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No r9k gf bullshit Edition
> be 19
> neet
> trying to fix up my life
> mentally weak
> keep waking up at 5pm from being up at night playing overwatch
> also be hispanic
> have trouble sometimes talking in spanish because i speak in English with all my friends
> mom is full spic
> mfw i have trouble speaking to my my own fucking mom
> all family is spics
> im gringo of the family
> dont like to be around ppl most of my time
> family automatically assumes i dont like them or im depressed
> have social anxiety, though strangely no one has caught on, on that
> decent gains though
> more on the skelly side but strength is finally going up again
> keeping up with meals is still a fucking mess
> know that all i need is discipline to fix all this bullshit
> but instead repeat this fucking nightmare for 3 years
> love going to sleep because I can escape from all this in the dream world.
> i dont open to anyone about my problems
> except my brother
> brother one day finds a girl
> clingiest girl i ever met
> brother loses his closest friends because they were "causing problems" with his gf
> lose the brother connection we had
> she persuades him to marry her
> hes only 22
> talk to him about this, asking him if thats what he wants
> though i hate this bitch, put feelings aside and just think maybe she makes him happy like no other
> no longer care about other ppls lives
Ive realized the gym is a wonderful place. Exercising fueled by anger, depression, self hatred, stress and then hitting that new pr, woah. Dont have to listen to ones problems or talk to ppl. I can truly just be myself there. Even dream about being in a gym. Enough of my bullshit though, hows your day?
>>37670632
>THESE are the fucking faggots i discuss lifting with
I'm so fucking done with this stupid board
I can only imagine this kind of faggot giving me advice, i'm physically sick now
Just got back from a little babby workout after dinner. I should've worked out more. I upped my db curling weight to 25 lbs but I only ran half a mile on the elliptical thing and didnt do shit on the treadmill. Down 40 lbs since march (290 lbs atm) but have been stalling recently because of bad dietary decisions caused by my shit-tier willpower. Feeling kind of depressed rn. Talking to a qt but she's getting involved with someone else and it makes the feel even worse
>>37670632
very sad to hear about your condition of being a spic.
>>37670649
Love you too.
>>37670649
Kys plz
>>37670656
You wouldn't know im a spic unless i told you my name kek
>>37670649
>normie t. Post
>>37670759
what's wrong with being a normie?
>>37670759
/fit/ is literally the exit board for 4chan
except nobody fucking leaves reee
>>37670632
>no r9k gf bullshit edition
A-are you talking about me? I mentioned I married a guy from r9k on a feels thread last friday.
>>37670653
Congrats on the 40 lbs! Thats awesome. Its always shit when days just seem to go bad, but Im sure tomorrow will be better. Just rememeber why youre doing it and your willpower will return eventually. Until then try not to focus so much on the negatives. Also theres plenty of qts out there, and Im sure plenty of them will find their way into your life in the future, make sure you look your best for when they come along! Good luck, senpai.
ur name max by any chance??
>>37670999
are we supposed to leave? is this place bad for us?
>>37670759
what is a normie? Someone who isn't a raging sperg like yourself?
>>37670999
/fit/ is the only board on 4chan that has this stupid "cut off all contact with friends and become an autist while getting a gym membership (you idiots call this "cocoon mode" to justify the fact that you're a loner) then leave 4chan and become le Chad XDDD" mentality.
There is nothing wrong at all with shitposting on 4chan. I'd much rather waste my time on here than on facebook
>got hit on by gay dude at the gym
>no qt 3.14 girl will even look at me twice
Why I gotta be straight though?
>>37671470
>I mentioned I married a guy from r9k on a feels thread last friday.
Homosexuality is a sin
>>37670632
honestly im pretty drunk right now but im just so fucking sad and angry. I think i should just fucking off myself im so tired of this bullshit
BUENO FEELERINOS, OUTTA THE WAY SADFAGS
>not even done with my cut, still pretty doughy (20%+ bf) and not terribly strong
>by sheer good luck I recently acquired a qt3.1415 THICCCC nerdy stoner Latina gf
Downside:
>soul rending wageslave job makes me want to kill myself
>>37672764
me again. Is genetic unhappiness a thing?I'vefucking tried everything over the last 4 years to fix this and i swear no matter what I can't stop feeling like this. I;ve read every self help and improvemnt book on the planet and i actively try to control my emotions all the time but I still get so fucking sad around my friends. i justdont know what to do anymore senpai
>>37670632
>have social anxiety
Kill yourself meme babby
Reply to this post and you will have a GF come the end of this year.
