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>>5194921
Yay
Howdy. I dunno if I wanna get out of bed yet or go back to sleep for another hour
>>5194930
Get back in bed and sleep forever that's my plan <3
NO SHITPOSTS BEYOND THIS LINE
______________________________________________________________________
Welcome to the NO SHITPOST ZONE
Is it worthwhile making a trip? I'm not so sure right now.
Shitpost
>>5194935
>no shitposts beyond this line
>shitposts
You realize everything you say is a shitpost, right?
Fucking sociopath.
>>5194937
Are you here forever like us or are you just passing through?
>>5194935
:^)
>>5194938
SHTAWP
>>5194941
I've been here for a few months atleast.
>>5194957
Then it's time. Your anime is in the mail.
>>5194944
ive never understood why you people use "delusional" as an insult though. living in some kind of falsehood, if you can control it, is sometimes just the more logical thing than having to face an otherwise soul crushing reality.
perhaps im speaking from a position of privilege, but everyone has the ability to become someone bigger than the environment they grew up in, im pathetic, yes, but i never even thought who i am today was even possible for me many years ago
Good morning mtfg ~ how is your morning going?
>>5194921
Dear God that other thread what autistic bullshit was that lol.
So my date canceled on me again starting to remember why I date men now. Why can't I just be asexual?
>>5194935
big cums
Could everybody who is arguing just give themselves a name like hater or bitch then we can all make excellent use of the filter tool?
>>5194968
Honestly some ppl are really appearance based so personality only goes so far if ur *really* unattractive irl, then sometimes ppl get cold feet being seen /w you. Sucks but that's life.
>>5194964
>perhaps im speaking from a position of privilege
To call someone delusional is to imply they can't control the falsehood they live in
No one lives in the real world, it's filthy and miserable and full of humans
Some people just think that their fantasy bubble is real
>>5194965
I woke up having a panic attack after exceptionally vivid dreams
>>5194970
SLUG
What up wit u
>have a dream Im living as a woman and passing
>wake up
..h-heh
>>5194968
But who would want to date you? You're an obvious man lol
>>5194937
Are you pretty? If not
no it better to stay anon making a trip is one of the dumbest things you can do your guaranteed to get shit for it.
I watched anime for the first time last night and I liked it, am I cool now
>>5194977
I dreamed I was being hunted for sport
>>5194978
Trip on booger
>>5194976
bored and sad wbu
>>5194968
>tfw no asexual bf/gf so i wont get cheated on
>mfw dollface got her ass handed to her.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_tWC5qtfby4
>>5194981
Yikes wtf. I have super fucked up dreams from melatonin all the time tho
>>5194979
What's your skype
>>5194983
My mistake, you're 100% passable
>>5194984
same
Why is there a gay man shitting up the thread?
>>5194984
I'm an asexual uggo hbu
>>5194987
I'm just horribly damaged and even if I forget them quickly, I alway have vivid dreams
Sometimes the broken parts dream and sometimes it's more vivid
I almost threw up when I woke I was so terrified
>>5194975
okay well clearly you have a greater understanding about the real world than i do, it just seems disproportionate to me, how much negativity im experiencing versus how much negativity im consciously placing in the external world
>>5195002
That isn't your skype
>>5194975
Iktf. Is that something that happens often? : (
>>5194977
Don't let ur dreams be memea Maddie. Heck I know u can pass if you can get that fit. U certainly don't lack the drive and determination so keep on trying bb I believe in u!
>>5194994
I'm trying to say ur extremely ugly irl and no one wants to be seen with you in a nice way : |
>>5195002
Yeah, then you'll be cis!
>>5194997
Boogers not here tho?
If anything I'd be a straight man I'm not into dick.
>>5195002
>Rkellydidnuthinwrong
lol
>>5195009
>Angry chaser
>>5195008
Who is ugly and attractive to you?
>>5194977
fuck I wanna dream like that
so many of my friends can lucid dream, too, it's not fair
>>5195001
all the dreams I have are nightmares
the ones I remember at least
last night I dreamt I was caught in a school shooting (not at any school I've known in real life)
>>5195002
idk why we get such shit for posting w/o angles, I thought people would prefer it to trips who fuck around and ask how they look using pics what are totally un-representative of reality
>>5195014
>same also
Dang it's funny you say that cause I feel the same way
>>5195016
For real tho babe do you want to cuddle in a pile of blood and talk about suicide more
>>5195018
Nah dude I'm sure you're really proud of them!
>>5195020
>pics what are totally un-representative of reality
Reality is a cruel place that no one wants to remember
>>5195023
Ban korra
>>5195019
ahahaha you people are weird, okay, im dangerously elated, i need to go bash my head into a wall so as to stablize my mood
>>5195027
you're pretty thin-framed tbqh
like, I'm pretty low on fat right now but I still look just as big except from my stomach because I have a ribcage like the bell in fucking Big Ben
>>5195027
people irl. Come on, Fu, you know this.
