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>drinking on HRT
I seriously hope you girls don't do this
>>5212116
>2015
>still needing antiandrogens
>>5212116
Why not?
>>5212116
Nope.
Just a nice, moreish, bit of crack for me, thanks.
>>5212116
>not taking your cypro in the morning so you can drink in the evening
>tfw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWKYpy__lfA
>video games
>>5212116
Why not live life dangerously?
>>5212116
no weed or booze or nicotine, being trans sucks
>>5212120
>>5212116
this.
>>5212120
she's rubbing her dick lol
>>5212130
you could always figure out a way to enjoy your life without those things. Its not impossible.
Post your Amazon recommendations.
>tfw you like someone and they probably don't like you back
>>5212116
>tfw I was never told not to drink while on hrt
>>5212147
Now she's cleverly hiding her dick behind her vagina.
Those devious trannies!
>>5212152
Same here, my T levels are like almost zero so im good, fuck my liver.
>>5212150
iktf
>>5212147
[dysphoria intensifies]
>>5212144
Mine doesnt even display reccs like that.
>>5212150
>>5212163
Post it anyways, I am curious
How does one practice voice without ruining the rest of their day with dysphoria and other fun stuff?
I tried turning up my music volume until I can't hear myself well but I still have to listen to my voice afterwards.
>>5212150
why does it feel so bad though
>>5212172
Reward yourself with fallout.
>>5212172
You just do it. Literally, if you dont practice youll end up where you are now, forever to be clocked.
>>5212172
buy a pair of Bose noise canceling headphones.
>>5212172
very carefully
to be serious though, it's usually a matter of waiting for a day where you're so determined and motivated about transitioning that even if you hear a manly voice you'll just think "I gotta work harder and push through."
I also tend to practice at night so when I get dysphoria about my girl voice not being perfect it's only until I go to bed and then I forget the next day
>>5212172
idk if this is helpful at all but i have had a severe motivational problem with my voice. i put off practicing it and lost what little progress i had made because i hated doing it, hated my voice, and never felt like i was getting anywhere. i have been practicing diligently lately for this reason though >>5212182
basically, unless i do this, i will literally never pass. ever. it still sucks and i have to mentally gear myself up to practice every day but telling myself that makes me put in the willpower and effort
>tfw Elanna will never cook you lasagna and lovingly force feed it to you.
>>5212091
https://clyp.it/ibgqukyy
>>5212116
You can't drink while on HRT?
What else?
Soo I messaged the boy i like and he didn't respond or anything, but normie book says he read the message.
ummm idk what to do now, i shouldn't message him again should i?.. or ? idk ;~;
halp
>>5212208
>What else?
Can't anything.
>>5212209
Not for a while. Let him do what he wants to do.
>>5212209
You leave it. If you come off as pushy or desperate you'll ruin any future chances to his indifference today.
>>5212207
I hope to sweet christ you dont think thats a anything near a believable girl-voice
>>5212207
Ur gonna be so cute senpai.
>>5212208
Don't smoke. Thats not just a "dont" its a "holy shit dont do that, thats downright dangerous"
>>5212216
Cigarettes or weed?
For viv:
https://clyp.it/qdcytye0
>>5212144
why would you buy girl stuff online and not go to the store in person?
>>5212221
pic related
>>5212221
Cuz she couldn't take her mother to the store.
>>5212208
>Weed
>Alcohol
>Nicotine (you must be a serious retard to even think this is an option)
>coding
>>5212221
This is >>5212223 good one.
This one is better.
>>5212209
Guys love lesbians Kit, you should practice with girls first. It will give you experience and also drive the guys wild. Trust me on this.
>>5212221
I can't buy girl stuff in person without causing pandemonium. I would probably get thrown out or banned from stores if I did that.
>>5212229
Why no weed/alcohol?
>>5212230
holy fucking lmao
>>5212230
>instead of starving it's thriving
>I'm probably just going to move apartments
>>5212237
Nicotine affects your blood, i think it thickens it and hrt can affect blood flow as it is. Why some docs prescribe blood thinners so to reduce pressure on your heart. Thicker blood means heart has to pump harder to keep you alive which can cause irreversible damage
>>5212214
https://clyp.it/sduff2lg>>5212215
y-you too <\\\<
>>5212246
Oh that makes sense.
Thanks for explaining.
>>5212246
Actually the nicotine blocks estrogen receptors. It needs a way into the cell and it uses what the estrogen would use and it bullies the estrogen.
>>5212250
n.noo bully!!
