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The living >>5028273 тЖТ #
First for cocks are amazing, and if you disagree, you're just a gross transbian.
>>5029909
You can be fat even though you exercise and eat healthy, some people are just born plus sized or simply can't lose weight.
anime and esports
I like this general. /x/ edition.
>>5029883
>And why would you be scared of wolves of all animals?
Because they are magnificent and fierce. My fav animal.
>I kinda prefer hard to reach, wild places.
Maybe it's because of the sense of achievement it gives you.
I like solitary places where I can just lay down or sit by a rock/tree and just admire the place while I reflect on life.
>>5029891
b-but that's h-heresy
>>5029923
>guy totally ripped
>doing the anime girl shoop thing
Why? D:
>>5029920
Uncut cocks are great and cut cocks are mutilated garbage.
>>5029930
Uh, no both are amazing you slut.
chemistry is boring and DOMO is fun :<
>>5029930
Be nice, my gt was cut back in the day.
>>5029715
>tfw not skinny
;--;
>>5029913
Not trying, I've actually lost back, it's just that I used to be 130 (which I'm not back at yet) and still felt fat so... I know why, but like, "recovering" just made me depressed as hell when I started gaining weight.
>>5029928
If you're good at controlling your diet it's easier to get abs than a social life.
>>5029936
Chemistry CAN be exciting.
It just usually isn't ;~;
I do like that Ghost's belt seems to sing or rap about each of his forms. Have any of them been translated yet?
>>5029928
The head is shooped too bae...
>>5029913
>expensive
Yeah, that's part of the problem. Also, avacados are gross.
All I can do is listen to the doc really. Not much else for it.
>>5029920
Pic related. At the same time is even better
hello friends and enemies
>>5029935
No, cut looks really gross.
I'm yuro though so maybe I just have better taste.
>>5029928
the ripped EternalEnvy is also a shoop
>>5029921
i thought you were using plus sized as a catch all for everyone above an average BMI tbqh
>>5029944
Not sure anon
I already watched ep 1 raw
Series looks ok so far
>>5029921
that is so bullshit
>>5029947
My progress phase was late, who's who's who's WHOOPS
>>5029943
no chemistry is the worst
Share ghost stories, and don't ruin them with logic or science or none of that crap.
>sleeping on couch when I was young, maybe 10
>Open eyes
>there's a little red headed girl standing in the door way
>she turns and walks away
>go check on my sister
>she's asleep in bed
>"She was too small to be my mom." I remember thinking
>check on mom any way
>she's asleep too
>get in bed with my sister and try to sleep
2SSSPPPPPOOOOOKKKKYYYYYYYYYY
>>5029959
are you on drugs
>>5029956
Racism towards plus sized people in bullshit.
>>5029963
Non but i ask having fun haphazardly Wtf my phones attic aid still auto correct
>>5029957
thanks for reminding me ._.
>tfw you win another 60 item value on russian underdogs
C H I P E N K O
>>5029968
omg what
I thought Angie said she was going to stop posting after FFS not make our threads and turn them to shit again.
So what's a good dating site if I want to meet trans girls?
pic somewhat related, I have it on my okcupid profile.
>>5029972
-!!!! I enjoy conducive my taffeta beeps i staff attack
>>5029965
being fat isnt a race
its a genetic predisposition in all multi cellular lifeforms on this planet to put on weight when times are good so that when times are bad you can use up those fat stores and not die.
the human body was never meant to be 50% lard, anything beyond obesity needs to be addressed for health sake
>try to play video games
>it puts me on american servers
>>5029969
don't be sad, lot's of srs surgeon don't need the foreskin that much
and it's just my personal preference, especially since i think it would make me more dysphoric to have a cut dick
do you even want srs ?
>>5029940
lol, and I love elanna too
>>5029961
>be 12
>Use ouja board
>nothing happens
Sorry, no ghost stories. My life just isn't horror genre.
>>5029926
weird, like all sausage? don't u have it in gumbo?
have u ever tried nicer "gourmet" marshmallows?
>>5029921
some people are bigger from bone-structure but unless you have like a gland issue then you can lose fat and people with those issues usually aren't just like normal fat people, like it's a whole thing
>>5029939
what's your height? you rlly need to be careful because some people who really have to work to lose weight can get stuck in the habits and develop an eating/body-image disorder
>>5029936
>>5029943
I kinda missed chemistry back when I got sick at the start of highschool
>>5029980
It's you turning them to shit by my dear friend
>>5029995
I'm sorry
>>5029954
AFAIK, once you hit overweight BMI you're definitely at or close to plus size in women's clothes unless you're like, a huge athlete.
>>5029961
>About 8
>My grandparents keep mom's old room for my brother and I
>There's a bunch of paintings on the wall, two of which are fairly creepy by day
>One's a creepy old lady, I swear some nights I saw her in different positions
I have never felt this much vindication than when mom, sis and my grandmother all admitted they also found that painting creepy as fuck.