>>5195032
Would you fuck me? I'd fuck me.
>>5195032
Somebody should put together a big chart of unangled pics attached to each trip's name
Not to be bitchy or spiteful, just so people (especially n00bs) know who they're talking to when they're posting in the general, and also just for anybody who's curious.
do people think this is a good idea y/n?
>>5195031
Because you seem to either be unashamed or ignorant of your appearance, and throwing it into people's faces after they asked you to not
>>5195008
Evidence that Korra is extremely fake when they're pretending to be a nice person.
>>5195031
It reminds them of their own inadequacies that they aren't as pretty as they try to appear to be that they are so cowardly they hide behind the veil of annomity to poke fun at others who bring out their own insecurities.
You wake up tomorrow, and you now have a fully functioning pussy.
Only, it is a HORSE PUSSY.
How do you react?
>>5195038
But then you wouldn't be able to pretend you were a girl?
>>5195035
here's the thing though, generally my brain sides with people who think im fat (or at least have weight to lose)
so im gonna keep on keepin on until i hit my weight goal, hopefully
>>5195034
thanks , im kind of not though? my ribcage is definitely larger than u might think, which is why i was corseting so hard for a while. havent had the time or the fortitude to do it recently though
>>5195033
Have fun
>>5195038
we have them already, the tier images. they do not do any favours for one's self esteem
>>5195042
Stick my whole arm inside it like that episode of Dirtiest Jobs
>>5195046
Do you even post fullbody shots round here, though? I've only seen face pictures. You certainly don'tlook fat, anyway, but if there's places where you want to lose some weight then I guess you will need to continue. But in general you aren't fat.
>>5195039
literally 95% of my posts to date are me complaining about how bad I look and how terrible that makes me feel
I think I know
>>5195044
I'm all for facing up to the reality of the situation, anon, why do you think my first trip was literally Ol' Rapey Face?
>>5195046
well I guess you must be good at hiding it in your pics, at least. I need to get a corset for myself, it's a hassle sharing w/ my friend and I think I need one a size or two smaller.
First time drinking while on hrt was horrific. Bought a rose for my roommate and I and could only drink a glass and a half before having to go to bed. Had a nightmare that my teeth were all mangled and broken and my mouth was bleeding blue and green. and shouting please take me to the hospital. Was a gril when I looked in the mirror though so thats pretty cool I guess
>>5195021
feel better soon pupper
>>5195027
real sad as normal how bout you ufu
>wHO DO I BELIEVE
obviously they both cancel out and you actually are about average, it's simple mathematics
>>5195042
HM TOUGH F QUESTIO
>>5195050
I just come in like once a month and shitpost a couple times
>>5195023
Body looks like Jormy.
>>5195057
you don't need that devil's nectar anyway
>>5195042
N-no I'd probably kill myself you can't fit that in pants either.
>>5195043
Aww thanks madi I didn't used to hurray injections.
>>5195048
This people would do better to just leave at some people need extra help others don't let's stop making this place some vapid popularity contest. When I posted those pictures I was asking for advice not trying to be uggguuu look at me senpai stupid.
>tfw rib cage almost twice the size of my lower body
I look ridiculous
>>5195055
Iunno maybe people just dislike you
Noelle is much better than Edgar or OlRapeyFace though
>>5195061
i'm the most popular bitch here though, and don't you ever forget it, ho
>>5195058
Still better than some of the others you've never personally attacked me so I like you for that.
>>5195044
Please don't post that disgusting freak in here
>>5195065
Lol who cares that's like saying I'm the most intelligent kid in a class of retards.
Not saying all posters are retarded here just saying being popular on 4chan means Jack shit at the end of the day it's really pathetic.
>>5195052
not recently, but yes, i do occasionally. it seems unnecessary rn because ive been losing weight
i think this is the last one i did post and ive lost about ~12 pounds since then
>>5195050
thanks holic ;w;
>>5195055
also the one u posted isnt steel-boned, right?
u need a steel-boned one to really make a difference
>>5195058
>real sad as normal
iktf sluggo
i been sad and kind of crazy-feeling lately
sux
>obviously they both cancel out and you actually are about average, it's simple mathematics
yeah thats kind of my thought process too
>>5195069
You're normal sized
>>5195049
Oh dear God I love you for this.
>>5195069
Ugly fat and pudgy
Change ur name to uarfuarfu because you're a dog
>>5195069
u look pretty average weight
>>5195069
that pic looks like pretty average weight to me so i'd imagine you wouldn't be far from skinny after losing 12 pounds
DO YOUR DIDDLY DANCING BEST
>>5195018
>So my date canceled on me again starting to remember why I date men now. Why can't I just be asexual?
I responded really nicely with this
>>5195008
And u were like what????? So I clarified it and you fly off on a rage on me? Like ok dude whatever. And you wonder why ppl are tired of your shit. Wcome to my filter list. You are *truely* insufferable and impossible to be civil with. Have a nice life!
