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>>5153867
First for crippling loneliness.
>>5155894
>>5155896
No i'm not going to say because mtfg would make fun of me for it ;~;
I will tell you on skype tho
second for going to spill spaghetti in 10 mins wish me luck........
>>5155908
GOOD LUCK IT'LL B FUN ILY
what should i use my 13 remaining freeleech tokens for on what
one i need to save in case arca's new album leaks before the token period is up though so
goddamnit I overdrew my lips because they're thin and shitty and now i look like a drag queen
>>5155912
what, like this?
>>5155913
invitations r disabled rn ;(
>>5155900
What a shit edition, way to ruin Halloween.
>>5155903
I did but it caused such a major shitstorm in my family I had to "take it back" and tell them it was just a momentary confused phase. Things are good again since then did but it does have a bad side effect of having to lie and play pretend around them.
>>5155915
actually u look really pretty
and i dont give compliments like that lightly
>>5155918
It's mercury what did you expect.
dont become this
>>5155922
omg lol u havent heard this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXerF6crDRs
boy chests and abs and stufffffff
>putting an ape on the OP
Idgi?
>someone is getting me into wow arena esports
>now i'm starting to want to play wow
>>5155929
It's sounds like Barbie Girl.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyhrYis509A
>>5155915
You look good. If only you didn't sound like shit...
>>5155905
>tfw no friends to party with to even justify dressing up for halloween
>>5155934
Sorry for being a terrible influence.
>>5155928
Did you work out today? Still eating healthy?
>>5155919
Well that just sounds healthy for everyone involved.
Anyone else thinking
>oh well yeah i kinda pass today
then browsing through the internet, seeing the delusional people on reddit and thinking
>god damnit i'm just as delusional i'm a hon fugg
life is suffering
>>5155934
>wow
>arena
>esports
pick none and get better taste.
>>5155940
One eventual Halloween I'll have friends and get to go to a party all cute and dressed up. I mean it hasnt happened for the last 20 years but it will. R-Right? ;~;
>>5155932
Oh I already did. Pic related. Family sized pizza and family sized pack of sweets. Plus coke. And some unidentified mushrooms made by my lil' bro.
I am still burned out from last week.
And don't apologize for encountering a rough patch. The worst news are no news at all. You'll be through in no time.
>>5155951
iktf desu senpai
>>5155949
Its super crap but its the hand ive been dealt. Its either this or be excommunicate d from the entire family and disowned. So I just put up with the bad feels that it sometimes causes since I'd rather a non accepting but otherwise gr8 family rather than none at all. But yeah sometimes it sucks knowing I can't be myself around them.
>>5155931
even better
[lewdspoiler]Broad. Sweaty. Man chest.
ok girls im actually going to sleep like rn cause i have work really early today
gngn everyone please all be safe
>>5155978
y-yes please
>>5155981
gn kit
ilu desu
>tfw anon's crush goes to sleep
>>5155984
>>5155981
sweet dreams kit :)
>>5155981
Nini kit~
I want a vagina.
>>5155990
that does nothing for me at all actually
>>5155997
>tfw
>>5156000
Wouldn't mind cuddling with him. Well I mean im kind of ugly so Id feel bad, but otherwise it be fun.
Friend is really stingy about cuddles, now I'm home and The Portrait of Dorian Gray is on tv
>>5155956
>not liking esports
next you'll tell me you don't like anime
>>5155944
i will never forgive you for this desu
>>5155943
i'm sorry korra... it's beyond my control...
>>5155991
Oh those are a variation on meringue. It's that fluffy, puffy cream made of milk and sugar covered in chocolate. Pic related.
And now you made me eat another one.
hmm i think im gonna go to sleep about now too
i love you all a whooole lot, please do your best and if you have any epiphanies while i'm sleeping about how to make boys like you and want to cuddle with you, i want to know literally as soon as i wake up and not a minute later
>>5156014
bexs
>>5156014
Esports is fine . . . . but wow?? I was addicted to it for like 3 years ;_; pls no doto is better.