>>5029921
okay wait you're using fat and plus-sized in the same way
you can be plus-sized and a healthy weight by virtue of having the muscular and skeletal bodymass to balance your fat bodymass
literally just being fat is unhealthy, no matter your weight or clothing size, and being skinny is only unhealthy once you hit that 1-5% BMI or whatever where your body starts breaking down muscles and organs to sustain itself
>>5029964
computers are better
>>5029988
yes I do, at least it was for medical reasons tho.
>>5029993
yeah, but like, in gumbo it doesnt really do it, but in anything else it does. like when my mom makes jambalaya i only get a few pieces of it
maybe whatever does it gets minimized by everything else in the gumbo cos it cooks so long?
idk. whenever i told my mom about this when i was a kid she told me it was nothing and to stop worrying about it
>>5029997
its okay
are you okay?
Hey /mtfg/, just curious but what do you think of Chris Chan and the fact he's claiming he's an "intersexed transgendered lesbian"?
>>5029961
I haven't had any ghost sightings thankfully, maybe because I avoid haunted places like the plague.
so while binary was shitposting away i was off doing a chemical peel on my feets
cant wait to peel all that shitty dead skin off
>>5030003
Yea I'm just having fun
>>5030004
Chrischan is internet famous for being crazy and has zero impact on my life. They can claim whatever they want.
>>5030002
Oh no
You hurt my feelings with such originality.
Why are you so upset hon?
>>5029993
I'm somewhat under 5'11.
Also I've always had that, it's never been that much effort, like, I lose weight fairly well with motivatio. I've also had the eating disorder since my early teens, I used to hide to eat anything.
>>5030009
oh that sounds cool, where to cop?
>>5030004
I feel bad for cc... Such a hard life ;_;
>>5030004
intersex is a chromosomal condition with physical genital symptoms, so i'd have to see pictures of her dick to confirm
>>5029999
the thing is though, you can be overweight and eat more healthy than someone who is skinny and eats crap, simply because of the more complex carbohydrates and good oils.
despite that, overweight is when your BMI is between 25-29 and most of the hamplanets arguing this point are way beyond obese.
>>5029990
>Pre-apple: "straight male"
>Post-apple: titty skittles and neo-vaginas
THANKS STEVE JOBS
>>5029940
Stahp you're making me blush (.__. )
>>5030000
That's why I decided to get a programming diploma before I even finished the last year of my degree. ^^ Fuck working in chemistry.
Do you like pretty dresses, /mtfg/
Also cute transbians.
>tfw going through another slight dysphoria cycle again
These are awful. I'll stumble on a picture of a girl and it will for lack of a better word "trigger" me and make all those thoughts about transitioning flood back in all at once. But this happens all the time and usually once I start getting closer and closer to HRT and start calling clinics I decide I shouldn't for various reasons.
Mostly because I don't really feel dysphoria in the traditional sense, or at all. I just want to be a girl desperately, but I'm not in agony over being a guy either. Idk. I tried to psychoanalyze myself I figured I probably just wanted to become a girl so guys would give me attention or maybe want to date me since I've had absolutely no luck finding a boyfriend and I'm so lonely. I'm fine with getting SRS for no reason other than convenience. I'm not bother by my genitals at all. I'm not particularly bothered about any part of my body, at least not to the point of extreme insecurity. Except for my stretch marks, I fucking hate those, but that's irrelevant to gender.
I guess the most obvious thing to do would be to go find a gender therapist and discuss my feelings with them. But I don't hold very much respect for therapy or any psychiatrists. The last psychiatrist place I went to I felt they didn't really work well for me at all. They gave me references for trans stuff that I was supposed to call and that was the farthest I got during my last sort of moment of dysphoria stuff. I called them but never got called back and didn't really know what to say to their answering machine and haven't called them since.
I don't know why all this stuff is behind so many gatekeepers. I should be able to do whatever the fuck I want to my body during my impulses dysphoric states of minds. With all these waiting lists and shit I just chicken out. Fuck I don't even know what to do anymore I probably won't even care about transitioning at all in a month or something.
>>5030004
trufacts, lily is as crazy as chris chan
>>5030004
Autism.
>>5030020
>tfw KS and PAIS doesn't have physical genital symptoms in 99% of cases
>be walking home from gym
>white van pulls into parking lot i'm walking through
>see some fat creep and the screen of an iphone in the front seats
>pretty sure they've filmed me for some reason
>uhhh
I want a boyfriend. And more weed. How can I get both, /mtfg/?
>>5030027
>hating Lilly
>>5029986
>try to post in /mtfg/
>it puts me in translesbian general
>>5030038
>not hating on the worst trip
>>5030038
>not hating that autism train
>>5030037
date a druggboi
>>5030037
OkCupid. I think that's what most people use.
Or you can try /soc/
>>5030037
Date your dealer?
