>>36245631
part 2

>she guides my cock into her becuase kek I don't know which hole is which
>thought I would be a minute man but I just can't cum
>she gets off but I still haven't got mine
>tells me "I want you to cum"
>push her head down
>she begins to suck it
>feelsgoodman.bmp
>still can't come
>tell her fuck it
>start fucking/fingering her again
>time passes
we just laid there for a while until I got pissed that I didn't cum
>turn her over and stick it in her ass
>I'M GOING IN DRY!!!
>she starts to moan
>after a few minutes pull her head to suck my clean of her shit
>finally cum in her mouth
>she swallows
>LITERALLY seconds later realized what I have done
>filled with utter shame
>decide to sneak out while she sleeps
>"Do you have all your stuff?"
>I woke the beast
>"Y-yes"
>hug her and leave
>walk of shame for 2 hours and 4 miles till I get to my car at 7am
I still can smell and taste her no matter how many times I brush my teeth. I just feel sad and disgusted in a way. I got in shape for a qt but instead got a "thick" girl. I feel deceived in a way. She wasn't ugly though but I thought she would be in shape from her pics. I had fun but still. I don't know does anyone have a similar experience?

pic related is what she looked like but she was brown.

Bruh.......

>>36245644

don't beat yourself up about it. in all honesty i had a tendency to fuck landwhales when i got drunk. haven't had a drink in 6 years because of it. people at work as me to go out for drinks and i tell them i don't drink. they ask if im an alcoholic and im like "nope, i just fuck fat chicks when im drunk."

Live and learn man. You knew what was right but you dun goofed.

Never drink after lifting.

whatever anon, you sound like you havent had many one night stands. Just repeat the process with a better looking girl. And stop whining you got what you wanted, and then you left.

Extra-marital sexual relations are sinful, and an abomination, anon. The emptiness you feel is the realization that sex can never fill that longing that is deep inside of you. I would suggest prayer and repentance.

>>36245631

you gave the landwhale a cock, and now she can brag how she fucked a hot and muscular dude.


>breh
>next time be more careful

whatever anon, you sound like you havent had many one night stands. Just repeat the process with a better looking girl. And stop whining you got what you wanted, and then you left.

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>>36245631
>pic related is what the girl looked like but brown

>mfw

why is /fit/ still full of these shit posts

it's march, the NYR people should be gone

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>>36245631
sex outside of love is a waste of time friend, might aswell fucking jack off into your onahole until then

>>36246121
hit a new PR too but I wasted those gainz...I did my arms and chest that day to look good for her.

too bad she doesn't have the same mentality

>>36246067
i feel you bro it felt a little embarrassing to be seen with her. I just wanted to get drunk as quick as possible

>>36246208
>you sound like you havent had many one night stands
it was my first. i could have ditched her for other girls too. there were some cuterish girls there at the bar. not top quality but more fuckable at least

>>36246191
i know breh i'm sorry...i failed myself i failed you i failed /fit/ ;__;

>>36246262
Damn alice looks like she's high

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>>36245631
atleast you got over it

im still trying to get out of my shell now that i got some decent gains

>was at a party last week and meet a girl
>she was a foreigner but still a q3.14
>was a bit drunk at the time so i was really confident and got up to talk to her
>seemed really in me and talk alot about her studies and things she does
>i get called into a different room to talk to some friends
>she leaves after a while
>next morning i added her on fb
>she messeges me first
>conversation goes well
>get compliments and how im well informed or some shit like that
> after a while she sends texts like short aswers and like half assed replies

> next day i talk chat with her thru fb and get her number and set a date for the next day
> next day the date goes well, we both seemed to enjoyed it,
> tried to get get some physical contact out of it and it only ended in a hug, and it kinda felt akward

fast forward some days

> talk to her again thru fb
> conversations seem normal but drift to her not responding after like hours
> or she responds just before she is going to bed and only talks a bit and then offlines
>yesterday i talk to her and try to set up the next date, she says she has things to do afternoon
>then i ask if shes free before that, she says thats she is
>ask if she wants to for coffe before that
>she declines and says another time

im guessing she is really busy atm, but the passive chats confuse me since in person she is really open. Im thinking of trying to talk to her next week and try again if not ill just drop it.
but i really dont want to let her go, she a really based girl ;_;

>

>>36246367
Have you read the books?

