I have something that I want to confess
I'm not gay in the sense that I want to date guys, but at the same time I really love taking it in the ass and have fantasies about getting fucked by guys. I'm not actually attracted to men in fact I find them unattractive, I just want to get fucked in the ass really badly. I masturbate anally sometimes and fucking love it but I just feel like having someone else fuck me would be way better. I just want to casually get fucked by guys really hard, and maybe suck a couple of dicks idk
Also I often wish I were a woman.
I...
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date a trap. or become a trap.
>>6206316
Im way to shy to go out dressed like a girl (though I like the thought of doing it a lot) and dating a trap doesnt sound that great to me
So, I'm your basic, run-of-the-mill college student, 21/M. After some visits to the doctor and looking at different resources it seems very likely that I have Klinefelter Syndrome (KS). This isn't sure yet but it really does seem like it.
Basically, KS means that instead of having XY chromosomes I have XXY chromosomes, so my body doesn't produce enough testosterone to properly virilize my body.
The common symptoms that match with me include:
>long limbs with a short torso
>skinny-fat body type
>some gynecomastia (male breast growth)
>hardly any muscle
>can't grow any chest or facial hair
>wide hips
>soft, feminine facial shape
>voice is a bit higher than other guys'
>low energy
>some trouble with socializing (previously thought to be Asperger)
<because of lots of practice and learning from past mistakes, this is no longer a problem
If I have KS, I have a risk of osteoporosis and autoimmune disorders in the future. I'm also trying to get a diagnosis on depression atm but depression and low energy can also be just symptoms of KS.
There is no cure but there is treatment: testosterone. If I have KS and I get diagnosed, I can get T to strengthen my bones, increase muscle mass, get regular body and facial hair growth, get a more masculine facial shape, reduce my belly fat and improve my mood and energy levels, possibly even curing my depression.
However, there's one big problem.
I have never fully identified as a man.
>inb4 "well I identify sexually as a battle helicopter"
Ever since I was 4, I knew I wasn't fully a boy or a girl. In elem. school I even wondered if I was trans because words like "boy" or "dude" never felt they fit me. Now that I've finally accepted this, I've felt a lot better about myself. I do like my trap'ish face.
So, if I don't take T, I risk both my physical and mental health. If I do, I'll be healthier and look more socially acceptable but I'd feel I'd lost a big part of myself. Worst case scenario: I might develop gender dysphoria.
wat do?
You could also take estrogen to stave off osteoporosis.
>low energy
GET HIM OUT OF HERE!
also how can you have a "trap-ish" face when XXY dudes have typically a male face albeit more horseface like?
literally everyone I meet is just shallow and like an empty caricature
I'm not necessarily repulsed by femininity, just by the emptiness of being gay
the spray tan faggots are as empty as the MASC4MASC dudes that look for other dudes to fuel their inferiority complex and self-hatred
I never asked to be born like this but id accept it if someone out there wanted to love me for who I was and not how I look or what I can do for them
does anyone else feel this
In the end, it only sounds like you are empty and fueled by inferiority complexes. Maybe thats why you don't connect with anyone and only see their surface level.
>>6206029
This.
The problem isn't them, it's you. You're shallow, petty, and arrogant. It took me a long time to figure out that I'm the same way. Too much social isolation and antagonism hollowed out my empathy, my ability to connect with people, and to see the good in anything.
I don't know why you are the way you are, but you MUST fix yourself. The way you are now is even worse than you imagine.
I also feel that way but to them I'm probably an empty caricature of a bitter misanthrope. desu I think I'm better off just not caring at all
>went to the club for the first time saturday night
>went to fairly empty club in DC
>got the strength to talk to one guy
>guy ended up knowing most of the guys there
>met new people
>got free drinks
>danced and made out with a few guys
>had a great time
I might have gotten lucky, but it seems like a lot of you...
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>>6204821
Faggot.
Dunno man, I guess most people don't go and dance and stuff.
When I used to go out clubbing it was awesome, honestly the best time of my life because I was free to be me in public, surrounded by people of the same mindset.