>>37672825
Just encase
>>37672825
You got me.
>>37672825
please god
>tfw hispanic but look white
>>37672825
PLZ
>>37672830
>>37672838
>>37672844
>not realizing that this sort of magical thinking is why you don't have a gf in the first place.
>>37672854
>potentially missing out on a gf
>>37672825
Please
>>37672806
I just got a job that allows me to stay at home 10/12 hours I work. Or lift. Or skateboard. You get the idea. And it supports a family. Chin up
BRITAIN LEFT THE EUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
CAMERON FUCKING RESIGNED
IM FUCKING PUMPING IRON TODAY
>>37672862
wut job?
>>37672825
Please, I can get sloots, I just want a gf
>be 16 yo, 320 lbs
>tons of friends, average game, some gfs, confident, happy
>be 18 yo, 320 lbs
>decent job, tons of friends, average game, some gfs, confident, happy
>me today, 20 yo, 220lbs
>Neet for 7 months, loss contact with friends, haven't spoken to a female in months, feeling really depressed
b-but atleast i finally benched 3pl8...
>>37670632
I am you, but white and pasty
>>37671822
Nein
>>37670999
Trips of truth
>>37672764
We are all gonna make it amigo
>>37672825
Implying i want a gains goblin
>>37672951
Dont be brah, fucking mirin your 3pl8 bench
I wish I could sleep like others. The internet is just so addicting for me. and working.
>>37672914
I manage a small business. Easy stuff.
>>37672825
just broke up m8o, can I get many flings though?
>>37670632
>tfw subclinical acne
How do I fix it lads. I don't eat dairy, I sleep with a clean towel every night, I use green tea on my face and I'm on both antibiotics and duac cream.
I don't have any proper cysts or nodes anymore just these tiny bumps all over my forehead that are disgustingly visible in the light. Feels bad man like I have a skin disease.
Checked ex gfs Instagram and she's more beautiful than ever with a new bf and I'm just this spotty slightly jacked autist.
What do.
>>37672825
Why not?
>move in with gf of three years
>6 months later relationship is in trouble
>say I want to break up
>"No! I love you. We can make it work."
>the very next night she cheats on me
The kicker is that the guy is a middle aged, balding, red headed manlet with anxiety and a dead end local government desk job who is a total hungry skeleton to boot.
Meanwhile, I'm 6'6", good looking and ottermode, her age (22), my family is rich, I'm studying law and am virtually garunteed a position when I graduate.
My feelings swing wildly between stoic acceptance, barely containable rage, and complete despair. I can't decide if I want to kill myself, murder both of them or perhaps both.
>>37672825
What have i go to lose haha
>>37673350
On the plus side, I have discovered the secret to finishing a bottle scotch by myself in a single sitting.
It has also made cutting easy.
>>37670632
>Tfw no spicy latina gf
>Tfw my dick isn't 9x9 so I wouldn't even be able to satisfy her anyways
>>37672825
Pls mr Sandman, with two lips like roses and clover
>>37672889
FFFFFFFUCK YEAH THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I READ ABOUT THIS
I'M NOT EVEN EUROPEAN BUT I'M SO FUCKING PUMPED SON
TRUMP 2016 LADS
>>37673471
ALSO I'M NOT EVEN AN AMERICAN
>>37673350
Girls dont care for future things much anon.
They want attention in the here and now.
In a way this is the best thing that could have happened to you, just focus on your future instead of mediation a girls wishes into it at this moment especially since nothing is set in stone yet.
>>37672825
no i won't
>>37672825
Gib gf
>try tinder and a lot of dating sites
>can't fucking say yes to any of these bitches because the amount of fucking idiocy
>duck face, saying nothing about themselves, saying something every other girl has
>only some girls are even remotely interesting and they never respond back
Fuck. Why can't I just be normal and be able to accept sluts.
>>37670632
>tfw today nationalism won
jews btfo
>>37672806
zinc + nofap will clear you right up m8
>>37670632
>playing overwatch 3 years ago
>>37672825
pls gib gf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZkVqLjGM_I
It "finally" happened guys, the grass is never greener...