REEEEEE it doesn't mater how much I exfoliate before and after or what kind of shaving cream/gel/etc I use, my legs always itch and get rashy whenever I shave them.
Can anyone recommend any alternatives to shaving??
>>5195069
honestly to me I think you look really good considering you are 12 pounds lighter then that pic I think you don't need to lose any more weight at all but saying that I also understand what's its like to not be happy with yourself.
so my advicce is just stop listening to other poeple in general and if you are happy with yourself just be happy and try and acheive the goals you want personally for yourself.
>>5195068
>I'm the most intelligent kid in a class of retards.
SOUR GRAPES
>>5195087
How is calling someone 'really' unattractive responding nicely?
>tfw super tired boy says nice things about me
maybe he'll make me less jaded who knowssss. now i am even more excited for this date tho for reasons other than food and movies!!
>>5195080
>>5195072
>>5195082
like i said, 10-12 pounds ago
>>5195084
ya probly ur right
hey how has transitioning been going for u sluggy?
>>5195088
hey thanks. and no, not really, i hate my job pretty much lol. but OH WELL
hbu
>>5195089
8 years
>>5195091
ok thats good advice i think
my goals and what i think will make me happy are me being skinnier. so i think ill keep doing that.
>>5195069
nope it is steel-boned, I know that's what I need
>>5195094
is that the daddy?
>>5195093
Because sometimes you have to call a spade a spade anon-chan. I was legit trying to offer meaningful advice in a civil and polite way at first and then they got confused. So I was blunt with the clarification since using coded language with politeness ended up being misunderstood. And then for me trying to help and just be blunt for a second instead of hugboxxing they fly off the handle and start name calling?? Ok that's when I'm done trying to help that particular indivial.
What is it like to have an attractive personality? Can you just try and create one or is it something you are born with?
>>5195089
>broad shoulders
>gets waist from corset
>no hips
>girl body
>>5195095
Things have been okay I guess I got promoted and start my new shift tomorrow so I'm kind of nervous about that. Haven't really been doing to great in the dating game but that's understandable. Back on hrt tho it's on aas right now.
>>5195095
For what it's worth I think you look really good, but don't let others bully you into warping your goals around what they think you should go after. just be yourself and do what you want to do ufufu you are quite a lovely girl tbqh
>>5195094
>tfw people would probably pay me to AVOID having my company
it's a nasty as fuck feeling
>>5195103
It helps to actually practice it irl. If you fake it then eventually you're gonna drop the facade. I guess what I'm saying is work on you for a bit till you're truly happy (or happish) and it'll start to shine thru in your actions!
>>5195102
Exactly how does saying no one will want to be with you, help anyone? God your bitch welcome to my fucking filter you cunt. You help people about as well as hitler helped the Jews.
>>5195109
>acts nice
>starts to trip
>acts like a huge cunt
>>5195095
>hey how has transitioning been going for u sluggy?
still boymode
should hopefully be able to get money for FFS in the next year, so i'm just kind of trying to forget i exist until then.
though I actually started gaining weight and my body is looking a lot better
>tfw boobes only start growing properly 3 years into HRT
>>5195103
I don't think create is the right word, but you can of course improve your personality over time
>>5195111
Circle of life in mtfg
>>5195098
yeeee it is. he's a mega sweetie. so i am going to try not to be a cunt
>>5195103
idk i mean guys tell me they love my personality a lot, constantly in fact, but everyone here says i'm horrible and vain and evil. so i guess it's more about having the right personality to the right person lol
>>5195108
i kind of doubt that lol
>>5195102
What? No you responded like a cunt from the start without any provocation.
>>5195116
lol why would you be a cunt?
Oh, because you're meant to be horrible, vain and evil?
>>5195110
God I'm a fucking moron and I'm soooo sorry. I mistook you for someone else COMPLETELY different (Edgar) since his new name is similar to yours a bit. I 100% apologize and fully accept anything you say about me as true. I was completely out of line and I'm stupid as hell to boot. Again, I'm legit sorry for being a retardes vapid cunt. Mistaken identity is no excuse for how I acted. Sorry u.u I'll post this as anon you can see it u.u (I'm so fucking stupid)
>>5195090
u may be over-exfoliating so that the shaving more easily irritates your skin
there's always epilating/waxing/chemical hair removal if you can't/don't want to go with more permanent removal
>>5195095
just be healthy pls
>>5195103
Idk about creating an attractive personality but you can try to be less of a dick and stuff and confidence is generally attractive
Hi there!
You seem to have made a bit of a mistake in your post. Luckily, the users of 4chan are always willing to help you clear this problem right up! You appear to have used a tripcode when posting, but your identity has nothing at all to do with the conversation! Whoops! You should always remember to stop using your tripcode when the thread it was used for is gone, unless another one is started! Posting with a tripcode when it isn't necessary is poor form. You should always try to post anonymously, unless your identity is absolutely vital to the post that you're making!
