I've lost my motivation to lift /fit/
What's the point anymore
I hate my life, I hate how I look, I hate my stupid face, I'm lazy, I'm stupid, I'm procrastinating studying for my important exams and doing my coursework, I'm 22 years old and I've never even been on a date, I've never kissed a girl, I'm a virgin. The only girls who find my even remotely "possible" for dating are shit tier, low quality chubby sluts, am I really that low of a level person? I guess I am.
Lifting for almost two years, still look like shit due to shitty genetics, shit insertions and small frame. My life in general sucks as well, I threw my whole life away just so I could get an education and now I don't have anything to show for it.
I wish I could just get cancer and die so my mom wouldn't have to hurt my family by committing suicide. I don't see any point in this anymore. 14 year olds are fucking cute 14 year olds and having the time of their lives while I struggled my entire life, grew up in poverty, worked hard and threw away my youth and now have nothing to show for it. I don't have any friends. People think I'm stupid. I want to die.
Youth ends at 30, kid. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. Find a hobby you can feel good about.
Think about what you've accomplished so far. Just fucking keep going.
Also, you need to lower your standards about women and get your dick wet. You don't have to marry the first one who takes you to bed.
>>36584209
>Youth ends at 30, kid
so there's almost nothing left. And then what? I don't want a family, I don't want kids. What will I have? fuck old used up, unattractive sluts for the rest of my life?
>Find a hobby you can feel good about.
I'm broke and I procrastinate too much already. What hobby? Lifting was my hobby, now I can't even stomach doing that anymore. I just wish I could get hit by a car or get shot so I can just die.
>Think about what you've accomplished so far. Just fucking keep going.
What's the point anymore? lost the best years of my life, I'm struggling with university, I don't have any friends. I threw away two years of my life just so I could make enough money to attend university and now that I'm here I realized that I threw away two years of my life for nothing.
>Also, you need to lower your standards about women and get your dick wet. You don't have to marry the first one who takes you to bed.
What's the point of fucking girls I'm not attracted to?
>>36584159
>I hate how I look
Then lift
>I hate my stupid face
Fix your hair and lower bf%
>I'm lazy
Stop being lazy
>I'm stupid
Just like 90% of the people around you then?
>I'm procrastinating studying
Load up on caffeine and other stimulants if needed and just get it fucking done
>I'm 22 years old, virgin etc
Just use tinder and other such social media to invite girls round for pizza and casual sex. 5% will say yes. Even more if you lift and diet correctly to look good like mentioned above.
>everything else
It's just excuses.
Dude. You're treating your life like a video game. You have only been playing for a couple of hours and you're regretting your character choice/progression route. So you're sitting about waiting to die so you can start again with a new character.
I understand the mindset. I really do. But you just need invest your effort into self improvement rather than fantasy and self pity. Or whatever else you're doing with your mental energy.
All of the problems you listed are fixable.
Think of yourself as a character in a game if you must. Except you get no re-runs. No start overs. No extra lives.
What steps do you take to improve your abilities? What are your "missions/quests" and how do you achieve them? What do you need to do to level up?
You'll realize that there is a set formula for all of these things. It's much simpler than it looks. You just need to fucking grind. Grind that shit every day. Become the man you fantasize about being.
Make us proud bro.
>>36584313
It's easy to say "just do x" but it's not that simple.
And of course I'm not going to list all my problems, but most of them aren't fixable. I hate my life, I genuinely do.
Just roid
>>36584355
>but it's not that simple
It is. Trust me. I was in your shoes. I'm only 24 now but I turned my life around in the past couple of years.
I learned the simplicity of just doing things.
Thinking about things is much harder than doing things. This is why all the people doing all the things you wish you could do seem so dumb. They seem so empty-headed to you. They seem like they don't quite grasp the importance of what they are doing or what is happening around them.
That alone is proof that it IS that simple. You really DO "just do x"
Your advantage is that you can also think about shit and realize the importance of it all. But right now you're letting that be a disadvantage, and it's stopping you right in your tracks.
