How you holding up /k/?
Better than Rhodesia.
>>30448313
Awful just awful yesterday was my last day working at a temp agency and now I'm basically jobless m80
>>30448313
Well, I haven't shot myself over the past 3 weeks that have been the worst of my life.
>>30448313
Boring day at work
Got some meetings set up for my side gig though
Came home, smoked a cigar and rewatched some more of the wire.
Son made dinner, not bad, not good
Went to the gym, leg day, the wife did laps in the pool
Got home, came in her twice
Shits pretty good anon
>>30448313
>>30448313
>How you holding up /k/?
I just ate some kraut and brats and I'm downing it with delicious homebrew ale from a friend. I'm doing OK.
That bigass train crash down in Texas has me concerned, though. I like trains.
I feel like my lack of moustache and jaw/chin is because of a lack of testosterone
>already 23
This feel of being less than a man is not a good feel
>>30448313
All good. Been playing S.T.A.L.K.E.R after a break from it and I am reliving almost everything I loved about it. No new purchases gun wise, but found a damn cheap C ration on eBay that should be coming in soon. May make a thread when I open it. Me and some mates are probably going up to a surplus store near us. Been saving up for some heavy shit that is too much to ship. Finally got a new guy to fill a position I have been covering at work. Finally can get around to some projects I've been meaning to do for a while. Been looking into a new vehicle soon, but that is pretty far off. It is going pretty damn good thinking back.
What has got you down, no one makes these threads unless they want to talk(or be heard) Doctor tells me it is better for my health not to sleep, I'm here if you have something.
I miss my daughter dude.
Feels super bad.
>>30448313
got my wisdom teeth out a few days ago. Going between bored out of my mind and sore but I think im finally over the hill
the sad thing is I realized even when Im not layed up in bed I spend way too much time sitting on my ass inside and want to fix that, but I really dont have an outlet to do it or people to do it with
>>30448437
Get a blood test.
>>30448466
Suck out the blood clots. That should be fun.
>>30448466
Same here about sitting on my ass. There's not much to do though except work out since I need to study for most of the day.
I wish there was a good place around me to go camping. I miss fuckin around innawoods
>>30448474
yeah I guess it's time.
>>30448313
Shitty, I'm on suspension from work for being late twice in a row. My best friend has gone to call for the time being. I'm lonely, bored, and depressed.
My parents are also pressuring me to get into college courses but I have no freaking clue what I want to study.
>>30448466
get high on the norco script they gave you
if ur lucky might even be some good 7.5-325 shit
got to play with my friend's dslr, took some gun pics. just have to make it through work until noon saturday and my paid vacation starts
I've run out of reasons to leave bed, I don't know why I bother with anything anymore tbqh
>>30448507
>tfw government job where I go in when I want, and just put in my 8 hours, as long as I'm out before 5
comfy.
>>30448313
getting my first gun tomorrow. A model 65 smith and wesson revolvers and honestly im not all that excited. I dont like stainless revolvers but thats all they had for revovlers and I dont have the money or patience to get a 700 blued one online. Im trying not be be ungrateful but thats that
Im also going to an amusement park with a fiend from work and two girls who have boyfriends. Not sure where thats going to go but im too timid to make any moves.
im a kissless virgin and the only time I came close to having sex was with a drunk girl at a party last year but I semi knew her boyfriend who was in another room at the same party and I didnt want to be an asshole to him, ive seen the business end of a cheated BF/GF and I couldnt do that to somebody. I think back to it a lot, Sometimes I feel like a cuck, other times I feel like a good person. either way im horny and alone
I wish I were dead. He was the only person that I ever loved.
My job sucks, I'm tired of studying at university, I have no aspirations and I'm too out of shape for the military like I've always wanted to do. Even then I have the dilemma of wether or not I want to give up my time to do that or if I would rather not be in the military and have time to see friends.
No drive to do anything right now. I just wish I could race cars for a living and spend the off season in Arizona with that guy.
>>30448545
What reasons did you used to have/what interests you?
My suggestion to everyone in any depressed state,
>go outside
>listen to music you like
>any form of exercise
>do stupid shit for the hell of it
>go on a hood safari
>>30448483
already had a scare when I tried eating some potato chips and I thought I cut my mouth up. Ive been eating nothing buy gogurt and pudding for 2 days and shitting my pants
>>30448581
Over time everyone can get at least a hi-point
>>30448313
I want a new gun, but I'm poor.
good
>>30448507
take liberal arts for a semester at a community college. Thats what I did. You already have a job to help pay towards it. Take a semester or two to get some basic courses out of the way. Your parents will be happy and you'll feel like youre doing something
my life is boring and aimless. atleast i have guns though, its the only sunshine in my life.
R9K go back to your containment board.
>>30448589
I never said it wouldn't hurt, but it'll certainly be something to do. They'll use proper coagulant to hold everything together rather than you. You'll get over it, watch all the movies and find something new on YouTube. That's what I did.
>>30448545
Yeah I've been in that kinda mindset. Went to counseling cuz free at uni. Counselor was pretty blunt "yeah I get a ton of kids in here that feel just like this, it's just part of growing up and 90% of the time isn't depression."
Basically we all feel like this if we let ourselves get into that rut. It's the way our body lets us know we're not doing something right. We're social creatures that need to go out and do stuff.
Get out, find a friend or friends, (church is a great place for this whether you believe or not), exercise. Even if it's just pushups or jogging, is great for you and makes you feel good
>>30448313
This isn't weapon related, quit shitting up the board.
Take your feelings to /adv/ or /lgbt/
>>30448342
Savage
> All good here, A1 build should be ready for FREEDOM day
>>30448563
If you don't absolutely love it, don't buy it. Especially for first gun
I made this mistake when I bought my AR, justified it because poor but I wish I had just waited another few months and found something I really liked.
>>30448644
Fuck you. We like our community and to talk about our problems with our people that occasionally is related. If you were going through something, but instead of being able to tell your friends and talk it out you are forced to go talk to two bums, four gay guys, and 3 high school freshman about it, you would consider that unfair and pointless, helping no one. That is what you are telling us to do. Fuck you, my friends may not have names, but these are my friends.
>>30448644
fuck you, I actually like these threads.
/k/ is my home board and probably the most serious one I go on.
