let's have this thread /lgbt/
Not sure if motivational or depressing.
why not
or whatever
>>5118499
5 years ago you looks... interesting.
>>5118524
nah, i was too lazy to draw another thing
also that's the person my parents want me to be (also i drew it like an attractive man)
the person i never wanted to be is an old balding loser guy, i wouldn't want this
>>5118522
The military wasn't that interesting.
>>5118550
Figures.
I just realized I'm too terrible with paint to even do stick figures right.
>>5118581
What did you think it was?
>>5118594
Don't mean to offend you, but that looks a lot like the nazis over here.
>>5118615
It's just meant to be these.
>>5118272
I only ever filled out this one.
>>5118678
This tbh fam
>>5118739
>HIV+
damn
>>5118272
making it was relaxing i gotta say.
>>5118887
Ouch.
one i did forever ago (age blurred out because i was lying at the time)....
>>5119260
... versus one i did just now.
keep trying, friends. your dreams really can come true.
>>5119271
Your "person you are right now" drawing looks cute af!!!!! I hope the pain and anxiety leave you alone so you can be cute af in peace.
>>5119271
>jaw pain
>wrist pain
I know how you feel
>>5119366
yeah I've been putting off talking to a doctor about it and my jaw is basically locked 24/7 now. I have other surgeries I need as well so probably not going to do anything about it for a while.
>>5119399
same about the doctor, since i know they'll just give me anti-inflammatories and tell me that's all they can do
my spine is cracking and i don't even know where my jaw is supposed to be/how my teeth should line up anymore (mine doesn't lock, which i'm thankful for, but that means its slips and slides)
i've been popping pain pills and smoking grass more than i'm comfortable with to deal
>>5119601
>flair jeans
>a negative
>>5119686
>flare jeans
>not a negative
You can all draw so well. What am I doing wrong?
>>5119601
That writing. Fuck me.
>>5118678
Same except I'm straight now too
>>5119999
Check emm
>>5119952
Hm? Is it bad? Or literally fuck you?
>>5120039
If I had that handwriting I'd write until my hand falls off. Yeah, literally fuck me please ._.
Alternatively teach me.
>>5118272
cucked myself out of an easy life; the picture
>>5118984
>I'll just put off making friends until i transition
holy shit are you me
>>5120251
I believe that's every tranny ever.
>>5119741
Day so hot.
You just got shit taste.
>>5120251
I was def thinking that people would relate to that when I wrote it lmao
>>5118861
If you don't mind me asking, are you still into Homestuck? And holy crap, is Homestuck really 5 years old now?
I tried, I'm shit at drawing and I only had MS Paint on hand
Here goes nothing
>>5120453
Anderson is gay, nigga. If you go full tranny, he'll never be attracted to you.
>>5120456
I know...
>>5120238
>from Black Metal to Grind/Death
doin' it right
>>5120411
Hijabs are qt tho
>>5120238
So are you a tranny or
Well, it's something.
I'm lucky enough that my parents just want me to be happy, but they want me to stay a guy, so it's a little contradictory. as for ideal partner, I just want a nerdy guy who half way can take care of himself.
>>5121580
i'm ftm
>>5121993
keep going anon. i believe in you and your fantastic future beard
>>5121993
we're all going to make it fam!
lel
I might have made my ideal partner a little too intense
>>5122745
You want to date a demiurge?
>>5122745
you were such an ugly nerd
i bet you pass now
A bit old but still quite true
>>5118272
>>5122759
why not
>>5122784
>>5122801
Keep your mouth shut and you'd look way better in that pic. That pic looks more like you just watched 2 girl 1 cup or something.
>>5120411
We're like the same person
>>5122809
Nah I think I look pretty hot regardless of my mouth status
>>5122895
If you wanna pass, that's not how you do it. One can spot the guy in you without even trying to see it.
>>5122918
not her just jumping in to say you sound like a prick
>>5122801
you pass 100%
This took waaay too long to do in MS Paint :p
>>5121993
damn me 2
>>5118984
This one made me feel less crazy. The person you are rn and 5 years to totally me too.
>>5122801
How old were you when you transitioned if you don't mind me asking?
>>5120319
i am, though not nearly as... er, intensely. lmao
more into steven universe and wander over yonder now
>>5123111
your ideal partner is keanu reeves
>>5124219
That's fitting because I think Keanu is pretty attractive for a 50 year old man and isn't he dating a trans woman right now??
This was super fun to do.
