I fear sitting on my death bed and regretting my entire life
>>37762091
Then go out right now and do something you won't regret faggot
>>37762091
do something about this
Being handicap
loved ones dying.
failure.
going blind / deaf.
>>37762091
that I'll stop lifting
It's already been a week
>>37762091
That life isn't what I thought it would be.
I'm 27. Bought a house, have a girlfriend who unconditionally loves me, got a steady job in my field, 3 years of lifting and close to goal body. Yet, it all feels like I'm waiting for something. Only now, since I have reached these fictional 'milestones' in life it's like I'm not there yet, and I just can't think of anything worthwhile to pursue. I experience hardly any joy. My thought patterns have become monotone, as if everything is on repeat.
Is it about time to kill myself?
Dying before I do everything I'm working so hard to do right now. Also dying without leaving something behind to help my family should they fall on hard times, like a perpetuity or a safe full of gold.
Dying just before a movie I want to go see is released
I've spent my life Trying to find out what I'm good at.. Ive tried many different types of careers but I always end up failing.. Now the last thing I feel I could enjoy could be what I've been doing most of my life.
helping others in personal training and physiotherapy
But I'm worried that some day I'm gonna quit on the last thing that could make me happy and then I don't know what I'll do with my life
People find out I'm gay
>>37762661
Nah, you're instead going to shoot for another meaningless milestone by having a kid, and then another, and you'll spend your life in servitude to them for 18 years, then you'll find your love for your wife is missing because you've both spent so much time on your kids and not enough time on nurturing your relationship, which will result in you both realizing that you're strangers to eachother now, and you have to make a decision about whether you want to stay together, or get a divorce, where you'll then feel even more stranded, alone and isolated.
>>37762953
>Tfw you're a kid and you know you're ruining your parent's relationship because they're too busy giving you attention
>>37762568
i stopped for one week when work was really tiresome
ended up not working out for 1+ year
tfw
>>37762091
my biggest fear is dying before the age of 200, preferably a lot more depending on what timeline we're in. But I don't know if I'll still want more when I'm 200 so I'll reserve the right to change my mind.
>>37762953
It sounds like you're further down the line that I. How are you holding up, anon?
>>37762091
Becoming a NEET
>been wageslaving since age 15
>currently 23
>going into paid police academy soon
>high stress environment, many cadets flunk out
>spooked I won't make it.jpeg
>tfw NEET life is in store for me if I drop out
Once again putting the word /fit/ on the thread doesnt make it related dumbass
>>37762091
Being a faggot like OP
>>37763883
I'm legit going to be doing this myself soon. Kind of... Going MP in the Army, then probably joining my hometown department.
>Tfw unfortunately addicted to opiates
I'm genuinely curious to see how you do though anon. Mind if I give you my email?
>>37762091
>Being in a car crash
Hate being in cars
>>37764242
Yeah sure, I still haven't gotten accepted into the academy yet. But I heard once it happens, shit moves fast
Im living my worst fears every day and i saw my nightmares come true
Im 28 and ive slowly realized the best point in my life is way behind me and i wasted it, i bought into the lie that life would be better as i got older and that the struggles i faced would get easier
Living life with no hope and no future is utter dick
>>37762661
sounds like you focused your ambition on achieving the goals that society tells you you to need to accomplish in order to be happy, without having any real goals of your own.
It'd be hard to just drop everything and start a new adventure in your life since you have dependencies like your gf, but you can still make changes where you are like pursuing a different career, finding a new hobby, etc.
I'm finishing school next year and my plan is not to get tied down to anything, I'm going to work until I pay off my student debt then taking whatever risks I want
>>37764810
Actually I'm focusing on cutting tools lately. In a very passive way. Letting things bleed to death so i can move on. I hope to make a profit off of my property and start over.
>>37764726
Actually, do you have a kik? I'll just get that instead of posting my email account lol. Don't want a thousand people sending me gay porn or something.
>n-no homo
>>37765025
>2032-16
>not wanting to get spammed with GayFurryTrap porn
I don't have a kik, you can add me on snapchat though: ZOMGscubasteve
>inb4 gay porn
Idgaf, send my way niggas!...n-no homo
>>37762091
These
>>37763883
>>37764242
Holy fuck i can work the job that i will despise but i want to make a decent living out of it so i can go back to my own house with my wife and kids. Anything but poverty.