>>37672825
orewaaa chin chin gadaiski nandaaa
>>37673698
absolutely piss poor reading comprehension there bud
>>37674007
>19 years old
>neet
>playing overwatch
>more depressing bullshit
>repeat this fucking nightmare for 3 years
what am i missing?
>>37670632
>tfw 4 years of natty gains
>doing workout i normally do - nothing overly stressful that i haven't done hundreds of times before
>finish set of shrugs
>get incredibly dizzy and feel like im about to black out
>sit down and wait for it to go away
>eventually finish workout
am i kill?
>>37672825
DONT LIE TO ME
>>37673477
Exactly. So shut the fuck up, Trump is cancer.
>>37672825
plsease let it come true
>>37672825
Here is your (you)
>>37672825
posting
>>37672825
May aswell
>>37674104
you are either a muslim or a numale. which is it?
>>37672825
Im sad
>>37674046
Happened to me like a year ago but didn't have any sort of long-term effect, don't worry about it senpai
>>37672825
pls mister anon
>>37674104
/fit/ is fucking scary sometimes
>>37672825
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>>37670632
>friends fat and crazy friend won't stop talking to me
>constantly seeking validation and asks me "what's wrong with me, why does no guy like me"
>she tried to kill herself a couple months ago
>makes me realize crazy people don't realize they're crazy
>grandfather passed away this week. Feels bad.
>started talking to a girl this week
>she asked my friend if he had any "hot, not crazy friends who were single" and he gave her my name
>she actually messaged me first
>conversations never really went anywhere because she would hardly contribute to the conversation
>must have found something wrong with me because she just eventually stopped replying
Whatever.
>>37673211
Anyone pls
>Go out with girl (she was the one who wanted to go out)
>Goes well
>Text her to go out again
>She responds enthusiastically and asks what we should do
>I suggest we go out in local city
>No response
fml
>>37670649
>remain faggot detected
>>37672825
not taking a chance
love me
>pls respond
>friends gf comes up to me and tells me she likes me asks me what im doing over the weekend
>dont really respond and find a reason to leave the area
>she messages me on facebook the next day "you awake buttmunch?"
>text buddy tell him what happened and tell him to tell her to fuck off
>he said thats really mean to say
>ask him if hes a cuck now
>he says im being a fucking asshole about this whole thing
>no longer friends
welp so much for telling my friend his gf is a whore. i wont fucking do that again
>>37674543
damn, high school is tough brah
>>37672825
now i know ive hit rock bottom
>>37674577
you would never say that to my face you emo fag
I think I started gaining a lot of weight recently and it feels awful and I want to change it but I don't know shit about maintaining a good diet. I've tried keto and I think I gained weight on it. This kinda hit me when I was talking to this guy who I've been hitting it off great with and we had talked like every day all day, and I showed him a photo of me and he just kinda stopped.
>>37672825
Pls let it be her
>>37674624
>>37674543
your friend was right, you're a miserable asshole hahaha.
>telling your friend to tell his gf to fuck off
maybe you're just autistic, anime pic proves it.
>>37672825
What kind of a loser would actually respond to this
>had a qt thicc mulatto 18yo over yesterday
>blasting test, added tren, EC stack, popped a full viagra and on nofap/noporn this week
>on the edge like an animal
>tfw the mind breaking pleasure of finally breaking through and sinking into that teen pussy
life is good
>>37672825
can it be..
>>37674646
I know this isn't /soc/ and I don't mean to be an attention whore, but if any of you would be kind enough to help me figure out how to start improving my life please feel free to add me on skype: nineteenfourtynine
>>37670999
pretty much this! /pol/lack over here, been in there for 8 hours every day, after a year+ of depression, I decide to check /fit/, see people's gains, decide that since I have no life and no social circles, no friends what so ever I can get myself better physically (ready for happenings still /pol/lack), I join a gym, I go there 3 times a week, i'm fucking tired when I come back, I eat more now (skelly), i'm looking forward to every gym day, will step it up to 4 times a week -feel the burn- I like what I am doing now, there is nothing better because there was nothing else to replace gym with except computer 8 hours after I come from my job... now i visit 4chan a few times a week, days go by without a check.. 2 months since I started gym! Wishing you all good luck
>>37672825
Ok, I'll bite.