>>5030024
me on the right
>>5030037
just show them that butt
>>5030025
whoa
thats............thats cool
so...i mean......do u even have time for me?? and our cat children...........? me and the kitties feel like ur not being the best cat-parent u could be, what, with you jetting off all the time
>>5030037
date a dealer (note, NOT your current dealer) or someone who grows
>>5030041
KEK
>>5030026
>>tfw going through another slight dysphoria cycle again>
These are awful. I'll stumble on a picture of a girl and it will for lack of a better word "trigger" me and make all those thoughts about transitioning flood back in all at once.
this literally happens to me every day on mtfg
sounds like you're comfortable, if not content, with your current life? and transitioning would upset your lifestyle and you're not sure if that upset is worth the outcome
wanting to be a girl out of convenience is pretty AGP, but actually being triggered just by seeing girls is another thing entirely, so maybe you're trutrans
call those trans resources back and just tell them why you're calling and that you need their help (it's definitely embarrassing but it's easier to do when you're thinking "it's this or suicide"), and look for an informed consent doctor/clinic in your area
just do it fam, the first 1-3 months of HRT have reversible effects so you'll have plenty of time to think it over, and starting earlier is vastly preferable to starting later...
>>5030060
i have all the time in the world 4 u bby
hey heres something funny: im probably gonna call in sick tomorrow for actual real reasons. the left side of my throat hurts rlly rlly bad
>>5030024
I think I'll stick to dressing like a french slut.
People jelly of lily
>>5030070
Go away lily
>>5030073
autism strikes again
>>5030063
oh huh
yeah i really want to do a chemical peel on like.......my whole body bc i think it will help with alot of discolorations and stuff.
do u ever just like, use a pomistone or w/e they're called? i do those all the time
>>5030068
yeah?
explain this picture then
who the fuck is she????????????????
!! that sucks....or wait, do you get paid sickdays? bc if u do, its not so bad, i guess, but being sick blows do u think u caught, like, the flu or something
>>5030078
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunh annie my love
>>5030024
>Mixing this w pretty dresses
>>5030046
>tfw never meet any drugbois that are cute
The squad says they know a few dudes they smoke with who would plow/date me ina heartbeat, but I've seen the people they hang out with. Not the best crowd.
>>5030048
I'm too afraid to put a picture on my okc to even use it.
>>5030049
>>5030054
>>5030060
>implying an innocent maiden like me knows dealers and doesn't just get all my smoke through family
>>5030051
What am I supposed to do, just walk up and take my pants off?
>>5030058
Not really when none have shown even the slightest interest in me.
>>5030083
>implying those dresses aren't magnificent
>>5030058
Daifukkatsu+Black Label is best Dodonpachi :3
>>5030070
No not really.
>>5030026
>the most obvious thing to do would be to find a therapist
That's definitely the thing to do. My dysphoria before transitioning went in cycles too, and there were periods where I convinced myself that I wasn't trans, but they were short lived and the dysphoria got triggered pretty consistently. If you're actually even considering HRT or SRS, it's pretty likely you have some sort of gender issue that needs sorting out, cis people don't think about this kind of stuff.
>>5030070
that's probably about half of the cause of all the shitposting and hate, other half is that she did post in troll threads a lot and respond to trolls in an bait-y inflammatory way
>>5030024
the one thing i fear more than becoming a regular old man
>>5030076
yeah thats what i've always thought
>>5030078
thats cara delvengelesa and she's no one >.>;;
yeah i get paid sickdays. its not the flu, i can see on like...my tonsil or whatever? it's all red and theres like a white spot on it. it hurts to talk and im probably gonna die.
>>5030082
she's the best
>>5030087
you can date my drummer, he smokes fat 420 doobies all day and he's a chill bro
>>5030087
Date your family's dealer then.
>tfw dad doesn't approve of my lifestyle choices
>He wants me to marry a little Japanese girl since I know Japanese pretty well
>I just want to be a degenerate
>He thinks im gay still despite bringing girls over regularly
What does your dad think of you mtfg?
>>5030090
That's because people here are retarded enough to take it.
>>5030078
yah i have one but i dont use it much. it doesnt help all that much, or it doesnt seem to...
also that looks like some straight-up LESBIANS
>>5030089
>even considering HRT or SRS, it's pretty likely you have some sort of gender issue that needs sorting out, cis people don't think about this kind of stuff
Whelp that's enough mtfg for today
>>5029961
I have a good ghost story that happened to me when I was 14.
>be stupid pothead kid
>looking for weed so we try my sisters bf
>tells us to met him at this address
>he's a carpenter so he works on a lot of houses
>pull up and friends are kinda smiling telling me I should go in and get him
>strange looking house inside
>don't see him in the kitchen or living room so I head down stairs to the basement
>about 5 rooms including a bathroom down there
>see a shadow of a mans torso coming from one of the rooms
>think it's him so I shout "hey anon it's anon" and the shadow turns like it heard me
>walk up to the doorway and look in and there's nothing there
>suddenly feel like something passed right through me
>drop to my knees
>felt sick like I got punched in the stomach
>cold around me
>very scared at this pint thinking about turning around and leaving but didn't want them to call me a pussy so I keep going
>check all the other rooms until I find him
>he has headphones on while he's working so he didn't hear me calling him
>"oh sup anon...are you ok you look pal like you seen a ghost?"