>>36246480
wait are you the anon that liked that M.E. foreigner?

>>36246480
Don't start a conversation with her anymore. If she is interested, she will message/talk to you. You had your chance. If you see her in person just be like you always are

>>36246480
>responding after like hours
>> or she responds just before she is going to bed and only talks a bit and then offlines
>>yesterday i talk to her and try to set up the next date, she says she has things to do afternoon
>>then i ask if shes free before that, she says thats she is
>>ask if she wants to for coffe before that


stop talking to her man you sound desperate as fuck

>>36245644
Your walking pace is 2mph? I hate people like you blocking our pavements.

>>36246121
lol'd furiously

>>36246480
you blew it, move on to the next one

>>36246520
thanks i will stick to your plan, i kinda hope she is, but im not gonna get overworked about if she doesnt

>>36246528
>stop talking to her man you sound desperate as fuck
i didnt responded to her after immediately when she messeged me, i let it sit a 15 or 30 min then i started with constant replies back
but i asked for coffe as in something to kill the time before her things she needs to do
>>36246517
who?

You anally raped her and you want us to feel... what, sympathy for you? Go fuck yourself.

The girl in that picture is ok.
How was her face.

The feel you have will go over in an hour or two, its the same feel of resentment towards women you get after fapping, youll be horny again soon and want to fuck her again.. funny how men work

>>36246367
Of course she's high nigga. You think a bitch seeing talking rabbits and playing cards come to life is straight?

>>36246902
>anally raped
she enjoyed it or didn't complain therefore mutual

also not looking for sympathy but just see if other /fit/izens have had similar experiences or how they felt after losing their virginity
>>36246912
>want to fuck her again
>fuck her again
>fuck her

'no' I want to fuck a girl I can be seen in public without having to be drunk

>>36246480

this is sad. you tried way to fucking hard. move on to the next one. once they know you're really interested, the challenge for them is gone.

>>36246943
A lack of "no" is not a "yes"

I hope a heavy barbell falls on your neck

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>>36246966
note taken, but how long should one wait before you ask her out again?

>>36246988
Dick

>>36246943
>I want to fuck a girl I can be seen in public without having to be drunk

This pretty much tells me that you don't even want to have sex for your own personal pleasure, you want a trophy fuck to prove to the world that you made it. You're looking for validation not even a nut and I think thats pretty sad, anon.

>>36247033

never. fucking never. she will never change her mind, and the more you ask, the more pathetic you will seem, increasing the chances of her telling her friends how pathetic you are. if you just completely ignore you she will either forget about you or initiate contact herself.

don't message her again until she messages you first, and even then she has to initiate contact at least 3 times before you ever send her a message that isn't a reply.

>>36247060

also, try to make sure she is the one who sends the last message. don't talk to her forever endlessly. don't constantly ask her out. women only want what they think they can't have. the more accessable you are, the less desirable you are.

>>36247046
well shit...not gonna lie that's kind of true. i want to feel an emotional connection and attraction towards somebody. just fucking a random hoe just because she spreads her legs doesn't feel like it's worth my time. also, all the alcohol made my dick kinda numb so i didn't really feel the full pleasure even without a condom

>>36246988
lol spotted the sjw
the only women he fucked this nasty landwhale was to dump his seed into something... she consented to sex at the start of the night and he went for it, who cares if its in her whale pussy or her stretched asshole

>>36247087
>her stretched asshole
op here it's called a "blowhole" anon

>>36247103

a blowhole is the mouth of any female

>>36247083
Give up on the gains brah. Have you seen what syphilis does to a man?

If she can take it straight up the pooper, without lube or even pussy juice as lube, then you are guaranteed to have STIs

>>36247060
>>36247077
Oh no i got the messege clear on this specific girl. But does this applies on other girls too when i will meet them?