>>5123764
I started HRT on my 20th birthday and it has been about 18 months since then.
>>5124397
so.... ex lesbian?
>>5124422
Can't say I ever identified as lesbian, no.
>>5124344
Are they actually dating? All I remember seeing was an awkward kiss at a nightclub...
>tfw keanu will never kiss you then speed off on his motorcycle
>>5122801
I'd be your ambigiously evil demiurge.
>>5122838
I love the little potato children
>>5124397
Why are you even on this board
I'm on my way to being an unproductive member of society
>>5124620
>angry SJW
dieDieDIE
I opened the file up to edit it, but then it just made me reflect on my life and I got depressed again so I just closed it and typed up this comment. I fucking hate everything.
>>5124629
How conceptual.
>>5124723
>drift from job to job
that was obvious
>>5121625
you want to date your past self? hm normally trans kids want to become who they want to date
>>5119601
why do you dream of dressing like a slut?
>>5124764
I wanna be confident enough in my body to show it off. (When appropriate of course.)
>>5124741
boogaboogabooga
>>5120411
i was 11 in 6th grade
>11+5=16
you are underaged, enjoy your ban
>>5124760
I'm really into bearded metalheads for some reason. I'm no transbian. I've never even dated women, I was masc4masc type of gay man before the transition. Thank god I live in skandinavia, so it's really easy to find big metalheads who are into trans women.
>>5125628
your past self was ryuko?
that's qt.
I'm pretty happy with the normal kinda dude I am, just gotta work on stuff like finishing college and getting a boyfriend.
Except there aren't any cute faggy emo furries anymore so I'll probably have to settle.
>>5119443
that's so happy. yay u
>>5122918
that's not really true.
>>5124411
Nice.
>>5125628
Great taste in jojos tho
Also I'm pretty sure I remember you from last time
>>5126378
Thanks, If more men were like Joseph maybe I wouldn't be such a faggot. First time I've posted this in months and I've redrawn half of it, thought I'd get away with it.
>>5124597
Don't talk about my children that way...
>>5125628
I remember you. Nice drawing skills.
>>5118460
You identify as a helicopter?
meh. old but still kinda applies
Woo woo
>>5127807
you dont want a partner? thats a shame because your cute as fuck
and if your looking for clothes in that style check out black craft cult. there a great clothing shop.
>>5127719
No, I'm mtf in denial, but I didn't know what to draw. Like current me but female, with slightly bolder female fashion.
Shitty snap chat skills
>>5118887
That's rly sad ;-;
>>5127862
It's not that I don't want one. I do not care what he/she looks like so I left it blank.
>>5118460
>Sisters of Mercy
nice
hi i'm bland as shit
MADNESS
A
D
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E
S
S
>>5118861
filthy dyke
>>5128200
shot in the dark here... but matt?
I fucking hate these threads I'm so bad at paint I hate you all for having fun
>>5128126
Might do that but I'm just anything goes as long as you're not a dick. Also ooh Hardcore. Haven't been to a show in ages
>>5128210
hell yeah i am
>>5128412
Are you filthy in bed too???
jk im a gross ass tranny you probably dont want none of this
>>5128230
nah sorry
>>5120238
I love you.
>>5128531
>partner
Eurgh. Kayla, why?
>>5128235
Download paint tool sai (lightweight and easy to download, you can use photoshop or something similar), make the mode of the temple multiple and color under it. E-Z. Draw everything else on top if you wanna add anything.
>>5128200
I like your lineart a lot for some reason. It's nice and neat.
>>5118272
>>5118861
thanks doc
>>5128125
>grey hair
have you worked in IT by chance?
>>5127918
>loaded so the parents get a good nursing home
you should just drown them when they're too weak to fight back
>going to do that to my own mother because she never shuts up and listens
>I think she knows
Bemp
>>5128416
>implying i dont like the lady cock
I spent way too long on this.
Drawn by >>5126378. Last time I posted this I got a lot of samefag replies.
>That feel when you'll never be a glorious knight maiden
>>5130087
O-oh okay then...
yep
>>5121397
doin it sooo wrong
>>5122745
I'll be your huckleberry
>>5130461
Wow, I am your ideal partner.
well yolo
>>5125831
z-zach?
>>5130461
I cringed
>I used to think everyone was blind as hell
>>5118887
So– you regret your sex change?
>>5129021
The games industry is pretty chill and inclusive (even without the social justice bullshit), I hope everything goes well for you.
