Anybody else here lift because they are a male rape victim?
>>37891028
no...
what happened dood
>>37891028
yes me
i remember the night, the air was crisp and cold. I was raped in my asshole then the next day i got a gym membership
>>37891028
No but I was molested at the age of 6 by my 18-year-old female babysitter.
>>37891065
srs? how?
>>37891065
DID SHE LET YOU INSIDE?
>>37891053
I was in the marines and he was in the same platoon as me. I was drinking and I guess I drank too much. He "helped me" to my room. I don't think I need to tell you what happened after that. It was weird though, I couldn't physically move or talk but I knew exactly what was going on. I felt buzzed but definitely clear enough to know that I was raped.
Few days later I reported him to my command. Afterwards another guy in our platoon came forwards and made a similar complaint. A third guy told us that the same thing happened to him, but he didn't want to press charges.
The VA just laughed me off and didn't help for shit.
Hit the gym and haven't touched alcohol two years later.
>>37891094
>>37891100
Not much to it. She got naked, told me to do the same. I was 6 and she was pretty much an adult to me so I listened. She got on the bed and told me what to do. I remember it pretty clearly at now despite being 21. That single event pretty much ruined me since I can't seem to form serious relationships with women, and to this day my ma doesn't believe it happened and yet she has the nerve to ask why I haven't gotten serious with a woman yet (relationship-wise). I'm Cuban so we're pretty much expected to become engaged in our 20s or so. That isn't gonna happen anytime soon.
>>37891185
come on mate everyone knows its not the same when a woman molests a kid :DDDD
>>37891146
Fuck man. Whatever happened to him? Hopefully he got court martial-ed?
>>37891348
No, just njped twice. He had a good lawyer and neither of us did a rape testing kit, so it was our word against his.
He pled down from the court martial to double njp.
>>37891185
High five dude, you lost your virginity early.
>>37891185
>>37891146
That's really fucked up and I'm sorry that happened to you.
>>37891578
It doesn't matter anymore. Not your fault. I just wish I could actually tell someone.
>>37891591
A therapist.
>>37891601
No. VA doesn't want to help and my insurance will not cover. Paying out of pocket while in school is out of the question. My parents don't even know.
>>37891626
Thats pretty fucked man. Isnt there anyone you could sue here?
Jesus Christ this is awful. I'm sorry that this happened to you mate.
>>37891028
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zvTRQr7ns8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLWlBgj0uOc
>>37891626
If you're seriously looking for help, I'd recommend posting your story and issues on one of the many reddit subs for this. You're bound to get people who've actually been in situations like yours (or who know people and can give knowledgeable answers).
I know some guy had a kid son that couldn't afford dental insurance and he had really painful carries everywhere, so a dentist offered to work on him for free if they could raise enough money to fly him over. I'm sure you can set something up online with a therapist who'll work free of charge out of the kindness of their hearts.
>>37891657
No I don't think so. It was years ago and good luck getting the military to work with you. The trial and everything has already been and gone anyway.
>>37891626
Some universities have free student counseling centers staffed with therapists and social workers for situations like this. They may see you for cheap. Also maybe ask the head of the psychology department if he knows of any cheap or free opportunities for your situation.
>>37891028
Yes. If I'm not strong I don't feel like a man.
>>37891675
That's possible, it might work.
>>37891691
I actually did take psych intro last semester, I guess I could talk the department head and do what you suggest.
>>37891709
I know how you feel I can relate I wasn't drinking but I know how it feels to feel like you don't have anyone to talk to epically because I grew up in a really masculine house hold where being beaten or being a girl of any kind was looked down on a lot.
>>37891028
>>37891146
>>37891395
>>37891591
That sucks. Thank you for your service maine
>>37891719
Did you ever get over it psychologically? Did you ever go back to being your normal self or no?
>>37891028
Tfw got raped by an 18 year old that brother was going to prom with when I was 14. She just got me really drunk and fucked me as I threw up a ton. I think it maked me a better person because it gave the confidence to say I got laid.
>>37891679
All you can really do now is milk their benefits dry.
>>37891709
Yes definitely try. Often universities have masters and doctoral students practice therapy to get ready for post grad life and you may be a candidate if you tell them your financial situation.
Therapy is definitely helpful. I was suicidal a few months ago and seeing someone has made me a different person and helped me get into the gym. Good luck breh we're all gonna make it.
>>37891739
No it happend between 5th grade and 6th that summer in boy scouts 3 of the older scouts told me it was a game you get the idea. But no I started failing classes and getting in a lot of trouble at school I got my act togather by 9th grade but could never really go all out in school or a relationship because I always felt in the back of my mind of everything they said to me and called me it destroyed my confidence even though I was able to come off as kinda popular. But it always came and ruined relationships for me because I never felt like I was man enough for the girl and I felt like a failure because of how my parents brought me up. I never got help though and I really think about sometimes but I can't talk about I just cant.
>>37891737
Thanks
>>37891763
Sorry this is poorly written it's hard to talk about I try to block it out.
>>37891761
Thanks
>>37891763
Yeah that sounds kind of like me. After I got out I just stayed away from everyone for years. Didn't start college and just worked shit jobs.
>>37891028
I was homeless and needed a place to stay. I just wanted to be warm for one night.
I did agree to have sex in return.
What happened however was a got viciously raped, and I barely got my asshole and "plumbing" normal after about two years.
It crosses my mind almost daily.
I finally have a job after six years of being homeless, but the first few months I still had problems with sccidentenal flatulence and it was really embarrassing.
The frustration and unfairness of life is definitely a motivating factor to why I started lifting, but more than anything I just want to inspire my peers to be a strong person.
I wouldn't considerate myself actually homosexual, but my coworkers allude to me being homosexual, or want me to say that I am and gay additionally which is also humiliating because I then think of my only sexual interaction with a male being a brutal rape session
>>37891792
Ya I can handle the stress and everything but I just can't handle people espically around when it happend I start to day dream and it comes back and I hear them talking to me when I'm out its terrible. I hope it's better for you then it is for me because I've been considering folding my cards.
>>37891808
This was in Portland, and that person still posts on Craigslist trying to find me, and they work out at 24/hour fitness in downtown Portland
Thanks fit, I haven't told anyone
>>37891808
Why do your colleagues allude to you being homosexual?
>>37891823
I work at a call center -- thank goodness they hire anyone.
The general mentality is that of middle-schoolers / high-schoolers and that's why it's such a concern for them
>>37891820
the fucking guy still tries to find you? for what??
>>37891954
Besides that fact that he's a psycho rapist?
>>37891820
Go take a bat to his knees.
>>37891146
Kek. Serves u right. Marines are all jar head tough guy faggots. Signed chair force fag who actually learned something applicable to civi life.
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>>37891808
>>37891820
Well we know where he works and lives, and can find his Craigslist ad I'm sure.
Any Portland boys up for some good ole' fag bashing?
>>37893512
Reporting
>>37891146
There's a hotline for rape victims and the one specifically for military rape victims saved my life
https://www.safehelpline.org/
Then can get you counselling and therapy, the people there really care. Stay strong anon.
>>37893524
Rapist detected
according to feminists I was sexually assaulted once. still waiting for the PTSD to kick in
>>37891065
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>>37891028
no
>>37891808
I'm so sorry man. I'm glad things are starting to look up for you. Good luck.
