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>We pick out a porn to watch.
>He starts it, then stands up and drops his pants. I can see his entire ass, just out there. It's so big and bearish, I'm instantly rock hard. He sits down and starts stroking his dick unabashedly. It's not that great desu, kinda small chod and he's a little too plump for me, but there's a ripple of muscle under his fat belly and he has a stubbly beard and deep brown eyes. He's probably a 5/10 but I'm thinking he's a 7 or 8/10, just cause he hits me right in the daddy issues.
>I pull out my cock sort of timidly, it's fully erect and (a lot) bigger then his. He eyes it and complements me. That makes me harder.
>We stroke for awhile, then I ask him if I can touch his. He lets me, and we stroke eachother. It feels weird. The feeling of his rough, callused hands on my sensitive cockhead makes me drip with precum.
>He asks if he can blow me, and I say yes.
>He blows me. Years of death-grip masturbation has deadened my cock to sensations, so it doesn't really feel like anything. He mentions that he loves eating ass, and I tell him to go for it, so he does. I love the feeling of his scrubbly beard on my taint but the actual ass-eating is meh, not as crazy-amazing as I had always imagined.
>I ask him if I can finger him, and he says yes, and so I do.
>His ass is clean as a whistle and much warmer and softer then I could ever imagine. I want to suck his cock and fuck him but I'm to shy to ask. After awhile he gets out a toy, it's a double-sided plastic toy, one side is hard anal beads and the other is a prostate massager. He asks me to put the prostate massager in him but I ask if I can fuck him with the beads, he says yes and he gets on all fours and I fuck him with the toy for awhile. I love it, but then he asks me to stop, so I do.

(no idea what happened to my numbering system, last post was 2, this post is 3)
>I ask him to finger me
>He slides a finger inside me. Fuckmanitfeelssogood.exe
>One finger fills me up
>I lay on my back while he penetrates my hole with his finger. He starts thrusting with it, fingerbanging me. I get super into it. The porn on the T.V. is forgotten. He's leaning over me, panting and jacking himself off, while I furiously masturbate with his finger in my ass. I get vocal, ask him to finger me harder, deeper. We lock eyes, my young blue eyes staring into his deep brown eyes. It feels so good, I feel my balls clenching up and my ass tightening around his finger, then I spew my cum all over his face and his beard and my chest. I don't even bother to catch it like normal. It's one of the best orgasms I've ever had, I pump out tons of cum.
>He pulls his finger out of me as my post-orgasm mental state sets in
>Oh fuck what did I just do

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>He sweeps his hand across my chest and gets a fistful of my cum, then starts beating off with it.
>I feel violated (he didn't ask if he could take my cum) but don't say anything because I'm aware of how stupid that train of thought is.
>I ask if I can take a shower to clean up the cum before it dries.
>I'm visibly shaken and upset
>He says yes and looks at me with concerned brown eyes.
>I shower off, I take a little longer then I probably should in some one else's shower. He has a shower shot, a home enema system I've often admired on adult toy websites.
>I get out of the shower, go back out into the living room and start to get dressed. He's sitting on the couch, soft and silent. It doesn't look like he finished.
>"You want me to finish you, man?" I ask, without much enthusiasm. He says no.
>"The sex was great" he says.
>I say we didn't have sex, he didn't stick his dick inside me.
>He says we had a sex-like experience.
>I leave quickly
>In the car I feel so confused. Did I just lose my virginity? I don't feel molested or violated, everything was consensual and the escalation was entirely off of my requests. I googled up tons of stuff. "Does a blowjob count as loosing your virginity?" "Does getting fingered count as sex?" The internet gives no clear answer. I have no idea if I'm still a virgin or not. After awhile I decide that losing my virginity, if I did lose it at all, to a 47-year-old Latino bear I met on craigslist is something I regret, but most people regret how they lost their virginity so it's no big deal. (And then I realized it was a lot like Finch and Stifler's mom, which made me laugh because Finch was the character I identified the most with in American Pie.)

