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>>5099981
first for transbians not welcome because they are straight men
2nd for anime is garbage
5th for memes
nth for ufufu has a big stinky butt and she smells her own farts
>>5101590
o///o; y-yes that is what you're supposed to do
b-be honest pooks, have you done this before? >///<
>>5101623
who isn't
>>5101603
Stitches??
>>5101594
I would too tbh
>>5101632
So ottermode then?
>>5101636
>>5101638
both wrong
......
Also, I like the easteregg in the OP for this edition
somethingth for why don't we have an edition
>>5101645
>So ottermode then?
y-yeah...
>>5101646
Because editions suck.
>>5101646
DRAKE EDITION
>all this beefcake posting
A place where the majority will never evolve
can someone tell me what this undertale thing is and whether i should buy it?
>tfw don't watch anime or play vidya
>tfw don't know why I'm here or how I got here
>>5101628
Damia is my baby, i love interacting with the entire game even if i'm rarely allowed to have my commander out for long
Horde is fun because it does silly things but i dislike having so few instant options
Tomorrow is hilarious because it's like group hug into You Are Already Dead
>>5101657
too big but he's still a human
>>5101658
whatever it is, it's not a person
>>5101665
i got u fam
>>5101643
U-uhmm~ M-maybe o//3//o
That doesn't mean I don't need practice though ~ !!
>>5101654
Ottermode is my favorite mode tbqh.....
>>5101668
3 way ?????
Yeah that does look really big though :(
>>5101668
i use a tote bag (the one hung up on the wall in this pic)
i like big bags tho i carry a ton of shit around with me always
>>5101654
>look up ottermode boys
oh dog what done
for reference, I'm just accepting I'm into guys and never really looked at pics of guys too often (muh repression) but it makes since cause there's this swimmer I'm friends with and I've been drawn to him but idk why...and omg now I need to see him with his shirt off and his junk out cause fuuuuuuuck
![[SCREAMS EXTERNALLY].gif](https://i.imgur.com/ClT8bci.gif "[SCREAMS EXTERNALLY].gif")
MY BOOBS HURT UGH FUCK
>>5101684
I'M BACK AND OMG UGGGHHHH I WANT HIM. WHY AM I SO GAY (Well I'm trans so straight I guess idk still confusing)
>>5101675
Damia's really cool. I have a friend who uses her but never actually plays her, just for the colors.
But it's weird, Kamahl and Vorel were built because I didn't like some aspect of Magic (I hate Mono Green and counterspells) so I built decks using those to find why I didn't like them and to see if I can have fun with it. Now I have Kamahl which is Green Devotion and getting stuff out for free and Vorel which is counters and counters
>tfw crossdressing daddies have a better body than you
>>5101678
>spooning/cuddling
>bringing out the big guns
L-lewd, pooks w-what are you doing
@///@;;
![20151019_230151[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/szHh8sV.jpg "20151019_230151[1].jpg")
>>5101668
>>5101682
I love that one on the wall.
I only use totebags too since I'm that girl who has an entire survival kit of medicine, food and makeup in her purse. This is my favorite one for obvious reasons.
>tfw 2 years ago I started therapy to get on mones
no idea how or why but my life improved quite nice since then
also
>tfw gf and I most likely move together and get cats next summer
OK! I'm heading to bed cause I have a meeting with Planned Parenthood at 830AM and if I miss it I will probably jump off a cliff. Night! <3
>>5101712
I-I just want to cuddle and hold hands and maybe practice kissing for boys ; __ ;
I-Is that bad ;~;
>>5101722
O-oh......
>>5101695
Mine too someone help ; ~ ;
>>5101731
nitee
>>5101730
>tfw I was in therapy for two years before starting mones
I hate myself.
quick someone give me a good show to watch so I don't die of boredom on this damn train
>>5101733
was one year for me so I 50% feel ya
>>5101736
Fargo, Hannibal uh... uh... I don't know!
Season 1 of True Detective!
>tfw no mtfg qts ever ironically flirt with me
>mfw I got the callback for a second interview.
Imma get this job fam. Also Guitar check skype or I'm coming to your place tomorrow to check on you.
>>5101733
>tfw still cant start therapy
>tfw i have been with several therapist in the last 10 years
>>5101723
so you must have a smaller purse for keys, credit cards, cash, etc.?
do you take the tote everywhere you go - food shopping, mall, etc
isn't too bulky?