Good luck,brothers.
>>37672825
Good luck to everybody!
>>37674701
>>37672825
rumble my roller
>>37672825
Lol, nah. She's not going to come around after 2 years.
>>37672825
i want to dream
>>37674779
Thanks for trying, but this doesn't apply to me because I am both hygienic and am not a dude.
>>37674524
guise what do I do
Just ignore or send another text?
>>37670632
>No r9k bullshit Edition
everything that follows is r9k bullshit
GET OUT FAGGOT
>mfw
>>37674807
What exactly are you looking to better?
I went from almost 300 lbs, depressed and NEET to married, in school and I've lost over 100 lbs (Still about 30 to go) in about a year, so I do have some experience in bettering yourself.
>>37672825
I want to believe
>>37672825
Please let it be
>>37674842
I would like to lose weight, I started noticing my body changing in a way I am not enjoying, pains in places that never hurt, and just the general feeling of disgust whenever I see myself in the mirror.
>>37674814
you don't text her untill she responds! Wtf, be a chase. You need to text 40% less then her every fucking time, and NEVER, I MEAN NEVER make your dates on her terms, always act that you are busy and cannot make it when she wants ... only when you want
>kv at 21yrs, turning 22 in sept
>lifting for almost 2 yrs, give my best in every single training sesh
>been sick/cold often during these 2 years
>shitty strength gains
>BP 132 lbs 4reps, SQT 154 lbs 2rep atg, OHP 77 lbs 5reps
Fml brehs
>>37672825
Hopefully
>>37674807
I'm sorry, I don't have girls stuff or anything else .. here's some funny shop to lighten up the mood. It all comes down from your own mind, set your mind to do something and keep going check sound cloud and search motivational, there's a lot of cool speeches to keep on doing the right thing
>beginner lifting on a cut
>realize I've been doing quarter/half squats entire time
>go from squatting lmao2pl8 to right under lmao1pl8
>failed deadlifting at 205
I'm not depressed about it, but I'd be lying if i said it didn't bum me out. I'm conflicted on the choice of ending my cut and just bulking or riding out a few more weeks to finish the cut at around 10-12% bf.
>>37670632
5'10 gringo spic reporting.
>>37670632
>tfw my shoulders are too bony for front squats
It hurts bros
>>37674956
wait what? can you show how to make a good squat?
>No r9k gf bullshit
Bullshit and fuck you:
>tfw no gf
>>37672825
I just want happiness
but yeah a gf would be nice too
>>37674955
Thank you, I really appreciate how nice you are!
>>37672825
can I have de gf plizz
>>37674877
If you want to lose weight, read the sticky. Count calories accurately - use a food scale & an app like MyFitnessPal, get enough protein & fiber, and lift some weights.
>>37674902
So should I text and say I'm going x tonight are you coming
>>37670632
>> have trouble sometimes talking in spanish because i speak in English with all my friends
>> mom is full spic
>> mfw i have trouble speaking to my my own fucking mom
>> all family is spics
>> im gringo of the family
That shit was hilarious to read.
>>37675036
i'd wait until she replies. She should counter offer, if not she ain't that keen on seeing you. If it were up to you , you'd meet her anywhere just to spend some more time. Don't say anything else, just go on with your life until she gives a sign back.. that's what I would do. maybe some annon will give you more input
>>37672825
tryan
I already posted this in a feels thread a few weeks ago, but will post it again. I really need to hear your opinions.
I'm in a relationship with 2 girls at the same time. Each of the girls has each advantages and disadvantages
Girl A
>really loves me, and would probably stay with me forever
>cooks great
>would be there for me forever
>our sex life is dead (like having boring sex once per 6 months)
>we argue all the time about anything
>she is angry most of time (probably this shit has to do with her hormones)
Girl B
>the most beautiful woman I've ever seen
>great sex
>she probably wants a more casual relationship
>I have a huge crash on her
>Don't think it could last forever
WAT DO BREHS?
At times I seriously can't wait to be dead
I feel so trapped, confused and alone. I can't hold those feels anymore.
>>37672825
Gimme gimmee
>>37675114
B
girls you argue with all the time are just a waste of time and it ends anyway because she WILL cuck you
>>37672825
pls pls pls
>>37672825
Pls gib
>>37675114
I also forgot to mention that girl A always fails to see her faults, and always blames me about anything bad in our relationship.