>>5212230
oh my god my SIDES
>>5212248
that pic looks like this webm I posted before for elanna
>>5212250
from what i remember i think it does both. blocks the receptors and affects heart function.
>>5212231
i don't think that's true at all anon ;~;
>>5212257
I know it does both but I was just saying why its bad for transgirls.
>>5212261
death is kinda bad for transgirls too :p
>>5212267
lel no its not, I long for the sweet release of death
>>5212255
Its the same character actually.
>>5212250
Not to mention destroying collagen making you look aged and dried up
Anyone who smokes cigarettes on hrt is a massive, massive retard. Its literally the worst thing you can do other than trying to use your tit pills as suppositories.
>>5212274
>trying to use your tit pills as suppositories
Hasn't Kayla done that?
>>5212269
I don't want you to die, and I would be legitimately saddened if I heard that news. : ( you may be broken and crazy but damn are you adorable at doing it lel
>>5212274
If you have micronized estrogen then using them as a suppository should work. You're just sticking them into a dirtier mucus membrane than your mouth. It is a perfectly viable way of taking your pills.
>>5212281
>If you have micronized estrogen then using them as a suppository should work.
awesome
ITT: Convince me not to bump my E dosage up to 4mg after only 2 weeks because I haven't seen any effects apart from a bit of budding in the first 4 days
tell me how it'll turn my tits into perma-cones or something
>>5212122
OMG I FORGOT IT STARTS TONIGHT :D
Who /PeepShow/ here????
>>5212216
what about vaping? :^)
>>5212280
is it bad that i find it hilarious when kayla goes full retard and flames everyone
>>5212284
As long as it doesn't leak out. Maybe use something to shove the pill right in there, or plug the exit up.
>>5212281
But literally what is the benefit?
>>5212287
no nicotine period
>>5212241
>>5212245
>>5212253
>>5212287
>2 weeks
>I haven't seen any effects
You won't see any affects until 2-4 months
>>5212287
Holy shit you're retarded
>>5212287
>what about vaping?
Its still Nicotine dumb ass. I tried to get caddy to quit using her mouth fedora too.
>>5212288
No anon, everyone does. She is like a real life tsudere anime girl. She's super bitch mode on the outside, but on the inside super sensitive and just wants to be loved and appreciated. But also kinda a retard lol i-i couldn't hate that girl even if I tried she just cracks me the fuck up almost every time she posts
>>5212281
Lol I stand corrected.
>>5212287
studies found that damages your immune system irreversibly. Probably not a good idea when hrt softens immune system anyway.
also nicotine is nicotine
>>5212287
most changes dont even start for like 4-6 months. first few months i got soft skin and buds under my nips. at 9 months now my face changed and i have A's.
it takes a long time
>>5212287
fwiw i tried hard to find definitive info about vaping before i started hrt. I looked at some of the research but it's not clear whether it's the effect of nicotine itself that inhibits estrogen or whether its cigarette smoke (and so other stuff in addition to nicotine).
anecdotally, fwiw, I seem to be getting a normal timeline of changes - 4months in and boobs, body fat redistribution is starting, etc, so far and I still vape.
>>5212302
>mouth fedora
kek
>>5212302
There's no nicotine in mine any more so now I hardly use it anyway.
>>5212308
also, fwiw, although i do think im at an increased risk of blood clots, that risk isn't serious until after age 30.
>>5212292
>Cannaboids inhibit estrogen receptors
But isn't there some weak evidence that chronic chronic lowers T levels, shrinks testes, and may cause gynecomastia?
>>5212310
good, I bet your E levels are higher now.
>>5212320
>chronic chronic
heh
>>5212322
There no way to tell. I quit before even seeing an endo
>>5212310
Hey caddy I wanna show you my proto-girl voice. : 3 its still trash and has months of work ahead but I'm amazed a porch monkey like me could even get this far. Would you mind? Elfie helped me a bit last night.
>>5212320
Gee i hope so
>>5212303
nice, good to know i'm not alone thinking that
>>5212302
>mouth fedora
dying
>>5212300
>>5212306
>tfw 2.5 months E
>tfw a fair bit beyond buds already
i'm scared now
>>5212312
Why even risk it
>>5212328
Instant bullet is so much better than sekai oni its not even funny.
>>5212230
OhEmGeee LULZ
>>5212320
Doobies give you boobies
>>5212334
I quit for the first 3 weeks of HRT but i like vaping a lot desu and its not really the same without nicotine. it's not a good reason, i admit.