>"ehh yeah I'm ok" whiling nervously smoking a cigarette
>tell him what I saw and he explains that some black guy in the 60's killed his wife and daughter then hung himself in the house
>suddenly we both hear loud footsteps running up the stairs
>he says "yeah you get used it lol"
>leave to go get weed and friends in car are laughing after I tell them my exp
Fucking dicks...
>>5030094
I love my dad, and my dad loves me and accepts me. We're an awful lot alike in many ways.
>>5030103
Why's that?
>>5030092
well that means that if you figure it out then you can just avoid sausages with that stuff since it's probably not the meat or casing triggering it
>>5030091
Same tbqh
>>5030070
i'm actually just annoyed by her since every single post is one or more of the following
>i have a vagina
>i have a girlfriend
>i had sex
>my girlfriend and i are doing nice luxurious things together
>give me attention
good for her for getting SRS and living life but god damn, bet she never even built that PC either
>>5030103
anon pls, considering cutting your dick off in a medical procedure is something most cismales don't really ever seriously consider except as a funny joke while bro-ing with their bros
>>5030094
My dad is the one person in my family that I'm willing to speak to regularly. We're actually emailing back and forth right now.
>>5030094
I call him daddy, I'm his lil girl.
>>5030116
>bet she never even built that PC either
You're the best bexe.
>>5030116
yeah i was talking to my cis male dude friend the other day and i was just casually like...hey...would you be upset if like...ur dick stopped working and u didn't get morning wood and stuff...and he looked at me like i was insane
>>5030066
>sounds like you're comfortable, if not content, with your current life?
Yes I am more or less. But I'm pretty much a shut-in so not much happens in my life anyways. It could be that I want to feel progress or like I'm working towards something and I'm latching onto transitioning as a means to accomplish that. Upsetting my lifestyle isn't exactly a bad thing because I feel like I need to change something as I'm just sort of in limbo not doing much of anything.
>wanting to be a girl out of convenience is pretty AGP
This is what I fear. That I want to be a girl because it will simply make life easier, or that's what I've deluded myself into believing at least. But my feelings are mixed. I want to be a girl period but I'm afraid of doing it for the wrong reasons and just being a pathetic loser who transitioned for ridiculous reasons.
Or maybe I'm just repressing shit, or not, and I'll blow up in a few years and hate myself for not doing it now. I have no clue.
>>5030089
>cis people don't think about this kind of stuff.
But I spend like all day on 4chan and watching TV and 4chan makes you want to be a girl so I don't think I count as a typical person. Most people aren't exposed to trans people on a daily basis.
And I'm indifferent to SRS. If the technology advanced far enough to the point where it's worth getting and my partner wants me to then I'd do it. But as of right now all I feel is indifferent to my penis.
I'm not sure what to say when I call the clinics because it's just a nurse intake thing where I'm supposed to leave a message and all it says is to leave my contact information and last time I called I left my number and my email and never heard back.
>>5029982
Please Respond
>>5030121
Non! good! Got top!
>>5030087
oh
well
make an okc
and put in there that u like to smoke good weed
and then guys like that
>>5030092
okay, well, she better be, goddamnit, because i will take all the cats and get full custoy and u will NEVER see them again, ok????????????
ohshit, thats bad!! can u go to the doctor tomorrow??!
>>5030099
oh, huh, like, how do you use it? it works well when ur feet are wet right out of the shower, u gotta do it hard and fast, then, like, rinse off your feet, then moisturize again basically
>also that looks like some straight-up LESBIANS
thats bc it is, lol
>>5030082
she aight
j/k, Annie Clark is gorgeous tbh
How do I know if im trans or just a guy who hates all his masculine features, dick and deep voice and wants to be a woman?
>>5030090
Actually she is the bigger problem, you need to acknowledge that she is a troll and is leaving bait for the purpose of fucking up this general. Anyone else that would do that would be called out on it or reported, but barely anyone says anything to her about it because she's a tripfag which is beyond fucked up tbh.
She's not innocent by any means, it takes two to fight.
![[HorribleSubs] Akagami no Shirayukihime - 12 [720p].mkv-00006.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/0UdX1O4.jpg "[HorribleSubs] Akagami no Shirayukihime - 12 [720p].mkv-00006.jpg")
>>5030094
My daddy loves me and just wants me to be happy. It's strange, he used to be a real hardass on me and now he treats me like a princess. He used to hate me for all this at first, but did the craziest 180 I've ever seen, not that I'm complaining in the least.
>>5030131
Those options don't sound very different.
>>5030138
One is trans and one is just cis who hates his masculine features.
I'm not sure which one I am.