>>5101742
>cry and eat isn't one option
>implying the flirting is ironic
idc
>>5101745
>can't start therapy
>been with several
What?
>>5101746
No. I have a little pocketbook/wallet inside for cards. Keys just float around in there somewhere, and no it doesn't bother me that much. It can get annoying if it gets heavy from a book or something.
>>5101732
T-tthat's not bad
I-ive just never cuddled a girl before o///o
>>5101631
These stitches
>>5101740
these are helpful and I appreciate you
<3
nth for post a selfie!
>>5101747
>>can't start therapy
>>been with several
>What?
been with several therapist about depression issues.
never been into therapy for gender issues.
>>5101749
A-are you sure it's ok...?
W-we don't have to..... ;~;
I-I can teach you how to cuddle since you taught me how to kiss~!
>>5101750
owowowow
I puked tbqh
>>5101744
Gl on your interview !!
>>5101759
You know I would but I'm super gross today
>>5101742
>tfw trying to limit my flirting to one or two people at once
B-but I'm trying not to be a massive slut but it's not working ;~~;
>>5101750
looks almost like one I had on my finger :o
>>5101759
>>5101771
You know what they say. Kissing leads to... hand holding.
>>5101759
Heyyy
>>5101696
>I have a friend who uses her but never actually plays her, just for the colors.
disgusting
a commander is like a waifu, you can't play a commander just for the colors
>>5101736
Sakura Trick
>>5101775
is this really what lily currently looks like?
>>5101759
O-ok.......
>>5101777
Why is hand holding so lewd omfg
>>5101783
yeah totally
hence the 20131027 in the filename
>>5101784
hands are how you feel the world
if you're holding someone else's hand, you're their physical link to the world right then
>>5101759
Fug it. Gomen for donning it up.
>>5101747
thanks again, you helped me out last time - I was/am that lost mall anon from few nights ago
Figured out to use self harm thoughts on exercise, today is a good day.
>>5101790
honning* fugging auto correct.
>>5101784
Give me your eyes.
>>5101771
I-I'm sure it's ok ^////^;;
I-I'm just shy that's all
I-if you can t-teach me how to cuddle properly I'd like that o////o;
>>5101791
No problem!
I still want those shoes...
>>5101774
Just don't forget about me elewdna!!
>>5101794
Post results
>>5101759
>>5101797
Don't worry I won't ^^;
>>5101803
Cyborg.
>>5101803
>37 points
makes sense considering i actually go on /r9k/
>>5101803
Slightly Strange - 89, not too bad. Figured 'is female' doesn't count for trans.
>>5101783
>lily
>she
he is a mentally ill straight man that wanted to live out his fantasies of masturbating to himself in the mirror. are you surprised that he looks like a man still? here is a current picture of him. kek
>>5101803
5,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0 = 21
0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3 = 10
5,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0 = 24
0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0 = 12
0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0 = 6
= 73 "Cyborg"
>>5101794
But they're mine tbh
>>5101795
I-I'm really shy too o///o;;
Cuddlings is like uhmm
H-hugging each other while laying down and smelling their hair and moving your fingers all over their body and stuff while watching anime .///////.
>>5101821
contacts tbh
>>5101818
>>Slightly Strange - 89
what. teach me your ways pls
>>5101803
>tfw I'm a Chad/Stacey
Bow to your new queen mtfg tbqh.
>>5101819
thats a nice ffs
>>5101825
I have a job, I'm fat but exercise and I have roommates that are my friends. That's pretty much it.
>>5101803
Somewhere between cyborg and normie depending on how much I trust mtfg
>>5101797
you can have my place in line
Boy mode, no HRT just diet and shaving. Doing squats for that ass too.
>tfw she's offline
>>5101843
>tfw ur not bexe's crush
B Y E
Is it anna :'0
>>5101833
trip on larry
Can we make it a rule that only people who actually look like girls can attention whore in this gen PLEASE. I don't need all to see all this gross shit tbh
>>5101851
get out of mtfg chaser
>>5101824
l-like this? @////@;
>>5101808
Hi QT3.141592654, where do you live?