>>5212328
>a porch monkey like me
Jeez girl.
Yeah I'll listen to the clips you posted and see if I can help.
>>5212333
Yeah mine were almost unbearably painful during month 2 I think.
So is it normal that I got really emotional all of a sudden? I'm at 4 months HRT almost and I cried last night and had to stop myself from crying in class today.
>>5212333
bexe confirmed for megamilks :3
>>5212345
>porch monkey
that got taken back by normies in 06
>>5212350
I wouldn't worry about that too much.
>>5212344
I miss nicotine a lot. I relapsed once since quitting in... August or September so I just threw away any nicotine juice I had left, but now I hardly even think about the thing so it's a little nice in its own way since I was totally addicted and on the strongest level you can buy.
>>5212347
>gotta go fast
I'm pretty sure that's not how estrogen works though. I don't think more means faster or better results. You should spend your energy trying to find solutions to the problems that are keeping you from seeing an endocrinologist or find a way to test your levels yourself.
>>5212357
I just hadn't really been emotional at all since I started HRT and now I keep wanting to kill myself.
>>5212350
hrt can make mad mood swings,
>>5212351
i'm not ready for this! my face needs to change first!
>>5212350
>>5212362
sounds pretty normal desu
>>5212362
I'd worry about that part a little.
I would get random bouts of crying in the early months of HRT. That's perfectly normal I think.
If you're wanting to kill yourself you should probably talk to someone, make sure you have a support network, and remove anything that might cause you to make some stupid decisions.
>>5212345
We say that alot in my town. Its so racist here that racial slurs are str8 meme status now. You should here some of the day to day conversations when formal pretenses are dropped. Anyways yeah here goes:
https://clyp.it/yimwfuu5
>>5212367
I really hope you fuck up your doses and kill yourself
UGH FUCK no more talking today my throat hurts a bit now. I might have overdone it a bit talking on normiebook messenger with my bestie x.x;
>>5212344
Thats a really bad reason to jeopordize your transition. I quit smoking cigarettes after 9 years of it maybe 2 months before starting hrt. Sucked at first but now I dont even think about it. You can do it.
>>5212130
I get nicotine and booze but why not weed?
>want to play fallout
>need to be productive and can't bother with games for the next year or so
I WANT TO PLAY GAIMUU ONIICHAN
>>5212395
It will be a better game in a year.
>>5212395
Added to the stolen image™ vault. :^)
>>5212386
uggggh you're right. i have been wondering about the effects on my levels too. maybe i will give quitting another shot. admittedly its not very ladylike walking down the street sucking on an ecigarette
>>5212207
>https://clyp.it/ibgqukyy
Your resonance is surprisingly low but something still makes me read it as male which makes think it's not totally gone. Usually your pitch can pretty much be whatever you want if the resonance is gone. Also I'm having a hard time imitating that voice to try to figure out what you're doing... It's surprisingly close to something I would ma'am over the phone, considering your male voice.
Post another one for me and I'll try again. Also is it just me or is the file skipping or something.
>>5212371
>https://clyp.it/yimwfuu5
I think I'd ma'am you over the phone. Use it all the time and it'll be perfect and you can tweak it to however you want it to sound.
>>5212367
It's definitely a thing but it's a pretty complicated process. Lots of girls do it though. It will also cost money but there are mail-in kits that you can then take to labs I think.
>>5212402
>admittedly its not very ladylike walking down the street sucking on an ecigarette
I try not to let shit like this stop me from doing whatever I want but I still think like that often. I've seen plenty of girls with vapes and even the big boxes like mine but I feel like I don't have that luxury being trans.
>>5212403
In the UK?!
>>5212402
DO IT. Your skin will thank you and then you can take that extra money on things that matter (such as expensive makeup)
>>5212408
>I've seen plenty of girls with vapes and even the big boxes like mine but I feel like I don't have that luxury being trans.
yeah, i totally agree with this. i mean, i teach feminist theory ffs but unfortunately the reality of our society is that conforming to gender norms helps you pass.
>>5212412
I'm not sure.
>>5210946
Toppest of kek.
You didn't exile me, I left because I didn't agree with what mtfg was doing.
I was never even mean against any anons, other than those who were harassing me.
Disagreeing on political opinions doesn't mean I'm "mean" against other people.
>>5212424
I like you
>>5212424
if u left, then why are you back
>tfw you crush on someone and they will never like you back in that way but you can't get them out of your mind
;_;
>>5212417
Here's to eventually passing well enough to do masculine things unquestioned.
