well, do you look at people and think that they're sexually attractive, or do you literally only experience sexual arousal when in absurdly unrealistic fictional situations?

have you experienced any sort of significant trauma in your life or do you have any hormonal imbalances that you know about? Are you mentally ill, maybe?

date someone asexual/as repulsed as you are, problem solved.

If you genuinely don't wanna stick your dick in whatever, just don't do it. No use getting hung up on being broken or whatever.

>>5313543
>well, do you look at people and think that they're sexually attractive

I think that person is cute, or such and such, but never I WANT TO FUCK THAT or anything

>have you experienced any sort of significant trauma in your life or do you have any hormonal imbalances that you know about?

Yeah like in my OP I have really massive hormonal balance issues

>Are you mentally ill, maybe?

Yes I am mentally ill. I am pretty sure I have some sort of undiagnosed form of asbergers or mild autism that clinged on since childhood. Even today at 29 sometimes when I get too excited I will revert to some twitches I had problems with as a child.

>>5313564

If I can find that 0.01% of a person who is as asocial as me, then yes :D

http://www.asexualitic.com/

Like look at that site it is like "10 users online" and that the entire USA

>>5313453
Not to diminish your issue but being grossed out by oral and anal isn't that rare, and I'm not even sure if that makes you asexual. There are plenty of guys I've known who aren't into either.

I hope I'm not stating the obvious, but your list of things that make you sick isn't particularly exhaustive, and there are other ways to be intimate. Is mutual masturbation (i.e. hand jobs and fingering) or use of toys (vibrators, sex toys, etc) a no go for you too anon? If you enjoy touching your own penis, then I'd assume you'd be fine with touching another guy's or, if you're into it, a girl's vagina.

>Also very low testosterone with a small dick
Please don't worry about this. Dicks of any size are fun. While big Freudien monsters are aesthetically exciting, they have their disadvantages. The really large ones soften quicker, are more prone to erectile dysfunctions, and can be too difficult to "fit."
I might be weird, but an erect dick over 5 inches intimidates me, and I've never come across a dick that was "too small" to excite me.
The low testosterone thing isn't much of an issue either. Personally I love the more masculine bears, but I've been attracted to doughy or twinkish low testosterone guys too.

Okay advice:
-try talking with a therapist. There's really no substitute for a professional's advice.
[spoiler]-consider exploring the furry scene further. Attend a con or two, get to know a few people in it that share some of your kinks, maybe meet an artist. See if you've got common interests beyond a favorite porn site, and make friends. Maybe you could meet a guy, or gal, that shares a couple of your kinks to fap with.[/spoiler]

>>5313588
autism is not a mental illness

Wow, are you me from the future?

I'm so glad I'm not the only person who has asperger's, is a virgin, masturbates to gay furry pornography, has a general disgust for human sex, and is discouraged from sex because of STDs. Can I contact you?

>>5314189

Thanks for this kind advice...

I will need to tread carefully as I am in the closet so my family respects me. I didn't realize people didn't like oral and anal, as I thought that was 'the norm' from the way people talk about it here. I would love to go to a con but, again, the closet thing. I will have to figure something out...

>>5314269

Hooray! :D :D :D

>>5314308

W-why?

Get a lab test for testosterone, if it's really as low as you say, go to endocrinologist to get steroids prescribed.
If you have autism though, then be prepared to spend your life alone. No one wants to date a 29 year old assburger.

Weirdly if you have low T its less likely to have aspergers (conciliation although not causation) However what you are talking about is similar, i can really only get off to ideas, not people. any time i have had sex it was for a partner and even then its like watching porn after you masturbate, just this weird awkward situation i am in.

Obviously mine doesnt affect you as much but it could be related to ASD or other developmental and social disorders

>>5314189
>Please don't worry about this. Dicks of any size are fun.

If that's legit I may just venture outside to find me a female....

>>5315298

Why get T if nobody will date me anyway?