I didn't do anything too bad, never went home with any guys, though I now wish I had done. Made out with loads of dudes and grinded on them and stuff... Got fingered a lot. Lol, being a slut is fun~
Haven't been in years now though, I'd love to go again but I've got no gay mates to go with, all my straight ones...
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>>6204844
>I'd love to go again but I've got no gay mates to go with, all my straight ones aren't too up for it
I think mostly this. Most of my friends are straight and would hate to go to these types of clubs. I went with my recently out friend and we had a great time. It probably wouldn't have been as fun if I went alone or with a straight friend who wasn't having fun
>bisexual cis girl
>go on amazing date with this awesome guy last night
>as he's driving me home he says hes a trans girl
>I freeze for a second because I just need to process this
I've actually never been in a relationship with a woman, and i was hoping for a boyfriend out of this. Of course I'm going to keep seeing this person because she and I click really well so far. I'm just scared I'm now going to have to watch...
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>>6204674
>bisexual
>"I just wanted a boyfriend..."
You gotta fix one of those two.
>>6204674
>bisexual cis girl
>I've actually never been in a relationship with a woman
>I just wanted a boyfriend
fuck off bi for attention
>>6204674
You should look for a husband not a boyfriend. Real men know dating is a scam. Hollywood and MTV sold you a lie.
The word trans is a misnomer. He seeks to become a eunuch.
You can't be bisexual as women cannot have sex with one another; no penetration.
So with regards to the "people who make us look bad"
Do you think that creepy crossdressers and cancerous "demigender" girls on tumblr could actually do irreparable damage to trans rights? Or will it peter out?
I think I remember reading that during the LGBT revolution in the 60's we toyed with the idea of legalizing pedophilia, and that started NAMBLA and basically set the LGB back 20 years. Do you think the same thing could happen with trans rights?
I mean if that's the case then this seems like an impending disaster that...
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>>6204417
Thankfully it looks like that spat with the laws has drawn attention away from them and probably will drive these people away
Distancing ourselves from the freaks and trying to seem as "normal" as possible might work in the short term, but ultimately it will just put us in a box that we can never get out of. We should fight for our right to be just as weird as cis people. If a trans woman wants to get into dd/lg, why can't she?
Furthermore I think it's important to note that Us normal trans people have almost everything we want. Gender dysphoria is recognized as a legit medical condition and it's covered by most insurance companies. For most normal trans people that's...
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I think they already have done irreparable damage
I need some advice, fellow legbutts.
I'm MTF, 8 months into HRT. The antiandrogen works fine for nuking my T levels. It is 0.12 according to the latest test two weeks ago. But my DHT, which was huge before HRT is still in normal male range, ALTHOUGH it was beneath normal male range in january.
How is it possible that there is still so much DHT although my T is almost zero?
Should I add some finasteride to my HRT?
Which antiandrogen you use? Are your DHT levels still hight even after 8 MONTHS?
I am on cypro myself and I was skeptical about it first because allegedly it doesn't even block DHT but I found out that it brought it to the female levels.
>>6204267
I'm on cypro and mines are just on the higher end of female levels
T is like 25 ng/dl
>>6204267
Why the fuck isn't finasteride or dutesteride in your regime already!?
help
go to a facility with a self-contained changing room/bathroom/shower typically they are called family changing rooms or for certain handicapped folks that want privacy. Some modern YMCAs will have them. It's not common so you will have to do research. But it's possible. Find one, go swimming.
>>6203877
i'm not worried about changing into a swimsuit -- my issue is hiding my penis. is there a way to tuck that won't cause issues when doing something athletic? is there even a way to tuck that would hide everything enough to wear a swimsuit?
>>6203830
Drown yourself
Tell stories about falling in love with your straight friends. This happens to everyone, right?
Well he is a straight male and I'm mtf so 'technically' it could happen but I ain't fucking deluding myself to think any self respecting 'straight' man would actually hook up with me because I pretty much look like some andro boy.
Doesn't matter anyway he has a GF I just wish when he comes over he wouldn't touch me so much. I know the type of guy he is he gets touchy feely when he's happy and laughing but fuck if it doesn't make me confused and sad as all hell.
>>6203689
Does it seem like he gets a perverse enjoyment out of touching you?