Now, there's no need to thank me - I'm just doing my bit to help you get used to the anonymous image-board culture!
>>5195122
wow, thanks
>>5195120
lol ye pretty much. i mean when i like a guy i am really attentive, i always try to be sweet....i try really hard to make him happy at all times, i compliment him constantly so he knows how lucky i am to be spending time with him. i try to be the best girl for him ever. but it's hard for me to get to that point sometimes and lately i've felt more like every guy i get excited about ends up not being as great as i thought they were and then i lose interest and start to doubt even more that i will find another guy who will make me feel like my ex did.
so ya. kind of jaded tranny trying to put herself out there!!!
>>5195122
Well I'm not Edgar I've been here a lot longer I'm holic I don't see how Noelle is similar to HollyNicole but it's okay as long as you aren't attacking me personally.
>>5195122
The only way to make amends is to drown Edgar is his bath water.
hey whats going on
>>5195090
just use nair
jfc why do people shave all their body hair when cream removes at least 80% and makes it easier to shave the rest
>>5195131
Drama as usual duh.
>>5195131
not much, just getting shit on by p much everybody, the usual
hey y'all I'm about to run a 5k!
>>5195135
nice
>tfw walked about half a mile between shops yesterday whilst shopping and ended up wheezing and getting knee/ankle spasms afterwards
>>5195132
Idk, my skin is rlly sensitive and one bad chemical burn was enough for me to be done with that stuff
>>5195125
She's a real nice person, ain't she?
>>5195116
Be honest with him and Tell him you just want him for his money and dick.
>>5195140
Someone needs to put you down
>>5195135
Have fun
I won't be running anytime soon
>>5195129
Yeah, yeah, I'm super sorry about that because I actually HATE being mean to ppl bc it plagues my concious if I do. I don't know a thing about you and I'm sure you're a great girl. I'm very sorry I inadvertantly was a huge vapid retarded unwarranted cunt to you. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me one day for offending u like that . u.u;
>>5195127
Well you say that, but as an anon I'm just going to ignore and pretend you're all about leeching money from him, ok?
idk desu, I see where you're coming from, but you will find someone - don't give up! out of curiosity, where did you meet your ex?
>>5195131
WEED
LMAOOOOOOOO
>>5195148
> but as an anon I'm just going to ignore and pretend you're all about leeching money from him, ok?
Go get hit by a bus, you sycophantic faggot.
>>5195138
Your definitely one of my favorite trips you always make me laugh in a good way.
>>5195020
Its not hard to lucid dream focus before you sleep on what it is you want to dream about then as soon as you wake up try writing what you dreamt down.
If you can remember something you did it and it gets better the more you do it.
>>5195147
Its np I'd rather be friends with everybody if at all possible. As for Edgar, she whines on for days and days about the same stuff, doesn't take advise/help well or at all, posts her face alot while claiming to hate it, blames alot of her problems on everything else (thoni do admit her situation is FUBAR), and her constant self depreciating humor is very grating on nerves after reading it for the 100th time. I do t mean to shit on her bc we all have our issuse to work out, but damn sometimes it gets hard to terate the constant bullshit with a smile if the person refuses to accept help while begging for it. . . . . sorry u.u
>>5195131
hi ily
>>5195143
i might want him for more than that tho
>>5195148
lmao! it's just in ur nature anon i understand.
i'm tryinggggg. i mean i just get so over it, but i miss having that connection. like i'm ok being by myself, but i would like a nice man to be with who is everything i want and who i love. i met my ex on okcupid like 3 years ago and he was the love of my life, destroyed me when we broke up etc.........i've dated a bajillion men since him but it's not the same. which is prob bad cause who knows if i can even love another man if i'm still in love with him but hey i'm tryin
I wish I had an attractive personality FUCK MY LIFE
>>5195151
>Your definitely one of my favorite trips
>>5195142
I kept saying she was a fake hugboxing hon but people were like Nah she's so nice
>>5195157
I wish I had an attractive anything, honestly.
I've got a mug I quite like, I suppose. But really it's more charming than it is attractive.
>tfw no strong man to take care of me
>>5195157
I wish I had an attractive anything
>>5195156
Edie ilu bae ur posts are the highlights of mtfg. Even if I don't respond to them often (cuz its hard to talk to like 10 ppl at once on a phone typing @_@ ) keep being u bae. Ur amazing lol
>>5195159
Same desu ur adorable
>>5195146
Part of me thinks your joking and did mean what you said but I don't know what's going on between you and Edgar nor do I want to. Cute image BTW.
Also I'm the most hated trip here if you don't hate me now you probably will I speak my mind and I don't hold back so I'm probably not the best person to talk to unless you hit it off with me.
>>5195150
;)
>>5195156
Oh did you meet him there too, didn't know!