>>5155988
Are you making fun of me ;_;
>playing life is strange
>game feels a bit like my life minus the weird supernatural shit
Also I've noticed a pattern. I like characters with blue hair. Emma from BitW, Aoba from DmmD and as it seems Chloe from this...
>>5155991
I also forgot to add - I ran the marathon last week. That's why I am burned out. I can't even make myself go for a run.
>>5156013
>Dorian macking on the tavern songstress
P L A Y A
Happy halloweenis fellow shut ins. Hope you have a great night and dont kill yourself.
Love,
anon whos lurked for years but almost never posts
>>5156038
But blue hair is a red flag.
>>5156038
Iktf aqua from kh bbs is literally perfect to me.
>blue hair
>stockings
>calm personality
>competent
My kokoro goes doki doki everytime
>>5156050
>dont kill yourself.
You can't tell me what to do!
>tfw you snipe 8 kids with your BB gun and are only able to take 3 bags of candy.
This Halloween blows
>>5155997
>tfw
That was the first kind of dysphoria I ever felt, ever since I was a kid
>>5156051
I'm a walking red flag too just by being trans.
And I can't help it being attracted to alternative girls.
>>5156038
Put yr damn trip on.
>Life is strange
It's so good. Soooo good.
>>5156044
Oh geez loll iktf, it feels good though being fully exercised-out like that and waking up the next day feeling alive.
>>5156050
Coollll
your kitty is cute
>>5156070
>It's so good. Soooo good.
Except for the last episode. So much disappointment. Still chose the 'bad' ending, because fuck you, I didn't get those powers just lose everything again.
>>5156070
I don't want to trip anymore, it's just not for me.
But yeah, it's fun so far. Been thinking why there ain't a lot of games like this. I don't see the appeal of the same re-garbaged bs franchises we see milked every year/month.
I made a screwdriver
hell yeah
I haven't drank in like 3 months cause drinking is icky but idgaf tonight
happy halloween
so I had an orchi on Tuesday of this week
I'm still bleeding a couple of drops at a time whenever I pee from the top of the incision, and still have a little yellow drainage at the bottom where the drainage tubes were until the day after
Is this normal from anyone elses experiences? I'm worried I might be healing slow.
>>5156073
The blue haired animoos are Ricky bexy.
FYI.
>>5156069
While that is technically true, there are different kinds of crazy. Some people might prefer your particular brand to blue haired, alternative girl with daddy issues kind of crazy.
I for example have a strict no crazy policy.
>>5156089
It's slower than I healed, and I had the whole scrotum taken away.
>>5156093
I should mention I didnt bleed any yesterday, so I think I might have reopened the incision slightly when I was walking to the restroom earlier.
>>5155900
>Rhinnas best lipstick moments.jph
Kill me
>>5156070
It's always good to finish a 26 mile run. Especially in a group of 10.000 other runners. I actually ran a circle around a city.
I would post pictures but least time I triggered angie or some other anons.
>>5156098
Not bleeding yesterday is good. By four days after I wasn't bleeding, had the drain removed, and there was no oozing.
>>5156090
You do know I dye my hair and listen to alt music too right? And I have huge daddy issues, like stuff I think I can't ever resolve.
As for crazy girls, they're kind of my weakness. I have a soft spot for emotionally broken people.. maybe because I think can connect with them a lot better. I don't see the point in having a relationship with someone who isn't kind of fucked up too and won't ever really relate to what I say.
well, wish me luck, im going out for the night
>>5156106
I had the drain removed on the second day
its not like a lot of blood or anything. its literally two spots in my pantyliner, a red one where the top of the incision is and a yellow one where the drainage spot was
so I think its just from being too active maybe. I guess Ill see how much Ive bled by morning.
>>5155900
Has anyone ever had a week or so where their sex drive/attraction just skyrockets?