Beta losers should fuck off from fit
>>37675123
Girl B is more likely to cuck me. Girl A is not interested in sex or anyone else. I'd bet everything that girl A would never cuck me.
>Be me 24
>Have a gf of 2+ years
>She breaks up with me
>Feel surprisingly okay right after
>Maybe I'm just alpha as fuck
But today I saw this picture of her with another guy and it just absolutely crushed me. I've been a fucking mess all day long.
I've been with other girls when we're apart, but it would leave me with this empty feeling afterwards everytime.
>>37675139
yeah i used to fight with my ex all the time about retarded shit and every day especially during sex we'd tell eachother we were going to be together forever
after 2 years of living together i caught her texting some guy about coming over and cuddling
but hey you're special so good luck
>>37675114
IF there was only girl A, things were not bright because it already went to shit before it could last.. so girl A sucks..
B) unless you know how to keep her in check will think she can do better then you and cuck you when you least expect. Never love them more then they love you! Always remember, the one that loves the most is the one that has more to lose
>>37672825
Yes let it be her !
>>37675114
how the fuck do you manage to be in a relationship with 2 girls at the same time?
Anyway, I'm in a relationship with a girl who's similar to A, but she always wants to have sex, but I'm just not attracted to her. it's fucking eating me up inside, but we do both love each other.
But then again, a girl like B would eat away at your soul knowing she could be out fucking some dude, so only go for that if you know you can get more pussy whenever you like.
>>37672951
how does anyone function as a neet? it sounds fucking amazing, but I got shit to pay for.
>>37675285
The sleep gains are the best part
>>37672825
Just in case
>>37672825
Lord help me
>6'3" 210 like 10-12% bf
>light blue eyes, been told I have a nice jawline and nose
>thick full head of dark blonde hair
>thinking I might be getting better looking
>only girls that show any interest are chunkers or uggos or both. They are usually crazy, too
>friends suggest I hit up their fat single friends, or they tell their fat single friends that I'm single
>no hope
All the while I see skeletons or fat or skinnyfat dudes with fuckin 7-8/10 gf's. Apparently I'm ugly as fuck. If your friends suggest you hit up their ugly friends, you're ugly.
>>37675228
>how the fuck do you manage to be in a relationship with 2 girls at the same time?
It takes alot of planning, and acting skills. There are times where I hang up on the phone with one girl, and immediatly call the other one.
What I haven't mentioned is the funniest part. I'm in my early 20s, and my gfs are in their late 30s / early 40s
I know the whole situation could be a movie plot,
Also
>But then again, a girl like B would eat away at your soul knowing she could be out fucking some dude, so only go for that if you know you can get more pussy whenever you like.
All the female friends of girl B are ready to fuck me whenever I want, and they all tell her how hot I am, and how lucky she is to have me. So the girl B knows that I could easily get as much pussy as I want.
>>37675395
If you can get pussy outside of B's social circle I'd consider her
jsut go with your gut one thisone man
>>37675371
post a pic bud i will give it to you straight
>its my bday today
>turned 25
>took off work
>assuming the weather holds, im having a bonfire and going swimming in my pool with a few friends
>gonna get a workout in today before i start drinking
>people dont start coming over until 7-8
>gotta figure out what i want to do until then
>im usually pretty busy so i dont know what to do with all of this free time
>ill probably clean my house and get laundry done
>blogpost complete
>>37675536
Happy birthday! Hope you have a good time, man.
Also, I like reading blog posts on here, so w.e
>>37675371
Picture. I'm a beautician, maybe I can help.
>>37672825
Bet
>>37672825
One gf please
>>37675548
Thanks. Have another blog post
>Moms house has 6 acres of land
>i come over every weekend to help her mow it
>our relationship is really close
>I also do the yardwork, take care of the pool, and do basic maintenance
>she told me that if she has to move in with my grandmother to take care of her, shed continue paying for the house and id get to live there
>shes out this week on a cruise
>ive been feeding her cat and getting her mail
>The party tonight is at her house
>feel like im in highschool again because im having parties at my moms house while shes out of town
>Know that she wont mind tho
>also bought a bunch of tiki torches to light up the pool tonight
>gonna be a blast
>>37674779
45 is real as fuck. Always walk in front of the people you're with. People WILL notice. Even if your friends are talking about your area of expertise (for me it's forensics), stay out of the convo except for direct ask questions and save it for when you're stationary like at a table or something.