>>5131027
>mathcore
10/10 taste anon may all your dreams come true
(please excuse my tried-to-get-it-done-in-under-five-minutes art & my adhd handwriting, lol)
>>5131468
Your ideal partner has a cute human there.
>>5131268
>The games industry is pretty chill and inclusive
kek
Excuse the quality, I'm semi-drunk and only had ms paint
don't forget to favourite, rate and subscribe
>>5130609
Glad to know that you exist.
>>5130480
Huckleberry?
Cool, I made one of these a while ago when I was really depressed.
Not sure how I feel about it now.
Here's mine. Just finished it.
>>5128235
Dude, I suck too. Just go for it, and take your time. I worked four hours on mine and it's just below mediocre. You can do it too, boyeeeeeee.
>>5128531
Why are you so gross
>>5131487
Well, it is, they aren't very choosy on what you look like as long as you are good at your job. The gaming COMMUNITY on the other hand is a whole other story.
>>5128531
I can't draw so here
>>5132730
Kevin's a qt
>>5132750
He really is.
>will never have a qt flip boyfriend
>will never be able to settle for a qt asian boyfriend
>>5132767
Kevin has herpes.
Would still bang tho.
Hoooope this is okay? Never done a thing like this before
>>5132879
Don't talk shit about my waifu m8
>>5132882
>>5118550
Hi, me; funny bumping into you here
>>5133451
Whoops, I fucked up and uploaded the wrong version. Here we go.
>>5125402
>mfw i can't fucking subtract correctly
I'll probably redo this to reflect 7th grade me
well I tried
>>5133461
>speaks Japanese
>lives in Vancouver
Uh
>almost all aspirations are hobbies
Do you truly think that these are goals which will make you happy?
>>5125628
>owning a Joseph Joestar body pillow
You're who I want to be
>>5134597
It's pretty much the best, wish there was a just Joseph one though. Having Caesar on the back makes me feel disloyal.
>>5131876
Huckleberry.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfNwAEWgebE
>>5135064
I'm mostly gay. But i'd rather settle down with a girl.
>>5118739
>HIV+
That is unfortunate
>>5118272
I did it, took me fucking long mate
>>5134354
I mean, my hobbies keep me pretty happy when I'm feeling like shit. Realistically I'd like to have a bachelor's in biology or environmental science, but I don't really know at the moment.
>>5125628
Haha oh wow. Youre either awesome or uncomfortably wierd to be around
>>5135064
Like, physically blind. I didn't have glasses 5 years ago.
>>5135214
Are you the anon who did a thread about being a femboy in denial?
>>5120008
Sweet quads man.
>>5132882
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5Byb3kyBo6lVmUw8jWi5aA
are you jaltiod
thx paint
i hope this is worth even looking at
>>5124723
you suck
>>5118887
Welp.
I'm having feelings now. shit.
>>5119443
Du spreken ze truth. Das gut, jah, das gut.
>>5119601
I feel like you and I have a lot in common.
>>5122745
You a secret freak as well?
God, I want my fiance to like, get fucking kinky with me, but we both have been playing it so vanilla lately.
>>5122796
Why did you describe me in your last box?
>>5141261
Naw, not even sure on what makes you think that.
>>5142606
looks like the two guys
simular art style
>>5142635
Oh! Well sorry to break it to you friendo, I'm not them even though I do draw as a hobby
>>5142655
eh i was mostly jokeing doe
took four days
>>5143728
took four days
>>5119443
you seem happy,,, how did you do it?
Too lazy to do OP's pic but here is something
>>5132994
I have to stop meeting like this
>>5143986
serious sam! Yes!
>>5132408
You were right 5 years ago
>>5126003
Why do I feel like I know you from this
>>5143966
This picture is funny to me, because a few weeks ago, I saw a video for prospective med students and one of the guys in the video wanted to be a game developer, but he found he preferred medicine.
Anyway, good luck, anon.
>>5135214
remove those walloons and you can be my friend
>>5143966
>tfw game dev but still a man
I'm basically 5 years ago you without the stetho and with the controller
>>5143986
>Thief
Do you fan missions m8? Skacky's missions are the best.
>>5145697
Nah, it's been a while since I played. But I remember my dad playing some when I was a kid, they were cool.
>>5146046
If you ever get back into it look them up, it's pretty mind-blowing what modders have created thanks to increased map size and stuff. Almost makes Thief 2 look primitive, except for the Life of the Party mission of course.