I ain't got no answers but it sounds like you're going to need to sort up this still being in love with your ex thing...you're never going to get something like what you had with someone else. It'll be different - but not goodor bad different, just different - but if you're still thinking about your ex it may always put you off that it's never going to be exactly the same, you know
that was a fun few weeks
>>5195173
Ayy wb bb
>>5195154
I kind if used to do the same tho I did at least ask for advice a do stuff anyways let's start over I'm holic.
And all these pictures are me I kind of have a fucked scenario too but I'm trying to work on it.
>>5195036
>>5195023
>>5195009
>>5194990
>>5195007
It definitely is senpai
>>5195159
So cute OMG why can't anime girls be real.
haha I get back from visiting relatives, my mom makes fun of me using an exaggerated retarded sounding man voice, I say I'm not tolerating this and I'm going back out, go out for a bit, come back after buying chocolate and eating it, feeling less upset, dad ends up whining at me for upsetting my mother as shes now shut in her room crying.
the histrionics here, and i'm the one going through a third fucking puberty, jesus christ, i'm moving out asap so long as moving doesn't cut into my FFS fund, goddamn
>>5195142
>>5195160
Or maybe I made a mistake by going off on someone that didn't diserve if bx I'm retarded then did the adult thing and apologized and admitted my fault? Ok I guess we aren't allowed to make mistakes and present ourselves as perfect. My mistake. :v
>>5195166
The apology was real. And nothing is really going on between us, I just find her annoying and loud. But that's w/e not every personality type is gunna mesh 100%. But I'd like to try and be friends with u. Idk anything about ur past and I dont really care, its in the past. And it's OK to speak ur mind sometimes. Its better than constantly bullshitting someone. I just try to make my posts helpful and constructive to curb all the drama ya know?
>>5195179
post ur voice
>>5195175
how are you today, anon?
wow I watched my first anime from beginning to end, wft has hrt done to me...
>>5195157
just be charming, it makes things much easier. and be yourself!!!!
>>5195162
i'll be a big strong man for u if u want
>>5195164
; 3;
t-thanks bby ilu2 gosh
>>5195168
yeahh i didd. you're probably right as well, but idk. the truth of the matter is every time i get into a relationship with a guy who really cares about me i'm just reminded of the fact that i'm not still with my ex and then i think about everything the guy doesn't do that he did. idek how i'm supposed to fix that. we talked about getting married, he went ring shopping, all of his family and friends met me and loved me. i literally went to bed every night looking over at him thanking every deity in every book that i was with him. i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. like in my head whenever i picture myself with a husband it's him, and he wasn't perfect or anything but he was to me. i've been trying for a long time to erase that image but i've been unsuccessful. so i end things and use boys for stuff and then run. whenever it's different it's always bad and not good. so ya i need a therapist lmao
>>5195182
r-rubbins?
>>5195189
i sound like a gay teenage boy, use your imagination
>>5195194
I'm trying to be myself but I'm a fucking loser. How is that attractive to anyone?
>>5195141
>>5195147
wow normally my skin is super super sensitive but I've never had any problem with it, weird
>>5195145
that looks bizarre
>>5195144
I know ;-; it really fucking sucks, I wish I'd never been born, my brother should have survived instead instead of dying of the flu as a baby
>>5195147
>>5195154
>get literally whole threads devoted almost entirely to bitching about my trip telling me to change it to a girl name
>change trip to girl name
>everyone refers to me by old trip
what the fuck is this, am I too aspergers to understand or does it make no sense?
anyway ffs korra I stopped posting pics like everyone asked, the only people posting my pics now are people trying to troll me as if I don't know how shit I look
I take the advice I can actually exercise, but a lot of avenues for changing things about my wider living situation are blocked off by either lack of $$$ or by me being disabled, which in turn makes it harder to progress with transition.
>>5195166
>I'm the most hated trip here
you gotta be kidding me there's no way it isn't me
people rate me beneath fucking LILY.
>>5195194
I ain't no therapist sister. What happened to your ex? Is there any hope of reconcile? if you're really that in love with him then it can't have ended that badly...can it?
>>5195199
i like lily though
>>5195196
>Which anime?
Twintails ni Narimasu
It was cheesy as fuck but the fact the lead male turned into a girl to fight was pretty kewl
>>5195194
at this point you could at least *try* polyamory
>>5195191
Why did you get banned?
>>5195192
What anime I need something good to watch crunchyroll has a shit selection lately.
>>5195185
oh its cool i accept your appology That's true I mean to honestly I don't really know that many of the new trips so I can't say anything but it dies personally irk me when I'm compared to the new trips probably the same way it irked Kayla when people did it to her. I try to be nice but this place can get to me you know what I mean.
>>5195203
well yes the fact she's rated higher than me implies that at least some people like her
>>5195194
I felt the same after I left my ex, only thing I can say is to keep looking and you WILL find someone better than your ex, just by shear numbers there is someone out there that knows how to push everyone of your feels and everything you do does the same to them, its basic math.