>>5101855
I'm just a concerned anon who doesn't want to see this place become Susan's-tier friend
>>5101695
you should get that gyno checked out bro
>>5101851
+1 on this
>>5101846
Reeeeeeeeeeeee
>>5101803
47. I think getting a job and some friends and an education would move me up to cyborg...
>>5101840
Looks like you could be doing a little better on the shaving bro
>>5101819
why would I have to masturbate when I have a gf for this stuff lol
stay mad bruder
Bedtime for me, nighty night mtfg ^^
>>5101803
111 Normalfag
fuck is everyone here a normie?
>>5101856
>>5101868
Gnight !!
And yes like that >u<
Fall asleep on my boobs tbh >.>
>>5101872
Not I
>>5101868
i guess i'll call it too
no reason to stay up really
>>5101848
it's not anna
that's all i can say
>>5101872
89 person here, they didn't factor in that my job is hikki friendly and that my friends are all nerds.
Hey mtfg, I need more friends. Anyone down for a game of civ5 BNW?
give me 1 reason to not cut myself tonight
>>5101803
9 physical
7 mental
4 social
7 accomplishment
15 bonus
42
>>5101803
Robot, a job and friends separate me from Cyborg...
Well, time to hit up those temp agencies.
who here likes corsets?
>>5101874
pls be under 40 with me ;-;
>>5101882
you are more than double my score
>>5101891
you should send that pic to your coworkers and be all
>am I doing ftm right?
>>5101803
160
>>5101891
Faye is posting again! And god damn. I wish I was a cute boy like that.
>>5101900
how do i deal with tfw no bf, not ever.
might cry and go to sleep tbh
>>5101899
of course you would miss post op....
>>5101887
Over-exercising scratches that itch just as well.
is the tfwnobf feel similar to tfw no loving parents ?
>>5101803
19 physical
16 mental
27 social
9 accomplisment
>bonus
>gaming is mostly limited to console
>+2
i knew something was seriously off with this test
>>5101892
Yeah I also had a relatively successful dating life in high-school because I happened to know the right person.
>>5101803
91, 97 if you count gender identity for being "a female"
>>5101897
Underage b& pls.
>>5101913
diff anon, I'm with you
it's helps me deal with sadness
now I'm in good shape
>>5101922
kill yourself, sir
>>5101916
nah. they are two seperate feels. the former is more intimate, while the latter is confirming that nobody is ever going to love me. they are very much alike but not really.
>>5101923
im too ugly for a gf too
>>5101925
Yeah I'm on my way, I've done 7.5 hours of straight exercise today.
>>5101887
no one will think you're cooler, edgier, more worth protecting, or even like you more because of it
it's just a selfish way to say "tell me how much you love me"
>>5101922
No it's ok I'm just being jealous...
>>5101932
>it's just a selfish way to say "tell me how much you love me"
I don't agree with this. At least it's not why I ever did it.
>>5101932
You literally have no idea why people cut do you? Sure some do it for attention but for a lot of people it's outof intense self hatred and a desire to punish oneself.
>>5101840
I recommend trying something on your eyebrows, just as a start I guess. It doesn't even have to be full done eyebrows, just try to make them more androgynous.
And better start growing that hair.
>>5101937
you were a cutter?
>>5101916
tfw no bf is not even remotely comparable to tfw no loving parents
only one of my parents didn't love me and it completely destroyed me for like... ever
>>5101803
this test is skewed towards normie interests
reeeeee
>>5101938
Others do it because pain feels good and it's addictive like a drug... Or so I've heard
>>5101796
I have to go now, but I'll give you more deets on shoes/clothes, and maybe you can tell about how to kiss
>>5101946
thanks Lilly, hows life going for you?
all sunshine and rainbows?
>>5101742
I would flirt but I don't know how, lol.
>>5101936
>I'll send it to the openly gay guy, and ask him if I can make him a little bi... maybe
>having sex with boys
f-faye you cant do that
>>5101947
That too, point being for the majority of adult cases it's not about a cry for help
>>5101947
it becomes addictive because of the endorphin rush and anxiety, but yah I don't cut but I bite which is basically the same, it's mainly because if I ever fucked up and even when I didn't and they were just high and noticed me, I'd have the shit beat out of me, so I'd do it to punish myself for being stupid and to remind myself not to do it agian
>>5101803
Cyborg.
>>5101940
Yeah I've been doing it for like 10 years now. It gets fewer and farther between each time but it's something I still think about. The last time I did it was a bit under a year ago by now, on my thigh. It doesn't satisfy me any more like it used to.