>>36247131
please no ;__;

>>36247083

you fucked a brown fatty who put out on the first date and didn't wear a condom???

you need to go to a clinic and get tested. like fucking tomorrow! YOU ARE A STUPID MOTHERFUCKER!!!

Anyone know a good kegalling routine for men?

>>36247134

every girl. don't waste your time. bitches are shallow.

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Wait wait wait, you actually said "I'm going in dry?"

>>36247143
shit i'm starting to get worried

>>36247163
no, but i was saying that in my head.

>>36247172

you should be worried. that is a game you never want to play. not just for std's, but what if you get that bitch knocked up?

>>36245631
>fucking a big girl in the ass, no strings attached
>coming into her
>still complaining
I NEVER came into a girl, the last time I had sex was three years ago.
Girls won't go near me, and i can't flirt whatsoever, so no sex for me in sight.
Sounds like you had a pretty good time with sone whore, something I can't get even if try like an idiot, and yet you are here FUCKING CONPLAINING.
NORMIEA GET THE FUCK OUT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>36247152
yeah, i would have treated her like a bitch if she was one, but like i said she was a foreign girl and gave a pretty shy type vibe to me. and most her fb posts are more or less her things with her family.

>>36247172

also, if you eat random pussy, you can get genital herpes on your mouth.

>>36247203

fuck a trap. it's a she-dude so you probably wont feel uncomfortable around her like you do with actual females, and guaranteed anal!

>>36247193
>>36247207
i came in her mouth because as drunk as i was i was still scared to get her pregnant....i should've just walked away when i had the chance

>>36247219

just get yourself tested. hopefully you will come back clean, or at worst something that a few pills will fix forever.

now that you have smashed your first box, you know pussy is overrated. the things you did are things you do with bitches you are going to actually want to date. never eat pussy that you don't have feelings for, and always wear a rubber.

>>36247217
Go away trappy-chan fanboi, i wanna fuck a real women in the ass, not some dressed up dude in a wig high on female hormones.

>>36247241
will do anon. i just want a qt that motivates me to be better someone who understands me and accepts me for who i am. i want someone i can have conversations with and don't want them to end. i think that's why i stayed that night because i have been cocoon mode for a while and missed companionship. even though i wasn't into it talking to her shit anyone felt good

>>36246262
this i can sort of confirm. I've only fucked 12 girls but i've only loved like 2 of them, having sex while being in love, cheesiness aside just feels more comfortable and happier and just more fulfilling and no guilt or anything attached to it.

The other 10 girls i fucked were 80% awkward fucks and just not that great by comparison. Sure I got some good lays but they were pretty rare.

The only good thing about having sex with a good number of girls (not to say that I have) is the fact that you can say you've slept with 'x' amount of girls and you won't feel as insecure as if your gf said she's slept with 'x' amount of guys which made me insecure.

Also, when you're drunk and horny man you just gotta fuck something, it doesn't even matter.

>>36247264

im not a trappy fanboi. i made that suggestion because i thought you were a faggot.

i got nothing against traps though. i just don't respect them the same as i don't respect most women or fat guys.

>>36247297
what does being in love with someone that loves you feel like anon?

>>36247281

see, what you're talking about is referred to as a "dream girl" because they only exist in your dreams. the best you can actually hope for in life is someone who you can tolerate 70% of the time, wont get fat, and won't cheat on you.

>>36247298
Nah man, i'm straight. But unfortunately i can flirt at all. I mean, i can talk to girls, but all i do is making friends with them, girls actually like me, but they don't want to sleep with me. I guess i'm kinda like a faggot, only without the gay sex but also without straight sex

>>36247316
damn sounds like that scene in 500 days of summer where it's a split screen between reality and expectations

>>36246925
well it was a disney movie, little mermaid had talking fish and crabs.

>>36247366

>500 days of summer

this is a problem. i don't know what the fuck you're talking about, and you shouldn't know either.