>>5212429
Because I have no friends, at all, not even online, and I have nothing to do for fun.
>>5212412
>in uk
Just get your gp to do a bloodtest on you. I can skype you the list of things needed. GP's can also prescribe hrt if your self-medding but it takes a good gp and a ton of pursuasion.
>>5212363
hug your flatmate/s
>>5212435
Iktf. I dropped literally everyone but my immediate family to go deep stealth.
>>5212431
I'm sure your crush will notice you one day anon! Father your courage and tell them how you feel directly. Fear is something that holds us all back from reaching greater heights! You can do it, I believe in you ~
>>5212431
There's others out there for you anon. If you surround yourself with good people then a single crush will be less painful.
>>5212434
Like yell at football and dota games?
I wanna ride up to see my boyfriend today, but its cold, and I still cant tuck because of post-orchi swelling, so I have to wear something baggy
but the only baggy pants I have that are warm are flannel pajamas
so I have to make bad fashion decisions today
transition is so stressful :(
>>5212443
there isn't though, she is the only one i want.
;_;
>>5212403
https://clyp.it/iew5vs51
>>5212437
My GP at home is a personal friend of my father, GPs at uni are too by-the-books
Gotta wait til I move out
>>5212402
>admittedly its not very ladylike walking down the street sucking on an ecigarette
The majority of people I see using them are women
>>5212453
doesnt matter if they are friend of father, its downright illegal for them to say anything about you. if they do you can sue them for tons of money and to revoke their medical license
>>5212453
There's more than one GP in a surgery, ask for a different one
>>5212453
>GPs at uni are too by-the-books
You could at least try, it's not like you'll get thrown in jail
>>5212456
You don't understand anon ;_;
>>5212456
the actual incision site isnt swollen anymore, but I have a hematoma that starts where the left spermatic cord was cut and ends down where one of the drainage tube ends came out, so theres like a 2 or 3 inch long hard lump at the base of my gt that makes tucking impossible still (my gt is only 1.5 inches too which makes it that much harder to deal with)
The hematoma actually came open at the drainage site again and is draining thick, dark red blood slowly. It worried me but I called the doctors office and they said it wasn't anything to be worried about, but did put me back on antibiotics
the stitches would probably make tucking painful if I was able to actually get it down anyway too though
>>5212458
This, if my gp said anything to my parents i'd string the bitch up by her ovaries.
I used to hate being a guy and wanted to be a girl and wear girls clothes, I always looked for girls clothes to wear someday.
After some years of self-hating, I hate being a guy and I would hate to be a girl, I dont like girls clothes anymore.
I hated myself out of existence.
Is there any other gender I can hate ?
>>5212464
No, but if I refuse to stop doing it because I'll fucking kill myself otherwise then I'll be judged a danger to myself and everyone will be informed.
>>5212459
I don't have any way of figuring out what the different ones are like, and which would accept it
>>5212458
Small-town shit, stuff doesn't work how it should do
>>5212473
furries is a gender afaik you could try that
>coming out to a friend over Steam of all places
>typical supportive stuff
>"So, instead of my brother, are you my sister?
>I'd like that, I say.
>"Me too! :D"
I'm bawling.
>>5212453
Keep making retarded excuses faggot, kill yourself.
>>5212477
I know that feel way too well.
I have barely longer than a bob now, and its growing out so, so slow.
3 years ago my hair was down to my waist :(
>>5212475
>small town
its illegal. doesnt matter if its a small town.
are you just looking for excuses not to go to the doctor? because getting deep vein thrombosis is not a nice way to die
>tfw you quote a post by accident
>tfw you damage your hair and have to get a bunch of growth removed
Welp ;-;
>>5212477
Such a qt
>>5212489
I'm going to do it, just not yet. Here in the uk, after six months self-medding, they're not allowed to force you off whatever the situation, so I'll probably do it then,
>>5212473
try being a meme gender
>>5212490
any before pics? or were you always so cute?
>>5212497
Kill yourself
>>5212497
They're not going to force you off even if you're one day in, the NHS isn't some evil entity trying to ruin your life. End yourself.
>>5212435
oh I see.
Maybe get yourself a hobby. This place is pretty toxic.
>it's my grandmother's birthday
>big family get together
>we have light chat with an aunt
>"anon, you used to be so girly, now look at you! you've turned into a big manly man"
>mfw
Might just cancel the whole 'trans' plans and take Cyanide Therapy instead.
>>5212504
But you are a qt.