>>5101948
>maybe you can tell about how to kiss
I'd rather show you in person tbh.
>>5101943
>anyone can find love, anon
not all of us. some of us are meant to be alone forever. that doesn't mean i won't complain about it.
>>5101939
I'm in no position to try girl mode right now. Do a very public job with lots of customer interaction. Oh and my dad who I live with is a conservative good ol boy.
>>5101932
Nobody has notice my scars in the last 4 years. Does that still make me edgy ?
>>5101938
>Sure some do it for attention
and she told us she wanted to cut herself?
i'm not 100% clueless i tried for years to figure out how the best way to cut myself was because i have awful pain tolerance but i was just too much of a bitch to even do that properly
>>5101943
>This isn't true tbh
not entirely
>>5101944
>Probably was just being an edgy idiot thou
yeah
it was actually pretty funny when my parents found out i had tried because i just had a few surface cuts that barely even bled and they were acting like i slashed my wrists in the bathtub
>>5101964
nope
it's only a cry for help as long as you're crying for help
Where can I find erotic stories?
>>5101950
pretty good in general
atm the flu tho and kinda scared of spending christmas away from my family with gf and her family this year
>>5101967
the internet
>>5101897
It only gets worse :D
>>5101963
And if anything I want a more andro look that will represent me better than full female. Considering 2mg estro for slight effects. Should I still get blockers?
>>5101967
http://fictionmania.tv/
8^)
>>5101962
ugh take me anon
>>5101961
; __ ; How long do the scars take to fade?
Do you still have scars?
It's okay if you don't want to answer, pretty personal question tbqh.
I'm scarred mine will be there forever ;;
>>5101965
Maybe she wants someone to talk to so she doesn't cut herself.....?
>>5101967
/mtfg/
>>5101967
www.dollface.edie
>>5101971
blockers + 2mg will be slow and slight, 2mg might not do much to you.
>>5101974
wasn't that what she said?
of course that's what she wants
>>5101961
>show
you're the best,
I'm going to keep working on my falsetto too
>>5101965
I used to cut myself for the self hate and I wanted to make a similar post. There's a point where you know it's wrong but the urge is so strong you know it's only a matter of time.
hi guys. i made a delicious spicy vegan soup tonight. very umami and tasty somehow. maybe the soy sauce helped
>>5101965
>it's only a cry for help as long as you're crying for help
im gonna keep crying here then
>>5101803
60 If it wasn't for the mental section or the not having had an official gf before, and also not having money, I think myself as slightly strange.
But since that isn't the case I'm a cyborg apparently.
>>5101973
but that's agp
![be-mine-blue-valentine-candy-heart[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/C7tiMRv.jpg "be-mine-blue-valentine-candy-heart[1].jpg")
>>5101974
>take me anon
a different anon here desperate for love, hi
>>5101974
well then you are my gf now.
>>5101992
no one thinks im cooler, edgier, more worth protecting, or even like me more because i cut myself :(
i'm feeling crazy depressed. maybe i'll never pass. do you think i should kill myself?
everything is going badly.
>>5101997
yes
>>5101988
I sometimes hop over to the FTM board, and feminization fetish gets talked about a lot over there, why can't I have it too?
>>5101995
well you're just as much worth protecting now and we probably like you, but someone had to go and hit the panic button where we all report in "yes, i like you and you're worth protecting"
so what's wrong
>>5101997
every day is an opportunity to better yourself
maybe you'll never pass... but maybe you will?
>>5102010
i keep with the "yes". I hope Pookie is willing to change her "no" for a "yes" so we can free you from your pathetic life.
>>5102010
Don't suicide, work your arse off and get surgery.
>>5102017
>tfw no matter how much I work I will probably never be able to afford surgery
can i suicide now ?
I guess I'll write an explanation as to why I do it to add to the reasoning others have.
When I'm really frustrated/depressed/angry I've got all these unorganized and racing thoughts and I can't seem to focus on anything or think clearly. Most of the time I can't even cry about these things. Something needs to be destroyed or created when I feel this way and that's a really common sentiment for people who are feeling any kind of overwhelming emotion, good or bad. We want something meticulous and requiring concentration. What isn't normal is to hurt yourself as a way to do this, but when I do it I focus anything upsetting into a physical and tangible thing, something I can see and control, something I created and can feel in the real world on my body instead of in my head where it's just wild. This is what hurts. It's right here. I can see it now. I can cover it and maybe even put something on it to make it feel better.