>cuterish girls there at the bar. not top quality but more fuckable at least
>FUCKING PEAR SHAPE
>uhhh.... knee? kankle? fat leg attachment
>she doesn't break i
>her ass is even more enormous
>copied >LITERALLY EVERYTHING from
>nasty pornos
>I still haven't got mine
>I still haven't got mine
>I still haven't got mine
>stick it in her ass DRY
>pull her head to suck my clean of her shit
>>filled with utter shame
>filled with utter shame
>filled with utter shame
>filled with utter shame
>filled with utter shame
>I just feel sad and disgusted
>I just feel sad and disgusted
>I feel deceived
>I got in shape for a qt but instead got a "thick" gir
>I feel deceived
>I still haven't got mine
>I just feel sad and disgusted
>I just feel sad and disgusted
>I had fun

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>>36245631
>be big guy (4u)
>have bad case of resting bitch face
>still at uni after all my friends graduated
>no one sits next to me in lectures or tutorials
>if the lecture is packed people still leave 4-5 seat gap
>go the whole day without speaking to people except for people apologising to me

I'm getting really lonely.

OP here guys i don't know if she bit me while going down on me but i have a red line on my shaft right underneath my penis head. it's just a bite mark right? it's normal right? it kinda hurts a little and i'm an uncut fag so it's normal right?

>>36247363

flirting is bullshit. you ignore bitches, because all they really want is attention. eventually they will notice you ignoring them, and then they will flirt to get attention. the more you ignore them, the more they will need your fucking attention. eventually they will even give up the pussy just so you notice them. when this happens, smash them from behind, tell them to call you when they want to get fucked, and leave.

seriously, planning your macros are more complicated than women...

>>36247405

std's don't come in lines

>>36247421
oh thank god

>>36247424

you still need to get tested tomorrow. those things take weeks or months to set in. you are not in the clear.

>>36247313
It's pretty good, friendo. To me it's different to the whole typical lovestory fantasy. For me, it was the extremes of all emotions. So like when we were happy it was great, we were both passionate and loving and caring and would have fun and laugh at everything, but when it was bad it was truly horrible.. like we were both insanely insecure, jealous, angry and stubborn.

In hindsight we were both too immature for a relationship and it's good we broke up. But no matter the evils she speaks of me to her friends/family I will never deny that I was madly in love with her to my friends and family at one point in my life, I refuse to let a finished relationship poison my outlook on love and people.

>>36247409
>ignore the bitches
Yeah well, here is how that goes for soneone not as good looking as you are (i.e.)
>ignore the bitches
>they ignore me
>i don't have sex
>i don't even talked to them
>they have sex with someone else

I don't have any problem figuring stuff out, i even think i'm kinda smart, but for some reason girls are just rocketscience to me.

>>36245644
Don't worry about it. At least you'll never be a wizard.

And yeah, the not cumming thing happened to me my first time. The more I fucked the more I was able to please myself as well. Porn sex is all about female satisfaction.

It might also have just been because you were drunk.

A wise man once told me, it's not the face you fuck, it's the fuck you face.

>>36247441

keep working out and quit worrying about it so much. if it's that big of a deal, pay for it.

>>36247390
Sorry this post doesn't make sense I'll explain it. Firstly, if it matters I'm a 37 year old male who has had a fair amount of one night stands, and a few serious relationships, including my current one.

Look, the reason it wasn't great fundamentally comes down to your mindset. You have a highly misogynistic view of women, and essentially (from your writing I infer) that you don't even see women as fully human. Women to you are nothing but objects really. A thing which you can show off (to who?) so you can feel better about yourself, something you can have by your side to show the world that "yeah look what I can fuck", "look at this attractive ass that lets me fuck her - she's high quality so that PROVES I too am high quality, right guys? right?" You're fundamentally insecure. This wasn't even about sex, this was about you trying to get it done so you could show the world what happened, in order to feel better about yourself. You feel ashamed because in your mind the value of women come from their looks alone and the only one you could convince to let you fuck her was in your mind "low-quality" or "sub-standard", as if women are products and she's a second.

