Gotta see my doctor tomorrow about hormone therapy and am stressed as fuck oh god what do I say ugh
FUCK YOU
>>5876708
This is what you go to a therapist for you fucking kike
>Are you familiar with hormone therapy?
>No? Let me explain...
Now convince them it's the right thing for you.
>"you don't look that masculine, puberty barely touched you"
>misgenders me one minute later
>>5876186
voice probs
>>5876186
>misgenders you
That's because you look like a guy with tits, anon
>>5876186
They were probably just being nice and could tell you were trans since before you told them.
Is doing the double dutch rudder gay? Urban dictionary says its not but I want a second opinion.
It's so straight it becomes lesbian
>>5875534
in my opinion, its gay.
a deliberate act of sexuality with another man is gay. doe sthat make you gay? not really. does it make you straight? not really.
not sure why anyone would want to try this. seems like a way to explore tabboo. why not masturbate alone?
Its totally gay. The less gay version is called reverse double dutch rudder, because the guys face away from each other.
any mtf's here that went through with the testical removal surgery?
what am I in for? i'm mtf and I reluctantly have to get the procedure
>>5874526
why reluctantly?
>>5874526
Take lupron. Same result.
>>5874540
long story short, i'm scared that i'm going to get ugly scars from it
How does one know if they are gay?
I'm a guy I know I like girls but I just never thought about being bisexual. No idea if I am or not if the thoughts that I might be ever came into my head I just sorta pushed them out.
How did you find out your sexuality?
Stories welcome
>>5874103
Puberty hit, kissed a girl and I felt nothing, had a few crushes on boys.
>tfw your crush is an asshole bully towards you
>>5874116
hot
>>5874103
In middle school, i found myself Google Image searching pictures of naked men. When that led me to gay porn and that was the only kinda porn I liked, I put 2 and 2 together.
I want to commit suicide and every night this feeling gets stronger and stronger. It's a long story on my life but the simple version is I was homeless for the second time not too long ago last year. I was in Iowa and I attempted to commit suicide. My parents denounced me and after I was released from the hospital I lived in my car for about a month untill I used that last bit of money I had to come down here too Alabama. This is the only state I had friends in cause I moved so much in my life. I cam down here and a previous friend let me stay for a few weeks untill they got upset over a game of bingo I won they took me too that I didn't want to go to. They eventually got very pissed off cause they were compulsive gamblers that I left to not make it any worse. I went to another friend who took me in. From there I got a job working in a pharmacy making decent money trying to pay rent to them. Untill they wanted more rent I couldn't afford then I left to go somewhere I could. I came to where I am now. They seemed like nice people but they have some issues with me (nothing illegal I want to add. I'm not someone who does drugs or steals). They have been uncomfortable with me for a while and they just told me tonight that I need to be gone in 15 days. I have no friends, no family, and no one too talk to. I called the suicide line but it's always busy and if someone answers it's someone who doesn't care. I have worked so hard to just get to where I am now. And I have also just recently found out I have Asperger's. It has just been enough.
I don't have anything but they car I am driving and some clothes. And I worked so hard just to keep that. I dont know what to do and want to give up. But I keep thinking about how hard I have worked to go just this small distance. But I don't think I can anymore. There is so much in my life where I tried so hard but got virtually no where. I have been raped and beaten and even more then that. I am constantly depressed and paranoid and what can go wrong next cause it usually will go wrong. I just have this urge to end it all but this small tiny piece of hope that maybe...
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My number is 8105130668. I hope no one thinks I'm trolling but I'm not. This is real.
Fuck, I'm sorry to hear that. Did you take that picture? Love the scenery.
> tfw Jen doesn't like me anymore
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â–¶Trans Info Dump:http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV(embed)
â–¶Beginner makeup resources:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
â–¶Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
â–¶Transition timelines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
â–¶Voice Training:http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge(embed)
â–¶HRT...
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first
Anyone playing black desert?
I'm in Uno
> be me
> 35yro, mtf, unpassable because too much lard and too much height
> exercising just replaces "lard" with "muscles", doesn't help
> doorbell rings at 11pm
> former employee, also mtf
> she used to pass pretty well, discovered meth as a slimming aid, I had to fire her when she started to dip into the spare parts fund
> looks...
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I had to move back in with parents for a few months, and they have no idea I'm gay.. really gay.. and I'm dropping hints left and right.. but they are uber religious.. it would not go over well.. pray for me legbutts
>>5871910
or you could just y'know, do a simba and leave and never return
>>5872156
but simba did return
>>5872161
He meant get your uncle to kill your dad and fuck your mom. GOD.
