Lol and here I am wanting to look fit

>>5431916
no toned is one thing but when you have muscles for days from overcompensating and being in strong denial for years expressed through building muscle as well as fat into a tank build the fat aint shit to lose compared to the muscle with T still flowing through my veins. I would lose the fat and wait for the HRT to take the muscle but the veins are ridiculous as is the obv muscle separation on shoulders unless I'm wearing baggy shit. Its really fucked with me lately and given me alot of body image issues. Im still kinda chubby too (5'10 200) but only on my stomach and my neck. My legs are fucking ripped, traps and shoulders buff too. Skinny jeans is not an option anymore i've had to go to *wipes tear from eye* slim fit with a REGULAR WAIST NOT A LOW RIDING ONE SO NOW WHAT LITTLE HIPS I HAVE ARE BEING SMOOSHED DOWN BY THESE FUCKING PANTS BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING MUSCLES. FUCK.

Anyways beware of this because just fuck everything.

>did I know this
Yes I live this. What else you wanna know. Anyway its not THAT bad. Maybe it will take 5 more years to really lose the bulk in my arms and shoulders but I been with guys and they still find my body sexy. At least I look toned and my stomach and ass and legs look nice.

>>5432073
f-f-f-f--f-f-f-f-5 years? oh god I cant deal with this for 5 years, especially if I have a girly face but still have shoulders like boulders.

>Did you also know that as you lose weight your muscles bulge out more and you will be stuck in a hell of being fat or muscular until they are both gone?

That explains a lot. I haven't had much to eat lately, but suddenly my thighs have expanded.

Testosterone is an anabolic steroid. It's way easier to lose muscle while using an AA.