I'm not going to post any more in this thread, or read the responses. But please take in what I've told you. As I promise you it's true.
Good luck.
>>36584159
Height? If you are not a manlet you still have a chance m8.
>>36584159
Look man I get it, you're depressed. I've been there, it's hard. It's lonely, it sucks. But I'm not going to give you pity. I'm not going to feel sorry for you. So stop feeling sorry for yourself. Just fucking stop. Life sometimes pushes you around until you just can't take it anymore. Till you get to your limit and you want it to all end. Life is suffering and you feel as if you'll do anything to make the suffering stop. Right now life is testing you. I wish I could tell you that if you get through this it'll all be over, and worth it in the end. But the truth is you've still got a lot more suffering to do. Own up to it. Pick yourself up. Face it. Ask for more. Rinse. Wash. Repeat.
>>36584159
You decide what you gonna do in life. Today you can literally become rich sitting on the PC screen if you apply yourself enough in illegal stuff, and money could fix a lot of problems. For example they make diet way easier, along with the possibility of fix skin problems with topic solutions ecc...
don't give up op
pic related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfjRcGDBvMQ
You are depressed. Fix your depression and watch the other "problems" disappear.
See a specialist.
Your world is what you think it is. Read the paragraphs you wrote.
>I'm this, I'm that, this is this, this is that
Well no shit it will be that way.
You can be who you want to be.
T. someone who was just like you
>>36584313
>fix your hair and lower bf℅
I hate this fucking meme so much
>>36584427
this guy knows whatsup
>>36584159
>The only girls who find my even remotely "possible" for dating are shit tier, low quality chubby sluts, am I really that low of a level person? I guess I am.
Physical appearance and what level of person someone is are two distinct things. You can be a high level of person (assuming that is a good person or something like that) and still be ugly. And you can be a low level person while being physically attractive. So don't mix those things up and conclude that just because you are not attractive you are not a good person.
Most people are just average, the women i fucked has been average and low level of physical attractiveness all in all. Because i am not that physically attractive my self. I don't really care about that, that is just how it is. That is how its for most people. Why you think that you should score the best chicks? Most people don't at all.
You are going to the gym and you are working on your education, that is good stuff, if that is all you have then maybe it would be wise to keep at it. Being in the situation you are but add no work, no education then things are suddenly A LOT worse.
You sound very depressed. My advice that i probably shouldn't give is to get your self some friends first and foremost and keep lifting and keep doing school, only positive things can come from doing that. And find a girl that is nice enough that wants to fuck you and go to town on her.
>>36584159
holy fucking shit did I write this?
>>36584159
Because no matter how bad your life will get, you can still have the gym and your body. Worship yourself and put your body on a pedestal. It will take time but eventually your mind will follow the sanctuary that you create against the shit flow of fate, and you can elevate yourself to a higher position in life.
You can do it anon, don't forget you can always get stronger as a natty. You aren't done with life, get up, breathe, and keep going.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1K1JePGXaA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qf5MAHGF7VA
Watch these videos man. They "might" help you.
>I'm 22
>virgin
>no gf ever
>in college but not sure what I want to do in life
>little to no friends
>working at a shitty job
>feel like killing myself everyday
My life suck ass. I come from a a shitty family, my dad was a drunk who beat us. I have a hard time in school, I have a hard time making friends, I'm ugly as fuck and also very insecure.
I just keeping thinking "maybe tomorrow will get better"
And thats what keeps me going.
best of luck man
we will all make it soon
I was in a similar position to you until a few months ago. I suppose there is no one solution that fits everyone, but for me, I realized what I've been missing all of my life after a good bit of reading and thinking. Reading specifically this one reading list about persuasion I found, which I realized applied just as well to persuading YOURSELF as it did to others.