You have low self esteem. You want an attractive women (looks wise) by your side because you think that will make you feel better about yourself, because finally then people will look up to you like damn that guy is hitting that?! damn she's hot dude nice one etc.

Look not only is this deeply misogynistic, it's unhealthy, and it's not conducive to good sex, in fact it's the complete opposite. This doesn't attract women, it's probably the reason it took you 24 years to get laid.

You need to complete change the way you approach sexual relations. First of all get rid of the quite frankly disgusting idea that because you got in shape you are entitled to fuck a "qt", and not a "landwhale" like you got. And get rid of this revolting shit in your head that "she got hers but I didn't get mine yet".

>>36247533

this guy doesn't get it.

everyone is worthless. men are just less worthless in general because they can actually do shit. emotions and feelings are not what life is about. unless you're rich, handsome, and fit, you life is going to suck more often than not. live for yourself, don't be a whiteknight cuck like the faggot above.

>>36247461
>Porn sex is all about female satisfaction.

Why are you worried OP?
Your fucking virginity was not special, get over it and keep doing that, you had fun didn't you? Stop complaining you faggot
At least now you're ready for better looking girls, if you make that experience count you will end up more confident
Sometimes I fuck ~4/10s, enjoy it and don't give a fuck about it, I also fuck 9/10s, it's all good. Every experience counts (as long as the girl isn't a HORRID 1/10)

>>36247533
Sex - good sex- does not involve you using a females body to masturbate yourself until orgasm. Healthy enjoyable sex is a shared activity, negotiated between two partners to have a good time together. It's not something you 'DO' to a woman.

And please have the common courtesy to not think of your partner as a piece of shit "landwhale" while at the very same time you're using her body to essentially masturbate. You really need to work on yourself.

Stop thinking of girls as objects. Stop trying to validate yourself through sex. Stop being such a disgusting misogynist that merely being seen with a particular female is enough to make you feel shame. If you feel shame, all that means is that YOU are a bad person, you're deeply insecure, and you pathetically need the approval of others in order to feel good about who you spend time with.

If you found the girl disgusting, you shouldn't of had sex with her. Why did you? Did you enjoy your conversation? Did you have fun at the bar? If you did have a good time together why was it so shameful to enjoy eachother physically?

Again, sex is something shared between two people who enjoy eachother's company, it's enjoyable for both partners. You need to grow up and get over this teenage notion that girls are just there to show off to you friends or impress people on the street with the "hot piece of ass you landed".

Stop valuing women solely on their bodies. Get some self-esteem, some self-worth, stop treating people like shit, and for gods sake wear a fucking condom. Don't do the rapey shit either, the way you describe it sounds pretty borderline to me - but that's just an extension of your entitlement to women's bodies isn't it. You feel ripped off because you deserved a "hot girl" but all you got was a "landwhale"?

Look the more I'm typing out your thought process the less I'm motivated to help you. You need to do some serious thinking about the type of person you want to be. Learn some decency for fucks sake.

>>36247461
>Porn sex is all about female satisfaction.

FUCKING
KEK
I can't believe my eyes, man, for real

>>36245631
been there done that, except i was friends with the girl from chatting, i was disillusioned and disappointed when i saw she was big, fast forward i didn't care i was horny and it didn't feel one bit bad. desu it was really fun she was sweet too so that adds to it i guess.

>>36247605
k

>>36247606
when i read this in the original paragraph i fucking nearly shit myself. If anyone believes this they are a retard.

>>36245631
Well man, don't beat yourself about it. You fucked a landwhale, so what. Maybe, you are lucky that you didn't have to be anxious about your first one.