>>37672825
Please
>>37675604
sounds cozy
would party
> Mil /fit/ here
> be 30
> 6 months ago 220 lb out of shape
> 90 TDY
> everyday bored after duty
> ruck on track everyday, carry 1pl in ruck
> 3 month later, 205 lbs
> feelsgoodman.jpg
> arrive home
> throws out all sugar, bread, and high carbs, buys ton of meat, vegetables, and cheese
> i tell wife that I buy all groceries and no more crap, she freaks out
> 1 month later
> joins gym, discovers SS
> complains about going to gym everyday
> civilian coworkers freak out my transformation and diet
> currently 195 lbs
> use wife's disgust and coworkers fear as fuel while I lift.
The environment I deal with is the best motivation to keep going
>>37675736
I like this! May they fuel you for years to come!
The thing is wife will now start asking questions and think you can do better which it's true, but you willhave to push her around and work out so the two of you can be both better
>>37674977
Can't right now anon I'm at work. What i can say is that before i wasn't bringing my quads parallell before and that's what let me squat so much weight. I deloaded last time I went to check and sure enough I failed my last rep while i was squating lmao1pl8.
>>37672825
Can't hurt to try
>>37672825
PLEASE
>>37672825
bring me gf pls
>>37670999
I left 4chan (was /b/tard) when i graduated hs in 07. Came back in 15, married to another autist like myself, discovered /fit/: afamilyforme.jpg who says leaving 4chan and/or being a normie
Is good?
>>37675736
very nice
>>37675604
Can I come over
>>37672825
Please.
>>37672825
pls
>>37672825
This is not possible
>>37672825
pls im so lonely
>>37672825
Here's your (you)
>>37672825
relol
>>37672825
I WANT A GF NOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>Walk into weight room
>slip on wet floor being mopped
>whole gym laughs
I am now known as "The Slipper"
Plz make them stop
>>37677562
haha Slipper
>>37676700
sure. just keepin it low key. a few close friends, a couple bitties, and maybe my brother.
>>37672825
lastouardhaelmaqam
>>37672825
Thanks Senpai...
>>37672825
well wouldn't hurt give it a shot.
24 years know without any.
>sumo deadlifts at gym today
>stacking the weight on the bar, getting ready to eat that ass
>earbud pops out of right ear
>falls inbetween the plates
>notice too late
>cracking sound as right earbud explodes between the plates
I had to listen to top 40 and shitey UK dance music for the next hour. It was hell.
>>37672825
I want to believe
>>37675167
I know that feel anon
>>37672825
please
>>37675167
i know how that is too.
>gf of 2 years left me 4 months ago
>felt like shit for a month
>started to get over it
>i see her with another guy and feel destroyed
>drank a lot
>she texted me last night
>we talked for a while and were honest with eachother
>told her i slept with another girl
>she swears she hasnt slept with anyone
>tells me she misses me and regrets leaving me
>not sure how to feel
>having a little party tonight
>she texts me "id go but that would be weird so enjoy"
>sort of want her there but know that i probably shouldnt
>would be awkward being around my friends and trying to figure out where me and her stand
>i just wanna get trashed tonight
>if she came id definitely make a move and if it lead to sex, id have drunk dick and it would suck
>>37672825
pls be real
If you want to get laid / a gf, learn to be social
EVERY single time I've gotten laid has been because I was the cool guy at town or at the party
The guy everyone liked and talked to, the guy that got attention
I've been DYEL and I've been fit, getting in shape changed nothing
Getting girls is ALL about SOCIAL STATUS
Just found out my girl is pregnant.
>Be skinnyfat loser NEET
>Get job
>Get /fit/
>Get gf
>Move in
>Get pregnant
Now I want to fucking kill myself. I am 100% not ready and she will not consider having an abortion. I can be a sleeze and leave her, but my entire family will disown me. I'm only 24, I haven't traveled how I want to, I haven't "sowed my wild oats" so-to-speak by banging a ton of random chicks. I'm a child still and my girlfriend is dead set on keeping it.
