How do you deal with depression? Antidepressants just sort of make me feel like I have a shell around my depression, but its still very much there.
What do you guys do to work through it? I work out, but that's just momentary relief.
Do a shitload of cardio
>>37067243
i take 5 pills a day
>>37067243
im not a bitch
>>37067243
smoking weed and lifting
>>37067301
Cool dude! :)
Lifting helps, but idk. I think I'm a fundamentally sad person. I don't think you can fully come back from being told you're worthless and unlovable by your parents. Like you can bounce back and live a semi-adjusted life. But you'll probably never thrive or flourish, at least long term.
>tfw literally every single person in my genetic line has a mental illness
I'm fucked senpai
>>37067301
Oh ok. So you were born with adequate dopamine and serotonin receptors. well done.
>>37067243
Get some hobbies and use that as a way to meet people. Social interaction could help you a lot anon.
Also begin starting sit
>>37067243
take the anitdepressant called 'wellbutrin' thank me later
>>37067243
I lift.
Sometimes I'm sore after my lift.
Then I become sore and depressed.
But at least I feel something other than Depressed.
>>37067512
i get really depressed after i lift. hits after an hour
>>37067497
>depressed because social anxiety stops me from interacting normally with other humans
>socially anxious because too depressed to interact with other humans
>>37067528
Sometimes I get depressed mid-lift.
>Maybe I should just drop the bar on my neck, it'd be easy and quick
>Mfw I worry I don't bench enough to kill me
>this becomes my motivation to bench more.
been taking St johns wort, 5htp, l theanine, l tyrosine and maca lately. I think they're helping.
How much sunlight do you get OP?
I'm not sure of the science regarding the relation between vitamin D and happiness, but recently I spent two days in sunlight from sunrise to sunset and my mood was fucking amazing for like 4-5 days afterwards. It wore off once I returned to my normal lifestyle where I get very little sun.
>>37067607
I dont get much sun
>>37067473
How did you go in Psychology 101? :)
>>37067628
psychology is bullshit. no amount of talking to a therapist is going to fix your brain. I did it for a year and it did nothing.
>>37067577
this OP. placebo can really do alot for your mindset
>>37067626
Give it a shot man. It's worth a try. Doing some research now and it seems there are at the very least some theories out there that sunlight and vitamin D levels can elevate your serotonin.
Go do a long run/walk/hike on a sunny day or go swimming if it's the season in your neck of the woods. The more skin you have exposed to the sun, the better.
>>37067628
How did you go in browsing the 'ch0n 101? ;)
>>37067626
>>37067649
or maybe try supplementing vitamin D. Not sure how well it would work but if you are completely fucking miserable you might as well.
>>37067644
I've tried a million different things. I'm acutely aware of how things affect me. these ones definitely work
especially the tyrosine, st johns wort and maca
>>37067607
It's definitely not a miracle cure. I work a min. of 40 hours a week doing construction, have a loving, supportive GF, and I still can't keep from thinking about suicide every once in a while. Not actually considering killing myself, yet sometimes when I'm lying in bed I imagine what it would be like to just die. Seems peaceful.
>>37067243
I don't vacuum nature. I do set achievable goals and work towards them
>>37067562
nah im too pretty to die. i just get bored after i lift