It happens every so often, but there's no change in the drugs I'm taking.
>>5156108
O-okay as long as I can still shitpost with you I guess it's OK . . . . I don't wanna be an autistic weeb alone ^_^
Warren wants gt
>>5156100
post pic
>>5156121
Cute af desu senpai
>>5156121
GL sis! Have lotsa fun and be safe! (PS u look gr8 ^^)
>>5156120
Thanks Adri.
Nah, not in the group but I do use steam regularly so I could look it up. What's the group called?
>>5156119
Of course I know that. That doesn't make you less of a person.
And this might not be as fun as hanging out with emotionally broken people but you actually need as much as stability as possible in your life. Friends, loved ones, family - as stable as possible.
>>5156073
>>5156070
Thank you hes pretty handsome
>>5155887
what the fuck, how young are you that HRT is changing the shape of your jawbone?
>>5155887
the movie adaptation of Sphere is waaaaay underrated, it's ridiculous, pic related
>>5155951
kek iktf, no time for good feelings when you're a hon
>>5156050
omg hello cat
>>5156121
why would you even use that angle, use a mirror, like I do
>>5156121
cisgirls get out
>>5156124
don't worry i will never stop posting animes
>>5156129
Of the marathon?
>>5156143
That's the standard length of the marathon. What will you do when I start running ultramarathons?
>>5156143
I always figured the group was dead?
>>5156138
My friend won't watch sphere with me
>>5156142
In that case stram some of ur game so I can fangirl and cheer u on bb <3
>>5156149
Aww that sucks My :( I would if I could tbqh)
Hi i feel very very weird and uncomfortable and im not sure why pls help
>>5156123
yes this happens to be frequently
it might just be your biology++ your hormone levels
>>5156136
That rings true. My mom is helping me out a lot ever since we made up for past mistakes. I also love my current gf even if I am a complete ungrateful bitch to her. They both shower me with love I don't deserve.
It's one of the reasons I want to enlist. I think the army would help teach me how to commit and not chase after my own ego for once. And you can argue it provides stability...
>>5156143
Same here. Shit Adri, I need to add you on steam friends besides the group. I think we play a lot of similar games. Aaand we're both hyped for Fallout 4...
Who else getting ready to head out tonight!?
No costume but my friends are bugging me and won't let me say no practically, so 2 hours till I head out. Mostly ready already cause.. nervous? IDK. Might grab some bunny or cat ears on the way or something silly.
Loving the wordfilters btw senpai
Also do your worst all, lets see how bad I look today.
>>5156121
Glad to see you at least trying to get out for the night, I'm doing the same. Part of me wanted to stay and be safe but gotta get out there myself.
I'm at the boys house. He's cooking. When he let me in two women were coming out of the apartment downstairs and they looked at me and then looked at each other and then didn't say anything but were kinda grinning and started whispering when I got a bit up the stairs. I hate this reality
>Have to pee
>Sister's husband is getting mad at video games
>Peeing would require walking right by him to get to the bathroom
>>5156167
>the boys
give me back story on this.
>>5156050
I LUV MY KITTYYY
;_;
>>5156167
Don't worry dear some cis girls are just gossipy bitches that are SO boring they love to look for the next scandle to fill their time with. So fuck them and their shitty opinions it a cute and a wonderful girl with shining personality. Don't let some random cunts ruin your night ^^ <3
>>5156185
Cuuuuuute kitty!!
>>5156163
nycteri is cute
C U T E
>>5156166
you take that back, it's great
[spoiler]MY NAME IS NOT JERRY[/spoiler]
>>5156166
Anything above 26 miles.
50K, 50 miles, 100K, 100 miles, the list goes on.