>went on a date last weekend, first time in months
>had a great time, seemed like she did too
>ask her out again
>"id like to hang out, but just as friends. in a weird place right now"
>make a joke about my kissing game, trying to feel out what happened
>it's not you, it's me
>joke about the cheesy line
>she insists
>ask her what's up
>never responds
I want to believe, but no one ever uses that line and means it. No idea where I went wrong, felt like we really hit it off.
Oh well, back to waiting months for something to fall in my lap I guess.
>>37672825
well a reply can't hurt anyone
>>37672825
Please god
>>37670632
>15
>think girls are attracted to arms
>have the biggest crush on this sophmore in class
>hit arms every day like crazy hoping she would approach me because of how big my arms are
>nothing happens
>do chin ups before school hoping to have a pump every day that i was hoping would last to second period so she can notice me
>she doesnt
>hit arms even harder before school so the pump can be bigger when she sees me
>alas nothing happened
>to show my interest in her i now wear a tanktop as much as i can and stare at her
>whenever she looks back pretend i wasnt looking
>after class walk slightly in front of her hoping she will see my arms and approach me
>semester over
>never said one word to her
>never got approached by her
One of the biggest regrets in my life.
Funny thing is it was a Spanish class and she was Mexican so i couldve just asked for help and went from there. But no, my autistic self had to pump curls like a dumb gorilla.
That was when i stopped lifting for girls.
>>37672825
Ffs
>tfw no gf
>>37672825
Plz
>>37672825
Can't hurt...
>tfw no gf
>>37672169
If you have to ask, you still have time to escape. LEAVE.
>>37672825
Yase
>>37674036
English not your first language, huh?
>>37672851
then you are white retard
>>37672825
Why not
>>37674950
This must be bait
if not you should really kys because lifting is like the easiest and less time consuming thing to be good at.
>>37672825
Oshityes
>>37672825
I WANT TO BELIEVE
>>37675395
This is a no brainer go with girl B you pathetic loser and if you do that I will no longer consider you as a loser, loser.
Don't post her until you have chosen girl B.
>>37675736
This got me rockhard bruh
>>37677562
there you are slipper it's me the guy who laughed the hardest right in your face.
>>37679129
it doesn't make sense theres people that weren't even their when i fell and they call me slipper
>>37672825
welp
>>37672825
I havent missed a set of squats in months
Today i fucked my lower back a little in morning by picking some shit up angrily and stupidly (100 lb box)
I loaded up 10 lbs more than last week and started to do my sets
Set 1; 5 reps, bad form (pain)
Set 2; "5 reps" TERRIBLE form (worse pain)
i decided to stop there and i feel shit about it but my back and hip mobility muscles feel really shit too
Did i do wrong....
>>37670649
Ay caramba, I fucking kill you gringo, mañana
>>37670632
>Roommate sexually assaulted me 2 years ago, when I was a little over 21
>Was always bi, was drunk as fuck, he took advantage of that, was kind of strong but social autist and pussy overall
>Hated it, every nightmarish second of it, kept telling him and to stop, wouldn't stop
>Realize I'm a bottom because of this encounter and a couple of encounters ive had before with men
>My rapist made me realize I'm a bottom
>Never told authorities, told brother, he said "it doesn't matter because you're both guys"
>Broke me inside, have mental breakdowns over it until this day
>Lose all my gains, all of them, become a skinny faggot who hasn't had sex with a guy since, but want a boyfriend this year
>Feel constantly dirty and disgusting, happy other people like my friends hug me or let me cuddle on them
>If they refuse it makes me feel like I'm disgusting and not worthy of touching other, cleaner people
>Before rape, had a girlfriend who also sexually and emotionally abused me, and emasculated me at any opportunity
Oh, and that happened 1 year after my father's death to lung and brain cancer, watching him waste away in front of my eyes, and holding his lifeless cold hand when he passed.
I love life.
>>37672825
pls I haven't had anything since she left me
>>37672825
Please
>>37676479
Are you looking for some sort of confirmation about your life choices? Congrats your life sounds average, congrats on mediocrity
>>37675167
Denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance
>>37672825
Worth a shot
>>37679417
Sorry to hear that anon. I'd let you cuddle me. You're gonna make it.