>>30448644
>implying the human mind is not the greatest weapon
>implying we shouldn't maintain our health, both mental and physical, so we can master our body and mind, training ourselves to be weapons of lady liberty
>>30448695
/r9k/ pls go
i lost my SW1911ES for a couple months, found it under my bed today. i haven't shot the damn thing in almost 5 years now but can neither shoot it nor sell it because reasons. thinking of getting a savage scout 11, seems like a pretty reasonable all-arounder for kommiefornia
>mid twenties
>I have been a NEET for almost two years now
>Gradually loosing contact with my youth buddies
>No gf or fuck buddy
Life's still very comfy though. Enjoying sunny days on the beach instead of being working is how the life should be. But yeah I need to find a job or go back to study.
>>30448442
sauce on this?
>>30448313
Girlfriend said she doesn't love me but wants to be friends
Jobless but searching
College emailed me and informed me that they made a mistake and I don't actually have my degree until I take two more classes
All of my friends live out of town and no gas money
Can't afford any guns I want
It's nothing damming but it's like a thousand little cuts that just slowly bleed you out.
>>30448313
Right now? Not well. Contempt for my coworkers is starting to boil over right into the rage-zone.
>>30448792
might as well just kill yourself 2 b qh famiglia
>>30448777
No idea in hell. Just remember it being funny as hell.
>>30448313
Alright I suppose, happy that I'm done with MEPs and ready to ship off to boot camp which is nice.
>>30448805
Naw, if I did that I would lose my favorite person in the whole world.
>>30448313
honestly? Im pretty scared right now
scared of this election and the way america is heading, scared of stupid gun laws that will take away my protection and not in a muh 2nd amendment way but in a literal making me a target to a world that hates us while those in power sit in protection way, scared of random terrorist attacks and scared we might actually have a ww3, revolution, draft on our hands in a few years
I usually dont get into the hype with these things but I dont remember it ever being this bad. Maybe its just becuase im old enough to pay attention to it now but even my dad who also pays no mind to the "usual political horseshit" seems worried and admits this is going to be a rough one
I hope in a few years Ill look back on this time and wonder I why I was so worried but I dont think we;re getting off that easy
>tfw I remember being in highschool history class
>talking politics because obama was getting elected and everyone was creaming themselves acting pseudo political
>this spirals into other discussions
>teacher picks up book about the rise and fall of rome
>"I feel like one day, there will be a book like this on america, just like with every other country"
>pff that would never happen to the good ol USA
>its happening
>>30448831
That is a great way to put it. Like, meant to be a poster good.
>>30448830
Lol faggot. You dun goofed
>>30448900
It is bad friendo, but not that bad. May this be the start of something far larger, may a Trump/Hillary presidency fuck shit up almost certainly yes. But that is a long way off. It doesn't just turn off. Society just doesn't stop just because we got all fucked up. We hold on for a while. We bounce. Maybe we could see civil war in our lifetimes, but factions involved involved in that are not so defined. It could be some 4 way ordeal between two groups and a government that just kind of watches. You still have plenty of time to prepare for anything.
Find what you consider to be the best example of humanity or civilization and visit it, for it may be in ashes in a decade. Don't be so worried though.
>unpopular opinion
The Trump presidency may accelerate this more than the hillary option
>>30448313
Pretty damn good.
>My work computer is riced hard enough to make /g/ cry tears of envy, all on Linux
>my weekend-through-the-4th plans include fireworks, ferry rides, booze, and target practice with a new lever-action rifle
>dad visiting the weekend after that
>>30448913
By the time you're ready to attempt suicide in earnest, not only do you hate yourself but you think everyone else would be better off with you dead.
>>30448900
>>30449004
America will only fall when the people abandon the ideals of its creation. As long as you have people who are willing to carry on the American spirit and ideals America will exist. It doesn't matter if it's in North America, on Earth or even on Mars. What we need now though is more people to say " not on my watch".
The baby boomers were the first generation to drop the torch and we need to pick it up.
Today is my birthday. Went gun shopping. Shop was closed.
Still no gf. I've been talking to a girl in Japan for a couple years. We're not dating but we sort of hint at the thought of it a few times. I'm still too poor to visit her, but I have a job interview tomorrow, so maybe I'll have enough this winter. If anyone remembers those threads about the Japanese pen pal girl who likes /k/ stuff and has sent me pictures of JSDF things and a drawing of her dog on my birthday, I'm the same guy.
>>30449067
Not the boomers, but those who resulted from the boom.
>>30449077
i dont know your situation, but have you thought of taking a job in japan? like teaching english
>>30449083
No, the boomers definitely fucked things up, starting in the late 60s when they decided they didn't want to fight like their fathers had.
>>30449077
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kMn0eiKz4I
have you thought of not pickign someone on the other side of the world
>>30449083
Hey boomer. How does it feel to be the generation that fucked everything up and has done nothing to help fix it except blame the next?
>>30449115
The boomers refers to those of the WWII age, those brought up by them became those who you are referring to. The boomers made them, but those born were not the boomer generation. Those born from the boomers are the ones who started the 60s and consciousness obligation. Those after fucked it up.
>>30449162
>>30449194
See other post. I'm not saying that agian.
>>30449114
No. I'm actually very good at English, but have no intention of being a teacher. I hate school and could never work in one. Working in Japan and having to give up gun stuff would also suck. I've been trying to get into med school, which is why I have not had a job in a while. I spend most of my time studying and doing school work. She wants to be an English teacher though. She currently teaches math to first graders, which is really cute.
>>30449138
It started out as a platonic pen pal "Let's help each other learn languages" sort of thing, but we coincidentally had many similar interests and we kept talking. It's kind of hard not to form feelings towards someone after talking about your life and everything for 4 or 5 years.
>>30449209
Whatever they're referred to I hate them. Huge fucking hypocrites and assholes of the highest order.
>Yeah when I was still in highschool I got a fake ID and hung around the college. I learned a lot about sex.
>I couldn't do that NOW It's too dangerous. Everyone just has unprotected sex with everyone and guys get rape happy too. It's so dangerous now! Haven't you seen the news?
Actual quote.
I fucking hate working with them. They can be the biggest incompetent asshole in the entire building but the second you try to help them improve or mention them slacking it's suddenly
>I'm your elder! Respect me (even though I've done nothing to earn it). When you get old same thing is going to happen to you, karma is a bitch.
And this is the wrong place to mention it, but being old is not an excuse to be a racist prick.
>>30449330
Yeah. Rebellion and social change achieves nothing. Because almost directly after their rebellion from the standard nuclear family structure they completely reinstated it with Reagan.