Like the Western States endurance run. 100 miles of ever climbing wilderness. To quote one runner - "the most beautiful place on Earth where I vomited".
http://www.wser.org/course/maps/
>>5156163
>Kari
>not cute
>implying
>>5156185
qt kitty :3
>everyone in your dorm is partying
>you're sitting in your room watching netflix with autistic people over skype
the only redeeming quality of my life is the future potential for passing
>>5156163
have fun nycteri ^_^/
>>5156204
i wanna run
well no thats not true. but i would enjoy hiking i think
>>5156207
We're all gunna make it one day sis as long as we keep trying our best ^^
>>5156213
I'm gunna call u fufu from now on is that kay?
>>5156162
Honestly I did the whole Army schtick (and I mean actually lugging around a weapon in shitty weather, being yelled at and doing physical labor kind of soldiering) and it taught me absolutely nothing.
>>5156217
>tfw ywn be as cute as korrasami
>>5156226
ban anons
>>5156228
Fuck that. My life goal *is* to be as cute as korrasami and I'm not giving up till I achieve it (or very close to it)
whoa
i just found a ring in my jacket pocket.
>>5156169
Your sisters husband is gonna fuck you in your bp desu.
>>5156225
Was it compulsory service?
>>5156235
Oh hon I love you too! <3 xoxo
>get home
>room is tidy and cleaned up
>girl clothes gone
>they are folded and stacked somewhere else
>vitamin drops that need prescription on my desk
MOOOOOOM
at this point why doesn't she just get me the skittles already.
she has the access. I'm surprised she hasn't figured me out yet.
>keep these clothes
>refuse to cut my hair
>refuse to grow a bear
I'm so embarrassed. I bet she'll act like nothing happened.
>Tfw kinda tempted to post pics to ask if I have chance of passing
>Tfw still too scared someone I know would see it
>>5156235
This tbqh anons belong in the recycle bin
>>5156251
post the >
>>5156247
Not really. I kinda volunteered. Not my smartest move. All I got from that was that I can sleep under almost any conditions short of artillery barrage.
It wasn't even all that dangerous, just mind numbingly boring.
>>5156239
korra, real talk: if some new trip came out of nowhere posting/tripping with asami, what would you do?
>>5156260
How many months was your service?
>>5156255
how old are you?
>>5156264
finally
>>5156266
twenty one
>>5156255
She probably thinks you're a gay guy with a crossdressing fetish. Being trans isn't much of a "real" thing to a lot of older people, they think it's just a punchline in a comedy or the occasional irl freakshow. You can't just wait around for people to realize you're trans if you want to be out to them you gotta tell them.
>>5156273
move out already
>>5156226
>Just keep the glasses on and don't talk and you'll be fine hon.
kaylas voice is pretty much the best here
>>5156213
>>5156267
Hiking is nice.
>>5156263
Only 9 months thankfully.
>>5156261
It depends really. If they're cool and wanted to be friends then cool. But if not id continue on as always. Besides I already have a waifu lol so an asami flirty anon wouldn't change much
When I read the word hon I can't help but imagine it like a honking sound instead of an actual word. Like the sound a car makes HON!HON!
Why the fuck am I watching scary movies right now? I hate scary movies.
>tfw Glen died
>>5156287
>>5156294
glenn didnt die they are about to pull some bullshit
>>5156287
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d__nUJ-RQAg
>>5156300
If Glenn didn't die then how do you explain THIS?
![tAhodOv[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/XNJbWkH.png "tAhodOv[1].png")
What should I fill up my harddrive with mtfg?
>>5156305
confused anime girls
>>5156246
I think he hates me
>>5156304
They'll say the zombies didnt kill him because the dudes body was covering him and all the blood disguised him from the herd. Guarantee it.
>>5156305
Lewd anime girls
>>5156305
The most in-depth transition timeline ever. Instead of taking a pic every week/month/day, take a picture every second.
>>5156305
gay porn
been chillin wit bae all day and saw how spoopy 4chins is rn?? idk if i like it. too scare. hope yall are having a great halloween!