It doesn't make much sense but that's the only way I can explain it.
>>5101974
>; __ ; How long do the scars take to fade?
Years, and I'm like the wimpiest cutter I've ever known.
>Do you still have scars?
Yes. I can still see the last one I did on my leg from February but it's really hard to see now so it'll fade eventually.
>>5102019
nope it's against the rules
>>5102019
No, get a better job. Do a course on accounting and work your way up.
>>5102019
advocate for mincome
>>5102019
If nothing else you will severely hurt everyone around you and possibly cause more suicides because they will feel guilt. Trust me on this.
>>5101995
saame. but i still cut because i still hate myself and i probably won't stop until that stops...
>tfw my mom outed me so i left the house all night to avoid seeing her
>tfw just watched sicario and want to talk to /tv/ about it
>tfw /tv/ is too busy memeing about the star wars trailer
>>5102012
i'm so tired of trying though. it's hard being the weird trans girl. everyone seems like they're nice to me and i'm sure a lot of them are genuine in their niceness but i just want to be a normal person. not sure that made any sense sorry.
>>5102022
>oh hey,your from that thread on the arcane board! would not recomend it tbh.
yeah hi :)
i hope you're well.
>>5102017
>Don't suicide, work your arse off and get surgery.
i have been working hard. but then one bad night and everything is fucked again. i keep doing this. drop out of college like 8 million times, suck at keeping jobs, etc. not sure why i have this need to fuck my life up every few months.
>>5101974
I guess im a faggot even to cut myself, i never go too deep, just enough to feel better.
all my legs scars has got better in like a month being barely visibles.
i once made a large cut on my chest, from the height of my nipples to a little past my navel, i can still see it, that was in february i think.
>>5102044
>been working hard
I had the some issues, unfortunately I have no good advice because I broke out of it with full blown repression.
>>5102043
you had a rough time if only you had been more oiled up to take this shafting
>>5102058
repression how? i want repression.
>>5102065
Repression literally caused me to go crazy, I'm not helping anyone do it.
well i just wrote XY on my hairy legs with a boxcutter,
i feel a bit better and more relaxed now.
>>5102065
ask maki
he will tell you how
>>5101974
I got white stripes all over the place, they all stay forever. The red fades after 3 or 4 months usually and leaves behind a nice reminder :) I like looking at them, they're pretty.
>>5102044
*positive and motivational noises*
but seriously have you ever been tested for other psychological conditions?
i dropped out of college twice due to unexplained illness (and once due to all of my blood leaking into my abdomen) and i worked my ass off for two years and now im bakc at the school thjing doing pretty alright so like
>>5102071
ddoarbable
i might hve to fall laslsp now
>>5102071
Why do you gals trip? Isn't half the appeal of 4chan to say things without any anxiety whatsoever?
>>5102070
okay. i don't want that, then. spent enough time and money being locked away.
>>5102072
don't be mean :(
>>5102077
yeah i made endo do a panel on me. was convinced i had thyroid problem but turned out i was just crazy depressed. got through it, but it's coming back big time.
and i'm so tired of it. maybe everything really would be better if i died.
>>5102085
Because I like getting to know people and also I'm self absorbed.
>>5102088
You mean other people getting to know you right? Because I already know most of the trips here reasonably well.
>>5102085
ban anons
>>5102044
i'm tired of it too but the alternative is literally suicide so all i can do is keep moving forward
>>5102096
yeah. i'm glad you're moving forward. someday i bet you find happiness and fulfillment and all that good stuff. everything will be okay hopefully.
>>5101920
this
>>5102096
What's wrong with being anonymous? I'm not mean or anything.
>>5102102
It's just a meme.
>>5102091
Well I meant I like having a relationship with people which isn't really something you can do as anon. Not in the way I have a relationship with like, Jocelyn or Abby or madison
>>5102085
Because that way you can form relationships with others.
>>5102102
>>5102103
there is everything wrong with being anonymous on mtfg and it is not a meme
ban anons
>>5102100
me too, we'll see what happens the next few months
i was literally ready to kill myself before i got in with the IC clinic in toronto, i had a big long suicide note for it that even let my family know nicknames for my cats and shit, dark times tbh
>>5102109
oh. don't kill yourself imo. you seem nice. the world needs all the nice people it can get.