>>5118272
I did one like 18 months ago and achieved success so I revised my goal with bigger bobis.
>>5121860
If I were straight I'd totally be your ideal partner ;-;
>>5121993
Is ... is that a 9/11 photo in your 5-years-ago hand?
>>5124620
Hey brah, I studied animation for a long time, and the market sucks ass unless you live in LA and did a ton of internships (connections who can give you a job) during school. I freelance now but got majorly depressed after finishing my master's (already had a bachelor's). This was partially because I couldn't find gainful, steady work, and the depression in turn made finding that work harder.
Currently looking at other employment options because I can't deal with this shit or afford to live in LA in hopes of getting a job.
Where are you going to school now?
the only thing i hate more than everything is me
here u go, hope someone sees it
>>5146184
Your parents want you to have dead parents?
Why do you say you hate yourself?
>>5146210
i regularly self-destruct and push everyone away because i can't come to grips with the parts of my life that i can't change
among many other reasons
>>5146202
sorry there's so much text btw
>>5122801
Cute as always M.~
>>5146216
I know that feeling. I would push people away by being reclusive, sometimes with crazy outbursts because I psyched myself out, positive that things would go wrong anyway. It was my way of thinking I had control in a bad situation, as if to make things shitty on my own terms.
For me the solution to that shit I can't change is to just say fuck it and look for an alternative. Like can't get a job in your field? Fuck it, study something new. Can't change your boyfriend's shitty attitude? Fuck it, new boyfriend.
Pretty much, I was able to see a psychiatrist with the money I saved by not smoking dope. The idea was I couldn't fix shit on my own, so psychiatrists/ therapists are there to fix shit in exchange for your money. No effort required on your part. I only realised this after I gave up on life and being happy entirely.
I want you to get better in the way that's best for you, you know what I mean?
>>5135617
That must have been some shit when you could see clearly for the first time.
>>5146403
Yeah I felt that shit too. I'm an adult but my parents got us all together and just talked at me one afternoon. I just sat there with nothing to say. They kept trying to bully some kind of plan out of me to make me better. They wanted to help, but there was nothing anyone could do. No planning out solutions was going to help me.
I mostly had to wait it out, because lol depression tells your brain to believe stupid shit. It was a chemical problem, it wasn't my fault because I liked being lazy or a drunk or some gay shit like that. My brain just didn't care enough to take care of myself. I got on medication which I guess maybe has been helping. I'm still not happy, but it at least got me to a neutral starting point where I don't want to die. I mean really I just needed no-effort pill-popping, because fuck if I was going to have "hope" or anything like that.
Sorry I don't mean to make this some weird fucking surprise intervention, I just wanted to share a bro moment with some shitty feelings.
>>5146515
i appreciate that more than i do someone to whom long-term depression is an alien and indecipherable state of being chiming in and saying something tepid and facile like "it gets better" because it doesn't
if anything, "it" only gets different
>>5146556
I can't stand those people. I had a friend in college literally tell me that I just needed to choose to be happy. She didn't get why people can't just do that - she did. Holy shit, man. And parents try to tell me "you can't keep doing this." Like no shit, you think I'm enjoying this? It's a disease, you don't tell someone with cancer to just choose to stop having cancer. "oh yeah good idea, thanks for the advice."
But yeah, depression really just sticks with us for life, it's like how our brains are built. It's kind of possible to learn strategies for focusing on other/ cooler things (friends, animu, 4chan, hobbies, work) and telling depression to fuck off. Then things change and we have to learn all new ways of dealing with that shit again. I think that's how normal people function, but their brains just automatically focus on nice things instead of depressed thoughts.
I guess that's what therapy is supposed to help with, but for me I wouldn't even be receptive to that bullshit without meds. Now I sound like I'm pushing meds as a magic solution for everyone, goddammit. All I mean is like, it's possible for us to stop feeling like this, it just takes more work than normal people.
I see a distinct lack of furry husbando/ waifu material in this thread. What gives, I thought all furries were lgbt?
>tfw want to scratch behind and playfully nibble holo's ears
Redone with partner
>>5118887
friendly reminder not to change unless you are 100%
*or the person my parents wanted me to me when they were still alive
I can't draw on this trackpad.
>>5134925
....Jew???
The reason why i'm posting on /lgbt/ Is because I sometimes fantasize about crossdressing. (MtF)
I'm a petite quiet college kid in need of a fit, smart gf. People occasionallytell me i'm fashionable, so maybe there is hope for me..