>>5195178
iddiot
anime is real
>>5195212
I didn't watch it on crunchy roll it was another site and it was called twintails
it was pretty strange, I dunno what the fuck is wrong with japanese people
>>5195212
shit posting lol
>>5195198
you're not going to be a loser to the right person tho. like i'm a loser but guys think i'm not fo some reason lmao that's just how it is.
>>5195201
uhhh well... in the span of a year after initially breaking up we broke up like 3 more times, i had to block him on all my social media, he blew up on me, called me twisted and psychotic, we were fucking like rabbits the entire time as he was introducing me to even more new people in his life and acting like i was his gf..... we kept dating cause we couldn't stay away from each other. but then i finally ended everything with him a month ago cause i couldn't do the on and off thing anymore and i just wanted to be on...forever. and he was too unsure about that cause of mistakes we made in the past so i told him i understood and i've been trying to move on ever since. he keeps in touch tho. in the sense that he texts or calls me a handful of times every month telling me shit like pic related which he told me a week ago.
>>5195208
why tho
>>5195210
r u feelin frisky anna?
>>5195214
i don't really believe that though tbqh as sad as that is. it's not about finding better, for me it's about ...him. uniquely him. no one else is him. he was actually irreplaceable to me. one of a kind. i mean i do hope i find someone else i feel like that way about tho but i've tried for awhile and it hasn't happened so idk. this is why i need to move 500 miles in any direction away from where i live now. i can't keep thinking about him and seeing our friends and living here anymore
>>5195178
Hi nice to meet you! I'm Korra! Yeah I think life is made up of lots of ppl going thru issues, we just gotta try to work thru them as best we can and lend an ear and helpful hand when we can. Pay it forward and the world gets a little happier and nicer you know? I try not to give in to the constant bitching and drama but this week has been really emotional for me. Ha
>>5195192
Kayla so cute and moe ^,^ which amimes? I'm happy for you! <3
>>5195194
<3
>>5195199
Look in sorry ok. I'm going thru a crazy week and I was a bitch. Even if u can be annoying sometimes that doesnt make it on for me to critisze you when I have issues of my own to work out. Let's try to move past this u.u
>>5195212
Oh yeah yeah this place can be alot to deal with on top of irl stuff if you have ppl maliciously fucking with u so I understand. That's why I'm trying to start a little nice/helpful clique to turn this place around a little at a time with quality meanful posts that are helpful and not too hugboxxy (bc its hard enough being trans and depressed then come here and get relentlessly shit on)
>>5195221
did we lose our anime virginity on the same day, does that mean we're cosmically connected weeaboos now
>>5195229
>walk into room after going to the bathroom
>partner is watching some porn with a girl shaking her ass with some colorful stuff dripping off
>as I sit down she explains "she just started dipping her titties into icecream at some point, I have no idea what's going on"
#justlesbianthings
>>5195182
ur not gonna shred surrounded by filth with ur NUDETEENASS out?
>>5195199
Idk, people can differ with how they respond to stuff in general or even specific chemicals
>>5195185
Making a mistake doesn't take anything away from you being a hugboxing hon, like... you're 26 years old and act like a 14 year old. Like... fuck off to susan's already, you fake bitch.
Damn, seeing your thoughts on noelle is nice, you'll learn in time hollic is x10 worse.
you dumb fucking basic bitch.
>>5195226
edie
>>5195226
ummmm YEAH
what r u gonna do about it??
>>5195230
What is with you me and the coincidences? What anime did you watch?
>>5195226
Maybe you wanna change your number, it'll be best for you and him if you can just get on with it - being able to pick up that phone when you are feeling down can't be constructive 2bh
>>5195221
They are awesome twintails is definitely on crunchy roll tho.
>>5195211
Is this you oryx?
>>5195199
I don't know it's not that I dislike you it's that I hate being compared to you I wasn't aware that you we're Edgar sorry.
Until you spend a night in jail cause someone from this site hated your appearance so much they got you arrested you can't have the most hated award lol people hate me so much they bring their hate to the real world.
>>5195216
I wish it was senpai
But sadly girls like that don't exsist.
>tfw never going to have a gf bring me a bento box while awkwardly stuttering and looking away bashfully.
>>5195199
>everyone refers to me by old trip
You shouldn't have had those other trips in the first place. I know it's your autism so no offense, but with your style of humor on a mostly american thread doesn't work. You're the autist trying to fit in with new people making rape jokes before you get to know if people are down with that or not. Just ignore the people that keep using your old names, don't reply to them and move on.
>>5195240
Ilu too. But not everyone thinks the same as you or sees life like u do. Ilu 2 anon
>>5195246
I watched two parts of Evangelion with Aife. It was pretty cool, very intense, a lot of unexpected things, a bit depressing. Gonna watch two more parts tonight. Excited.
Kayla cuteposting.
>article on facebook feed about some FtM's transition timeline video
>dumb stupid me clicks on it and proceeds to get all the worst feels
it looks so goddamn easy to pass if you're FtM
also
>filled all the cliches from that post a few threads back about taking ages to reach actual hrt start date etc.
kek
>>5195229
alright but you could try not misgendering me in your apology next time
>>5195226
Ohh its only been a month and you still talk?
