>8 months on HRT
>face hasn't changed a bit
>still the same "handsome" caveman facial features (nose, jaw, ears, brow bossing) and high germanic forehead I got from dad and his dad while I got typical fag features like DSL, long eyebrows and eyes from mom
>vomit-inducing skinny fat body with narrow waist, no hips and a Hank Hill butt
>me wearing women's clothes = literally a dude in a dress
>be scared to show my honface outside now that I have tiny misshapen breasts
>no sugar daddies will never pay for my HRT as if it even work on my long midface
I mean I must be stupid to continue taking le sugar pills and I feel that I should just stop and kill myself like any sane foreverhon person would but at the same time I am intrigued by where this is all going.
>he fell for the transitioning isn't retarded meme
Ugly now ugly later
Quit being a deadbeat and start saving up for FFS. You can kill yourself or you can take what you've got and do your best with it.
>>5180736
I can't save up for FFS because I am a filthy NEET.
>>5180784
>Quit being a deadbeat
what's your dosage OP? do you self-med and do you know if your hormone levels are in female range?
>>5180784
So why should we care. You chose to be a neet and fuck your future up cause you are a lazy fuck
>>5180665
Where a sports bra and same colored undershirt, when possible wear some sort of jacket or some shit over your shirt as well. Titty problem solved for a while. Continue to present as a guy in order to make money.
Conversely, you could always conveniently cripple yourself just enough to qualify for disability.
how old were u when u started mones OP?
hormones don't do much in only 8 months.
>>5180665
gotta break that shit in boss
also there are always sugar daddies, even for the butt ugly ass ones. You're just not putting out enough.
>>5182437
What does starting age have to do with it. As long as shes younger than 40. Shell be fine.
>>5180665
Post a picture OP. this was me at 8 months. I was just starting to pass in some of my (bad) pictures. Now it's been 18 months and I'm 90% passing all the time.
>>5184129
Im happy for you. Im in the same boat as op. Life is hell and I cant even smoke weed to deal with depression because im trying to find a job.
>>5184129
Thanks for the pic, pretty lady. Greetings from Kageshi.
>>5184129
The lips really do well for you
>>5184862
She reminds me of Carrie Brownstein
>>5184883
Omg! Dead on!
>>5180665
This is why I gave up on transitioning. Once they ran that program to show me what I would look like I just gave up. I'm not going to spend all that time effort and money to not look like a girl.
>>5190779
Man I would kill myself before giving up. How do you deal with that?
>>5180665
You could be a dyke?
Flannel is pretty cool.
>>5190872
Because I know I will only hate myself even more if I don't look 100% passable female.
I would rather be whole male than a half freak that doesn't look like either. I would probably kill myself if I got to the end stage and was not passable.
>>5184031
>Implying you can't have cro magnon features at 17
Your chances are better the younger you start but don't be retarded
>>5190779
>ran a program
what sort of futuristic utopia do you live in?
>>5191034
It was required by my hospital to do a mock up of what I will look like before they allow HRT. They took a few pics to get my jaw line and bone structure and stuff then it "aged" into what I would look like at various stages of HRT / surgery.
>>5180665
I know those feels. Two years on HRT and I'm still very much a man if a somewhat feminine one. My body, my face, everything. I feel cheated, because everyone was like "hurr hormones are magic" "they will fix you" and I didn't even start that late, I was 23 when I went on them. I know older girls who went on HRT even later and pass 100%.
I guess if I had the money for FFS, electrolysis, and most importantly castration, in a couple of years I MIGHT have the chance to pass, but as it stands currently, I'm looking at a very grim future as a cave troll with cone boobs. Now if you'll excuse me, I gotta find a bottle of vodka my roomie stashed somewhere.
>>5191298
>not even doing electrolysis or laser
God damn you aren't even trying
>>5184129
melissa?