>>5030126
>That I want to be a girl because it will simply make life easier
Trust me it won't unless you pass super well and look pretty your life is gonna still be hard even harder because trans.
>>5030126
Say you want to see a therapist about gender dysphoria. Simple as that, that's what you say.
>I'm on 4chan and that makes it different
No, it doesn't. Do the majority of people on /r9k/ and /b/ talk about wanting hormones and surgery?
>>5030131
How do I know if im trans or just want to live the easy life of a woman?
>>5030110
Im here bc I'm questioning
I'm working on everything but hrt bc I don't really know yet
Been into fem ideas for most of my life
Currently can pass well enough, but need voice to really pass
Presenting as fem is an out of body experience and exciting, so not convinced if trutrans
Spoiler(Im OK w benis too)spoiler
>>5030131
>>5030138
It seems like some people have this notion that to be trans means some grand mistake was made at birth, like they've got the soul of a woman in the body of a guy.
Sorry everyone. We're female because we feel it, but there's no paranormal excuse.
>>5030141
What's who? O line you lib tho
so I see someone was posting pretending to be me? wtf how many times did I say its not me unless there is a tripcode, fucking shit that's why I use a tripcode.
>>5030154
But I could get laid. That's more than I can say now
>>5030152
That doesn't help though, I really want to be woman and i'd rather die than live another year as male but i'm not sure.
>>5030156
who tf are u
>>5030156
We know
We didn't believe them
It's K
>>5030143
Akai Katana is pretty cool, I really need to actually take the time to figure out its mechanics but I've been completely occupied with trying to 1CC daifukkatsu black label ;~;
Too many shmups, not enough time
>>5030148
>ok with benis
That's fine, plenty of transgirls are. You ought to talk it over with a therapist, if you're actually here and questioning it might help you to have someone to actually get your thoughts sorted out.
>>5030156
We know it wasn't you.
>>5030157
Have you tried grindr? Getting laid is pretty easy if you focus on the goal.
>>5030092
>drummer
>chill
Something here isn't adding up.
>>5030093
I might, one of them is pretty qt, he's probably straight tho.
>>5030094
He accepts my transition but also goes out of his way to reassure me that I'm his son, and genders me male ever chance he can. I tend to just fight with him a lot since he's got addiction problems, and is generally just an asshole to people. He'll probably die some time soon since he's falling apart, and doesn't want to stop being a crackhead. Then I can do whatever I want in life and not be worried what my parents think at all.
>>5030130
>and then guys like that
What if they just think I'm some kind of druggie degenerate? ;_;
>>5030143
Nobody in person has called me cute in a while now, just the very few people I've worked up the ladyballs to send a picture to online. And the last person to call me cute in person was a girl. Who was trashed beyond belief.
>>5030156
How do we know you're real?
Is anything real?
>>5030158
>I really want to be woman and i'd rather die than live another year as male but i'm not sure.
Transition then? You can always transition then kill yourself but you can't kill yourself them transition.
>>5030162
>>5030163
oh okay. I just got back from a wine tasting, it was hours and I am smashed
>>5030157
>but I could get laid
Please tell me this is troll....
No anon, Idk what your sexual orientation is but if you like men your dating pool will drastically decrease after transitioning. A gay man gets more sex then a straight trans girl hands down. Same with women, you're more likely to get sex from a woman before then after.
>>5029928
i did it to be funny when i had to write about a friend in high school
>>5030143
>but I dropped it lol
w-what? Why??
>>5030121
grumbo sounds like a meatier gumbo
>>5030135
her "bait" seems to just be existing and taking bait for fun
the people that get obsessed and follow her through threads responding whenever she pops up or gets mentioned are much more the trolls
like how has she broken any rules?
people shit on trips all the time, far from some protection from criticism it just makes you more visible for trolls or other trips with a grudge to target you
never said she's innocent, she seeks out and fucks with trolls and I said that's liek half the cause of the hate on her
>>5030167
Might as well try anyway imo.
>>5030168
>You can always transition then kill yourself but you can't kill yourself them transition
Ha I said that to before transitioning...it's easier to say that then to actually go through with it.
>>5030141
ok
but uve got to make this co-parenting work, otherwise ur gonna have to end up doing some Ms.Doubtfire time shit to see your cat children, and truth be told for the kitties to lose their other mother HURTS ME way more than it hurts you u.u
oh
shit
damn
uhhhh
web-md or something?
or do u think it'll pass after a while
>>5030167
.......ask them? or only go on a few dates first so u can find out? or just break it off when u find out they're a druggie
but most good dealers dont get high off their own supply, so
>>5030168
What if I can't pass?
That's my biggest worry ;_;
>>5030142
Yes I understand this perfectly I know it's not realistic and that if I don't pass I'll just be seen as an ugly freak who destroyed their body with hormones.
Idk if I could just manage to look like a normal girl then it's fine. I think voice is the biggest issue for me. And losing muscle maybe.