It took me months with zero contact to start to feel normal.
Trust me your judgement is clouded because its still fresh, you'll see the relationship differently after 6 or more months without contact, moving on is easy after that.
>>5195257
>a lot of unexpected things
heh you don't even know the half of it yet.
Stay tuned ;3
>>5195251
it wasn't a rape joke really I mean girls IRL literally think I have a rapey face, some get upset and others are weirdly into that
even my fucking sister says so
reckon you're right about british humour on a mostly american site though
>>5195262
I thought it was fucking fishy with her still calling you Edgar yet she claimed to have confused HollyNicole with Noelle... topkek
>>5195239
i want to dip my titties into ice cream wtf
>>5195241
oryx
>>5195244
choke you and fuck u hard while i cover ur mouth and tell u to be a good girl
u into it?
>>5195248
>ps edie he is creeping me out yikes
IKR LIKE WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT
YET HE STILL WON'T JUST LOVE ME
>>5195249
i know i know. lol my mom wants to get new iphones together (6S?) when i go to see her in california for thanksgiving and my first thought was how i would lose all of our old text messages. you'd think it'd be easier for me because of everything that's happened but the only thing that's like worse than him coming in and out of my life crushing my soul is making it so he can't. which is why i'm a mess and dating for me is ridic. i swear this has been goin on forever lmfao
>>5195263
that's probably true, but idk. he told me he was gonna leave me alone now and wished me luck with everything but idk if that's what will happen. maybe if it does i will finally move on?
>>5195240
If your going to insult me at least spell my trip right senpai its
H-O-L-I-C lol.
>>5195229
I feel you on that this has been pretty rough too but thankfully I'm trying to work on my issues even saw a therapist about the incident that happened on Halloween. He's a really cool guy let me talk for like hours and he even recommended I watch steins gate been there and done that but how awesome is it to find a therapist that watches anime. He said he could treat me and get me a referral for hrt. So even with the stress I'd a new promotion things are going well.
>>5195257
>Evangelion
never heard of it, does it have trans themes? I only want to stick to animes that have trans themes.
oh wow haha
>it's a "panic attack as it sinks in again that I actually have to come out to my family at some point and actually have that conversation with them in the real world not just in my head" kind of feel
guess I should avoid any and all stories about people getting a positive reception from coming out from now on because this is not a nice feeling shit fuck shit
>>5195269
I feel like I shouldn't have used rape jokes to compare it with since I know why you used that name but still. It's like talking about murdering babies in front of a girl you didn't know had a miscarriage. Is that better?
I reckon I am right mate, I feel it's just best to ease into shit here and try to to step on any toes when you first trip because people vendetta post so often.
>>5195262
Also, congrats on getting to the
>ftm is easy mode
stage in your transition
>>5195272
>choke you and fuck u hard while i cover ur mouth and tell u to be a good girl
>u into it?
yeah that sounds about just like what i need.
>IKR LIKE WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT
>YET HE STILL WON'T JUST LOVE ME
ugggh the fukken feels
LIKE WHAT DOES HE WANT
i think what you said earlier about moving 500 miles away would help tbqhwu, but yeah....
>>5195269
It's got nothing to do with British humour you fuck. You're jokes aren't funny anywhere.
>people liking me
>>5195274
Shinji is pretty much a closeted mtf and she's the protagonist so yeah.
Steins;gate is another amazing anime with a trans character in it tho she's a minor character to the story.
Wandering son is your best bet but it will make you feel like bad.
>>5195297
>Wandering son is your best bet but it will make you feel like bad.
don't watch the Wandering Son anime it's garbage compared to the manga
>>5195250
yes, how are you today?
>>5195272
My neighbor is cute but he got back together with his gf, should stop drinking from that dry well hehehe... ._.
>>5195291
Yeah well, "you're" grammar isn't correct anywhere...
>>5195262
Its gonna take a little time to associate this new name with you but I feel u that's a shitty feeling to have and even worse to put on someone else. I also apologize for the misgendering I honestly thought u were wondering yourself as male still(?) Let's just start brand new and forget everything i won't hold anything against u and do my best to be a less shitty basic bitch when I get mood swings. (I secretly hold back a shitload of insanity and sometimes like today it leaks out and I'm seeking professional psychiatric help)
Hi I'm Korra, Noelle! Nice to meet you!
>>5195273
Holy crackers! That is awesome! I'm glad you have help. That's for the best I think. I'm doing the same starting tomorrow but through my local church until I can book an appointment in January at a separate facility.