>>30449367
They didn't actually want to tear down the nuclear family (except for a few Soviet agents), they just wanted an excuse to fuck around, but god forbid their kids do it.
>>30449330
My favorite.
>This new generation is so boring. Their idea of rebellion is smoking indoors and that's only because they never leave the house.
>These kids are crazy! All they do is kill each other and take crazy new drugs. MY generation never did that.
I fucking hate them. All my fucks are filled with hate and I'm handing them out like candy.
>>30449226
>>30448313
1. Still thinking of a girl
2. (Don't laugh at me) Thought about joining the French Foreign Legion. Either that or try to become a pilot
Had a mental break down today cause I don't know what I am doing with my life, but other then that alright. I won 1,143 bucks at a casino so that's good.
>>30448313
Graduating from college in a few weeks and have no idea what to do with my life. Any interesting career ideas for someone with bachelor degrees in Psychology or Criminal Justice?
>>30449570
Police
>>30449523
I'm joining the army for that exact reason. I'm head over heels in love with her. I've told her this. She's returned the feelings but won't go any further because she is in love with her abusive boyfriend. She openly talks about suicide. I tried to help. I tried to help as a friend. I tried to get others to help. She won't accept it so I'm leaving in the only way I can because I can't watch her die quickly or slowly. I'm sorry.
And why do you fags always join the FFL? Go marines or something.
>>30449570
>Psychology
Girl-major. Total non-differentiator.
>Criminal justice
Be a cop.
>>30448313
I literally have not left my apartment in a week...maybe more. I spend 23.5 hours a day in my bedroom. I have no prospects, no real friends. No money. I haven't talked to either of my parents in years. I have tons of innawoods skills and used to practice them all the time, but have no marketable skills. When my roommates (who I only see briefly and not everyday) move, I'm just going to shoot myself. I'm not even sad anymore, just perpetually annoyed with people and at the utter pointlessness of existence. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is the faint hope that I'll live just long to see a nuclear exchange or at least a WROL period where I could freely do some much needed ethnic cleansing. That would make me so happy, I would regret missing it. Sometimes I pet my roommates' dog and feed her a small spoonful of peanut butter. Almost all of my waking hours are spent listening to ASMR videos and clicking through the same pages on reddit and 4chan over and over, day after day. For a while I was taking photographs of moths at night and submitting them to a nature website, but it's really hard to care. Antidepressants of almost every class have been tried, but all are equally useless. Adderall and related compounds just make me horny or repeat miniscule tasks to fill the void. Therapy is a fucking joke and completely useless. I've been in a steady decline since 13 or so - I'm in my 30s now. That's how I'm holding up. Now you can stop shitposting.
>>30448313
Constantly pessimistic, single and lonely, over critical of myself, completely resent my classmates that are able to go on vacation across the country and seem to have unlimited money, scratched someone's review mirror by accident as the person was too close to the little thing for transfer money and medication at the drive-through.
Trying to find God again, and continue to ride my bicycle outside as much as I can, but there just feels like there is too much weighing on my shoulders, and too much stuff I constantly have to put off as I have no money. Shit, I can't even really afford to go target shooting.
>>30449581
Idk it's either USAF because I've always wanted to fly jets mainly because of ace combat.
Foreign Legion always appealed to me for some reason
>>30449593
Wow, that's probably one of the most pathetic posts I've read on 4chan. What money do you live off of? Why don't you get a job just to get yourself out of the house? Have you tried watching My Little Pony?
Pretty bad, got cheated on by my GF and broke up with her, already miss her bad. Fucked three random bar sluts in the last week and still miss her
>>30449581
that's the fucking stupidest reason i've literally ever heard to join the army.
>>30448313
I have a shitty low paying seasonal job doing pointless work. I took this job to pay off emergency room bills I got from eating shit while snowboarding, and I figured I'd be able to find a real job while I paid off my debt. I just interviewed for a job as a research assistant in San Jose. It was my fourth interview I've had since I got this seasonal job, and I didn't get it. It was my ticket out of the abusive house hold I'm currently staying in, and the opportunity fell through my fingers. Again. I'm scheduled to be laid off in August, and I have nothing lined up. I have a month to find something, or else I might be homeless. Also, I found out my dad has a heritable form of cancer back in September of last year while I was in medical school. I was in school on the other side of the country, so I dropped out because I wanted to spend time with him while I still could. He's stable for now, but I tested positive for the gene defect that causes his cancer, so I'm going to manifest symptoms in about 15 years. I stay at my mom's house because my dad doesn't have room for me to stay at his house. My mom is a bipolar narcissist, and blames me for all of her problem and makes me miserable to make herself feel feel better. I want to go back to med school, but my dad is teetering on getting his pancreas removed, and he needs all the support he can get.
I need things to start looking up, because I hate my life right now.
>>30449643
I know it's stupid. That's why I've only ever told the internet. I've also always been interested in joining if that make it any better. I can't stay where I am now and it's my only viable option for getting out. 3 more months till basic wooo!
>>30449468
I never take a boomer's word seriously. They're the ones that did all of that hippy liberal BS in the 60s and 70s, and now they're the senators and statesmen today that CONTINUE to fuck everything up.
And they have the fucking gall to blame anyone after them for being retards, considering it was they that raised and lead this generation.
Fucking terrible. I kinda broke inside a few days ago. Now when I get stressed I start stuttering. I don't even feel anything anymore.
>>30448573
What, exactly, is a good safari?
>do you shoot niggers?
>>30449044
That's the only thing that kept me from doing it. The thought that my family would be wrekt. But these days it seems like they'd just be disappointed.
Was supposed to go on a date with this girl tomorrow, but she canceled on me a few hours ago. I had been looking forward to this all week, and now I'm pretty down about it. My dating life sucks because I don't get chances to meet new girls. My friends have either all moved away, never want to hang out anymore, or are even more socially inept than me, and won't do me any good in any kind of social environment. The place I intern at is all older people, and the only other intern there that's my age is really cute and nice, but has a boyfriend. I hate that internship because I deal with fucking homeless/borderline homeless ex-convict trash all day, but I need 90 something more hours by the end of July for credit towards my major. Because of that, I only work at my actual job 2 days a week, and it's the only thing keeping me sane, because the people there are cool, and I really like working there. Things are probably going to get a lot better in August, but god damn this sucks.
Feels good to vent a little
>>30449072
Happy birthday fucker. I'm turning 23 soon. Will be alone for the first time in my life for my birthday. I miss my brothers.
