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/lgbt/, I'm having a real problem here.
This is my first /lgbt/ post
>be me
>know 8/10 qt 3.14 for a few years
>had a little bit of a "thing" for a while
>mfw I find out shes a transgender
>mfw she is female to male
For the sake of anonymity on an "anonymous" board we will call him Carl
>stop talking for about 3 or 4 months
Fast Forward to yesterday
>be with friends
>mfw find out one of the friends is banging carls older sister
>mfw we go to Carls house
>see carl and talk to him for the first time in 3-4 months
>I feel like a fucking piece of shit because I stopped talking to carl
>I said I stopped talking to Carl because I just kinda just shut down when I found out Carl is now a guy (which is true)
>I only shut down when I get extremely anxious, stressed, or freaked out
>carl is just as stunning as I remember
>Carls sister is talking to me, she seems angry
>just get lost staring at Carl
>Carl is kinda shy, seems a little bit broken
>Carl just got out of the psych hospital last week
>Tell Carl about getting a new phone
>Carl says he tried to text me
>feel even more bad
>Carl hands me his phone and I put my new number in it
>Carl keeps hinting things at me
>"You know anon I broke up with my boyfriend (who was also f to m)
>"I find myself to be the feminine one in the relationship"
>tell Carl about getting a new
>"Anon are you gay?"
>N-no
>Anon are you bi?"
>mfw it finally registers carl has been hinting shit
>Yeah
>Carl gets a big ass grin on his face
>"Can I kiss you"
>?!?!?
>Yeah
>Carl has the softest lips on earth
>Carl isn't taking hormones
>I acquire the shit eating grin
>Carl takes my hand and we go into the kitchen
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