>tfw he says everything you've ever wanted to hear and for once you almost believe it
m-maybe one day i'll be like the m-mostest confident ever
>tfw we're on the verge of discovering greatly intelligent alien life
>tfw they will have instant gender and form changing technologies
Who hype?
>>5102109
Convince me why and I'll slap a trip on.
>>5102117
Lightyears away. =(
has anybodys hair got lighter on hrt? 3 months in and there are patches of noticeably bright hair coming in and spreading. almost looks like I dyed it a whiteish blonde in comparison to a darker blonde everywhere else.
>>5102118
it's fun to maintain an identity and you can shitpost with complete abandon as long as you don't post a pic of yourself
>>5102113
i'm not going anywhere anytime soon, although sometimes i might feel like it... i'm not the nicest person in the world, but there are plenty worse than me, so i'm gonna stick around as long as i can help others without hurting myself in the process
>>5102129
yes
mine got invisible/blond
>>5101938
She was a pretty weird one tho
>>5102131
Shit reasons, nevermind. I don't see the fun and I don't shitpost anyways, have never seen the appeal of it.
>>5102117
I'd like them to discover greatly intelligent life here on earth first
>>5102137
No kidding. Self harm fetishism doesn't make any sense.
>>5102139
fucking normie i'm glad you never tripped
>>5102140
Are you responsible now?
>>5102143
I just don't like attention for the sake of attention, if that makes me a normie then so be it.
>>5102129
I've had that issue at first and it got so bad I had nightmares about pulling out whole wisps of hair, I tried all sorts of stuff, different shampoo and biotine and all, but it just went away eventually when I had given up. I'm taking Spiro, so maybe I just didn't drink regularly enough and was dehydrated. Or maybe it was just some transitional process going on, I dunno. Haunted me for ages.
well i already cut myself and started drinking
but now im depressed again
what do ?
>>5102151
I can't chase anon tho tbqh
I've done it before tho tbh
>>5102142
Does wanting someone to cut scars into my back count as self harm?
>>5102151
ban normies tbh
>>5101891
I got one not long ago, I love it and it helps my posture so much
Also I think my phones messed up, I don't think I'm getting your texts or you aren't getting mine? idk
>>5102148
Nope. I was almost responsible once, then i ran away and moved in with my grandparents.
>>5102154
Post pictures
But seriously its fun to cut. It makes you feel alive when you cut and all of a sudden the thoughts of wanting to die go away.
>>5102157
This is my fetish to do to someone while they are tied up with my cock inside of them and i pull their hair and I say degrading things
Than I cuddle with them afterwards and tell them they were the best
>>5102154
drinking and cutting never help with depression, they only validate it
source: i drink often and am currently drunk and all it does is free me to be even more emotionally-volatile than i already was
>>5102151
>not putting your self into your trip
the point isn't to shitpost, it's to shitpost while tied to an identity that says "i'm awesome because of who i am because i am an awesome person" which thus encourages shitposting because only awesome people trip
>>5102161
I just want myself to be bloody. And I imagine scars on my back to be quite pretty. Would gladly do it in a sexual context too.
please don't cut yourselves guys. i have scars all over and now i'm afraid to wear short sleeves at work and school. it really sucks in the summer. i have great skin otherwise but i can't show it off :(
not worth limiting your fashion choices imo. and it's not sexy for when you're looking for bfs
>>5102102
Kill yourself anons are literally autism.
>>5102178
i have horrible skin, i dont wear girls clothes in public and im not even white. can i keep cutting myself ?
>>5102170
That's pretty much my fetish too, on the recieving end. :)
Though I couldn't care less about being degraded vocally. Would love to hear some nice words afterwards though.
>>5102178
>it's not sexy for when you're looking for bfs
Best deterrent right there tbh. It really isn't attractive.
>>5102189
cant get hrt
im too depressed to exercise
>>5102183
I'm waaaaay more into bondage. I think the backside cutting would be a one-off thingy.
>>5102189
(insert positive response here)
for those of you who have had to go at this completely alone how did you start? did you go to a therapist or a doctor or just start self medding? id really like to start hrt before the years end but i dont know what to do