>>5030146
I wouldn't know I haven't used those boards in a couple of years but generally I see quite a lot of the "I wish I was a qt grill" shit all over 4chan. That was more of a joke though I understand what you are getting at but I just think for someone exposed to so much trans culture for many years it's a bit different.
>>5030179
grumbo, to me, is a really spicy gumbo. and its angry about being spicy. soo angry
>>5030185
DUDE dont worry we're gonna take care of these kittybabbies together
i think it'll pass,
it just hurts to talk and stuff right now
im gonna try to go to work but if i cant talk its gonna be a problem
>>5030189
what are you drunk
>>5030119
let's make out
>>5030124
kek
>>5030186
what if you kill yourself before you even try?
>>5030163
Ill continue refine my presentation as full fem and see how I feel, collect more data
If I had to choose, Cis male would be an easier life.
so I guess I'm hoping the want to be a fem might go away
I only transitioned so people would open doors for me tbh.
>>5030186
Then you try to find a solution to that down the line. Surgeries, social detransition, suicide. Lots of generally shitty solutions. The thing is most trans people find those options better than continuing to live as a man when there's hope that you'll get accepted as a woman at some point.
HOnestly you need to talk to a therapist if you're questioning. 4chan isn't the best place for psychoanalysis.
>>5030196
But toronto's a $600 round trip flight. Expensive makeout session.
>>5030170
>I just got back from a wine tasting
tell us about it
>>5030164
>Getting laid is pretty easy
No it's not. I've tried men and women neither want me
>that weird feeling when you accept that you're transgender, but will never be a girl and decide that it's much more sustainable to live as a femmy bitchboi
Femgen is apparently kill so I have to post this here. Thinking I'm pretty fucked, fam.
>>5030203
Not if you stay for a weekend?
Dont worry, Not interested in bexe
>>5030203
i am pretty good at kissing though
>>5030200
>I'm hoping the want to be a fem might go away
I don't mean to be negative, but in my case it didn't it just got worse. In a lot of people's cases it gets worse. I hope your case goes differently, but generally if you want to be a girl now, you're probably going to end up transitioning later when it becomes too much to bear.
>>5030188
Exposure does make you more likely to transition, but only if you're actually trans.
>>5030203
I already do, there's no doubt that I wish I was a woman and dont want to live as male.
I've felt like this since I was like ~12 but maybe im just broken and not actually trans?
>>5030204
I don't think anyone cares.
>>5030104
>There I was at the OLB GRAVEYARD
>My frens and I had just driven down DEAD MANS ROAD to get there
>Friends start laughing wont tell me why
>Anons why are you luahging?
>They start laughing harder
>STOP LAFFING YOU GUYS WER ARENT EVEN SMOKING WEED
>The car goes dead silent...
>I look at my one friend (I knew he was my friend cause we had been friends for awhile)
>His eyes glows red
>I mutter "Nooo!"
>HIS SKIN MELBTS OFF TO REVEAL HE IS NOTHING BUT A SKELINGTON
>I tell them they'll never pass
>tfw no bf
Based on a true story :O
>>5030205
Just be yourself
If I can find love than you can also anon I believe in you!
>>5030179
>her bait seems to just be existing
Yeah not really, she purposely says and does things in her first post in a general to set bait and trigger response. Yes she does take others bait too which is also a problem, replying to it only makes things worse and she knows this yet continues to do it for "fun" which in turns fucks up our general. She does it for spite because people here don't like her.
>people are just obsessed and follow her
I don't think that's the case. She runs on a trip and posts in a lot of threads here, it's kinda hard not to see her posts unless you ignore here but even then you see fighting she started in threads and can tell it's her shitposting.
>like how has she broken any rules
Trolling, shit posting, and baiting is only allowed on /b/ so she is breaking a global rule. Other people especially anon's that do that get banned (not a lot but they do) so she is no different. The problem is nobody is reporting her cuz tripfag.
>never said she's innocent
You have multiple times in your own way implied she's innocent and it's all anon's fault. Yeah they shouldn't reply to her stupid bait but that doesn't excuse her from trolling just because she's a tripfag. This tripfag's stick together shit is the problem.
She needs to grow the fuck up and stop fucking up out general for kicks.
>>5030218
I kind of am.
>>5030218
Tell me about it, I've always wanted to go to one
>>5030216
Both of your posts make me sad
I dont see how i could say goodbye to my boy life Ive lived. It's like a total betrayal and I can understand why people/family would feel the same
>>5030195
okay
but u really gotta start pulling ur weight in with this parenthood thing
but cool, es cool
okay, but if it gets worse over night or tomorrow u should take a sick day and rest or something
drink some echanaia(sp) tea or something
>>5030223
I don't have a lot of early memories though so i'm not sure.
Pretty sure trans people have known from when they were a kid and if it started that late for me and got worse with age its probably not trans.
>>5030224
>Just be yourself
This is like someone scratching a chalkboard whenever I read it
>>5030223
>kv
?
also let me prove it to you...