You lost your virginity and stuck it in her as the same night kek

That's kinda cool

>>36247206
damn these are some pretty hardcore mental gymnastics anon

>>36247533
> if it matters I'm a 37 year old male who has had a fair amount of one night stands, and a few serious relationships, including my current one.
>something you can have by your side to show the world that "yeah look what I can fuck"

i've never met someone projecting and compartmentalizing so hard

>>36247533
>You feel ashamed because in your mind the value of women come from their looks alone and the only one you could convince to let you fuck her was in your mind "low-quality" or "sub-standard", as if women are products and she's a second.

nvm my last post you are just a womyn SJW trying to spread your shit rhetoric

>>36246988
>>36247605
>>36247533
stop same fagging holy shit

>>36248323
>>36248346
>Insecure anon loses his virginity and feels weird about it
>Another anon spills spaghetti about respecting women
What are you even mad about, who cares?

>>36247533
>>36247605

This guy is right though and all you ass pained faggots saying he's wrong or doesn't get it are just side stepping the truth. OP clearly has some issues that he needs to work on before he can get anywhere in life and unfortunately getting /fit/ doesn't fix your shitty personality or your sense of entitlement.

>inb4 samfagging

I'm the anon who already told OP he wasn't even looking for sex but rather approval by having a 10/10 on his arm and he said I was right. Which I already knew based entirely on his story. You don't have to look hard to see an asshole, even online.

>>36245644
you must have high test

>>36247461
>porn sex
>female satisfaction

> 3000rpm BAMBAMBAMBAMBAM
>no foreplay other than sucking your dick
>for women

Damn nigga you for shit to learn.

>most women don't like dicka bigger than 6.5"
>most women like foreplay almost as long as sex
>varying between slow and deep and the occasional hard and fast is best


Just a few pointers to get you started on the journey to not fucking like you're 15

>>36247605
fucking truth right here, he needs some humility too thinking that just cause he got shredded he deserves any girl. he's just as bad as the hot "stacy whore" from highschool these betas loathe so much.

>>36247605
>>36248783
>>36247605

fags.

i'm married, and ya, i "make love" to my wife, but the 70+ bitches before her were just smashing pussy to pass the time. it was fucking meaningless, and for the most part worthless. sometimes they would be like "anon im too sore to keep going" after 20 minutes. bitch if you don't want the jackhammer wtf did you hop in my bed for?

point being, there are a lot of things you cant do in bed with a woman you love, and you gotta do them to all the bitches you fuck before then. don't be too eager to find love, you will always have regrets.

i never did get to fuck a midget...

>>36250058
you sound like a real winner

>>36250058
>i never did get to fuck a midget...
sorry to hear that senpai

did you fuck a wheelchair qt? i saw one today and really wanted to get with her

>>36250153

was never something i wanted to do. i don't like fucking women who won't do at least 1/3 of the work.

>>36250119

my wife and kids love me. who loves you?

>>36245631
do you have any way to contact her?

>>36250332
this may go against the contrary of what most people are telling you here. i think you should go at it a couple more times with this chick. wear a condom and get some sexual experience under your belt. when you ate her out was her vaginal hygiene good? if so i really don't see a problem here. she is up for anything and you can learn a lot. keep the sessions at her place and enjoy while you can. what do you think? has the thought already crossed your mind? fyi ass to mouth on the first date isn't something you just chuck in the trash, put some more mileage on that before you mov eon to something better.

>>36250356
>was her vaginal hygiene good?
maybe? I was drunk and a virgin. I don't have much vagina knowledge/experience to know desu.

>put some more mileage on that before you mov eon to something better.
she's a nice person but it was more of a drunken mistake. I wouldn't mind being friends with her but highly doubt seeing that possible after last night. I just want to move on, clean break

>>36250419

if it wasn't good, you would know. i don't care how drunk you were.

>>36250516
yeah true but either way i think she bit my dick because i have a red straight mark like teeth marks on my shaft underneath my head...kinda hurts

>>36250567

i know, you told me. just make sure you get checked out tomorrow. there's a better chance you stretched the skin a bit when you dove head first into a dry mud hole.

>>36246252
Yet you're still here

>>36245644
Ah bro I totally know that feel about not being able to get her taste out of your mouth no matter how many times you brush your teeth. It's a bad feel, but we're all gonna make it brah

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>>36245644
>>"Do you have all your stuff?"
damn man its like she expects that outcome everytime