>>5156305
ANIME
>>5156304
they're tearing into nicolas
>>5156176
He's a boy and I'm at his apartment and we're gonna get drunk and watch a spooky movie
>>5156226
Everyone said I looked ok even though I feel like I look like a drag queen, it's Halloween so I felt a little more comfortable wearing a dress, and also not presenting female makes me want to die. Hearing my voice every time I open my mouth is already killing me
>>5156317
Lookin as cute as ever Edie! Hf on Halloween ! And don't be 2spooky!
>tfw friend gets phone call from brother and get left to your lonesome for a bit
How's everyone's Halloween going?
>>5156328
drinking alone
>>5156328
drinking alone
The skelington just manages to remind me of PS:T for some reason.
Also hello, mtfg,
>>5156323
Maddie just know you'll always have a fangirl rooting for you in your corner ^^
>>5156317
I want to know what it's like to be loved.
>>5156328
drinking alone
>>5156334
Thanks bb
>>5156328
>How's everyone's Halloween going?
Halloween was yesterday silly
>>5156335
>Tfw the only person to ever actually love you didn't love you in the right way and it made you feel so horrible that you sabotaged your relationship with them so that you wouldn't have to be around them anymore
;-;
>>5156335
I think I'll try to lure my friend onto mtfg next time we hang out or at least show him it
Would be funny
>>5156121
There might be a chance I see you if you really are in WeHo tonight lol
>>5156340
Maddie suck his diiiiiiiick
>tfw drunk playing video games with no idea what's going on
>>5156310
I thought my sister bf hated me too because he was a country boy and hated gays and blacks but when I moved in with them for a week while looking for a new place I realized he had a thing for trannys.
>be passing mtf 2 years on hrt
>sitting on the couch watching my late night shows
>sisters bf comes home from work late
>he smells like alcohol
>sister is fast asleep up stairs
>he comes in and grabs a beer and sits down to watch tv with me
>I'm covered up in a blanket wearing only a long t-shirt and panties
>he starts making small talk and keeps giving me looks
>he says "I like your hair, it's beautiful"
>I smile and blush then say "haha t-thanks"
>we watch tv for awhile then he works his arm around me
>almost cuddling at this point
>suddenly I feel him run his hand down my leg then back up to my tummy
>he remarks how smooth my skin is
>takes his shirt off, he's ripped
>end up laying my head against his chest watching the rest of the show talking the whole time
>when it's over I turn around and say "i-i'm gonna go to bed now"
>he grabs me by my wrist and says "wait..."
>he kisses me and I kiss back
>making out pretty hard at this point
>have sex right on the couch
>both go to bed like nothing happened
>we keep having sex like this for a while
>then I move into my place and we stop talking
Now at thanksgiving dinners he gives me looks like he's checking me out.
>mom tells me to set back clocks at 2 AM
>i do it right now
halloween is truly the evening of mischief
>>5156328
>hows everyone's Halloween going?
Me and Kayla are trick'er treating and getting drunk hehe.
>>5156366
I'm thinking about going t-pee'ing and pumpkin smashing tbqh.
>tfw anons on /b/ called your body disgusting and posted reaction images with people vomiting
>>5156363
OMG YOU SLUT
jelly ;~;
>>5156363
t-thats hot as fuck
>>5156363
do you people just not need to use an enema i don't get it how do you have spontaneous buttsex
>>5156328
working
not that I would've had plans otherwise :(
>>5156383
You don't need an enema if it's fantasy.
>>5156383
cisgirls dont enema for buttsex but then they also have a vagina
>>5156383
tbqh it feels better for me if i dont enema beforehand
>>5156383
well if you observe certain dietary habits its a little bit easier++ you can clean regularly and use a condom, so
i mean i could probably have spontaneous sex since i enema like every day sometimes
get ready/stay ready i guess
>>5156344
>See this
>get confused because 3 hours ahead of me would be in the middle of the Atlantic.