>tfw you will never take care of Elanna's hair for her
>>5212477
I'm afraid of this happening to me when I go to get it cut on my birthday next month :(
>>5212490
;_; why do I even bother
>>5212515
My uncle stopped by yesterday, haven't seen him in years, he called me manly.
>>5212497
The nhs literally wont force you off at all. And i live in the uk too, i was even made RLE by the fucking gic in this country. i think i know the system we have particularly well.
>>5212523
God Sheen, that gif is creepy as
>>5212525
It's not a competition.
>>5212504
>Fucking hell that sucks ;_; what happened to it to cause it to all need to be removed?
Too much hair dye
>>5212490
i thought about shaving it all off
some say i could pull of the shaved-head-look, others say i hate myself
>>5212515
I still remember when my granddad said this 10 years ago. Still hurts
>>5212523
O_o mom this women is playing weird
>>5212526
dudes hair looks like lvl 1 in mario 64
>>5212528
This, and 2bh
how the hell do you expect them to FORCE you off?
What you think they'll have you committed just for taking HRT, or they'll personally send around an anti-tranny team to flush your e?
What possible sanctions could they do to force you off, they can't neglect your healthcare because you're on HRT
>>5212543
they're actually advised to prescribe you hrt as "bridging hormones" so that your exposure to harm is reduced
>>5212531
I made it for an anon who was bullying me and ended up making me upset before bed
by the way this is why I have been going to bed so early, its almost dawn outside at 5am
>>5212543
>they can't neglect your healthcare because you're on HRT
In fact, if they're so "by-the-books" they'll do blood tests straight away, because that's the responsible thing to do.
>>5212523
whoa, is this the exorcist 5
>>5212479
Omg I'm so happy caddy! Congrats!
>tfw you will never slap kayla's gt while she's mooing like the cow she is
>>5212554
aw you look comfy and cute :3
>>5212536
I am happy for elanna. I just suddenly realize how far my chances are now though, that's all.
https://clyp.it/1gzizgt5
>>5212479
that's so sweet omg
congrats!
>>5212562
https://clyp.it/fbystyo3
i am the lawl tbqh
>>5212570
it's true i am jewish and i lost all my grandparents
jews must have done it obviously
>>5212576
the kind from your eyeballs?
I don't get it
>>5212527
Sure I'd be happy to practice with you today vivi n.n
>>5212533
https://clyp.it/bpdsrc3l
>>5212579
You won't. If you'd like i can add you on skype. I've navigated the entire UK system and know pretty much all there is to know about being trans in this country.
>>5212581
well that got depressing fast :/
I'm sorry
>>5212576
>>5212528
wat, self medding counts as RLE??
>>5212503
Like pretrans or pre haircut? I deleted all my pre trans photos because I hated them. I was kinda an ugly boy. Thanks though Kay ^^
>>5212518
>tfw will never have a cute anon gf to braid my hair
Why live ;_; T-thanks though
>>5212523
Awe sheen my fingers are crossed for you. Also holy fuck that gif
>>5212538
;__; that's really sad, I've decided hair dye is evil
>>5212525
>>5212568
Literally everyone here is going to make it and find someone, and that means you too ^^ don't ever give up. I'm sorry I may have quoted your post by accident ;_;
>>5212539
Idk, shaved is a cool look if you can rock it. For what it's worth the way your hair is done up is super cute.
>>5212533
Thanks caddy ^^
>>5212527
Thanks vivi ^^
>>5212576
just like my animes
tip for making yourself a better animo: be sure to throw in onee chans, uguu, sugoi, onegai and high pitched moans a lot
you kinda sound like katey sagal btw
>>5212598
I guess you want to be ridden by a bull?
>>5212587
Your phone skipping the audio makes it a lot more difficult but again, that was better even if a little robotic. You'll be more comfortable with it. Just read something out loud for a few hours straight, or as long as you can until your voice just dies and do that as often as you can until it's second nature.
>>5212591
He's always been a good friend though but I do feel bad for him. I denied him once in High School. He's not even gay, not really I guess. He was just gay for me for some reason. I know he's had sex with a few men before but only ever really dated women all his life as far as I know. I have run away for a few years by now.
>>5212598
https://clyp.it/pezgqcph
>>5212603
>I deleted all my pre trans photos
I dunno, I hate myself but I don't want to delete my existence on earth.