>About a week later
>I'm at my friend Mark's house. (name changed.) He's a year older then me and we're very alike. We're both young virgins that grew up as isolated computer/gaming nerds with no sexual experiences. (I'm one-up on him because a week before I let a Latino bear finger a load out of me. I'm still not sure if I'm a virgin or not.)
>He's a cutey-pie otter and I have a crush on him, but he's pretty religious, straight, and a pastors son so I don't put the moves on him. I value him more as a friend.
>His parents are out of town and so he decides to have a sleep -over and stay up all night eating junk food and watching horror movies, and he invites me. (I'm 22 and he's 23 but junk food and horror movies are fun for all ages sue me)
>Before the movies me and him and a third friend (Henry, name changed,) go swimming. Mark says a few times that he wants to go skinny-dipping and really presses it. What the heck, I'm down.
>We all get in the pool and strip down naked. I don't see his dick, but I do see Henry's dick. I don't really care about Henry's dick, though.
>We start talking about girls
>I'm openly gay (around my freinds) so when it's my turn to talk about girls I throw my hands up and say I don't got any stories about the girls 'cause I like dudes
>It's Mark's turn to tell a story about girls, but he nervously fidgets and then tells us he's gay as well
>Henry nods, no surprise to him
>I'm a little flabergasted but I keep my cool

(last post was 5 this post is 6)

>Later we're watching horror movies
>Midway through The Babadook he sidles up to me. He says the movie is scary but he presses into me and I let him. I'm not sure if he's coming onto me but I still get butterfly's.
>Midway through The Conjuring he grabs my hand and holds it tight. ohfuck.jpg
>After The Conjuring Dan leaves and I decide to go for it and immediately plant a huge, sloppy, cheesy kiss on Mark. He pushes me away and acts offended.
>"Well damn man, I'm sorry I thought you were into me"
>"I am into you I just don't want to kiss you"
>wat.jpg
>Neither of us really know what to do so I suggest that we put on Akira and just see what happens.
>1988.7.16.TOKYO
>Mark pulls my dick out and I pull his dick out
>we mess around
>about 15 minutes into Akira we turn it off and I grab his hand and lead him to his bedroom
>"Not my bed, lets go to the guest bed"
>I take him to the guest bedroom
>we get naked, mess around, nothing really happens
>it's like 3:00am so we both go to bed

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(Last post I mentioned Dan leaving, that was actually Henry please ignore the name Dan)
>The next day, or maybe a few days later, we decide to fuck, so I get some condoms and lube and bend over his bed for him
>He can't get it up
>He tells me he's a furry. I know because I snooped in his browser history, but I don't tell him that.
>He tells me he's into vore.
>I didn't know that
>"That's okay man, we all have our kinks, it's alright."
>He asks if he can play some vore in order to get hard.
>"Alright man"
>He pulls up some shit on youtube, puts it on mute, and asks me not to watch because it's embarrassing.
>I don't watch, instead I bury my face into his bed and wait for his shaft

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>I can hear and feel him jacking off behind me
>I steal a glimpse at the youtube, without my glasses it's just a blurry mess. Some anthro animal swallowing a mouse or something.
>I feel him get hard. He slides on the condom, lubes up my ass, and pushes himself inside me. (not a finger this time)
>Ohgodithurtsbutitfeelskindagood.jpg
>He thrusts kinda meekly. It's an overwhelming sensation to feel him inside me, filling me up. I can see that he's watching the youtube and not me, but then I bury my face in the bed and bite the pillow and I don't know if he stopped watching the vore at all or not. After a few minutes he stops, then says in a small voice "I came." He pulls out, goes to the bathroom, and washes up.
>I don't feel any of the confusion or excitement I felt when Dirk fingered me, but I do feel kinda good and "after-glowy," also my legs are jelly
>Overall it was kinda meh desu
>I look at the porn on youtube, it's still playing. It's some anthro cat swallowing a mouse or lizard or something whole, then feeling it struggle around inside his belly before dying.
>wtf, whatever man, everyone has their kinks. I can't judge as long as I have my extreme BDSM fetish.
>He walks out of the bathroom, looks as dazed and confused as I was when Dirk fingered me.
>I smile at him
>He smiles at me
>We talk for a bit, this was the first time he had sex, maybe the first time I had sex
>end of this story
So here's my question /hm/: Who took my virginity: The 47-year-old latino bear I met on craigslist and let finger a load out of me, in one of the most passionate and pleasurable experiences of my life, or the 23-year-old pastors-son furry that pounded out a load in my ass while watching vore? It's been about half a year since this happened, but I'm still curious. About three months after Mark I met a guy on Grindr and we've had real, intense, hardcore gay sex with penetration and eye contact, but I'm pretty sure I lost it to Mark, even though it feels like I lost it to Dirk.

>>1324621
You only lose your virginity to actual sex. Peepee gotta go in butt

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for some reason spell-checker auto corrected imo to desu. How weirdly 4chan.

It feels weird to type all this out for the first time. It's so personal.

>>1324624
Cool, thanks. That's the correct answer.