I had a friend who would hold my hand if we were walking in public, especially if his girlfriend was there and I was third wheeling along. I thought he was just fucking around with me but in hindsight it seems obvious that he knew I had feelings for him even though I didn't know it myself.
>>6203714
I dunno, he could do. He might be teasing me. Come to think of it I never see him slap anyone else's leg or squeeze their arm when they make him laugh. Meh I'm absolutely fucked if I know, it seems impossible he could like me though he's been with his GF for like 5 years now. Why would he start hitting on some unpassing trans girl?
That's kinda messed up... did you actually end up doing anything with your friend? Or did he just find it amusing to tease you?
Since homosexuality is a choice why would do straight people choose to be straight?
My life's been amazing since I ditched the vaginal jew and chose homosexuality.
>>6203539
>I got to choose who I was attracted to
Congrats on coming out with your bisexuality, anon. That's pretty brave on this board; bis catch all kinds of flak here.
>>6203548
You're an idiot.
Im not bisexual. Bisexuality is the original meme gender. Bisexuality from what ive seen is just betas who got hurt by women or Attention whores. Bisexuality isn't real at all.
You're either gay or straight and I chose to be gay.
>>6203539
no fucking idea
why is transgender lumped in with LGB? It's a totally different thing and pisses me off.
>>6203269
It's there to make crybaby faggots like you assmad
>>6203269
>why is transgender lumped in with LGB?
Because the rest of the world marginalized them as the same thing, and so they decided to stick together and fight back?
If you want to be upset about the T in LGBT, then go rant at a graveyard about how fucking stupid they were for getting so butthurt about deviations from traditional gender roles.
>>6203269
Historically T were the front line of the militarized LGBT freedom movement. Probably because they had so much testosterone.
>on an Always Sunny shitposting page on Normiebook
>there's a post about Mac's sexuality
>Carmen the tranny comes up in conversation
>that one nigga who jumps in with "a male having sex with somebody who identifies as female isn't gay"
Gay guy here. Why does Hollywood try to pretend fucking a tranny isn't super gay?
>>6203179
Because if she
>has tits
>styles her hair like a woman
>removes all her body hair like a woman
>maybe has a vagina
>looks like a girl if T didn't fuck her up or had FFS
>sounds like a girl if she's practiced her voice or T didn't fuck her up
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>>6203221
The dick
No see
Traps are gay, because they're men or boys trying to trick people into thinking they're girls
Trans women aren't gay, because the point is to be a woman in every aspect of life, not pretend to be one to get dick
What's the percentage of /t/ here that started transitioning after finding /lgbt/?
>>6203094
Most of us, I'm sure. I certainly did. /lgbt/ helped me accept myself at a faster pace than I would have otherwise. Two years before I came here (around high school graduation) and all through the time in between, I planned on killing myself because I was trans.
>>6203131
legbutts makes it easier to only see one side of the coin and become delusional.
I wanted to transition from legbutts when i was sixteen. I'm not even a tranny.
>>6203143
Problem is, I was though. If my father hadn't insisted on making his Neanderthal views heard and instilling fear in me or if I hadn't cared for social disapproval, I would done something years before I did.
Hey son, I found these strange pills. I figured you might know more about them, are they a doctors prescription?
Also your friend is at the door, said he had something hard to give you.
>>6202915
oh shit, I'm sorry
>>6202972
Sorry for what? Daddy taught us not to be ashamed of our dicks. Especially being such good size and all
>>6202915
I kept mine with a bunch of other totally worthless supplements I never touched. I still do today. Swap the bottles for herbal supplements and hide that in the bathroom with my shame. :( fuck my life.
You'll be okay anon
You might agree or disagree about the relevance of the Kinsey Scale, but where do you fit in it anyway? I'll make it real simple for you:
>number on scale
>age
>bio sex
>gender
>location
>relationship status
>personal interpretation of the rating
Probably 2
Age 18
Male
Boy
Philadelphia
I took sociology in highschool and studying it now in college so I think it's fairly accurate, especially for how dated it is.
Probably a 4 or 5. I would experiment with a girl and wank to MMF porn, but wouldn't romantically get involved with them or prefer them over guys given a choice.
>>6203015
Forgot:
24
Male
Male
NYC