>>5212596
no, i mean the NHS were like "thats some nice hormones you been taking for a month, now go fulltime or you wont get a legit script from us at all"
>>5212598
i can tell you what came over you
muh girldick
>>5212615
the system seems so broken, i mean whats to stop someone from self medding and then going to their gp and asking for a blood test, can tehy even refuse that?
whats up dummies
>>5212621
gps can refuse to treat but they have to at least make sure you're safe/ok
>>5212603
>For what it's worth the way your hair is done up is super cute
thanks :) it's all HRT-hair and i'm kinda proud of it but sometimes i can't stand it aka me
>>5212615
Do the gics require evidence of your RLE, I've heard they need two pieces of evidence that you're using your new name but is that it?
>>5212611
but your existence and the existence of everyone is worthless
life has no meaning
>>5212611
Idk, my parents still have photos of me pre everything, but every photo that I owned I deleted, they were just too painful to look at.
I actually took timeline photos and by the time I was ready to make a timeline I just wanted them gone. I had already been ft for 2 years by that point.
>>5212631
I needed to show them my University ID, driverslicense/passport (official ID) and they wanted to see my bank account card
>I tell him "Thanks for being awesome"
>He says "Thanks for being yourself :)"
>"You'll always be my best friend"
Why... why am I not in love with him?
>>5212636
I suggest contact therapy. Spend five minutes staring into each others' eyes while you are holding his penis and he is holding your butt.
>>5212603
>Awe sheen my fingers are crossed for you.
yeah I try to take care of my hair but its always tangled and when I untangle it I am worried that I am breaking hairs and that I'm going to end up having to cut it back to my chin and it took me a year to grow it to my shoulders with biotin :(
>Also holy fuck that gif
I think I'm going to delete it and not post it again, everyone is creeped out by it and it was just supposed to be funny because the troller called me an insane aging man wearing a wig :(
>>5212633
I know that but I flat out don't want to delete my photos, that's absurd. I hardly ever was in pictures anyway actually, I literally have about 30 pictures of my life before this transition nightmare.
>tfw hair still growing out
>only down to my jaw
;____;
>>5212647
That's plenty long to get some cute cuts.
>>5212631
It also depends where you are, but that should do it, so long as they're things that demonstrate you're really out there - you know?
>>5212651
This. The cutest of cuts in my opinion.
>>5212647
Its been 10 months of hair growth from being shaved headed and its only to my ears.
kill me
>>5212639
I didn't find it creepy, just intense. You keep posting, Sheen.
>>5212651
but im too anxious to even go to a hairdresser, never mind ask for something feminine ;-;
>>5212635
Wow I kind of give up going full time before my next appointment then, I can probably do the uni ID and bank card but not m passport
>>5212615
Well fuck that then for starters, you've seen me, if I'm ever ready for fulltime it's not right now.
>>5212608
https://clyp.it/vdhv2fla
I think I'm getting closee to that sweet spot
>>5212623
https://clyp.it/5ckqykwr
>>5212625
https://clyp.it/bhhtfuzh
>>5212654
Do you have a crush on anybody here caddy? :3x
>>5212665
You could just tell them you've sent away for a passport or say it expires within a year so may as well wait then or something. They didn't ask me for mine. 2bh if you've shown initiative to get started on RLE your enthusiasm could impress them enough, so it's worth a shot.
>>5212655
this here was a year of growth, it was around this point that I started on biotin because I was sick of it taking forever to grow
you're doing fine.
>>5212658
I will but I'm not going to post that gif anymore.
>>5212630
You should be proud of it, it's nice. ^^
But awe, don't take your self hate out on your hair, it takes so long to grow out ;_;
>>5212639
My hair is really tangly too, if you untangle it with your fingers you're probably OK, heat is where the real damage can happen. Also I thought the gif was funny :(
>>5212647
You can definitely do something really nice with jaw length hair ^^ talk to your stylist
>>5212667
You're so fucking stupid, holy shit.
>>5212625
sup dawg
>>5212611
See, dumb or not this is how I feel about my name and stuff
It's the same with photos from when I was nearly 14 stone and even more depressed, they look fucking disgusting but I'm not deleting them because who are we without history?
>>5212631
>RLE
lol yurop
>>5212670
Sure. Plenty. I fall in love with anyone that tells me I'm pretty or insults me.
nosejob on 6th of Jan with a better surgeon who is willing to feminise me more than the other one (generic plastic surgeon).
fuuuuuuck yes, passing by march.
>>5212679
I mean yes I do literally have learning difficulties, but what's so dumb about that particular statement?
>>5212677
yeah I try to untangle it as best I can with my fingers then use a wide toothed comb and I'm worried I'm doing damage to it