How do you live as a girl if you are a guy?
>>5870703
Explain what you're talking about in detail, anon.
>>5870703
Marrying a man isn't living as a girl.
The picture you chose to represent this thread is two men living as men.
What do you want from us?
These threads are always fun. Mtfs, femboys, and other types popping those little blue pills, share your stories of trying to hide those darn chestbumps, and awkward encounters with relatives you hadn't seen for months, etc.
>be me, mtf, at uni
>8 months HRT
>go home last friday for easter break
>high school friends organise a local meetup at a pub in the evening to catch up
>not out to any of them so put on a...
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That sounds pretty amazing.
>tfw nothing like this will ever happen to you
>take spiro
>break out into a weird itchy rash on my stomach and upper thigh
what do i do now
>>5867867
start shopping for burial plots
Hope Folder edition
What images do you have in yours?
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â–¶Informed Consent Providers:https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
â–¶Trans Info Dump:http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
â–¶Beginner makeup resources:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
â–¶Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
â–¶Transition timelines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
â–¶Voice Training:http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
â–¶HRT...
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>>5899892
I don't have a hope folder
...Typing it like that sounds sad.
>>5899899
I have a folder titled "Reasons to be depressed and hope to die" filled with pretty girls.
typing that any way sounds sad.
>>5899889
>Had a fair bit of dabs yet? Different high and pot in general is great for ptsd.
I haven't had dabs yet.
>Howve you been otherwise, like update wise. Its been a minute.
Being evicted and have to find a new place in the next 2-3 weeks or I'll be forced to move back down to arizona with my mom
Broke af MtF here. Been in transition for almost 2 years.
Several days ago I went to the pharmacy to get my estradiol refilled, and the lady at the counter informs me there was a price increase. It DOUBLED in price. I burst into tears and told the lady to hold it for me while I scrape up the cash.
It's been almost a week and I still haven't been back there.
I began contemplating suicide at first. End the suffering, the self hate, escape from knowing I'll never truly be a real girl. A few days later and I got over that, but then I started looking...
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~CONT
I have to find a way to get my HRT back. I looked into online "pharmacies" and the prices there are about the same as what I would be paying anyway, so that's out.The only option I can think of would be to get my insurance to cover it. I have to find alternative uses of these pills that would apply to me, which my insurance company would cover. My insurance will absolutely NOT cover a single cent of medications being used for HRT.
Currently I am only on one medication. I'm taking Cimetidine (an antacid) to block testosterne. My insurance...
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Alright, let's start with where you're from. Given it's an insurance issue, I'm going to assume it's the US or Canada. I have a list of resources covering places with cheap prescription prices for no insurance, if you let me know you're state, I'll see what I can do to help.
>>5899170
>My insurance will absolutely NOT cover a single cent of medications being used for HRT.
Have you tried? Apparently they can't really prevent someone from getting a medication if it's covered by the plan, even if it's for some unrelated condition. Not sure if that's true but I saw it said here before.
There was a legit pharmacy (charity) out somewhere in the midwest that sends out 180 day supplies of medications for $20 each. I don't remember...
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I have a friend who is straight, but wants to become gay.
Do you guys have advice how to do this?
>>5898462
show him cute yaoi and cute japanese guys
>>5898462
have sex with men duh
>>5898468
yeah but hes not attracted to them, he wants to become attracted to men
Have you realized outward appearance isn't the key to happiness?
>>5879669
Bullshit.
>>5879669
>tfw no qt doggy
>>5879669
Cute puppies are
I mean, is there a way someone don't mind about his gender and can be comfortable with both genders? Like, a man that want to be more cute and start taking estrogens, transition to a girl and be okay with that, without gender dysphoria.
>>5896398
yes.
nonbinaries ruin everything desu
my school's trans group is like 95% nonbinaries who never want to talk about dysphoria or HRT or transitioning or anything, just muh pronouns and trigger warnings. they shame you and call you a "truscum" if you act like these things are important
we've also got a clothing swap closet that people donate clothes to and the DFAB nb's take all the female clothes out of it for themselves, which really defeats the purpose. most of them are definitely not in need either, they're always showing off their expensive...
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>>5896398
If you are this, you have to ask yourself why you would want to look like a girl? A lot of people have gender dysphoria and don't know what it is. Some people only have very minor gender dysphoria and only want to look slightly like the other gender in order to feel ok with themselves. I've heard so many people say that 'they haven't got gender dysphoria' but they are taking HRT, or ID as trans, then when i ask them why they would want to look more like the opposite gender they often say things...
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