Hello everyone
I'm a submissive 21 year old guy and even though I was pretty scared thinking about actually serving a Man IRL, I just met a Master who lives in my area and we planned on meeting next weekend.
I've been fantasizing about serving older dom Men since I was 16 and now that I might finally fulfill my fantasy, I'm a bit scared by the whole thing, like, how I will react, what's gonna happen, how I will experience it, how it's gonna be etc.
It's a pretty confusing feeling so I thought maybe some of you guys could give me some advice about how to behave, act, react, expect etc.?
Since this is a porn sharing board I will be sharing pics related to Male dom and chastity while you guys (hopefully) answer
dont do it; you'll regret it I swear.
When I was 20 I met up with an older man who wanted to by my master
I thought because I had been having sex for years and the porn interested me that it was going to be this fun, cathartic experience
It really wasn't, he ended up being a jerk and tried to blackmail me
It really wasn't the amazing xTube esque moment I had envisioned. I have had BDSM style sex since then and it has worked because I have had a connection with the guy, trust and a better mutual understanding of what each other want
When you give a complete stranger (and lets face it, no matter how long you chat to someone online they are a complete stranger until you have really met them) you don't know what they will want you to do, and when they are a sadist they don't care how it will affect you
>>1373513
I'm not either of the prior anons but i'd say don't jump right into the submissive sex part as soon as you meet. feel the guy out, make sure you're comfortable, have a conversation. make sure he is going to respect your safe word or other limits as you assert them because otherwise you're actually in a dangerous situation. you can't gather all that just through text conversations.
now if you go through that and are comfortable if the guy is any good, if you're new he'll ease you into things versus expecting you to take whatever, which really isn't reasonable for someone who's never done it before
@1373490 sauce?
>>1373522
this
im a submissive bottom too and i jerk off to things like you posted but when i actually tried it wasnt fun at all and my anxiety was bad
>>1373503
Almost two years in, no regrets so far.
Like everyone is saying, don't rush, after all you are letting him tie you up. There has to be strong trust there.
>>1373493
MMMM, love that one
Just be VERY CAREFUL letting yourself get into a position where you are helpless, with a stranger.
I have subbed for several men, sometimes I can tell they aren't in it and are just "humoring" me and it's kinda "meh", but once I met a "real" Leather Master who, even though we discussed in advanced that I didn't have tons of experience in it and am not into pain, kept pushing the envelope and doing things that went a little too far, and it lost its eroticism for me. But, OTOH his sadism "needed" a certain degree of pain on my part and our goals just wseren't in synch. I did have some great mental domination stuff with him that I still fap to, years later, though.
BUT--set ground rules, tell him what your HARD LIMITS are, and also tell him that the first time, it should be a little more "JV" because you need to trust him and he needs to trust you, so you will not allow yourself to be tied up or otherwise seriously compromised (you can still play bondage with "imaginary ropes"). Also DO NOT let them take photos of you because you never know where they could end up.
TL;DR--set limits and be sure you trust that he will stick to them. Go easy on the S&M stuff the first time and make sure it's what you really want before letting him go farther (typically, each session is more intense than the previous, in the early sessions, if he is doing his part right).
Also leave a written record somewhere of where you are going if you go to his house, just as insurance (people should do this for any online hookup, frankly).
But you may well find it VERY worth it :) Even after the session itself is over, you will fap to the memories forever.