No guns
No dreams
No future
>>30449791
A-are you and I the same person
>>30449114
>>30449226
Does she have any cuteish friends that want to marry a white American man? I'm down to do the penpal thing
>>30449523
My high school friend and I had thought about doing that. Why is that a thing?
>>30449843
She said her friends were into foreign guys. I'm actually not that big of a weeb so I'm not terribly familiar with what Japs are into. Just look up some pen pal service website. There are several that have people from all over the world. Just watch out for obvious shit like scams, catfish, and women from poor countries that just want to marry you.
>>30448313
>Sister doesn't want to visit for Mom's birthday
>Mom and Stepdad don't want her around anyways
>Girl I love doesn't want to be with me
>Denied at MEPS
>Too poor to buy the rifle I want
>The only joy I find in life is sneaking booze out of the liquor cabinet and listening to slow songs
I'm f-fine
>>30449997
>>Denied at MEPS
Anon, I'm pretty sure the Marines will take you with a negative MEPS score. How many new levels of stupid do you have to invent before they just say "GTFO"?
>>30449997
Have of you thought of trying for the police?
>>30450028
>negative MEPS score
I sure hope you meant to say ASVAB. And if you did their are a myriad of reasons you can be denied at meps.
>>30449997
Any chance for a waiver? Your recruiter will try if you ask.
>>30450028
I was denied at MEPS for asthma. It doesn't affect me now, but my medical record is the damning factor.
>Mfw I've trained my whole fucking life for a Corps I'll never serve in
>>30450048
>>30450047
Asthma is hard a fuck to get a waiver for from what I've seen. And even then, I wouldn't get the MOS I want.
Starting to consider the CIA as an option
>>30450070
Why didn't you listen to MEG? Always listen to MEG.
>tfw too much of a coward to pull the trigger
Just waiting for my sophmore in college to begin, and also figure out exactly what I want to do with my fucking life.
>>30448357
What happened?
>>30449553
Protip, stop going to casinos.
>>30450146
That's you telling yourself you've got shit to live for. If not, make something to live for. Go drive, out into the open, just keep driving, see something beautiful. If you're near it, I highly recommend Highway 50 through Nevada.
>>30449760
Congratulations you're transitioning to adulthood. The loss of energy you're feeling is the childhood magic being drained from you so you can become a productive member of society.
Embrace it anon. Become what you were meant to be
Also all these fucking store front captas are annoying as fuck
>>30449911
But nigger, you've got a direct line to authentic waifus. Hook me up with a connection?
Email me if you're down at [email protected]
If it doesn't work out I'll at least learn some stuff about japan
>>30450047
This made me lol.
"Can't make it into the military?"
"Join the police!"
>>30450364
surprisingly common unfortunately
>>30448792
Right. Take those two classes, find another interim gfs while you recover from your current break up, and walk out with a degree. Either pursue a master's, join the military ad an officer, or get an entry level desk job somewhere. You'll be fine
>>30449763
I meant hood safari. Oh well.
>>30448442
Any good places to download the series. I already bought a hard copy of them all for my old computer. Laptop doesn't take cds. Don't want to pay twice
>>30448313
Been paranoid the last three, now four nights. So sleep hasn't come easy.
>>30449506
What's this from?
>>30450379
Damn if the fuckers I know in the military are dumb as shit I can only imagine what it would be like to be a cop...
>>30450402
That's the general plan, I actually had to turn down a job because of the school thing and I'm gonna wait a few years before deciding my masters/PhD path.
>>30448451
What happened to your daughter komrade?
>>30448442
>C ration
Are... are you gonna eat it?
How old is it?
>>30450300
Oh that happened awhile ago. Now I'm just completely dead inside.
>>30450364
To a certain extent it's a medical thing. No matter how smart or strong you are, the military has a long list of shit it will tell you to fuck off for.
>>30450413
Don't worry about it goyum.
Doing decent, yo.
Odd worries about the ol' career here and there.
Working too much.
Don't shoot enough, sadly, only every month or so it seems.
I like this board, and (most of) its members.
I hope you guys are doing okay.
>>30450730
Thanks Anon. You too.
Trying to not get anxious as fuck over whether or not my girlfriend is losing interest in me.
Her birthday is in a couple days, too.
>>30450413
What about?
>>30449868
Maybe the sense of something different and being a part of the infamous history
>>30450785
Shit sucks man. Good luck.
What ya getting her for her bday?
>>30450411
https://mega.nz/#F!Ql5CSLxb!gNkfqg-xAUfYezLuMaFtYQ
Straight from the good ol folks over at Stalker general on /vg/
>>30450800
I got her some handmade kodama figures to stick in her orchid pots that she has on her windowsill, and I was planning on grabbing a new tablet for her son that broke a couple months ago.
Still need to get a card and write in it, even though I have no idea what to write with how my anxiety pulls my mind in so many directions.
>>30448313
Turns out that I was never diagnosed with depression after all, so I think I have a clear shot to enlist.
>>30450785
If you have to actually wonder and ask yourself then she probably is.
Idk what else to tell you. I've never been in a relationship that's lasted more than a few months. But I've sure as shit been in dying relationships. You gotta talk to her man. Communication is key to all things. 100% transparency
>>30450799
I wanted to go kill people and experience the world
>>30450876
Yeah, we've been together for just over 3 months now. She's the first person I've ever seriously dated, 3rd total. I get you on the dying part, I just hope she's only mad at me for me giving her some attitude a couple days ago and not my worst fear of "she done" with trying to help me get my life on track.
We were just recently admitting to each other that we've both almost slipped up with the 3 special words, and we've been really great for the most part before this. I'd like to imagine that she wouldn't let me get involved with her son to the extent I have so far if she didn't plan on investing some real time into this relationship.
This is what I mean by the many directions aspect of my anxiety, lol. I've been a loner all my life and I've been so used to nothing working out and just being unhappy that I have to really try to not let my anxiety get the best of me and drag me into my shitty former self.
I have no idea how to communicate to her what I've just communicated to a burmese basketweaving board.
Maybe she shouldn't be wasting her time with a 20 year old.
>>30450950
First and foremost, quit acting like this is the one chance that you have at being happy; you're 20 for Christ's sake, and if you've managed to get 3, you'll have plenty more where that came from. I know that the fear you feel is totally real right now, but just remember it's because you're in uncharted territory more than anything. Breaking up sucks, but it's a better alternative to living in fear; just kick back, relax, and have a few brewskis, this will all blow over soon enough.