For perspective, in my case it turned out to be a severe lack of a sense of belonging, of the sort of tribal unity that characterizes human beings. I never felt strongly about my family or friends, I never had a national identity, I never got into any religion, I never really got into any idealistic cause like many young people, I never even cheered for a football team. I just sort of drifted along procrastinating and hoping I'd drift along right through a comfy life.
Since I realized this I've gotten involved in charity, local community work and politics and it has kickstarted everything else in my life.
If you're interested, this is the list I followed:
http://blog.dilbert.com/post/129784168866/the-persuasion-reading-list
And pic related is the first book I read, which I'd recommend.
>>36584159
You literally described my life man, just change the poverty for relative wealth and you are me. But I got /fit/ as a result of feeling that way, not the other way around. I hate myself so I hurt myself, at the gym. I'd say just keep going with /fit/ and school and see where life goes. You can always jump off a building whenever, but you have some gains so keep building them and see if they/anything takes you anywhere.
>>36584159
Get laid.
pay for it if you need to.
>>36587617
>This book is one of my favorites. It's packed with tons of great advice and Scott Adams is a great writer.
>>36587839
I'm just mentioning the path I took because that's the information I have available. I'm sure some people will get motivated by learning about some philosophy that aligns with them near-perfectly and find answers through that, or some will find they have huge lust for power or money after a taste that ends up propelling them, or whatever. For them this shit won't be as useful.
>>36584159
I have it the same but I cant even get chubby girls no girl is ever interested in me I hate my life
>>36584159
Yeah doggy I never had the ideal life either. I've been in shoes similar to yours and yes, I agree sometimes just dying is easier than facing the hardships in life, but why do that when you know you'll get to your end goal/level ups in life eventually if you just keep on moving. Day by day you are elevating you self up. If you constantly think what do I need to do to be happy, or what do I need to do to inprove my daily life to make it more bearable, even something small like folding you bed everyday when you wake up, picking out an outfit/uniform for the next day, washing dishes daily, life will improve.
For me it was never being social with other people that made me want to end life. Come one day a Co worker said to me, hey let's go play some dodge ball tomorrow. We'll shit I already tidied the place up on saturday did laundry all I would do on Sunday would be just waking up getting drunk and watch TV all day so, what have I got to lose?
Lots of people were there, pretty much young adults that get together and play some dodge ball, Co worker introduced me to a lot of people, I greeted and shook hands and played some dodge ball. After playing I interacted with a few people's what's your name, what do you do for work, talk about dodgeball it was great!
Few weeks in people at dodge ball knew me next thing you know I had some friends that I would go to the theatres with or play some pool at a pub, go dancing, you know normie shit
Although im still slightly autistic, life is great. My goals in life to open up a business I know will be met and great friends is what keeps me going. Never give up, I always kept going even in shitty situations because I know life will get better and better just as long as I keep going forward
Life's a trip homes
>>36584159
>The only girls who find my even remotely "possible" for dating are shit tier, low quality chubby sluts, am I really that low of a level person? I guess I am
Nope OP. Women want the world out of a man.
>>36584272
What do you mean almost nothing? There's 8 fucking years of youth left, that's a lot of time you whiny bitch
The world is a great big place with lots of things to do
If you don't want to fuck used up sluts then you don't have to, go do something else
>>36584272
>lost the best years of my life
You really think teens and early 20s are the best years of a person's life? Grow the fuck up
>>36584272
>whats the point of fucking girls im not attracted to?
Cuz it feels good on ur benis
>>36588009
not him but everyone except a fucking based old guy (late 60s) that I work with who I've met over 30 is
>dead inside
>shacking up with fat chicks
>getting married or else accidentally having children and getting married
>ones who were married in their twenties are into marriage number two or three
>don't go outside except for WINGS NIGHT with coworkers
>get that look of desperation if the conversation somehow turns to hopes and dreams, and changes the subject to something offbeat and humorous
>talks only about television and video games
>and only talk about meme shows and meme games
>no hobbies and swoleshame all the time
>bitch like old women about girls these days but act 200% nice to them whenever they're around
>>36584159
go home, bitch. write in your journal about it