>>5030235
if you feel like it's a self betrayal rather than a self emergence, talk to a therapist, you could be trans but your situation is hard to tell
>tfw no bf/gf
>>5030227
>>5030233
it was kinda too uptight, drove down in my moms new bf's Tesla and I got to drive it for a bit on the way to the winery. They had Beethoven playing softly on the loud speakers and sooo much wine it was crazy. I learned I hate Merlot and love Shiraz.
>>5030226
>This tripfag's stick together shit is the problem.
i dont think thats really true though
and just filter her ass anon, she posts all over the board, yes, and generally with her trip, but filtering her makes it way way easier to ignore, infact, just hide her posts all together
>>5030226
This so much.
>anon trolls and shitposts
>called out as a troll and reported/banned
>tripfag trolls and shitposts
>teehee you go girl!
>>5030238
Starting around puberty is actually super common to the point where it gets mentioned in a lot of diagnostic criteria.
And assuming you're old enough to post here then you're talking about years of trans thoughts which is well beyond the threshold for being considered persistent.
>>5030242
kv = kissless virgin
>>5030239
That's you have a shitty self defeating personality and you probably go on r9k.
Everybody can get laid with whoever they want they just have to believe in themselves and hide your weaknesses with makeup and hyperbole ^.^
>>5030238
There is puberty onset dysphoria in the DSM.
Almost nobody actually has memories from before 5. "I knew at 4" is a convenient story to tell gatekeepers most of the time although yes some knew when they were conscious enough to remember. I wasn't even clear on sex differentiation until 4th grade and didn't quite understood that I didn't have the same as other girls.
Knowing at 12 that something is wrong isn't even post puberty, it's dysphoria before puberty.
>>5030248
>just filter her ass anon
You're right but she is the problem too and needs to be held accountable. Speak up and tell the bitch to quit that shit or something instead of doing nothing because "trips stick together and are allowed to do w/e they want!"
>>5030247
FUCK I am so jelly of you getting to drive a Tesla.
>>5030247
Sounds bourgeoi as fuck.
Shiraz is a pretty nice varietal, tho.
Did they have distinctions between regions, too?
Shiraz is a prettty heavy one, but it can still different pretty heavily between old and new world.
>>5030247
>driving luxury auto
>wine tasting
Pure gold Kayla material here
>>5030235
They make you sad because being trans is sad. This thread isn't full of sunshine and buttercups, it's full of a lot of people who transitioned because they had no choice, the pain was too much to bear.
You feel attached to your male life because it's all you've known. I felt attached to mine, even though it was hardly a life, because I assumed I would never pass, and I assumed everyone I knew would feel like I betrayed them.
>>5030238
That's an outdated diagnostic criteria. I didn't know since early on, I only started wanting to be a girl when puberty started. The dysphoria was bearable until late puberty (I had a delayed puberty) when I actually started to develop facial hair and other super masculine characteristics. I didn't even know being trans was a thing until I was well into the thick of confusion about why I desperately wished I was a girl.
>>5030264
It's the opposite I think. Why do we have to do it? Why cant you? Im like tired or whatever~
>>5030226
whateves, I'm not her keeper
>The problem is nobody is reporting her cuz tripfag
well no one is stopping you from doing so
it's not like there's come conspiracy stopping anons or whoever from reporting anyone
>You have multiple times in your own way implied she's innocent and it's all anon's fault
I've said at least half the cause of all the bs is her own actions
I can't control anyone's actions or posting but I can point out that you're not gonna find some magic combination words to banish her so you're only adding to the bs by not ignoring/filtering her
>>5030264
I agree with this, that's one thing I don't like about trips here is that they have this big group that sticks up for each other even when one of them are being total cunts.
They need to just enforce anon, that would cut a lot of drama in here tbqh.
How do am I supposed to tuck? My testicles always fall out of the inguinal canals. Is there a technique I'm missing? I'm a 15 year old transgirl on lupron if that helps.
>>5030247
>Beethoven playing softly on the loud speakers
Late String Quartets or gtfo
>>5030282
Ban all anons tbh.
>>5030264
it's not that trips are sticking together, so much as alot of people filtered her a long time ago
and generally, replying to her posts only makes her stick around, Lily will go away/go do something else if you don't respond to her
>>5030283
but u have to provide for our lesbian cat-family!!!!!
yeah tea helps sis, tea is good
>>5030255
That's only true for women. Which is why I should transition
>>5030284
*How am I
>>5030281
You sound sure enough but consider this: a good therapist's job is to help work this out, not judge how trutrans you are.
>>5030286
>not liking teslas
I have no words
>>5030275
>what can't you anon's do it?
Because you trips made it so that unless your a trip yourself your opinions don't get heard. It's why so many switched to being trips because they want to be part of the group and be heard.
>>5030243
>>5030291
I am a cis male you know and I believe everything that I just said
>>5030281
You can look up the diagnostic criteria. From what you've said you're going to find that you qualify as trans.