If a bridge blows up because you threw a peanut at it, perhaps the bridge wasn't worth saving in the first place.
>>30449593
>inb4 weed LMAO
Have you tried psychedelic mushrooms? There's been a lot of research coming out that's shown they can cure/help depression, at the very least it will give you a new perspective that may be a bit brighter. Of course, unless you have latent mental illness in your family or a family history of schizophrenia.
>>30451035
>quit acting like this is the one chance that you have at being happy
thank you, anon.
I'm just bored. When I moved from MD to Nashville in May, I wasn't able to find a job as fast as I thought I was going to so I decided to do a coding bootcamp to finally get into a career I care about. I'm waiting for it to start in a few weeks and I'm bored just sitting around and waiting. It's at the point where even if I found a job, I'd have to give my two weeks almost as soon as I started. I'm paying for it tomorrow which will destroy whatever spending money I have, so unless it's something that's either a necessity or related to being sociable, I can't justify it so I'll be living hand-to-mouth for a few months. I brought my .22 and AR with me, but I can't afford to go shooting at a local range and it's hard to meet new people and find friends when I don't have a job and I'm very soft-spoken so loud meetup groups just drown me out.
>>30448313
I'm not.
I work, I sleep, I work again.
INSTEAD OF HITTING SOME FINE KOREAN PUSSY OR SHOOTING MY GUNS I HAVE TO WORK.
>>30448313
Well every time I turn around, my body is screwing up in some sort of way. Other than that, life is on the up and up. A little stressful, but on the up and up.
>>30448313
Looking at 40 and wondering where the time went. Went to college for accounting, but I hated it. Still I was making good money. Got married to a wonderful women who changed over time. I'm sure I did too. Anyways, lost a ton in the divorice, but kept my 401k. No kids thankfully
After that I gave accounting the finger and became a truck driver. I loved it.
About six months ago, my mom started the final stages of renal failure Her and my grandmother wanted to move back to where I grew up. Took the money I saved to get my own truck to buy a house for them. I was only on the road another month before I realized they can't take care of themselves anymore.
I'm trying to find a job back in accounting or driving a dump truck or other class B. Accounting doesn't look like it's going to happen, and I've had no luck with driving jobs. I'm actually working the night shift at a hotel.
Even with all this crap going on, I'm staying as positive as I can. This damn election does have me worried. The country has changed so much in the last ten years. I'm afraid the next ten will be even worse.
Doctors said I'm gonna need about 5-8 surgeries and reconstructive surgeries on my ass.
I'm unable to get out of bed, much less to go the range or meet the h/o/uston guys.
>>30451289
Wow man, I'm in my early 20s and I have no idea how or what I'm going to do for a living.
Right now I work a shit security job and split rent with a roommate. I'm sorry to hear about your mom.
>>30451292
What happened to your ass m8?
>>30451439
If I was a betting man I would say remshit.
>>30451452
If he waits a few hours it will rust away.
>>30448466
>tfw dentists injected novacaim too far into one of my nerves that I'm permanently numb on the right side of my tongue and parts of my gums
>tfw they say it'll return but it's been 1.5 years and the nerve hasn't shown any progress after the first 3 months
>tfw dentist didn't even apologize
It's not that bad I guess.
>>30451040
Yep. Relatively extensively. As well as ayahuasca. And NMDA receptor antagonists. Weed is for dindus and hippies, but smoked semi-regularly years ago -- weed is not my thing.
No family history of any mental illness. Been tested for everything multiple times. Just depression, over and over. Existential depression.
>>30451246
>fine
>Korean pussy
pick one
>>30451426
Thanks, bro
Looking driving a truck. It'll cost between 4-6 thousand for school, but you will make at least forty thousand your first year.
>>30451615
Look into
Fucking auto correct.
>>30451615
Idk man. I feel like I would hit something or fall asleep driving all day. Also, isn't sitting for (what I assume is 8-10 hours) bad for your health? Like blood clots and shit? Were you local or long distance trucking?
>>30451439
>>30451452
A bad case of pilonidal cysts and a botched surgery.
>>30451584
I choose both.
>>30450676
Early 70s. Probably won't eat the entree, but will try the rest. The B unit is usually edible and so is the D unit if it is a bread.
>>30448313
>have to get up 30 minutes earlier for work
>baby almost crawling
>HVAC unit leaking condensation
>made fried chicken livers with bacon because grandma's babysitting today
>buying old double barreled shotgun but can't find parts to make it into new Doom's Super Shotgun
>bought chicken tendies because memes
>gains finally showing after lifting for 4 months
>have 20 patches & display board but still haven't bought Velcro sheet
>just paid property insurance & realized half of it was just for my guns & accessories
Well fuck, you guys are depressing
>>30448313
Im young, pretty smart, have pretty OK grades and am currently working on my Private Pilots license this summer.
Im also not a complete loner fag and have very close friends who teach me about how females work.
And currently doing work under the table for cash saving up for a C93
>feels good
Anyone else not doing too bad?
GA, USA anon here
Dropped out of college because of financial reasons, been stuck working minimum wage for the past year [and barely scraping by, rent is nearly $700/mo where i live]
Trying desparately to find something that ISNT FUCKING FACTORY WORK that pays more than $12, closest thing i can find is being a delivery fagboi for pizza joints
Was going for a Comp.Sci. degree to make /v/idya but goddamn that industry became an oversaturated clusterfuck. Also programming is boring as fuck. Mum keeps pushing me to find out which classes I have left but I don't care enough, nothing I can do until i have enough money to continue college anyway.
You know what, fuck it, i'm going to walk up to the Domino's up the street and ask to be a delivery fag. It may not be pretty but at least it beats manual fucking labor
I got a haircut and today I thought I looked ugly as fuck, which I didn't yesterday.
Scared I'm gunna fail Uni
Etc.
just graduated and about to start work. Unfortunately I had to move to california, so im missing my guns
>>30452898
Are you going to be a doctor or work in the field of medicine?
No? Drop out, you can get training on the job, getting PAID to learn the shit you would anyway since colleges all have outdated shit
Pretty good...going to Air Assault...cant complain
>>30452826
Hey GA-Bro, fellow South East US fag here, to get my shit together, I applied for several dog-shit tier State jobs at universities and state-owned community colleges.
If you can get in IT doing even the most basic shit, you get tons of free time on stupid-fast internet, a regular paycheck and tons of off time. So you won't get rich, but you'll live comfortably, and have time to pursue your other interests, like guns.
>>30448313
>How you holding up /k/?