>realize that it's pm, not am
This is why I wish everyone would start using 24-hour clocks.
>>5156377
Don't worry anon, that's just b
Just because they act like they're throwing up doesn't mean one of them isn't getting off to it
b is weird
>>5156400
but
12:55 pm is the same on a 24 hour clock as it is on a 12 hour clock
>>5156400
yer just dumb
>>5156398
w-what kind of dietary habits
>>5156404
>this hugbox
>>5156404
>implying vomiting isn't how /b/ gets off
staying up on skype is the best way to spend halloween
People think I am gross, I don't have a boyfriend and I have no one to talk to.
I am so alone and ugly.
Someone please punch me in the gut.
>>5156426
OP of the lewd story here.
I eat a lot of fruit and veggies and dairy. I don't eat meat.
>>5156100
Why would that trigger me?
I'm impressed that you that much dedication.
I really need to get back to running but have to stick to light exercise still.
>>5156446
I eat meat a couple times a week. Do you think it's worth it to completely cut back if I already am not eating much?
>tfw every partner comments that you masturbate like someone who is trying to tear it off
Does anyone have links to B/A's of trans people who've had breast augmentations that don't look fucking god awful?
>>5156457
Look for surgeons who deal with cis women, desu, ideal is probably plastic surgeons who do both.
>>5156445
*hugs and headpats*
>tfw a masculine waistless brick body that would make even the most desperate gay man without standards puke
>>5156462
Any suggestions?
>>5156363
No, I mean, he hates me probably because I'm in the way often and probably lag the internet connection whenever steam decides to randomly update a game I don't play.
>>5156466
me too
>cries
>>5156465
>tfw crush will never hold you like this
>>5156317
Adorable. You know I'm jealous of course.
How'd you two meet by the way?
>>5156473
Everyone from the fittest of the fit bros to local trap experts tell me about squats and deadlifts but I am too weak to lift anything. I barely can raise my body from bed every morning even.
>>5156469
such his dick
Which word = baka. Is it kek?
>>5156497
I couldn't do that to my sister.
>>5156500
baka senpai
>>5156511
thanks desu baka senpai
kek.
>tfw drunk AF
>tfw no qt boys to cuddle and fugg
H-hold me ;-;
>>5156520
London?
>>5156477
>tfw really good friends with crush
>hang out with him a lot
>he never so much as touches me
:(
>tfw down syndrome eyes
>>5156522
Americlap sry ;-;
>>5156529
Austin?
>>5156524
you should jump on him tbhon
>>5156524
>tfw only know mine over the internet
>tfw she lives 5h away by plane
>>5156524
i remember that feel
difficult times
i will never find true happiness
i will never find anyone who would love me
we postin feels now?
![[Feeling intensifies].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Qfo9esY.jpg "[Feeling intensifies].jpg")
>>5156548
>>5156547
you should have touched him first senpai
I will never be brave enough to jump in front of a train
>>5156547
how did it work out for you ufufu?
I'm confessing/talking to him around christmas, but I'm really kinda worried about it
>>5156548
>>5156550
>>5156558
iktf
>>5156558
JUST DO IT
>>5156533
Louisiana D;
>>5156562
>kayla.jpg
i don't want to suffer anymore
Tfw in China for 9 months... At least I have a cis male bf in the states...
>>5156571
trip on lily
>>5156558
Ikr? It's the cheapest method but it fucks up everything and can't do it whenever you want. On the other hand guns are a bit pricey but ultimately the best.
>>5156575
he's probably cheating on you with pretty cis girls right now :^)
>>5156575
Ranma is best girl.
>>5156588
He's introverted and not that good looking. I think I'm safe.
>>5156579
Pls don't kill urselves ; ( it makes me sad to see anyone die
>>5156588
I'd be OK with that if I had a bf senpai desu
>>5156595
Good news is that millions of people die every day but you never see it happen. Just pretend I never existed in the first place.
