>tfw you put in a lot of work over a long amount of time and start to produce stuff that actually looks decent
We're all gonna make it bros. Everything looks impossible until you do it. Plunging headfirst into the abys and trusting yourself really works.
>>2549237
>tfw you put in work over the course of years and are now making professional work
>tfw you still feel empty inside
>tfw your skill level brings no happiness or fulfillment
>>2549243
Watch Alan Watts vids on YouTube. You have to let go and stop striving and just be. Trying to be something is like trying to calm a pool with a rake, i.e., it doesn't work. You are destined to an unfulfilled life if you can't learn to just be. Good luck, brah. We're all gonna make it.
>>2549256
Hey thanks for the suggestion, only saw it now or I would have responded sooner. Which vids of his do you recommend? Seems there are a lot of talks he gave on different topics and a lot of them are quite long.