I have failed to adapt to civilian life and spend my days at the legion getting drunk with the others.
Broke up with my gf of 3 years a few weeks ago. I completely regret the decision, but she won't come back. Shit really bites man, to feel you fucked up so hard.
At least the depression helps me lose weight I guess..
Honestly better off than I was last year, still not all the way there yet though.
>Type 1 Diabetic
>Hypoglycaemia causes me to fall into a coma
>Luckily I was only out for about 5 days, could have been a lot longer
>Find out gf cheated while I was out
>Spread childish rumours to cover her own ass
>Ukrainian friend dies in their civil war
Fast forward to now, don't feel depressed anymore, have a decent job, getting back into archery because ausfag and I don't have gun money just yet.
Could be a lot worse I suppose
>>30453662
>gf cheats on you while you're in a coma
>it was only a 5-day coma
wow
Not too well.
Went out with a girl for about a fortnight, then she dumped me with no explanation.
She just blocked me on facebook, whatsapp, my number, everything. That was the last I heard of her. Happened about 3 weeks ago, and although I'm kind of over her, still hurts that I don't know why.
She was the first girl I ever kissed and slept with, which doesn't help
Been pretty lonely all year, and thought this was my chance out of this rut. Apparently not
>buy gun online
>doesn't get sent for a whole week because usual kitchen counter ffl won't respond to the dealer's requests
>finally does
>packaged shipped
>arrives today
>call up ffl to make an appointment to pick it up
>won't respond
What the fuck is wrong with this guy?
>>30452898
Struggling now is not indicative of future failure or even future struggle.
Uni is supposed to be hard. You're not struggling because you're inadequate, you're struggling because they want you to struggle. It's when humans do their best learning.
Everyone else is struggling, and most of them will have a really tough semester now and again, too.
Just keep swimming.
>>30450268
It was my first time going and I don't plan on going back anytime soon.
>>30449791
you need to put yourself out there anon. like go to bars and clubs and shit
>>30449570
doing the same right now. Im basically pigeon holed to be an LEO but im hoping I can go federal in the near future
I wanted State police but they arent hiring at the moment so im settling for an interview with my town police in a month
>>30448313
I just found out i have to spend the entire three day weekend on call.
>>30449791
>>30448466
>>30448563
same
Id say my biggest problem is living at home still. Im too embarrassed to bring a girl home with my parents still living here. When I was a highd school freshman and me and the girl were 15 fine, but now that im pushing 22 I feel like a loser
Only just found out the shots I was paying for last night were £4, not £2.
So instead of like a £30 tab I have a £60 tab
Little bit annoyed
>>30453996
just never go back there m8
>>30452538
>fried chicken livers and bacon
>chicken tendies
>gains finally showing
I'm sure they are, lard-ass
>>30448313
Doing an extensive geology project that I have put off all week
>>30448313
sold all my guns to cover bills left behind by my ex who cheated on me, lost my place anyway, moved into my father's house at 31 years old, lost my job because the truck broke down, and just pulled both my heads to find one is cracked and I don't have the $300 for a re-conditioned unit.
other than that, I'm pretty great.
I quit smoking and drinking last week, after 10 years of overindulging in both.
I'm irritable, always hungry, everything seems boring, and I have no motivation to do anything except sit around at work being unproductive and eating.
I used to spend my afternoons drinking beer and playing with my guns/watching TV with my wife, but now I realize it was only fun because I was buzzed/drunk and that it actually sucks sober.
Is this how hungry normal people are all the time if they don't smoke? I'm gonna get fat at this rate. Maybe it'd be better to get some cigarettes and die in my 60s of lung cancer while staying skinny than to get fat as fuck and die in my 60s of a stroke or heart attack.
>>30454004
That's the plan, moving away in two months so I might just keep going and never pay
Cheeky bastards told no-one all the drinks went up in price past 10pm. Couple of friends have the same problem as me.
Had some donner kebab left over this morning though so it wasn't all bad.
I was great until I had a dream about my ex last night.
>she and a friend move in with me in what appeared to be my childhood home
>the entire time, I'm hostile and angry at her, yell at her to leave
>at one point I'm wandering around in the woods
>come to an electric fence, walk back home
>they're about to go somewhere
>I just stand there
>she kisses me on the cheek
>I suddenly feel happier than I ever have before
>I kiss her back
>wake up
>cry
>chain smoke cigarettes and contemplate drinking
>decide to go to the range instead
I haven't had a dream about her in a long time. It's been over a year, and it only lasted a week. Someone on /k/ told me that was how long it would last, and they were right, but not for the same reasons. It was all my fault. We were best friends, everything went to shit when we started dating and I fucked it all up. It's the /pol/ effect, but this time, /k/ is always right. It sounds like I'm a faggot, but the breakup fucked me up so much that I changed my entire personality, down to the words I use and the clothes I wear. I burned my old ones, and I was thinking about that after I woke up. You can burn the memories, but you'll still have ashes.
When I first saw this thread, I got irritated because it's off-topic and I knew it would give me feels, but now I see how necessary this thread is. We'll get through this, /k/omrades.
I'm feeling a bit down /k/.
After years of training I made it trough the selection course for the Finnish SF, but I didn't got selected. I got the rejection letter couple of weeks ago, but I'm still feeling like a big failure. Luckily I can try again next year, as I passed the selection course. Those who fail the selection have to wait two years before they are allowed to try again.
But my old friend who's a NCO in the army got selected. I'm happy for him, but I can't help feeling envious. We trained together a lot and I know he's a great guy, so I know why they selected him. Maybe next year is my turn.
>>30448357
I've been thinking the same thing except it's been like a two years.
Sold my laptop to a friend for $420. Thinking of buying an SKS for $330.
Good idea or nah
>>30454169
>I have money I could use to buy a gun
>should I buy a gun
nigger, where do you think you are?
>>30454223
I meant is it good value for the gun.
>>30454234
buddy there are about 100 different variations of SKS. some are worth $300, some aren't, and it also depends on prices in your area.
>TL;DR do some research
>>30454263
I'm not your buddy, pal.
>>30454270
I'm not your pal, guy
>>30454024
>lard
Well you're not wrong, that's how you fry livers.
>>30452538
>30 minutes earlier for work
wwwaaaaaaahhhhhh
>baby almost crawling
grats, you're a parent, you've managed to do something almost every single person that has ever lived has also done.
