girl who's willing to peg you
>>5230789
How?
Takes months to get that kind of trust/sexual exploration with a new girl and I'm betting 90% wouldn't be into it. How would I find girls into pegging?
>>5232460
/mtfg/
>>5232538
In real life, not online...