I'm addicted to pot but have no ambition to quit

Can I still chill here

Congrats man. What are you gonna eat?

>>37284676
as long as you hate yourself for what you're doing, sure.

>>37284679
I dunno. I live in the middle of nowhere so I dont' have many options. Maybe a McFlurry avilable only at McDonald's.

sounds awful
what a waste of a life

Mixing a rum and coke right now

It's nice to not have an addictive personalty and enjoy things in modertation

>>37284706
This, I can't imagine what a piece of shit you have to be to not be able to moderate yourself after a couple drinks.

>>37284654
Alcoholic, but not the recovering variety. Cheers on your 600 days sober though, may all the gods of furious strong be with you, and live like a windrammer as you fuck.

>>37284706

same bruh

it is nice to enjoy alcohol and the effects but find alcohol disgusting at the same time and know when too much is too much

>>37284701
this

>>37284701
>>37284706
>>37284717

I won't lie. Abstaining is very, very lonely and often I wonder why I bothered.

I'm much better looking now though.

I think that I'm an alcoholic. Just went a month and a half without a drink, but a recent string of bad days at work led me to down the better part of a fifth on Friday. God damn, was my tolerance down. Felt great doing it, felt awful the next day. I've had a single 12oz beer every day since.

right on for you OP, i drink pretty frequently on weekends (collegefag) and with gf because ive got a gf but i coudnt imagine drinking like that lol fuuuuck

>>37284737
Man, it's something that, if you're gonna do it, you gotta do it for yourself. Do you feel better on top of looking better?

>>37284748
>>37284748

you are not an alcoholic idiot

>>37284788
physically I feel much better. Anxiety has all but disappeared, far fewer pains and aches, burning sensation in my stomach has gone.

I still feel totally worthless though.

>>37284795
I should probably add that before this last month and a half, I have generally had a half a fifth to a fifth's worth of liquor a night for the past 3 or 4 years. I couldnt seem to go a night without it. That's what made me think that I was one. Really, I don't know what makes an alcoholic, though.

>mfw fear turning into my dad, who drinks at least 8-9 beers a night

>>37284972

does ur dad get faded

i get fucked after 4/5 beers

>>37285026
On weekend nights and at family parties, yes. I have no idea how much he drinks then but it must be a fuckload. He'll start as soon as he wakes up and keep up a good pace until late at night. 8 or 9 seems like an average weeknight for him, and I can barely tell the difference.

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>cutting
>trying to not drink
>mfw

i always end up fucking doing it. it's never a lot, but like two to three times a week i throw a few hundred calorie vodka monkey wrench into my attempt at cutting

i don't have any friends or a girlfriend, (literally no friends, have not spent time with a non family member in years) im bored as fuck and sit in a recliner chair for hours at a time refreshing 4chan when im not at work or the gym. i fap, i smoke a ton of weed and drink. it barely even does anything to me anymore, i usually just get tired and feel shitty

hydrocodone was really great but it's gone and i dont think i want to fuck myself up that bad. im 19 too. my cousin says its weird that i drink by myself, but what the fuck am i supposed to do i don't have any connection with anybody

>>37285173
I never understood why people think drinking alone is weird do whatever the fuck you want

Hookah / cigarettes / pot are considered social vices but nobody says it's weird to do it by yourself.

I suppose it's because people auto link it to depression and alcoholism

>>37285173
>hydrocodone
best leave it alone anyway. You very very quickly need insane amounts of that shit to feel anything.

>>37285337
they gave me 20 7.5 pills for my wisdom teeth, was doing them for about 5 days. 15mg made me feel happy, 30mg made me want to vomit and couldnt walk, 22.5mg was the best dose

i would only take it when my stomach was completely empty