>HVAC unit leaking condensation
I've got a feeling you went to trade school and didn't do very well
>fried chicken livers with bacon
you're going to die young and it wont even be tragic
>building a gun after a shitty game
well at least I know why you're on /k/
>bought chicken tendies because memes
because you're fat
>gains finally showing
no they aren't
>been lifting for 4 months
picking up a dumbbell once a week isn't that same as lifting
>have 20 patches
why? were you in 20 units? did you see a lot of combat? were you in the military long? are you proud of that service?
>display board
oh, you're just a fucking autist
>just paid property insurance
I hope you lose everything just so you can see how worthless your insurance really is
>half of it was just for my guns
that's because you rent the place you live in and make poor financial decisions.
>>30454412
You seem upset. Why?
>>30448474
>>30448503
Or become a trap. It is /k/ after all.
everything is great except my social life, and by extention, my dating life.
recently started running, and as a result, my testosterone started pumping again and got me out of a 3 year depression. problem is, my best friend wanted to date me for those years, but I declined her because I was depressed. now I want to date her, every time I look at her my chest burns with passion and I want to grab her and kiss her for hours, but she has a BF now that she's not willing to leave. shit sucks.
otherwise I shoot every other week and I am much more successful than most kids my age (22). finding solace from the tempest of my desires in vidya and funs.
Well, when I first responded to one of these a few weeks back I told you that my girlfriend just randomly up and left the house after sex one night and wasn't responding to my messages. Then the time after how all of her stuff was moved out and things weren't all that great but at least I was going to the range that weekend and things would be okay.
Things are gonna be okay for me now and as much as it sucks that she just left my life and won't tell me why or anything like that at the very least I have my friends and guns.
I'm doing good /k/, I'm doing good.
Gf cheated on me, pretty good
>>30448313
just got my first (can now say im no longer no guns and not lie) and I feel....nothing
its beside me in a box and I just dont care. Its cool and all and im glad I did it but It doesnt feel special
I got a model 65 smith and wesson. it wasnt my first or even 3rd choice but it felt practical. There was a black charter arms bulldog that I wanted but this was there too and it felt smarter. I dont know if its buyers remorse or not but filling out the paper work I wanted to stop and switch to the bulldog but I was too embarrassed
>>30455735
>return 65
>get bulldog
>kill yourself with it for being a piece of shit that doesn't love their first and only raifu
>>30448611
>Liberal arts
How bout something that can be used
>>30455777
sauce on this pic?
also checked
>>30455884
use it as a stepping stone for the first semester. Get your required classes out of the way while in that and then pick a major
>>30449805
Male your future anon!
Don't just sit around until your 80!
Go live in Alaska with a dog sled team!
Go hunt animals in deep jungle!
But don't just sit around until your saying
'Oh do I wish that I did something'
Go out and live your goddamn life!
Don't make the same mistake I did
>>30448313
Got a new job at a cement company
Got some new boots aswell looking for a new rifle as well
All good on the western front
Doing alright, girlfriend is going to take care of her ailing grandmother in Dallas so I've got the house to myself for a bit. Meeting up with her in Austin to party with her cousin (who works at a British think tank at Oxford) and his chick.
Just bought a P01, about to start summer school. Pretty damn broke but got some financial aid coming in and a job at a craft brewery. Lifts are going up after coming off a back injury.
Overall 7/10, just finances keeping me down. Life itself is great.
>>30455735
go shoot it champ
you'll change your tune
>>30448313
Pretty bad. I got an academic suspension from university. I'm more afraid of dealing with mummy than I am reapplying.
>>30448313
Just finished my second actual shift as an RN. Looking forward to my paycheck in two weeks so I can get a PTR. I know it's the poorfag of battle rifles but I like the look.
>>30448313
>got diagnosed with general Anxiety, ADHD, and hyperactivity yesterday
>might get diagnosed with high functioning autism, due to social problems
>ask if my diagnosis could have an impact on my firearms hobby.
>he asks if I ever think about hurting myself or others, say no
>he tells me that I seem perfectly fine to play with whatever toys I'd like
>tfw mom sent me there to try to get them taken away
>tfw he tells me to shoot more if it is as therapeutic as I say
>tfw therapist is bro-tier
>>30457193
Meh, if you go four years without pissing off your university, you're not living your life correctly
>tfw 1 year out of undergrad and making more than the professor that ratted me out
>>30457193
It's not the end of the world. Figure out a plan for going forward, so that when you talk to your mom you have solutions instead of problems.
>>30457264
That's good to hear anon!
>>30448313
Just got back from hospital
Lump in my nut removed
Thought I'd have a scare on my nuts, but no
they cut you open like fish and get nut from the inside
could be worse
>>30455894
Afraid not, family
>>30457264
that's relieving to hear in this pathetic anti gun country
>>30457332
Gimlet Eyed Butler???
Birth name
Smedley Darlington Butler
Nickname(s)
"Old Gimlet Eye"
"The Fighting Quaker"
"Old Duckboard"
Born
July 30, 1881
West Chester, Pennsylvania, U.S.
Died
June 21, 1940 (aged 58)
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, U.S.
Buried at
Oaklands Cemetery
West Chester, Pennsylvania, U.S.
Allegiance
United States of America
Service/branch
United States Marine Corps
Years of service
1898–1931
Rank
Major General
Unit
2nd Marine Regiment
1st Marine Regiment
Commands held
13th Marine Regiment
Marine Expeditionary Force, China
1st Marine Regiment
Battles/wars
Spanish–American War
Philippine–American War
Battle of Noveleta
Boxer Rebellion
Battle of Tientsin
Battle of San Tan Pating
Banana Wars
Battle of Masaya
Siege of Granada, Nicaragua
Battle of Coyotepe Hill
Infiltration of Mexico City
Battle of Fort Dipitie
Battle of Fort Rivière
Mexican Revolution
Battle of Veracruz
World War I
Western Front
Awards
Medal of Honor ribbon.svg Medal of Honor (2)
Marine Corps Brevet Medal ribbon.svg Marine Corps Brevet Medal
Ordre de l'Etoile Noire Officier ribbon.svg Order of the Black Star (Officier
>>30457310
Oh, don't worry. I've been preparing. Good advice tho, thanks.
>>30448313
wanting to go innawoods and living in KC is pure hell. there is nothing around for miles but shitty suburbs, farmland, and tiny conservation areas. working on getting gear, my first rifle, and a job. breddy gud other than the lack of innawoods spots.
>>30448466
>>30448589
quit being such a pussy, i had my pic related out with only local anesthesia. I was eating shit n went out paintballing the next day.