>>5195292
Ur fun and cute post what's not to like? ^,^
WHY IS TODAY SO BORING ALREADY
>>5195313
hello
>>5195313
did u steal my image m8 : ^ )
ur going to have to pay
>>5195317
goreposter (booger) has disappeared
>>5195318
Kill yourself
>>5195283
be right over bby
i honestly don't even know what he wants tho other than not to date me. he told me he was like 'trying to get over me' too and i'm just like k well you could like not get over me and we could be together but i guess not. i def need to move it's happening
>>5195301
w-what? dry welll? :o
>>5195329
NEW YERK CITAY???
woof... I got a little ridiculous on here last night. I guess this is me apologizing if I need to.
I got a date tomorrow though! It was kind of in a pathetic way because I asked him why he hasn't asked me out yet after talking to me for like a week and he was like "oh... let's get dinner then. How's Monday?"
Odds are it won't end well but that's okay. He seems like a nice guy, just a bit timid but after all the bullshit on OKC I could probably use someone who's reserved and nervous.
>>5195272
>. maybe if it does i will finally move on?
Yes it will, all the things you're saying are what I thought/felt for awhile after, looking back I'm glad it happened, it made me stronger now.
Now I've gone all lesbo for this girl >>5195214 I'm fucking glad that relationship ended, this one's one in a billion.
I'm just a big lumpy ball of sad today
I don't want to look like shit I can't take my mind of it, nothing I try to enjoy works and I'm supposed to be working on my dissertation but I can't take my mind off how gross I look
>>5195323
Oh I didn't mean the board, lol, I'm just bored this morning, I guess I've actually been having a real life this week so a day off is bleh.
I am glad that boogers at least calming down a bit.
I really don't know why I come here but then I realize it's 9am on a sunday what is there even to do. Waiting til friends wake up to hang out later is all.
I'm happy having shatter again today.. I'm sure this post has no coherency.
>>5195297
>Wandering son
is it going to make me cry?
>>5195329
Something Jason tells me time to time hehe. Shame he lives 5000 km away from me..
>>5195332
walk on the wild side
>>5195334
yay!
>>5195318
Hello! Watched any good animes lately?
>>5195320
I LOLd irl tnx anon-chan :^)
>>5195274
end of the world + blatant personality disorders + everything getting worse forever
what could be more trans than that
Desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu
>>5195301
Pretty good I guess just kind of upset I can't seem to fund a cute girl that's into me. you look pretty that top really flatters your body and your make up looks good why are you making such a silly face tho.
>>5195313
Wow your church is cool with you being trans that's awesome my church said they we're then they ended up saying that fags we're responsible for all that ails the world today. And always referred to me as a guy but until ffs I think that's just how it is. Either way in happy for you too it's always nice to have a place to vent your issues.
>>5195300
I havent watched it is it that bad I do live the manga.
>>5195292
Well your awesome and adorable duh.
also i know everyone thinks i'm a homosexual as it is so it should come as no surprise that i just bought one of jeffree star's limited edition velour liquid lipsticks. it's suchhhh a pretttyyy color tho i'm so exciteddd ; 3;
>>5195332
i think so!!!!!!!! idk for sure tho. i mean i'm gettin to the point where i could rly live anywhere and i want to be in nyc but it's also kind of anxiety inducing being there 24/7 lol
>>5195334
it might end ok you don't know!!
>>5195335
d'aw ahaha well ok i'm gonna trust you then. i mean like i said he told me he was finally leavin me be so maybe this time everything will be ok. plus i got a date with this handsome super sweet 36 yo man and he's rly qt and cool and seems to want to treat me well so that's a start
>>5195342
w-who?
>>5195340
Steins!Gate has a literal transgirl in it that is a plot point Kayla and its a good anime
>>5195355
Lil miss lewd ~
>room party gets busted by RAs
>I quickly place myself in the closet
>I hear the RA clearing house inside
>All the alcohol has to be poured out, etc
>hear everyone getting booked
>Finally, silence
>Come out of the closet and throw myself into one of the overhead compartments before the RAs come back
>RAs and police sweep the room, they open the closet I was in, checking for more alcohol
>they didn't check the overhead thing
>Never got booked
>Literally everyone else did
>sole survivor
SLAYER
>>5195363
>>Come out of the closet
im so proud of you i hope everyone was accepting
>>5195363
>>5195360
>jeffree star
heh
>tfw made out with jeffree
man, living in the oc and hitting on everyone that was on myspace was rad back then.
I wish I was still a club kid
>go out to meal with dad, nan and stepmum
>not seen them since hrt
>akwardly silent at first
>my meal comes
>"heres your gammon miss"
>dad speaks up
>"wow check size of the gammon he gets"
>waitor glances at me
>wtf look on his face
>keeps glaring at me all fucking meal
>resist urge to cry in front of family
Why does family suck mtfg? ;-;
>>5195334
That response these are fun definitely saying that next time or that I fantasize about being a vampire and biting the dick
>>5195359
because I don't know
>>5195360
some guy I met a while ago hes nices
>>5195361
Steins gate really treats the trans character like shit though. Like, I like ruka, but the way people act towards her is kinda fucked up
>lil miss lewd
Wait til you hear what I got up to yesterday, I have a limp now ^^