>>37679417
If you were in the LA area i'd drive to u and cuddle
>>37674118
holy fuck, thats me
>>37672825
pretty pls, with sugar on top, dont fail me
>>37679417 i don't know how all that shit feels man, but at least you have friends that love you, in my case i don't even know how to express me and i hate the people that is kind with me, because i feel like i'm a piece of shit for not knowing how to give back love and feel, take back your gains and be happy, we're all gonna make it brahs
>>37672825
OMFG pls YOU GOT ME
>>37679542
>>37679558
>>37679583
Thanks a lot bros. The mental recovery is slow, but getting my gains back has been a slow and steady process thankfully.
I've gotten a new goal body to work towards, more slim/athletic. Focus primarily on cardio (which I suck at due to previous smoking).
Thanks bros, seriously. It really does mean a lot to me.
Random question--is a very high quality gym worth 65 dollars a month? It's limited to people over 21, open 24/7, and has all sorts of facilities. It's also a 10 minute run from my house, so I can get in some minor cardio as well.
>be fatty
>started cut
>cutting very hard for the past 2 weeks
>very happy with my progress
>i'm gonna make it
>go out with buddies tonight
>"hey anon you're getting pretty fat"
>spend the night poking fun at how fat i got
>qt waitress offers us fries
>"heh anon doesn't need anymore fries"
i know it's just friendly bantz but it was very discouraging
>>37672825
Plz
>>37672825
Oh lawdy. pls be true
>>37672825
already married, kek
>>37672825
ok.
>>37672825
pls
>>37672825
pls
>>37670632
> have social anxiety, though strangely no one has caught on, on that
The sad part is that they do
Every person, especially older people because they have more time communicated with other humans, have the ability to spot certain emotions such as anger, happiness, sadness and fear
People that are close to you will pick this up and if they don't they will unconsciously.
I know how you feel and the sad part about it is that you want people to help you beat this but they can't help you.
This creates so much sadness, anger, frustration and more distance from your desire for communication and forming bonds with other people.
That desire has to be brought back
The hard part is that it has to be done while in a cirkel of dissapiontment, anger, sadness, loneliness, depression and anxiety
Finding reason is the logical thing, however most of the time the awnser can't be found and if it was found it wouldn't change much
I sometimes think I was born backwards because I hate the people I should love and love the people I should hate.
You can't love another person in the world if you can't love yourself
Learn to love
>>37672825
I will not let a post on a anonymous anime board about lifting tell if I can get a girlfriend or not.
That fucking pathetic
If I want a gf I will get a gf
>>37672825
could this work please
>>37675736
that's it mayne
>tfw had grand plans for the summer
>2 uni classes that would only take up 2 hours of my day tops
>was going to spend my days lifting, tanning, reading, and hiking with doggo
>set myself up for an amazing fall semester thanks to gainz
>catch infection right before classes start
>chronic sinusitis ever since
>it's also fucking up my lungs
>will likely have to get surgery for it
>haven't lifted in 3 weeks because of it
>inactivity has caused me to get the loneliness feels, and overwhelming desire to just cuddle
>masturbation has also become no longer enjoyable
The only reason we make plans is so we can be disappointed when they fall apart before our eyes
>>37672825
pls gib gf
>>37672825
if dubs pls
>>37672825
W-what if I'm not sure I actually want a gf...?
>>37676479
>Another autist like me
You made me fucking kek ahahahah
>>37672825
Plz respond
>>37672825
>Reply to this
Where's my gf?
>>37672825
here's your reply friend, it's worked for me every single time and I'm not about to take a chance and pretend it had nothing to do with replying to a post
>>37672825
>kek wills it
>>37672825
WORK DAMMIT
>>37681118
jej
>>37672825
Keeping mine
Anyone else still live with their parents? I wish my job payed better show I could finally move out.
>>37672825
I already have one but im thinking of ending it. Shes a gains goblin and isnt fucking me. Pls kek
>No doms
>Feel like a failure
>>37674118
Yo this picture hit way too close to home.
>>37672825
por favor
>recovering fatty
>do bench presses today to work on upper body and pecs
>can't tell if progress on them is working because of man boobs
When do these fucking things go away?
>>37672825
the end is nigh
>>37672825
fuck might as well
>>37672825
lemme in on that
>>37670632
>Feels Thread
>No r9k
Does not compute.
>>37672825
i replied to one like this except it said by the end of the summer, hope i get to keep the same one :>
>>37672825
pls