>>30457380
watch "The Day After" KC gets nuked
>>30448313
Been having kind of a rough time. Am in the process of quitting Oxycodone.
Awful, but I can see a resolution coming soon, it's calling, it's beautiful, maybe it's a new beginning.
>>30457401
eating feces?
sounds like a paintballer to me
>>30457319
>>30457355
thanks faggots, i was really worried for a minute because I just bought a sweet Howa 1500 in 7.62 NATO, and I really want to break it in
>pic related, not mine just same setup
>>30457403
switch to cocaine
GOD DAMNIT TODAY WAS ALMOST SO GOOD.
>Go to new super huge indoor gun range
>have a great time, make friends with range officer and front desk qt's
>sight in new optic on my M85
>pack up my shit and head out with shit eating grin, it had been awhile since a range day
>walk around to see all the over priced AR's
>guy walks over to counter and asks clerks if he can try out a case to see if it fits his PS90
>walk over to counter where the two clerks are helping the guy
>they ask if I need help
>"no thank you, just checking out his ps90"
>notice black polymer, SBR'd short barrel, trijicon sight, this guy put in some time so I ask
>"hey man, what generation is that?"
>"What? I didn't know there was a difference?"
>at this point the clerks are staring at me
>makes me nervous because of the looks they're giving me like "fuck off" so I wrap up the potential convo before it even happens
>"y...yeah, if you're a big FNH fan you should look into the first generation and it's h.. hilarious how they shipped them (auto seers to civilians reference)"
>they look at me like a drooling retard
> I say have a nice day, they don't reply and I walk away
TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY AND I ONLY WANTED A NICE DAY BEFORE.
>>30457420
>>30448313
Pretty darn good, considering the circumstances.
Lots of serious shit going on in my life right now, but my number one concern presently is if Cold Steel will actually ship me that $0.00 knife I ordered this morning that I saw on the /k/ thread.
Priorities, man.
>>30449072
Happy birthday anon!
Currently on a road trip with my dad and my cousin from San Diego back home to Pittsburgh, things are looking good. Saving my money for an AK, and I'm getting some milsurp for my birthday next month.
>>30457402
god i can only hope so. this place is garbage.
>>30450092
Learn languages, that's valuable as fuck in intelligence fields, hell most fields have jobs like that. Learning Arabic opens a fucking goldmine from what I've heard.
Small sinkhole opened up behind house. Displaced a 800 gallon septic tank, which then cracked and started flooding into my basement through a ruptured wall thanks to sinkhole. Spent most of day knee-deep in poo-water.
I'm now sitting naked from the waist down eating cookie dough out of the tube and watching porn with no headphones.
I'd say it's a 4/10 evening.
>>30457855
your life hurts me in the soul place
getting ready to PCS to okinawa. Gonna take a few days and drive from NC to Texas before i say goodbye to my doggo for 2 years or maybe more. Gonna drop off my guns, ammo and my truck at my parents house.
Its been a chaotic few months getting shit together. I won't get to rest until about october and due to the season i can only take a couple hundred pounds worth of shit with me. I get to start my life over again and to top it all off my older sister has been trying to talk my mother and father into selling my guns off because she's extremely anti
on a good note i just got a good my AC works
>>30457403
Smoke the reefer. Don't do >>30457432
>>30448451
Did she move far away or go on a trip, or did something terrible happen?
>>30448313
Things are OK, not good, not bad but OK. moving house in a few days so first thing I'm going to do when i move in is put up my Gadsden.
Pretty shitty tbqh. GF just broke up with me last night, and I found out my uncle died last night as well. We all knew he was gonna go since it was cancer, but damn it still sucks. On the upside though, I've been losing weight and getting into shape like I've always wanted to. I I'm also making decent money, but most of that money is going towards some trips I'm taking next summer. Nonetheless, its shitty, but it could be much worse.
>>30448313
Breddy good actually
>>30457957
That's actually one of the strategies I'm using to quit. My doctor gave me a medical marijuana license. So for now at least I'm eat all the CBD oil I can afford.
>>30448313
Well, I just graduated with an MS in Biotechnology in May. I haven't found a job yet and I feel like shit because of that. I also haven't been working other than driving an Uber to make ends meet, and I'm about to move homewhen my rent ends in August.
I just need to find a job. I've had half a dozen interviews in person and double that over the phone but no luck yet.
feelin pretty bad man.
>>30448313
I'll be heading off to camp up in upstate New York this next Sunday, I'll be innawoods for 5 days. I've been talking to a qt3.14 for a few weeks now, not sure if I even want it to pan out, I'm scared as fuck of getting into another relationship, last one left me on the side of the road with a backpack of dress clothes and nothing else. Only made it home by the grace of strangers. I live at home and I'm 22, I run a 5 axis CNC, I love the job but hate the people I work for and don't get paid worth a damn. I was planning on going back to school this fall, that fell through. I pass my time with endless hours at the gym, feels good to be in pretty good shape and get plenty of attention from girls, I keep my distance because I'm so ashamed of living at home. every day I think of how my problems will get worse this next tax cycle with obamacare penalties coming in if I don't make me more jewbux before then. Don't watch TV or play any vidyuh, the only thing keeping me from going to live innawoods for good is the book of Psalms and the fact that I get to forget the world exists and carry my M39 across the Adirondacks this next week.
Could be a lot better, could be worse
The only reason I'm not dead is I'm scared shirtless of hell even though I know that's where I belong.
>>30458437
Catholic?
>>30458437
>hell
Maybe you should wait until you're old enough to stop believing in fairy tales, and then consider suicide.
>>30458536
Nope, Protestant
>>30448313
Pretty good, and it's getting better. Finally joined the army reserve, and I'll spend days innawood/innariver with good pals soon.
also call me a faggot, but it's heartwarming to see supportive answers to the anons feeling the blues
>>30458582
>tips fedora meme
>is an atheist
>>30458620
Really? And here I thought it was mostly Catholic parents who were still into that style of raising children.
I finished gay air assault school and got blood wings so I can drink again for the first time in two weeks. It's been too long so I feel good
>>30458659
That's because my parents have nothing to do with me being a piece of shit or suicidal. I did this to myself.
Oddly enough my father was raised Catholic. He's a good man.
>>30448313
Looks like I need eye surgery. On my dominant eye too. Hopefully it isn't to invasive and doesn't fuck my vision. I'd be so pissed if I can't see well enough to shoot anymore.