Unfortunately there's no way to be sure. I hated that. No test I could show myself to say I was doing the right thing. Even after therapy, an endo, and having the pills in front of me I stared at them for a couple days before starting. Years down the line I still reflect on whether I did the right thing whenever I pass through a major milestone.
I don't regret anything I've done. I'm glad I acted, even if it was later than it should have been. But the doubt is always there at least a little bit.
>>5030287
it was this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tr0otuiQuU
I would have preferred Vivaldi myself.
>>5030299
Then make a trip called LilyHater and do it. I dont see how you can blame us for doing nothing yet have nothing but excuses why you cant.
>>5030221
>like, in what way that u decide the course of your life by it?
wat?
I ultimately decided that I couldn't handle living the rest of my life trying to maintain an illusion, if that makes sense. Too stressful. Obviously no hate to transitioned people since I'm here whining about not being a girl. but I'm just not sold on it being realistic.
>>5030302
i don't have Alpha male genetic though
>>5030280
>I can't control anyone's actions or posting but
You can tell your friend to you know...stop acting like a cunt.
You can at least do that much instead of putting all the blame on anon's.
>>5030300
Caddy! I need your relationship advice!
>>5030279
Girl you ain't seen retro yet ;)
>>5030289
I doubt many of you tripfags have ignored here because I always see a lot of trips reply to her. You can say "hey lily stop acting like a cunt plz" instead of doing nothing.
>>5030313
No ones blaming anons. It would however be accurate to say a lot of you bitch about people in the community and never ever do anything to change it while simultaneously whining that trips aren't "doing enough for free"
>>5030323
Then maybe you should bring it up to those you seeing doing so instead of coming to us like we have a rollidex of lgbt users :V
>>5030309
Because you don't do anything but blame anon's lol. Anon's have asked her to stop, it's not our fault you guys only take other trips seriously.
>>5030282
i'm literally not even a part of this clique
>>5030253
i've kissed a decent number of girls though anon...
>>5030323
okay, let me be more specific
*I* filtered Lily over a year ago.
and "all trips" are not in cahoots with each other or whatever kind of silliness you seem to believe. but interpersonal relationships/drama between tripfag and tripfag, and tripfag and anon, or anon and anon are not all the same, and i know for a fact that plenty of trip users just filter the people they dislike and move on, as opposed to saying anything
also>>5030334
>>5030319
I'm listening.
Or we can skype if you want. Also I have bad experiences with relationships so... maybe finding someone who's in a successful one would be better? Regardless I'll try to help.
>>5030335
Ban anons tbh
>>5030289
i will buuy us all new sweaters
>>5030325
>no one is blaming anon's
Actually ALOT of trips have multiple times blamed anon's for the lilly drama and said no one damn thing to her about being a trolling cunt. I don't expect you to understand as you are just as bad as her trolling.
It's like a cancer....
>>5030335
I blame anons for the holocaust, AIDS, and that poor grade I got in the 7th grade. Damn you random people who are identifiable in 0 way in which to assign blame. You've ruined everything for everyone forever.
hey girls I tried fingering my butt for the first time today in the shower. Couldn't get my finger in, I think I was tensed too much.
I think I had the angle wrong, how can I finger my butt efficiently?
>>5030312
That doesn't even make sense. I don't have any alpha genetics or anything like that.
You can either do two things
Be a guy and be the best positive proud of who you are or be a woman because you failed as a male.
There's no right or wrong you have one life quit whining on an imageboard and do something about it. You probably don't even have it as bad as youre sounding brah
>>5030320
Im still single right now.
>>5030337
>tfw not part of any crew here
>>5030343
Because we all figured out long ago that she's mostly responding to trolls already and mostly stopped giving a shit.
>>5030343
Then bring it up with them. I and most others in this thread dont give a fuck and have no idea who you are talking about.
>>5030349
I always have trouble with that if I haven't done butt stuff in a while. Getting relaxed is hard. Going slow with hella foreplay and lube is the only way about it. It'll get easier with practice.
>>5030349
LUBE and relax
Advice for tucking please? How do I get my testicles to stay in place?
>>5030338
>a lot of trips aren't in cahoots with each other
I see them stick up for each other against anon's a lot on her tbh.
I think you're just making up excuses to why you won't speak up about it which is just enabling her bad behavior.
How much costs a rhinoplasty by a decent surgeon usually ?
>>5030339
I'll just post the conversation we had and let me know what you think
>>5030363
Yeah its almost like people love to pick on transgirls and exclusively post as anonymous or something.
>>5030367
I'm getting one for 8500 this month.
>>5030339
>>5030372
>tfw missed meeting with shrink two weeks ago
>tfw she hasnt called you back
Help ;_;
>>5030379
Call her.
>>5030170
did you go girl mode?
did your mom parade you to be seen as progressive?
>>5030376
>8500
fuck me seriously, its the half of a srs
>>5030374
That's funny coming from a troll. I guess that trip make it easier for you to shitpost huh?
You aren't as dumb as you sound.
